lol... SNL clappin is a parody of "Stomping"......
there IS actually a musical "stomping"..
hahaha.. this is funny..
NOW I get the joke.
Badminton... argh.. want more.. MORE!!
Dad so paranoid about SARS..
but he should be..
cuz he has sore throat and fever.. ahh
damn.. now I'm worried..
not about myself getting infected,
but about him.... aii....
it's not THAT easy to catch it...
no worries, no worries...
-ROZ BLOG-
I would've written some quotes,
but why bother?
It's your own life...
live it your own way.

3.30.2003
wow...
sudden dramatical increase in the # of xanga ppl...
haha which means more stuff for me to read...
which also = more time wasting...
I woke up @ 2:30 today...
for no reason at all..
I could've just slept through the afternoon,
but I made myself wake up........
I feel that there lots to do,
but then really, there's none...
hmm.... wat was I thinking.
Oh, and I highly doubt that they'll read this,
but still
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KATIE and JENNY!
sudden dramatical increase in the # of xanga ppl...
haha which means more stuff for me to read...
which also = more time wasting...
I woke up @ 2:30 today...
for no reason at all..
I could've just slept through the afternoon,
but I made myself wake up........
I feel that there lots to do,
but then really, there's none...
hmm.... wat was I thinking.
Oh, and I highly doubt that they'll read this,
but still
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KATIE and JENNY!
OH yea.. some more abt yesterday..
so Mel and I went to this Richmond full service gas station..
and then we were in the car,
and we suddenly heard them talking abt the sticker I had in the back window..
they were saying..
"blah blah.. UBC science wor... UBC science la... blah blah"...
me and Mel were thinking "we can hear u u kno..."
but they didn't seem to realize that my car has poor sound proofing system..
and yea.. I'll NEVER go there again! NEVER! heh...
anyhow.. I should've said this like 4 days ago..
but I was busy studying... >< sorz..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, PIN!!
went to hotpot @ Sa bo tonite.. heh
it was pretty good.. except for the bad service they had..
the "glasses conspiracy".. haha..
and Jenny speaking Chiu jau wah..
and it sounded like something funny.. but I can't remember.. haha
yeA.. damn.. short-term memory.. I can't remember wat else we said..
anyhow..after that we went to Shao's.... to play Mah-jong..
noo my first set was so nice... 13 yiu.. sooo close to winning.. ><
haha.. ohh well.. and then... afterwards they were just bad...
haha ohh.. and we helped the breast cancer foundation by buying chocolate..
hehe... yea.. we might need them in the future right!? let's hope we don't. haha
and Pin.. no one will laugh at u if u get cancer.. hahaa
ohh.. and Jenny laughing at Winnie when seh made the mah-jong crash...
hehe it sounded like Jen was waiting for that to happen.. hahaha
and I kept on missing the "pai".. haha missed twice to "pong" and once to "sik"..
Pin's "dog slow"... hahaha worst... joke.. hehe
then... we watched SNL... can't recall wat was particularly funny there.. hmm
except when everyone started thinking that everyone looks like twins.. haha
and then.. Pinky and the brain.. haha
and reading the magazine about "Lau ga ling"... so charm...
yea that was about it!? hehe... hope u enjoyed it Pin
damn I have no more clean underwear.. noo
must do laundry..
LOL.. Hendra virus.. hahaha
fine.. psh.. ignore me.
so Mel and I went to this Richmond full service gas station..
and then we were in the car,
and we suddenly heard them talking abt the sticker I had in the back window..
they were saying..
"blah blah.. UBC science wor... UBC science la... blah blah"...
me and Mel were thinking "we can hear u u kno..."
but they didn't seem to realize that my car has poor sound proofing system..
and yea.. I'll NEVER go there again! NEVER! heh...
anyhow.. I should've said this like 4 days ago..
but I was busy studying... >< sorz..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, PIN!!
went to hotpot @ Sa bo tonite.. heh
it was pretty good.. except for the bad service they had..
the "glasses conspiracy".. haha..
and Jenny speaking Chiu jau wah..
and it sounded like something funny.. but I can't remember.. haha
yeA.. damn.. short-term memory.. I can't remember wat else we said..
anyhow..after that we went to Shao's.... to play Mah-jong..
noo my first set was so nice... 13 yiu.. sooo close to winning.. ><
haha.. ohh well.. and then... afterwards they were just bad...
haha ohh.. and we helped the breast cancer foundation by buying chocolate..
hehe... yea.. we might need them in the future right!? let's hope we don't. haha
and Pin.. no one will laugh at u if u get cancer.. hahaa
ohh.. and Jenny laughing at Winnie when seh made the mah-jong crash...
hehe it sounded like Jen was waiting for that to happen.. hahaha
and I kept on missing the "pai".. haha missed twice to "pong" and once to "sik"..
Pin's "dog slow"... hahaha worst... joke.. hehe
then... we watched SNL... can't recall wat was particularly funny there.. hmm
except when everyone started thinking that everyone looks like twins.. haha
and then.. Pinky and the brain.. haha
and reading the magazine about "Lau ga ling"... so charm...
yea that was about it!? hehe... hope u enjoyed it Pin
damn I have no more clean underwear.. noo
must do laundry..
LOL.. Hendra virus.. hahaha
fine.. psh.. ignore me.
3.29.2003
There's supposed to be a lot if things to write about today...
ah but I'm so tired........
I'm so tired already.....
Lost to Bonnie and Mark second time!!
This time we were so close...
during the second game we had two chances to beat them,
when we were winning 14-11 and 16-14...
but we didn't grip onto the chance..
need to learn to be calm and collected..
next time... next time we'll beat them.
Lemme try to recall things that was really funny today...
During the tourney...
Winnie's "hawk" and "hulk" thing.. hahaha
Mel and Win's "Yea so it's like 'whow" and u kno, u know it's like... that sutff.."
and Mel's "Gonna kick some eeeasss."
and... Winnie crazily chasing me around saying I insult her poster.. haha
and Shao's made-up dialogue for Michael and his coach...
and Shao jumping up onto the beauty sign and woudln't make a sexy pose..
and Jerry's table tennis-badminton moves.. haah
okay that's all I can remember for now...
During dinner...
Hiding Jerry's wallet.. hahah
Jerry and his boat.. and the onions..soo immature! heh
my imaginary friend... haha he doesn't have a weird haircut!
and Mel's story about the lemonades that went on forever.. haha
ended up with the fishes dying in the sea.. hehhe
I duno.. hmm there were quite a bit of jokes,
but I can't remember anymore..
so tired that I fell asleep watching "gai dai foon hei"...
nights...
ah but I'm so tired........
I'm so tired already.....
Lost to Bonnie and Mark second time!!
This time we were so close...
during the second game we had two chances to beat them,
when we were winning 14-11 and 16-14...
but we didn't grip onto the chance..
need to learn to be calm and collected..
next time... next time we'll beat them.
Lemme try to recall things that was really funny today...
During the tourney...
Winnie's "hawk" and "hulk" thing.. hahaha
Mel and Win's "Yea so it's like 'whow" and u kno, u know it's like... that sutff.."
and Mel's "Gonna kick some eeeasss."
and... Winnie crazily chasing me around saying I insult her poster.. haha
and Shao's made-up dialogue for Michael and his coach...
and Shao jumping up onto the beauty sign and woudln't make a sexy pose..
and Jerry's table tennis-badminton moves.. haah
okay that's all I can remember for now...
During dinner...
Hiding Jerry's wallet.. hahah
Jerry and his boat.. and the onions..soo immature! heh
my imaginary friend... haha he doesn't have a weird haircut!
and Mel's story about the lemonades that went on forever.. haha
ended up with the fishes dying in the sea.. hehhe
I duno.. hmm there were quite a bit of jokes,
but I can't remember anymore..
so tired that I fell asleep watching "gai dai foon hei"...
nights...
3.27.2003
Definitely need to learn to raise my AQ?
and stop complaining all day long...
My way of facing problems are...to forget about them. hah.
I've been always in faith of the phrase "everything will be okay"
but I guess I've just been too lazy to face and solve anything at all...
Okay it's about time to stop running away....
how come I always get tangled up in situations like these?
arghh... some people....
好辛苦...
坐0左係廁所度十分鐘
但係喊唔出...
問題唔係我喊﹐
而係我唔知為乜喊...
and stop complaining all day long...
My way of facing problems are...to forget about them. hah.
I've been always in faith of the phrase "everything will be okay"
but I guess I've just been too lazy to face and solve anything at all...
Okay it's about time to stop running away....
how come I always get tangled up in situations like these?
arghh... some people....
好辛苦...
坐0左係廁所度十分鐘
但係喊唔出...
問題唔係我喊﹐
而係我唔知為乜喊...
Last few days were hectic.. ahhh...
quote "hardwork pays off later, laziness pays off now"
how true.. i'm paying for my laziness now. haha
Man.. haven't checked E-mail in a while...
when I checked today... 78 bulk mail..28 inbox..
deleted like 100 junk mails...
and then read all those other forward mails..
damn.. haha I read about the VLT team tourney thing...
they were lookin for girl players...
ahhh then I was thinking "damn.. if only I saw this earlier"..
but then..... I have the CASS tourney as well.....nooooo......
haha checking E-mail... has become something that I regret I didn't do.
And now I regret even more that I did check.......haha...
have this unexplainable feeling.. it's like...
I really wanna do something.. but I can't do it cuz I forgot to check mail..
and even if I did check mail, I still woudln't be able to do it..
so.. yea.. this is fate? haha...
if only I never saw it......
Ahhh... I don't know what kind of mentality I should have anymore...
quote "hardwork pays off later, laziness pays off now"
how true.. i'm paying for my laziness now. haha
Man.. haven't checked E-mail in a while...
when I checked today... 78 bulk mail..28 inbox..
deleted like 100 junk mails...
and then read all those other forward mails..
damn.. haha I read about the VLT team tourney thing...
they were lookin for girl players...
ahhh then I was thinking "damn.. if only I saw this earlier"..
but then..... I have the CASS tourney as well.....nooooo......
haha checking E-mail... has become something that I regret I didn't do.
