10.24.2006

Not one night - Mr. Big

I used to dream of only you
now I don't do that.
I used to miss talkin' to you
oh, now I don't do that.

Since you've been gone I learned to stop tryin' to hold on because

there's not one night, one single day
that I wouldn't give to you.
So with all my might in every way,
I'll try to forget you too.

I thought you could tell me anything
yeah, you used to do that.
You let me inside of everything
yeah, you used to do that.

Never to change at least I thought
it feels so strange because

there's not one night, one single day
that I wouldn't give to you.
So with all my might in every way,
I'll try to forget you too.

Loneliness may come knockin' at my door
where I'm comin' from that don't phase me anymore.
Time has shed a little light on where I'm supposed to be
there ain't no use in thinking you'll come running back to me.

Since you've been gone I learned to stop
tryin' to hold on because

there's not one night, one single day
that I wouldn't give to you.
So with all my might in every way,
I'll try to forget you too.

10.20.2006

today was one fucked up day.
got to work just to find out that my manager won't let me go to conference
went to volleyball game just to play with 3 other girls, get switched out permanently after 5 minutes and get kicked on the shin.
dealt with people, who really don't give a shit of what other people thinks.

And here's a thought...
is it that hard to pick up the phone and dial a few numbers??
On my birthday I received zero calls.
Not from my friends here, not from friends in Van, not even from my parents.
And there's this person whom I call ld to every year since 10 years ago on this person's birthday...
there's also this person whom I called ld to twice on this person's special day.
There's ALSO this person, who asks me to buy a present for someone else's birthday, claims that I've "changed" when I refuse, and then goes ahead and forgets my birthday.
And where are these people on MY birthday?
人情冷暖, 我明白了
today was one fucked up day.
got to work just to find out that my manager won't let me go to conference
went to volleyball game just to play with 3 other girls, get switched out permanently after 5 minutes and get kicked on the shin.
dealt with people, who really don't give a shit of what other people thinks.

And here's a thought...
is it that hard to pick up the phone and dial a few numbers??
On my birthday I received zero calls.
Not from my friends here, not from friends in Van, not even from my parents.
And there's this person whom I call ld to every year since 10 years ago on this person's birthday...
there's also this person whom I called ld to twice on this person's special day.
There's ALSO this person, who asks me to buy a present for someone else's birthday, claims that I've "changed" when I refuse, and then goes ahead and forgets my birthday.
And where are these people on MY birthday?
人情冷暖, 我明白了