Haven't been mad to the point where my body shakes in SO long.
And this time it's at myself... holy shit.
Sorry Fur... for my utterly indispensably horrendous performance and my temper on court today.........sigh.....
I need to recuperate.... mentally.

I am usually not superstituous but this time I am not putting those earrings on again................. =p

Finished Phoenix Wright 4!! Its sooo good~
Things to do now that I have so much free time XD:
-Apply to more jobs
-Bake
-Work out and jog (hopefully at least once per week)
-Start working on the facebook app
-Pick up cheque from Mondo and drop off resume
-Takoyaki party!
-Finish the jigsaw puzzle I was supposed to finish 10 months ago
-Finish knitting my mom the scarf I was supposed to knit 1.5 yrs ago.. lol
-Clean up my room
-Reply emails!

やっぱり弱いなあ、私のメンタルが。。。
自身の考えことと納得できない。
何しても自分の一方と反対しなきゃならないか。
いったい。。逃げたい。。。こんな弱い自分から。