And now I regret even more that I did check.......haha...
have this unexplainable feeling.. it's like...
I really wanna do something.. but I can't do it cuz I forgot to check mail..
and even if I did check mail, I still woudln't be able to do it..
so.. yea.. this is fate? haha...
if only I never saw it......
Ahhh... I don't know what kind of mentality I should have anymore...
3.26.2003
Today... finished all my midterms...
last night I got everything in math except for Toricelli's Law..
in the end I got so pissed off I was like
"What Toricelli.. damn Toricelli... I dun get Toricelli..
okay, SCREW TORICELLI, I'm going to sleep"
haha and guess what, there was a 10 mark question in my midterm today on Toricelli's...
hahaha good thing I tried so hard to understand it I almost memorized the way to solve it..
I hopefully did okay.... just screwed up a tiny bit in the end.
and Physics.. was worse... almost left 7 marks blank..
but in the end I made up some stuff and wrote it in anyway. haha
hpoefully get SOME part marks. but judging from my past experience with TAs...
naw.... I'll prepare to be disappointed.
After class... badminton!! sweet...
haha Jenny!! Told me to go, but u left urself!!! hehe
yeaa anyhow... she came bak so it was all good. hahaa
There was a lot of rallying with Jenny..
aww I'm sorry about ur finger Jenny.. haha if either of us team wins,
$80 goes to dinner fund. hahaha...
the only really exciting match was the final match..
mixed double with me and Kylvin(!?) against Jenny and Masa...
haha I kept screwing up... but I think I did okay...
if we played a couple more games I would probably do better...
Anyhow it was still all good.. haha exchanged E-mails with Masa cuz he's leaving..
and yea... he's gonna go to club on friday, but I can't go!
Sucks.. aiii I really wanna go... but then it's tournament as well.. ><
But it's the last gym night!! and pizza night!!! ><..... damn..
and then no more badminton club till next year.. aww I'll be missing all the badminton.
Anyhow... back to today... I went home and my dad was really pissed off,
cuz I was late for dinner but i didn't call him to tell him...
and he thought I was studying too.. ah...
when he said "我知你讀書....."
I was like "唔..."... didn't wanna deny it but didn't wanna lie either.
Ohhh wellz. he'll forgive me. =p
Whoa okay..
I'm reluctant to play with people better than me,
because they would most likely be bored,
and I don't want them to be bored.
another reason why I dun wanna play with them,
is cuz sometimes,
I get this overwhelming rush of self-consciousness...
and then I just can't stop saying "sorry",
and I'll be so self-conscious I play poorly.. yea...
it's like.. uncontrollable self-loathing.... ahh...
last night I got everything in math except for Toricelli's Law..
in the end I got so pissed off I was like
"What Toricelli.. damn Toricelli... I dun get Toricelli..
okay, SCREW TORICELLI, I'm going to sleep"
haha and guess what, there was a 10 mark question in my midterm today on Toricelli's...
hahaha good thing I tried so hard to understand it I almost memorized the way to solve it..
I hopefully did okay.... just screwed up a tiny bit in the end.
and Physics.. was worse... almost left 7 marks blank..
but in the end I made up some stuff and wrote it in anyway. haha
hpoefully get SOME part marks. but judging from my past experience with TAs...
naw.... I'll prepare to be disappointed.
After class... badminton!! sweet...
haha Jenny!! Told me to go, but u left urself!!! hehe
yeaa anyhow... she came bak so it was all good. hahaa
There was a lot of rallying with Jenny..
aww I'm sorry about ur finger Jenny.. haha if either of us team wins,
$80 goes to dinner fund. hahaha...
the only really exciting match was the final match..
mixed double with me and Kylvin(!?) against Jenny and Masa...
haha I kept screwing up... but I think I did okay...
if we played a couple more games I would probably do better...
Anyhow it was still all good.. haha exchanged E-mails with Masa cuz he's leaving..
and yea... he's gonna go to club on friday, but I can't go!
Sucks.. aiii I really wanna go... but then it's tournament as well.. ><
But it's the last gym night!! and pizza night!!! ><..... damn..
and then no more badminton club till next year.. aww I'll be missing all the badminton.
Anyhow... back to today... I went home and my dad was really pissed off,
cuz I was late for dinner but i didn't call him to tell him...
and he thought I was studying too.. ah...
when he said "我知你讀書....."
I was like "唔..."... didn't wanna deny it but didn't wanna lie either.
Ohhh wellz. he'll forgive me. =p
Whoa okay..
I'm reluctant to play with people better than me,
because they would most likely be bored,
and I don't want them to be bored.
another reason why I dun wanna play with them,
is cuz sometimes,
I get this overwhelming rush of self-consciousness...
and then I just can't stop saying "sorry",
and I'll be so self-conscious I play poorly.. yea...
it's like.. uncontrollable self-loathing.... ahh...
Ooki... haven't updated for like 2 days.. heh
update... waay back to last friday night.. hehe
Soo yea I went to "siu yeh" with them peeps..
the only thing I recall was really funny,
was when Frank said "呢碟豬扒沙律令我一個人..."
Wilson: 係D沙律定D豬扒先??
lol.... anyhow...
after badminton I went to Jenny's to play Mah-jong with her, Win and Pin..
it was pretty fun.. hahaha the silent games.. worst idea! haha
made me so sleepy.... I think I just kept losing and losing.. haha
Winnie's the "sok sok" girl.. and.. there was another one!? I forgot.. damn..
Ookie..... I suddenly remembered at one point I laughed hysterically...
cuz they were talking about "the family guy"..
and I was thinking "is the family guy a sequel of the family man"...
it's like I told myself a joke and I laughed at my own joke. hahahaha
annyhow. that was all I could remember abt the mj night.. hehe
soo... at 2am that night.. my 30 hr famine started...
hahah a useful advice: never do any sports when ur on a famine..
it may seem okay on the day..
but the next day............... haha
my hands was shakey and I was getting dizzy the next morning...
felt so weak. So this is how the kids in Africa feel everyday...*sigh*...........
I would help them financially if I have a stable income, like wat Mel said..
Badminton on saturday was just bad...
I basically lost to everyone except for Yang...
and I beat him like 17-14 or somethin by fluke..
maybe cuz I didn't eat... I was so tired already after like 15 minutes..
oh yea.. I also had a game against Richard Liang....
got beaten 1-9.. haha that was good already I thought..
cuz in the beginning, he had like 5 points in a row,
and then I thought I'd lose 0-9. hahaha...
in the end, he told me I should smash more and less drop..
but... I can't smash properly anymore.. no strength when I smash..
can't rely on smashes... it hurts my shoulder a lot more too.
anyhow... yea... that was bad badminton..
I realize that I shouldn't have gone... at all. haha...
but it did bring me some good cuz Calvin sponsored me for 30 hr famine too. hehe..
Sunday was like my lazy day...
woke up feeling so weak...
didn't regain energy till the afternoon,
and I went studying with Tracy..
physics... really.. I wouldn't have gotten anything if I didn't go studying with her..
studying with her gives me a kinda... competitiveness..
haha... it's like.. I feel a need to outbeat her... cuz she's so smart. haha
Anyhow... I think that day of physics was pretty good...
studied @ Bean Bros... yea.. mMm... roasted potatoes.. heh yum.
then sunday night was the cramming preparation for jap midterm..
Monday was my pain day...
haha pain thru the whole afternoon,
till phyiscs when I coudn't stand the pain anymore,
I went home and got some medicine..
then I went bak to UBC to get Joseph to tutor me math and phys...
lemme see.. I did quite a bit of math that day...
Don't quite remember wat I did...
same as tuesday... studying for midterms for the whole day
Arggh.. went to badminton tho.. from 6-9...
haha I was only gonna stay till 8..
but then Joseph kept on nagging me about studying,
so I got pissed off and stayed till 9.. even tho I was already really tired.
hahaha... okay. I really hate people who tries to control my time...
control my way of thinking, or control how I do stuff...
anyhow... no more tutoring so I can spazz at him next time he do that.
hah.... and I think.. no more tutoring.. ever...
I'm more of a "self-learning" type.
update... waay back to last friday night.. hehe
Soo yea I went to "siu yeh" with them peeps..
the only thing I recall was really funny,
was when Frank said "呢碟豬扒沙律令我一個人..."
Wilson: 係D沙律定D豬扒先??
lol.... anyhow...
after badminton I went to Jenny's to play Mah-jong with her, Win and Pin..
it was pretty fun.. hahaha the silent games.. worst idea! haha
made me so sleepy.... I think I just kept losing and losing.. haha
Winnie's the "sok sok" girl.. and.. there was another one!? I forgot.. damn..
Ookie..... I suddenly remembered at one point I laughed hysterically...
cuz they were talking about "the family guy"..
and I was thinking "is the family guy a sequel of the family man"...
it's like I told myself a joke and I laughed at my own joke. hahahaha
annyhow. that was all I could remember abt the mj night.. hehe
soo... at 2am that night.. my 30 hr famine started...
hahah a useful advice: never do any sports when ur on a famine..
it may seem okay on the day..
but the next day............... haha
my hands was shakey and I was getting dizzy the next morning...
felt so weak. So this is how the kids in Africa feel everyday...*sigh*...........
I would help them financially if I have a stable income, like wat Mel said..
Badminton on saturday was just bad...
I basically lost to everyone except for Yang...
and I beat him like 17-14 or somethin by fluke..
maybe cuz I didn't eat... I was so tired already after like 15 minutes..
oh yea.. I also had a game against Richard Liang....
got beaten 1-9.. haha that was good already I thought..
cuz in the beginning, he had like 5 points in a row,
and then I thought I'd lose 0-9. hahaha...
in the end, he told me I should smash more and less drop..
but... I can't smash properly anymore.. no strength when I smash..
can't rely on smashes... it hurts my shoulder a lot more too.
anyhow... yea... that was bad badminton..
I realize that I shouldn't have gone... at all. haha...
but it did bring me some good cuz Calvin sponsored me for 30 hr famine too. hehe..
Sunday was like my lazy day...
woke up feeling so weak...
didn't regain energy till the afternoon,
and I went studying with Tracy..
physics... really.. I wouldn't have gotten anything if I didn't go studying with her..
studying with her gives me a kinda... competitiveness..
haha... it's like.. I feel a need to outbeat her... cuz she's so smart. haha
Anyhow... I think that day of physics was pretty good...
studied @ Bean Bros... yea.. mMm... roasted potatoes.. heh yum.
then sunday night was the cramming preparation for jap midterm..
Monday was my pain day...
haha pain thru the whole afternoon,
till phyiscs when I coudn't stand the pain anymore,
I went home and got some medicine..
then I went bak to UBC to get Joseph to tutor me math and phys...
lemme see.. I did quite a bit of math that day...
Don't quite remember wat I did...
same as tuesday... studying for midterms for the whole day
Arggh.. went to badminton tho.. from 6-9...
haha I was only gonna stay till 8..
but then Joseph kept on nagging me about studying,
so I got pissed off and stayed till 9.. even tho I was already really tired.
hahaha... okay. I really hate people who tries to control my time...
control my way of thinking, or control how I do stuff...
anyhow... no more tutoring so I can spazz at him next time he do that.
hah.... and I think.. no more tutoring.. ever...
I'm more of a "self-learning" type.
3.24.2003
opps... started updating this afternoon,
went upstairs to pee then I forgot to continue when I was done.
Oh well.. it's 1:13 now, I have a jap midterm in 10 hours,
I havent' started studying at all,
cuz I spent my whole freakin afternoon planning my courses..
turned out the freakin calendar is so messed up cuz they changed all the cpsc course numbers..
and they added new courses and stuff, so yea now I'm pretty pissed off..
And I'm feeling really sleepy cuz I woke up kinda early this morning....
and yea.. since I have to go study..
I'll finish updating some other time.
30 hour famine
-- complete --
thanks to all the sponsors out there.. hehe
the kids in africa and I am really thankful!!
went upstairs to pee then I forgot to continue when I was done.
Oh well.. it's 1:13 now, I have a jap midterm in 10 hours,
I havent' started studying at all,
cuz I spent my whole freakin afternoon planning my courses..
turned out the freakin calendar is so messed up cuz they changed all the cpsc course numbers..
and they added new courses and stuff, so yea now I'm pretty pissed off..
And I'm feeling really sleepy cuz I woke up kinda early this morning....
and yea.. since I have to go study..
I'll finish updating some other time.
30 hour famine
-- complete --
thanks to all the sponsors out there.. hehe
the kids in africa and I am really thankful!!
3.23.2003
Okie... was lazy for a few days..
now I gotta start updating... since friday...
Friday was okay...
badminton was okay..
turned out we were 2 points short to get in the playoffs.. ><
oh wellz... at least we only lost to Jeffrey.. haha
I don't know how/why we lost to Tab/that girl....
anyhow... played a couple of games with Shao against Jason/Flora..
haha kept losing, but it was good playing for us...
Jason and Flora looks bored tho... =p haha
Flora claimed that she was only hungry...
but I duno.. hhaah I would feel bored if I played 3 consecutive games against sucky ppl.. ><
anyhow... after they left to get food... Shao and I played a game against Ken and his partner..
damn cocky guy.. b4 he played us he was saying to his partner:
"If we lose to these guys, we have a LOT to work on.."
I heard it and I was like "hey.. wat do u mean.."
and he was like "nothing.. I'm just praising your skills"
I was like "hahaha.." but inside I was thinknig "psh... sure u are, you damn jerk"
anyhow, we beat them anyway so.. hahahaha
After that was me and Tiff against Ryan and Ken..
muhahaha... and we WON!!!! psh... it's all cuz of Ken though he's so weak...
Tiff, altho she's not too good at shot selections,
she makes consistent shots most of the time... hehee
anyhow.... played a couple more games after that...
then went to "siu yeh" with Frank, Mandy, Joseph and Wilson..
haha Wilson turned out to be a really funny guy who likes Twins.. hehe
yea...
now I gotta start updating... since friday...
Friday was okay...
badminton was okay..
turned out we were 2 points short to get in the playoffs.. ><
oh wellz... at least we only lost to Jeffrey.. haha
I don't know how/why we lost to Tab/that girl....
anyhow... played a couple of games with Shao against Jason/Flora..
haha kept losing, but it was good playing for us...
Jason and Flora looks bored tho... =p haha
Flora claimed that she was only hungry...
but I duno.. hhaah I would feel bored if I played 3 consecutive games against sucky ppl.. ><
anyhow... after they left to get food... Shao and I played a game against Ken and his partner..
damn cocky guy.. b4 he played us he was saying to his partner:
"If we lose to these guys, we have a LOT to work on.."
I heard it and I was like "hey.. wat do u mean.."
and he was like "nothing.. I'm just praising your skills"
I was like "hahaha.." but inside I was thinknig "psh... sure u are, you damn jerk"
anyhow, we beat them anyway so.. hahahaha
After that was me and Tiff against Ryan and Ken..
muhahaha... and we WON!!!! psh... it's all cuz of Ken though he's so weak...
Tiff, altho she's not too good at shot selections,
she makes consistent shots most of the time... hehee
anyhow.... played a couple more games after that...
then went to "siu yeh" with Frank, Mandy, Joseph and Wilson..
haha Wilson turned out to be a really funny guy who likes Twins.. hehe
yea...
3.21.2003
wow...
Christine, Katie, Frank and Satoko are in Toronto..
even Jenny and Rosemary are moving
Maggie I haven't kept in contact with...
feels like my past is being washed away... purposely..
by now? by the future?... or maybe... by me?
Address....
I want your addresses... if Christine, Katie or Frank is reading this..
I want your addresses...
haha I don't want to lose my past....
even though it doesn't seem too bad right now...
eventually.... eventually I'll lose track of people who's been important to me.
Excited cuz of the tourney tonight and next week...
I don't know why I'm excited... *sigh* I'm only playing mixed...
Maybe if I ask Jenny to let me and Jenn play in guys doubles for fun..
can we Jenny? hahaha
I want to find my competitiveness again... haha getting too soft...
so soft I feel like I'm crushed by other people in VRC...
by their viciousness and aggressiveness... haha
Badminton!! I need to regain my passion..... or relocate it...
haha I remembered talking to Mel on ICQ last night..
Mel: I'm probably gonna skip school tomorrow, but I still have to go back to school for a CASS meeting
Me: Now that's really a problem. You're skipping CLASS (which you're paying for) to go to CASS (which you're working and not getting paid for)??
Mel: It's different though... if I go to class I'll just feel bad. If I go to CASS and make a conversation with someone I'll feel intellectually rewarded.
Just thought that was an interesting situation... how ironic... haha
Christine, Katie, Frank and Satoko are in Toronto..
even Jenny and Rosemary are moving
Maggie I haven't kept in contact with...
feels like my past is being washed away... purposely..
by now? by the future?... or maybe... by me?
Address....
I want your addresses... if Christine, Katie or Frank is reading this..
I want your addresses...
haha I don't want to lose my past....
even though it doesn't seem too bad right now...
eventually.... eventually I'll lose track of people who's been important to me.
Excited cuz of the tourney tonight and next week...
I don't know why I'm excited... *sigh* I'm only playing mixed...
Maybe if I ask Jenny to let me and Jenn play in guys doubles for fun..
can we Jenny? hahaha
I want to find my competitiveness again... haha getting too soft...
so soft I feel like I'm crushed by other people in VRC...
by their viciousness and aggressiveness... haha
Badminton!! I need to regain my passion..... or relocate it...
haha I remembered talking to Mel on ICQ last night..
Mel: I'm probably gonna skip school tomorrow, but I still have to go back to school for a CASS meeting
Me: Now that's really a problem. You're skipping CLASS (which you're paying for) to go to CASS (which you're working and not getting paid for)??
Mel: It's different though... if I go to class I'll just feel bad. If I go to CASS and make a conversation with someone I'll feel intellectually rewarded.
Just thought that was an interesting situation... how ironic... haha
There was a lot of things I thought of during shower today..
but due to my short-term memory...
it's all gone now. haha gone for good.
wow.. after this weekend it's hell..
after the next week it's heaven,
until my finals then it's hell again. haha
the only subjects I'm really worried about is physics....
physics oh why... why do I have such a crappy prof?
Jap quiz...
a shocking 4.5/10..
haha I FAILED a jap quiz???
haha I've never even been close to failing any jap stuff b4...
Ohhhh well.. haha it's a good motivation for me to work harder...
altho it'll probably only last till.. the midterm. hehe
Couldn't decide whether I wanna go swimming or go for free pizza..
ended up going to info session for free pizza,
but there was so little pizza I might as well just go swim and buy my own..
>< oh well. it was too late. I didn't ask any of the questions I had in mind..
maybe cuz I'm shy... hahahaha
anyhow... I was picking out the olives in my pizza then I thought about the kids in africa..
I mean.. I really don't wanna waste food...
but sometimes there're food I don't like and would ruin my appetite if I try to eat them..
please forgive me............. ><
Okay... talking about drinking...
my friend said "unless it's water... otherwise, drinking other stuff defeats the purpose of the fasting...I think the donation isn't really the point... the point is to get you to feel the hunger that the kids in Africa feels so you would learn to appreciate food."
How true..........
think about the kids in africa before you throw any food away!
I'm serious! (although nobody ever think I am)
but due to my short-term memory...
it's all gone now. haha gone for good.
wow.. after this weekend it's hell..
after the next week it's heaven,
until my finals then it's hell again. haha
the only subjects I'm really worried about is physics....
physics oh why... why do I have such a crappy prof?
Jap quiz...
a shocking 4.5/10..
haha I FAILED a jap quiz???
haha I've never even been close to failing any jap stuff b4...
Ohhhh well.. haha it's a good motivation for me to work harder...
altho it'll probably only last till.. the midterm. hehe
Couldn't decide whether I wanna go swimming or go for free pizza..
ended up going to info session for free pizza,
but there was so little pizza I might as well just go swim and buy my own..
>< oh well. it was too late. I didn't ask any of the questions I had in mind..
maybe cuz I'm shy... hahahaha
anyhow... I was picking out the olives in my pizza then I thought about the kids in africa..
I mean.. I really don't wanna waste food...
but sometimes there're food I don't like and would ruin my appetite if I try to eat them..
please forgive me............. ><
Okay... talking about drinking...
my friend said "unless it's water... otherwise, drinking other stuff defeats the purpose of the fasting...I think the donation isn't really the point... the point is to get you to feel the hunger that the kids in Africa feels so you would learn to appreciate food."
How true..........
think about the kids in africa before you throw any food away!
I'm serious! (although nobody ever think I am)
3.20.2003
wow I read so much feedback to the show "fun chin fun hao"..
haha I might as well type some as well.
I like.. totally understand how Gaga felt about the towels....
haha I feel I'm very similar to her.
It's like.. I used all my heart to pick you the best towels,
and you just give it away like it's nothing...
Well... it's sorta weird tho, cuz in the scene before it didn't look like she spent much time picking them. hahaha
anyhow... I would say... it's sad for both Susan and the wife...
You can't blame Susan... if you have to blame someone, it's gotta be the husband..
but you can't really blame the husband either...
cuz.. what if his wife never woke up? Never ever woke up?
I mean.. if he knew for sure his wife was gonna wake up, of course it's his fault..
but wat if she never woke up... that's something to think about.
The wife.... so "charm"... it's not her choice to be in a coma for 16 years....
but then she gotta realize that things change.....
haha this is such a complicated drama.... you can't blame anyone for wat's happenin,
but there's gotta be someone sad in the end... unless he marries both. hahaha
However... I don't like Gaga's personality...
deleting her sis's e-mail, that's just wrong.
She doesn't have the right to do that, even tho she's mad at her...
So contradicting...... this drama........ there's no obvious "evil"....
haha I might as well type some as well.
I like.. totally understand how Gaga felt about the towels....
haha I feel I'm very similar to her.
It's like.. I used all my heart to pick you the best towels,
and you just give it away like it's nothing...
Well... it's sorta weird tho, cuz in the scene before it didn't look like she spent much time picking them. hahaha
anyhow... I would say... it's sad for both Susan and the wife...
You can't blame Susan... if you have to blame someone, it's gotta be the husband..
but you can't really blame the husband either...
cuz.. what if his wife never woke up? Never ever woke up?
I mean.. if he knew for sure his wife was gonna wake up, of course it's his fault..
but wat if she never woke up... that's something to think about.
The wife.... so "charm"... it's not her choice to be in a coma for 16 years....
but then she gotta realize that things change.....
haha this is such a complicated drama.... you can't blame anyone for wat's happenin,
but there's gotta be someone sad in the end... unless he marries both. hahaha
However... I don't like Gaga's personality...
deleting her sis's e-mail, that's just wrong.
She doesn't have the right to do that, even tho she's mad at her...
So contradicting...... this drama........ there's no obvious "evil"....
3.19.2003
haha okay... after reading other ppl's blogs (again)..
I always think "how come that never happens to me??"
hahaa....
on one hand I just wanna live a relaxin life....
but then on the other...
I want some excitement... as well.. haha
here's a phrase I really like:
"trembling from excitement"...
it actually does happen...
shoot... next time I either sleep a full 8 hours,
or I sleep 6... 7 hours of sleep made me sooo sleepy for the whole day...
took a nap in comp sci.. and kept dozing off in physics.. ahh....
video editing... hmmm... looks fun
Just realized I skipped 3 days of updates in a row.. haha
sunday, monday and tuesday...
OHh well... there's not much to say these days...
sunday I was busy working on my english essay,
which I named "History = his + story?"
and Mel told me how if she was the TA she'd put a big cross over that,
but I don't think my TA will...
she's given me a lot of space for creativity...
and she doesn't put people down, like some teachers do.. *hint* *Inglis* *cough*
You know how you have an idea... you tell the teacher...
and then she's like "no, that is wrong.".....
My prof and TA will never do that, even if they don't agree...
they'll be like "that's interesting..." and move on to the next person...
"Yi tui wai jun".. haha I like this way of teaching.
Less intimidating.
More "ideas" less "answers"
That reminded me of my grade 11 essay as well... Mr. Lloyd..
he was a good teacher.. but Kathleen thinks he's biased..
I think he's biased but not in that way...
so I wrote this essay on a viewpoint totally opposite from his,
but he wrote comments defending the characters I was attacking,
and I think he didn't mark my paper on the quality of my content...
Anyhow.. then monday I was busy working last-minute (as usual) on my cpsc lab..
worked till 4AM... good thing that someone was online to talk to...
but that might've distracted me as well. OH wellz...
Made a blackjack player out of scheme... so dumb...
even the TA says that "we're trying to build something that Scheme is not made for"
Stupid Little....... Jim Little.......
anyhow... yesterday I was so freakin tired... both mentally and physically..
cuz I had so little sleep.. and then there was badminton...
badminton was cool... didn't get very intense games but the atmosphere was very.. jolly..
hahaha.. we just laughed at everything... hehe....
next friday's the last gym night..
and I'm gonna miss it cuz of the tourney!? nooo..... =(
That's okay.. this friday.. tournament resumes... it's gonna be "GRRRRR"
I always think "how come that never happens to me??"
hahaa....
on one hand I just wanna live a relaxin life....
but then on the other...
I want some excitement... as well.. haha
here's a phrase I really like:
"trembling from excitement"...
it actually does happen...
shoot... next time I either sleep a full 8 hours,
or I sleep 6... 7 hours of sleep made me sooo sleepy for the whole day...
took a nap in comp sci.. and kept dozing off in physics.. ahh....
video editing... hmmm... looks fun
Just realized I skipped 3 days of updates in a row.. haha
sunday, monday and tuesday...
OHh well... there's not much to say these days...
sunday I was busy working on my english essay,
which I named "History = his + story?"
and Mel told me how if she was the TA she'd put a big cross over that,
but I don't think my TA will...
she's given me a lot of space for creativity...
and she doesn't put people down, like some teachers do.. *hint* *Inglis* *cough*
You know how you have an idea... you tell the teacher...
and then she's like "no, that is wrong.".....
My prof and TA will never do that, even if they don't agree...
they'll be like "that's interesting..." and move on to the next person...
"Yi tui wai jun".. haha I like this way of teaching.
Less intimidating.
More "ideas" less "answers"
That reminded me of my grade 11 essay as well... Mr. Lloyd..
he was a good teacher.. but Kathleen thinks he's biased..
I think he's biased but not in that way...
so I wrote this essay on a viewpoint totally opposite from his,
but he wrote comments defending the characters I was attacking,
and I think he didn't mark my paper on the quality of my content...
Anyhow.. then monday I was busy working last-minute (as usual) on my cpsc lab..
worked till 4AM... good thing that someone was online to talk to...
but that might've distracted me as well. OH wellz...
Made a blackjack player out of scheme... so dumb...
even the TA says that "we're trying to build something that Scheme is not made for"
Stupid Little....... Jim Little.......
anyhow... yesterday I was so freakin tired... both mentally and physically..
cuz I had so little sleep.. and then there was badminton...
badminton was cool... didn't get very intense games but the atmosphere was very.. jolly..
hahaha.. we just laughed at everything... hehe....
next friday's the last gym night..
and I'm gonna miss it cuz of the tourney!? nooo..... =(
That's okay.. this friday.. tournament resumes... it's gonna be "GRRRRR"
3.16.2003
Ahh... I should be typing up my emotions instead of events happenin each day...
but sadly speakin...
my life's been so ordinary I don't feel much emotions anymore....
aside from anger... once in a while.
Anyhow.. yesterday... badminton..
shame, shame...
couldn't return this guy's smash..
he's not even that good.. *sigh*..
Maybe I just wasn't awake, or I was too aware of Richard Liang standing right in front...
haha sometimes I'm just too conscious... of everything that doesn't even matter.
Doubles games were pretty crappy I thought.. haha
except for the first one when me and Veronica just kept smashing Bowie and Lar..
haha just kiddin.... doubles were too uncompetitive..
the last game we had to stop right after we started..sucks..
after badminton... Shao's realy late bday dinner thing.. haha
I don't know if he himself knew it was his bday dinner..
cuz it's been a month already.. hahaha
Wow.. good job winnie... for the card.. haha it's sooo nice... haha
I thought it would be 1/4 its size..... very impressive! hehe
I'm glad that Shao likes the presents too...
man... the Hikaru no Go calendar was sooo nice I want it myself! hehe
anyhow.. dinner was pretty good... people u guys have such small appetite!!
Mel, me and Shao just kept eating, eating and eating till the end.. heh
the food was really good.. the beef smelt... sooo good.. hahaha
yep.. I'm a beef lover. Need to eat some veggie so I don't have constipation. haha
The veggies... I don't usually eat veggies, but that was pretty good...
Yeaa overall I rate it an.. 8/10! haha pretty nice restaurant... Vogue...
ookie.. after that... photohunt @ bighead!! AHhh we still had all the hints!!
And the STUPID machine!! Doesn't like our fingers.. we FOUND all 5 but.. but.. ><
Anyhow.... enough abt photohunt..... went to Dewi's to chat afterwards...
everyone was pretty tired I thought...
many moments we just lied in our comfy spot in silence...
but that's different from awkward silence tho... haha I didn't think it was awkward...
lemme recall the funny moments from yesterday....
Ohh.. saying Mel is like my dog.. haha I didn't mean that..
I meant.. ur sleeping habits are alike.. hehe sorz...
and... the car with the doors opening upwards...
hahaa Mel said we should go @ really high speed, open the doors and see if it will fly...
Shao's impression of it... hahaha very funny...
the door will probably break off.. hahaa
and Winnie's "maybe the dent's the normal part... the other parts of your face are swollen"
hahaa... funny stuff...
It sucks now that all of us can drive,
we don't walk around on the streets chatting anymore...
missin those times....
but sadly speakin...
my life's been so ordinary I don't feel much emotions anymore....
aside from anger... once in a while.
Anyhow.. yesterday... badminton..
shame, shame...
couldn't return this guy's smash..
he's not even that good.. *sigh*..
Maybe I just wasn't awake, or I was too aware of Richard Liang standing right in front...
haha sometimes I'm just too conscious... of everything that doesn't even matter.
Doubles games were pretty crappy I thought.. haha
except for the first one when me and Veronica just kept smashing Bowie and Lar..
haha just kiddin.... doubles were too uncompetitive..
the last game we had to stop right after we started..sucks..
after badminton... Shao's realy late bday dinner thing.. haha
I don't know if he himself knew it was his bday dinner..
cuz it's been a month already.. hahaha
Wow.. good job winnie... for the card.. haha it's sooo nice... haha
I thought it would be 1/4 its size..... very impressive! hehe
I'm glad that Shao likes the presents too...
man... the Hikaru no Go calendar was sooo nice I want it myself! hehe
anyhow.. dinner was pretty good... people u guys have such small appetite!!
Mel, me and Shao just kept eating, eating and eating till the end.. heh
the food was really good.. the beef smelt... sooo good.. hahaha
yep.. I'm a beef lover. Need to eat some veggie so I don't have constipation. haha
The veggies... I don't usually eat veggies, but that was pretty good...
Yeaa overall I rate it an.. 8/10! haha pretty nice restaurant... Vogue...
ookie.. after that... photohunt @ bighead!! AHhh we still had all the hints!!
And the STUPID machine!! Doesn't like our fingers.. we FOUND all 5 but.. but.. ><
Anyhow.... enough abt photohunt..... went to Dewi's to chat afterwards...
everyone was pretty tired I thought...
many moments we just lied in our comfy spot in silence...
but that's different from awkward silence tho... haha I didn't think it was awkward...
lemme recall the funny moments from yesterday....
Ohh.. saying Mel is like my dog.. haha I didn't mean that..
I meant.. ur sleeping habits are alike.. hehe sorz...
and... the car with the doors opening upwards...
hahaa Mel said we should go @ really high speed, open the doors and see if it will fly...
Shao's impression of it... hahaha very funny...
the door will probably break off.. hahaa
and Winnie's "maybe the dent's the normal part... the other parts of your face are swollen"
hahaa... funny stuff...
It sucks now that all of us can drive,
we don't walk around on the streets chatting anymore...
missin those times....
3.15.2003
OHhh I love the way my eyes shone when I looked into the mirror under the flourscent lights in the washroom of the Osborne Gymnasium...
My eyes don't usually shine,
but it was the combination of the mirrors and the lights...
hahaa so nice.
This afternoon there was this weird ass portrait guy..
haha so I was having lunch upstairs in SUB with my friends..
when we saw this portrait guy drawing a girl (might be the one Win met.. haha)
and then afterwards, he walked over, faced his ass towards us,
pointed to his a$$hole and asked "Is there anything there???" lol...
that was just nasty....... we had no idea wat that guy was doing.....
and later, this guy who was waiting for his friends came by and told us
that portrait guy kept poking his ass with his pencil when he was drawing..
nasty...
anyhow... this is pretty nasty... but it's also somehting I've never experienced..
WEIRDEST experience ever...................
Anyhow... Club tourney today... hehehe
pretty fun... even though it was really tiring...
Quite a few good games...
Mixed doubles... I don't know what kind of mentality I should have
If we keep hitting it to the girl, our probability of winning goes up by a lot...
but then I'll feel bad because the girl is usually weak.....
and it would be bad if the opponent didn't smash me but I smash the girl..
and then during doubles.. same thing... I didn't wanna smash the weaker one...
haha but then I ended up almost losing so I started smashing...
OHh well.... I would give everything to every game...
but then that might not seem very nice if I smash weak people...
it's like... how weak should they be before I can decide not to smash them!?
Hmmm okay... too much thinking. ahhh!!!
Beat all the mixed doubles team aside from Jeffrey & Belle and Tab and his partner!?
haha it was good game tho.. against Jeffrey and Belle...
Jeffrey's a really nice guy. haha and Belle's really nice too..
okay that's when that situation occurred.. heh I dun think Jeffrey started smashing me,
until they started to lose and Shao and I kept smashing Belle...
It felt like that was the only way to win, but then it seemed like it wasn't a glorious win.
anyway... the second game I forgot who or how we lost it... hmmm I think it was tab...
Anyhow.. we're playing in the playoffs.. next friday...
Girls doubles went pretty well until we got to the finals..
had to play against connie and this other good guy..
I mean... for one they shoudln't be in intermediate mixed..
and two... the substitute was waay better than the original player...
Okay... I'm "ng gur" to lose to them... but OH wellz. My partner and I played okay..
haha Tiffany... pretty good pretty good.
Anyhow.. there's the CK guy.. hahaha so gay..... his actions and movements...
and his ring... hahaha and he's not even nice......
and funniness in a lot of stuff.. that I can't remember..
OHhh our "limit".. hahahah zero.. hahahaha can't let them pass our limit! no!
and the guys playing on the girls side in mixed.. so weird. heh
Gatorade!! heh.. OHh and Me misisng the recycling bin cuz Deb moved it.. heh
and the Zechy serves!! hahah play "Zechy style".. so funny..
OH yea and Jenny trusitng the wrong person...
Jason!? haha should've given them to me instead.
anyway.. went to get midnight snack with Frank, Mandy and Joseph again..
heh except this time we went with Jeffrey and the ck guy too. hahaa
NY steak house.. I like that place...
but I dind't feel like eating anything at that time...
cuz 1) I dun wanna waste money and 2) I dun wanna get fat..
haha I remember grade 10 I used to eat afternoon tea every single day...
afterschool tea 1 tea with Christine.. hahaha
I got SO fat that year...... omg.. it's not even funny.
Anyhow... heh... yeaa... they kept talking abt "Chow sing chee"..
but I haven't watched most of the movies, and the movies I watched were bad ones..
haha sucks!! and I had the Mandy and Joseph's raisins... and a cup of Horlick..
Damnit... how come I'm so not honger.. I want to be more honger...
in a way I wanna be both honger, and canadian... hahaha
My eyes don't usually shine,
but it was the combination of the mirrors and the lights...
hahaa so nice.
This afternoon there was this weird ass portrait guy..
haha so I was having lunch upstairs in SUB with my friends..
when we saw this portrait guy drawing a girl (might be the one Win met.. haha)
and then afterwards, he walked over, faced his ass towards us,
pointed to his a$$hole and asked "Is there anything there???" lol...
that was just nasty....... we had no idea wat that guy was doing.....
and later, this guy who was waiting for his friends came by and told us
that portrait guy kept poking his ass with his pencil when he was drawing..
nasty...
anyhow... this is pretty nasty... but it's also somehting I've never experienced..
WEIRDEST experience ever...................
Anyhow... Club tourney today... hehehe
pretty fun... even though it was really tiring...
Quite a few good games...
Mixed doubles... I don't know what kind of mentality I should have
If we keep hitting it to the girl, our probability of winning goes up by a lot...
but then I'll feel bad because the girl is usually weak.....
and it would be bad if the opponent didn't smash me but I smash the girl..
and then during doubles.. same thing... I didn't wanna smash the weaker one...
haha but then I ended up almost losing so I started smashing...
OHh well.... I would give everything to every game...
but then that might not seem very nice if I smash weak people...
it's like... how weak should they be before I can decide not to smash them!?
Hmmm okay... too much thinking. ahhh!!!
Beat all the mixed doubles team aside from Jeffrey & Belle and Tab and his partner!?
haha it was good game tho.. against Jeffrey and Belle...
Jeffrey's a really nice guy. haha and Belle's really nice too..
okay that's when that situation occurred.. heh I dun think Jeffrey started smashing me,
until they started to lose and Shao and I kept smashing Belle...
It felt like that was the only way to win, but then it seemed like it wasn't a glorious win.
anyway... the second game I forgot who or how we lost it... hmmm I think it was tab...
Anyhow.. we're playing in the playoffs.. next friday...
Girls doubles went pretty well until we got to the finals..
had to play against connie and this other good guy..
I mean... for one they shoudln't be in intermediate mixed..
and two... the substitute was waay better than the original player...
Okay... I'm "ng gur" to lose to them... but OH wellz. My partner and I played okay..
haha Tiffany... pretty good pretty good.
Anyhow.. there's the CK guy.. hahaha so gay..... his actions and movements...
and his ring... hahaha and he's not even nice......
and funniness in a lot of stuff.. that I can't remember..
OHhh our "limit".. hahahah zero.. hahahaha can't let them pass our limit! no!
and the guys playing on the girls side in mixed.. so weird. heh
Gatorade!! heh.. OHh and Me misisng the recycling bin cuz Deb moved it.. heh
and the Zechy serves!! hahah play "Zechy style".. so funny..
OH yea and Jenny trusitng the wrong person...
Jason!? haha should've given them to me instead.
anyway.. went to get midnight snack with Frank, Mandy and Joseph again..
heh except this time we went with Jeffrey and the ck guy too. hahaa
NY steak house.. I like that place...
but I dind't feel like eating anything at that time...
cuz 1) I dun wanna waste money and 2) I dun wanna get fat..
haha I remember grade 10 I used to eat afternoon tea every single day...
afterschool tea 1 tea with Christine.. hahaha
I got SO fat that year...... omg.. it's not even funny.
Anyhow... heh... yeaa... they kept talking abt "Chow sing chee"..
but I haven't watched most of the movies, and the movies I watched were bad ones..
haha sucks!! and I had the Mandy and Joseph's raisins... and a cup of Horlick..
Damnit... how come I'm so not honger.. I want to be more honger...
in a way I wanna be both honger, and canadian... hahaha
3.13.2003
I was surfing the UBC chinese club sites..
and I suddenly have the urge to be an exec again... hah..
but quite frankly....... I wouldn't wanna be in CASS at all, if jenny and them weren't in it.
Their website..... -_-;;... almost never gets updated..
I checked the pictures and the last ones they had were back in December...
The ACG site......impressive...
the DSC one ...quite good...
the Yours one.. is pretty good...(they definitely need a better graphics team tho)
the CSA one.... very informative and well organized...
Ohh well. don't think it would do much good dissing CASS while u guys are still execs..
hehe Oh well.... this is my blog tho!! haha I get to say watever I want.
and I suddenly have the urge to be an exec again... hah..
but quite frankly....... I wouldn't wanna be in CASS at all, if jenny and them weren't in it.
Their website..... -_-;;... almost never gets updated..
I checked the pictures and the last ones they had were back in December...
The ACG site......impressive...
the DSC one ...quite good...
the Yours one.. is pretty good...(they definitely need a better graphics team tho)
the CSA one.... very informative and well organized...
Ohh well. don't think it would do much good dissing CASS while u guys are still execs..
hehe Oh well.... this is my blog tho!! haha I get to say watever I want.
3.12.2003
Haha... sometimes I really don't know what I'm doing.
I would just think a lot... and then forget about what I was thinking the next minute..
and when I'm totally relaxed I might just lose my mind...
haha is that what Mel calls "fake high"!?
Lunch today was funny... haha...
Winnie: You cursed my nuts!!!
Jenny: What did she curse you?
Winnie: She cursed my nuts!! She said they'll fall off...
Jenny: I think that's a good thing that they'll fall off, Winnie...
hahahahaa... what are you thinking huh
Why is all the soup gone... when it's only 11:30??
so what... they expect us to fight for soup at 11 now?
Had an ice-cream cone.. Mmm.. haven't had one in so long...
finally cleared up all my debts.... except I still owe Kent $5 cuz he didn't have change...
and.. Emilay owes me some money... $5 I think. good...
So amazed when I watched "Yee tin"...
the part when Yeung Gwor's daughter came...
damn... sometimes, even though I know it's fake,
I just really want to live in the imaginary world...
Ahhhh it's sooo tempting.....
I would just think a lot... and then forget about what I was thinking the next minute..
and when I'm totally relaxed I might just lose my mind...
haha is that what Mel calls "fake high"!?
Lunch today was funny... haha...
Winnie: You cursed my nuts!!!
Jenny: What did she curse you?
Winnie: She cursed my nuts!! She said they'll fall off...
Jenny: I think that's a good thing that they'll fall off, Winnie...
hahahahaa... what are you thinking huh
Why is all the soup gone... when it's only 11:30??
so what... they expect us to fight for soup at 11 now?
Had an ice-cream cone.. Mmm.. haven't had one in so long...
finally cleared up all my debts.... except I still owe Kent $5 cuz he didn't have change...
and.. Emilay owes me some money... $5 I think. good...
So amazed when I watched "Yee tin"...
the part when Yeung Gwor's daughter came...
damn... sometimes, even though I know it's fake,
I just really want to live in the imaginary world...
Ahhhh it's sooo tempting.....
School today was... !?!?
Only went to jap.. and then comp sci lab for an hour..
soo pointless though... I don't know wat I went to school for..
aside from.. badminton, of course. heh...
Yea.. badminton was fun...
My backbone started aching after 2 hours,
so I just sat and chat with William and Winnie...
Hehehe they're really nice ppl...
and some things we talked abt were hilarious...
Steven talkin abt "firm butt"s... hahaha
and us talking about playing with weaker and stronger players...
there can never be a perfect system I guess..
unless you find 3 players that u enjoy playing with to play with you all the time,
but then again, u might get tired and wanna play against someone else...
OHh well.... and stretching my back.. hahaha need to learn yoga...
I do believe that someday, someone will invent a time travelling machine!!!
Keep dreaming!
hmm..
haha I was slightly irritated when Jenny said
"so you're finally doing something for the kids in Africa,
not just pretending to care about them"
well...at least I took the time to think about them....
and waste as little food as possible...
wasting food is a very... bad thing to do, really... wui jit dor ga.......
but that's true... I've never cared about them enough to do any actual thing for them...
here is my chance to contribute a little something to them.... haha 30 hr famine!!
Sponsor me and Winnie!!! hehe....
Only went to jap.. and then comp sci lab for an hour..
soo pointless though... I don't know wat I went to school for..
aside from.. badminton, of course. heh...
Yea.. badminton was fun...
My backbone started aching after 2 hours,
so I just sat and chat with William and Winnie...
Hehehe they're really nice ppl...
and some things we talked abt were hilarious...
Steven talkin abt "firm butt"s... hahaha
and us talking about playing with weaker and stronger players...
there can never be a perfect system I guess..
unless you find 3 players that u enjoy playing with to play with you all the time,
but then again, u might get tired and wanna play against someone else...
OHh well.... and stretching my back.. hahaha need to learn yoga...
I do believe that someday, someone will invent a time travelling machine!!!
Keep dreaming!
hmm..
haha I was slightly irritated when Jenny said
"so you're finally doing something for the kids in Africa,
not just pretending to care about them"
well...at least I took the time to think about them....
and waste as little food as possible...
wasting food is a very... bad thing to do, really... wui jit dor ga.......
but that's true... I've never cared about them enough to do any actual thing for them...
here is my chance to contribute a little something to them.... haha 30 hr famine!!
Sponsor me and Winnie!!! hehe....
3.10.2003
Okay! I've decided...
As a reminder... last day to register for summer courses (both terms) is the end of march.
Soo.. I'm gonna take Cpsc 220 and Econ 101 for term 1...
damn... heh I'm gonna miss TV shows cuz CPSC is at night.. ><
and... for term 2 I'm gonna take this super intense 14 day geography course..
which my friend said is really easy... and looks interesting... heh
and on top of that.. I'm gonna try and find a summer job..
or else I'm just gonna be sleeping @ home everyday...
if I find a job I get money.. haha and I can still hang out at night or weekends...
nice.
losing grip...
Gai see dik tung wah....
so depressing...
not only did the dad betray ah bak.....
he didn't even bother telling the truth until ah bak said it...
and now the brother's getting even worse...
he's ambitious now, but he's blindly ambitious.....
and if you just hustle around blindly, someday you'll run into a wall,
and crack ur brains to death...
Anyhow.... on the brighter side...
a lot of funny stuff happening during jap class..
"Oh.. Yamada and haha sounds alike... see.. hahaha..." hahahahaa...
and winnie: Why is this naru?
Me: yea.... hahahaa
and then... Winnie crossing "yarimasu" out... then later finding out it's the right answer...
and then the teacher saying it's not a really good answer again...
right.. is that wat happened!? hehe... funny....
neither of us really awake... haha oh yea..
can't compare to winnie tho.. 2 hours of sleep.. heh that's crazy
OH yea.. and I HATE it when my dad's in my car..
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! I don't need you to tell me wat to do......
Just leave everything to me... TRUST ME! goddamnit......
As a reminder... last day to register for summer courses (both terms) is the end of march.
Soo.. I'm gonna take Cpsc 220 and Econ 101 for term 1...
damn... heh I'm gonna miss TV shows cuz CPSC is at night.. ><
and... for term 2 I'm gonna take this super intense 14 day geography course..
which my friend said is really easy... and looks interesting... heh
and on top of that.. I'm gonna try and find a summer job..
or else I'm just gonna be sleeping @ home everyday...
if I find a job I get money.. haha and I can still hang out at night or weekends...
nice.
losing grip...
Gai see dik tung wah....
so depressing...
not only did the dad betray ah bak.....
he didn't even bother telling the truth until ah bak said it...
and now the brother's getting even worse...
he's ambitious now, but he's blindly ambitious.....
and if you just hustle around blindly, someday you'll run into a wall,
and crack ur brains to death...
Anyhow.... on the brighter side...
a lot of funny stuff happening during jap class..
"Oh.. Yamada and haha sounds alike... see.. hahaha..." hahahahaa...
and winnie: Why is this naru?
Me: yea.... hahahaa
and then... Winnie crossing "yarimasu" out... then later finding out it's the right answer...
and then the teacher saying it's not a really good answer again...
right.. is that wat happened!? hehe... funny....
neither of us really awake... haha oh yea..
can't compare to winnie tho.. 2 hours of sleep.. heh that's crazy
OH yea.. and I HATE it when my dad's in my car..
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! I don't need you to tell me wat to do......
Just leave everything to me... TRUST ME! goddamnit......
some people just don't have the brains to be president...
I mean.. if George Bush can... you can..
dreamt of a combined badminton and singing contest..
and I joined it... hahahaa sooo weird..
and I was singing with someone too.......
I remember.... it was the song "fei jau bat hor" by Nicholas..
heh.. and then... everyone was fooling around during the badminton matches..
it was pretty cool... except I think I missed my match.. >< hahaha
yea that's abt it... pretty nice dream during my 2 hour nap.
haha I don't know why I get mad cuz of the weirdest things..
I was talkin to my friend...
and she's complaining how she can hear the movies she downloaded but can't see them..
so I told her to use windows media player instead of real player...
and then I asked her if she used the Kazaa player itself..
she was like "no... cuz it looks cheap!!!"...
I mean.... it's better for something to look cheap and work..
than to look highclass and not work....
hah I was happy that they even provided the feature...
so yah... haha overlooking the hardwork of programmers....
can't tolerate that! hehe j/k.......
but nothing ended up working, so... yea.. sucks to be you, Steph! haha...
My english 110 novel... I don't like it at all.......
at the full and change of the moon...
it's about the life of the descendants of a woman who spent her life bringing about the freedom for black labourers...
some I can see are pretty symbolic...
but some... just pointless...... and boring... ahhhh
YOU!
You're too full of yourself.....
gonna make a fool of urself very soon I tell ya.
=============
OH and there's ONE thing I wanna say...
COPS are PIGS!!! Stupid fat ass PIGS!!!!
it's better not to get oneself tangled up in other people's matters,
although it never hurts to listen.
I mean.. if George Bush can... you can..
dreamt of a combined badminton and singing contest..
and I joined it... hahahaa sooo weird..
and I was singing with someone too.......
I remember.... it was the song "fei jau bat hor" by Nicholas..
heh.. and then... everyone was fooling around during the badminton matches..
it was pretty cool... except I think I missed my match.. >< hahaha
yea that's abt it... pretty nice dream during my 2 hour nap.
haha I don't know why I get mad cuz of the weirdest things..
I was talkin to my friend...
and she's complaining how she can hear the movies she downloaded but can't see them..
so I told her to use windows media player instead of real player...
and then I asked her if she used the Kazaa player itself..
she was like "no... cuz it looks cheap!!!"...
I mean.... it's better for something to look cheap and work..
than to look highclass and not work....
hah I was happy that they even provided the feature...
so yah... haha overlooking the hardwork of programmers....
can't tolerate that! hehe j/k.......
but nothing ended up working, so... yea.. sucks to be you, Steph! haha...
My english 110 novel... I don't like it at all.......
at the full and change of the moon...
it's about the life of the descendants of a woman who spent her life bringing about the freedom for black labourers...
some I can see are pretty symbolic...
but some... just pointless...... and boring... ahhhh
YOU!
You're too full of yourself.....
gonna make a fool of urself very soon I tell ya.
=============
OH and there's ONE thing I wanna say...
COPS are PIGS!!! Stupid fat ass PIGS!!!!
it's better not to get oneself tangled up in other people's matters,
although it never hurts to listen.
3.09.2003
The CASS play was.. better than expected...
but $15... haha I have a feeling of being tricked when I read the restrictions on the stone grill coupon..
Well anyhow.... the music was pretty good... hehe impressive..
Impressive actors... the girl with the yellow thing... 8 sum... Sam...
Also some lousy actors....
but overall, I'll rate it a 7.5/10. hahaha...
Went for bubbletea @ Ricco's after..
it was pretty good the drinks..
I still LOVE their chestnut milk tea!!
That's the only place that has it..i think...
the toast was okay.... haha Ann's noodles were too salty..
and Mel's rice was too oily... Ohhh wellz... hehe
Oh yea.. Ann and I got lost at theatre place...
but then we found our way back..
good job reading the map Ann! hehehe...
and we got their faster than Mel and them!! hehe..
but that's only cuz... Mel got lost as well.. haha
OHh well.. getting lost on a saturday night is nice... good adventures. hehe
Feel like I did so much.. haha
I looked and found info on wat courses to take during the summer..
I printed out CS application form and looked for co-op stuff
I booked my class5 test online finally... on May 1st..
I printed out CASS badminton tourney form...
I did my laundry
yea.. that's about it.. hahaha
(shows how little I do normally)
haha... I read something that EXACTLY illustrates my feeling towards something...
"the feeling of unwantedness when you want to regain a friendship that's been toned down for a period of time but it just seems like nothing is the same anymore..you just feel so helpless and pathetic because you're still having hope towards it.."
oiy... how sad....
but it's slightly comforting to see someone else feeling the same.
Okay perhaps I'm a bit of a sadist....
Anyhow.... on the brighter side.. it's THEIR loss...
but $15... haha I have a feeling of being tricked when I read the restrictions on the stone grill coupon..
Well anyhow.... the music was pretty good... hehe impressive..
Impressive actors... the girl with the yellow thing... 8 sum... Sam...
Also some lousy actors....
but overall, I'll rate it a 7.5/10. hahaha...
Went for bubbletea @ Ricco's after..
it was pretty good the drinks..
I still LOVE their chestnut milk tea!!
That's the only place that has it..i think...
the toast was okay.... haha Ann's noodles were too salty..
and Mel's rice was too oily... Ohhh wellz... hehe
Oh yea.. Ann and I got lost at theatre place...
but then we found our way back..
good job reading the map Ann! hehehe...
and we got their faster than Mel and them!! hehe..
but that's only cuz... Mel got lost as well.. haha
OHh well.. getting lost on a saturday night is nice... good adventures. hehe
Feel like I did so much.. haha
I looked and found info on wat courses to take during the summer..
I printed out CS application form and looked for co-op stuff
I booked my class5 test online finally... on May 1st..
I printed out CASS badminton tourney form...
I did my laundry
yea.. that's about it.. hahaha
(shows how little I do normally)
haha... I read something that EXACTLY illustrates my feeling towards something...
"the feeling of unwantedness when you want to regain a friendship that's been toned down for a period of time but it just seems like nothing is the same anymore..you just feel so helpless and pathetic because you're still having hope towards it.."
oiy... how sad....
but it's slightly comforting to see someone else feeling the same.
Okay perhaps I'm a bit of a sadist....
Anyhow.... on the brighter side.. it's THEIR loss...
3.08.2003
soo it's Junior Provincials today and there's no VRC training...
damnit... coming to think of it,
last year was my last tournament season... probably my very last.
Pretty sad, pretty sad...
damn it...
Oiy I'm just gonna be stuck here forever.
hAhah I just realized I'm very picky about forms and fonts...
heh... cuz I just opened the CASS tourney form,
(no offense) but I was like "hmm comic sans just doesn't look right"
"the lines aren't long enough" "blah blah blah blah"
haha I love filling forms out... maybe that's why I'm so picky.. hmm
I really liked the "gai see dik tung wah" last night... heh
it's true.. "yun sin bei yun hei"...
and if you're too mean you'll become like "Ah Bei"...
If you have too little confidence you become "ah gord",
but if you have too much confidence you become the rich "ah gord"..
this world just sucks doesn't it?
damnit... coming to think of it,
last year was my last tournament season... probably my very last.
Pretty sad, pretty sad...
damn it...
Oiy I'm just gonna be stuck here forever.
hAhah I just realized I'm very picky about forms and fonts...
heh... cuz I just opened the CASS tourney form,
(no offense) but I was like "hmm comic sans just doesn't look right"
"the lines aren't long enough" "blah blah blah blah"
haha I love filling forms out... maybe that's why I'm so picky.. hmm
I really liked the "gai see dik tung wah" last night... heh
it's true.. "yun sin bei yun hei"...
and if you're too mean you'll become like "Ah Bei"...
If you have too little confidence you become "ah gord",
but if you have too much confidence you become the rich "ah gord"..
this world just sucks doesn't it?
Okay... missed the update for last night,
cuz I came home late and had to catch up on TV after.. heh
soo... friday....
so shocking... snowing in March!??
I was just talking to Satoko abt how spring is coming and we had so little snow here..
heee yahhh I like snow!! but snowing in March!?? That just doesn't make sense...
Anyhow... stupid striking unions... burning stuff...
I kno they have to keep themselves warm...
but it's not like that barrel of burning wood helped at all...
and it stank like HELL man... I hate unions!!!!
I DON'T support the TA strike, and I don't fuckin care how they can't manage their expenses..
cuz we're students and we have no income,
yet we still have to fuckin deal with like a 300% raise in tuition in 3 years.. wtf???
Anyhow.. enough about the strike...
school was okay... and boring.. like usual...
except I went to take some pix with Justine and Karen after physics...
It was pretty funny... Karen and I kept making funny faces.
After that... badminton.... I skipped the chinese show for NOTHING!! T_T...
well maybe I got to play a few more games... but still... ><..
I didn't get to watch "yee tin tou lung gei"... and it's just started to get interesting...
OHhh well.. stupid Jason.. hhaa ended up not having a meeting at all afterall.
Badminton was really fun though... I kept playing with Oliverer and James...
and one other person.... but we had some really fun games... cuz of the good opponents..
hehe I'm happy they don't feel bored playing with me.
James is korean!?? so weird.. hahaha I thought he's japanese or something.
Anyhow.. he was my partner for a couple of games...
somehow he seems stronger when he's playing against me..... haha
maybe cuz when I'm playing with him I dun have to return his smashes.
anyway... I can return Oliverer's smashes! Yayy.. hehe
OHhh and one game, Me and Steven beat Oliverer and Monica!!
hahaha... Steven was saying how he's gonna lose cuz he sucks..
he doesn't suck!! hehee we won!! that was my victory of the night.. hehe
Last night was crazy... I played pretty well... but my right arm hurted like hell at night...
Went to get some midnight snack with Mandy, Frank and Joseph after..
hehe they're some really nice people....
but the London Drugs they told me abt shut down so I almost drove down to Burnaby.
Annyhow... haha I finally found the honolulu place...
Frank's sister is crazy...... they were telling me how during winter break,
Frank asked his sister "what are u doin?"
His sister: "I"m studying next semester's materials!" omg... crazy!! haha
and the zoo that they couldn't stop talking about... ahhh made me really wanna go...
in Abbortsford? sooo far.. >< and no one to go with...
but then it's the kind where u can get off the bus and walk around and touch the animals..
hah I heard you can touch a rhino too but... I wouldn't if I were u. =p hehe
And I didn't know a hippo runs at 60km/hr.. that's CRAZY fast... ahha a hippo????
A hippo can kill a tribe of tigers... and a hippo can break an alligator in two halves in no time...
pretty scary.. hahaha but still... soo interesting.....
After that... went home... caught up on some TV... watched Naruto..
and then got really really really tired so I just went to sleep... @_@
cuz I came home late and had to catch up on TV after.. heh
soo... friday....
so shocking... snowing in March!??
I was just talking to Satoko abt how spring is coming and we had so little snow here..
heee yahhh I like snow!! but snowing in March!?? That just doesn't make sense...
Anyhow... stupid striking unions... burning stuff...
I kno they have to keep themselves warm...
but it's not like that barrel of burning wood helped at all...
and it stank like HELL man... I hate unions!!!!
I DON'T support the TA strike, and I don't fuckin care how they can't manage their expenses..
cuz we're students and we have no income,
yet we still have to fuckin deal with like a 300% raise in tuition in 3 years.. wtf???
Anyhow.. enough about the strike...
school was okay... and boring.. like usual...
except I went to take some pix with Justine and Karen after physics...
It was pretty funny... Karen and I kept making funny faces.
After that... badminton.... I skipped the chinese show for NOTHING!! T_T...
well maybe I got to play a few more games... but still... ><..
I didn't get to watch "yee tin tou lung gei"... and it's just started to get interesting...
OHhh well.. stupid Jason.. hhaa ended up not having a meeting at all afterall.
Badminton was really fun though... I kept playing with Oliverer and James...
and one other person.... but we had some really fun games... cuz of the good opponents..
hehe I'm happy they don't feel bored playing with me.
James is korean!?? so weird.. hahaha I thought he's japanese or something.
Anyhow.. he was my partner for a couple of games...
somehow he seems stronger when he's playing against me..... haha
maybe cuz when I'm playing with him I dun have to return his smashes.
anyway... I can return Oliverer's smashes! Yayy.. hehe
OHhh and one game, Me and Steven beat Oliverer and Monica!!
hahaha... Steven was saying how he's gonna lose cuz he sucks..
he doesn't suck!! hehee we won!! that was my victory of the night.. hehe
Last night was crazy... I played pretty well... but my right arm hurted like hell at night...
Went to get some midnight snack with Mandy, Frank and Joseph after..
hehe they're some really nice people....
but the London Drugs they told me abt shut down so I almost drove down to Burnaby.
Annyhow... haha I finally found the honolulu place...
Frank's sister is crazy...... they were telling me how during winter break,
Frank asked his sister "what are u doin?"
His sister: "I"m studying next semester's materials!" omg... crazy!! haha
and the zoo that they couldn't stop talking about... ahhh made me really wanna go...
in Abbortsford? sooo far.. >< and no one to go with...
but then it's the kind where u can get off the bus and walk around and touch the animals..
hah I heard you can touch a rhino too but... I wouldn't if I were u. =p hehe
And I didn't know a hippo runs at 60km/hr.. that's CRAZY fast... ahha a hippo????
A hippo can kill a tribe of tigers... and a hippo can break an alligator in two halves in no time...
pretty scary.. hahaha but still... soo interesting.....
After that... went home... caught up on some TV... watched Naruto..
and then got really really really tired so I just went to sleep... @_@
3.07.2003
haha the more I read Chibimaruko chan,
the more I want to become a comic artist..
draw about funny stuff that happened in my childhood..
stuff that chibimaruko talks abt. hehe
sweet... friday today.. woohoo... this week passed by REALLY fast..
maybe cuz there weren't many midterms and stuff.. hehee..
there weren't even much homework...
hmm must learn.. to appreciate differences...
Feel like helping hungry kids??
Support me and Winnie in 30 hour famine!!
I'm slightly disappointed that I missed both the UBC intramurals and the DSC tourney..
but that's alright... still a lot of days ahead of me... =D...
and there's the club tourney, and CASS tourney.. and Jones Soda tourney..
fun stuff!! hehe...
the more I want to become a comic artist..
draw about funny stuff that happened in my childhood..
stuff that chibimaruko talks abt. hehe
sweet... friday today.. woohoo... this week passed by REALLY fast..
maybe cuz there weren't many midterms and stuff.. hehee..
there weren't even much homework...
hmm must learn.. to appreciate differences...
Feel like helping hungry kids??
Support me and Winnie in 30 hour famine!!
I'm slightly disappointed that I missed both the UBC intramurals and the DSC tourney..
but that's alright... still a lot of days ahead of me... =D...
and there's the club tourney, and CASS tourney.. and Jones Soda tourney..
fun stuff!! hehe...
3.05.2003
Oookay... while I was showering a lot of stuff came up
but I doubt I can remember it all...
soo... I SAID Ray and Roy was gay... muhahaa
that was quite a while ago.. but still... haha I'm so smart I kno..
hehe and you're like "Cher... you watched the 'pin tao'"..
I swear I didn't watch the beginning!!! haha...
Okay... my other computer's completely screwed up by my $(*$ bro...
he is such an idiot...
that sudden rush of anger made me forget 70% of wat I was gonna say.. ahhh...
Ookie.. comp sci midterm...
that was okay... hahaha I was 5 minutes late,
cuz the Rapters vs Rockets game was so tight I didn't wanna leave..
hehe.. soo stupid!! But Alvin Williams made a kick ass 3 point shot..
even tho they lost.. *sigh* they were SO close!!!
Met Derek Lee today at lunch... oh MAN...
I haven't seen him since grade 8 and he still remembered me! haha...
it was amazing... if it was me I woudln't recognize myself. hahaa
And then like.. yea... he became a lot fatter than he was in Grade 8..
he's not fat, but just comparatively fat.. heh
and he became very... close-minded... hahha in other words.. very "lo tou"...
I duno... so uptight about everything.. haha
I was like "can I see your glasses?" cuz I was just curious
and he was like "no! Wat are we, grade 8's!??" (in a joking tone)
Wat's wrong with showing other people your glasses?
I'm sure in some company somewhere some employees are discussing about their glasses...
And if he thinks he's "mature" in the sense that he doesn't do childish things anymore..
this kinda thinking is more "immature" than mature........
at least in my point of view. =p hehe..
but still, it was great bumping into an old friend again...
Can't stop sneezing today... I think I'm catching a cold..
..... *ah-ah-ah *bright lights* ah-CHOOO*...........
Ohh.. suddenly remembered a classic chinese opera parody:
[to the tune of 帝女花]
落街無錢買麵包
借一文又怕老婆鬧
帝女花滿面暗蒼
府馬爺原來係色狼..
I don't know where I spent all my money!! Seriously!!!
I am so in debt, and like.. I spent money getting Mel's present,
spent money for Mel's dinner... spent money @ Whitespot lunch..
where else did I spend all that money!? ahh.... it's crazy...
spending money like I'm pouring water.........
Ohh and there's a lot of good TV on saturday night...
Badminton on 體育世界...
and 醫家四姊妹 final episode...
but I'm gonna miss them all!! Nooooo.....
must remember to.. record...
but I doubt I can remember it all...
soo... I SAID Ray and Roy was gay... muhahaa
that was quite a while ago.. but still... haha I'm so smart I kno..
hehe and you're like "Cher... you watched the 'pin tao'"..
I swear I didn't watch the beginning!!! haha...
Okay... my other computer's completely screwed up by my $(*$ bro...
he is such an idiot...
that sudden rush of anger made me forget 70% of wat I was gonna say.. ahhh...
Ookie.. comp sci midterm...
that was okay... hahaha I was 5 minutes late,
cuz the Rapters vs Rockets game was so tight I didn't wanna leave..
hehe.. soo stupid!! But Alvin Williams made a kick ass 3 point shot..
even tho they lost.. *sigh* they were SO close!!!
Met Derek Lee today at lunch... oh MAN...
I haven't seen him since grade 8 and he still remembered me! haha...
it was amazing... if it was me I woudln't recognize myself. hahaa
And then like.. yea... he became a lot fatter than he was in Grade 8..
he's not fat, but just comparatively fat.. heh
and he became very... close-minded... hahha in other words.. very "lo tou"...
I duno... so uptight about everything.. haha
I was like "can I see your glasses?" cuz I was just curious
and he was like "no! Wat are we, grade 8's!??" (in a joking tone)
Wat's wrong with showing other people your glasses?
I'm sure in some company somewhere some employees are discussing about their glasses...
And if he thinks he's "mature" in the sense that he doesn't do childish things anymore..
this kinda thinking is more "immature" than mature........
at least in my point of view. =p hehe..
but still, it was great bumping into an old friend again...
Can't stop sneezing today... I think I'm catching a cold..
..... *ah-ah-ah *bright lights* ah-CHOOO*...........
Ohh.. suddenly remembered a classic chinese opera parody:
[to the tune of 帝女花]
落街無錢買麵包
借一文又怕老婆鬧
帝女花滿面暗蒼
府馬爺原來係色狼..
I don't know where I spent all my money!! Seriously!!!
I am so in debt, and like.. I spent money getting Mel's present,
spent money for Mel's dinner... spent money @ Whitespot lunch..
where else did I spend all that money!? ahh.... it's crazy...
spending money like I'm pouring water.........
Ohh and there's a lot of good TV on saturday night...
Badminton on 體育世界...
and 醫家四姊妹 final episode...
but I'm gonna miss them all!! Nooooo.....
must remember to.. record...
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I like this:
一日三餐主要都在茶餐廳; 可以天天穿同一件衫同一條褲同一對鞋, 自己也渾然不覺.
對生活質素要求不高﹖
"我覺得要求好高。 我要求的是快樂呀, 大佬﹗"
hmmm...... happiness is easy to find but hard to maintain...
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閒人一個...
多一個唔多﹐
少一個唔少...
A tiny insignificant speck..
comp sci midtemr tomorrow..
ahh if I sleep now I'll get around 7.5 hours of sleep..
and yet I'm still here typing this.. hahaha
Badminton today was very happy..
The games weren't THAT great... but I was happy...
hahah I don't know why.
It could possibly be becuz of the funny stuff that Winnie told me b4 I started playing..
or it could be the very Satoko-like behavior of Deb..
OMG... seriously.... she's like a Satoko twin!!!!!!!!!!!
hah right.. Winnie's very sexy prof... aww... ahha I wanna see..
Me mumbling to myself while I play... ahh....
I think I'm scaring my partners away. hahaha
And me starting to act abnormal after a while... maybe I was too hungry...
I started saying things like "I'm so hungry I want to eat the birdie..."
or "I can't park there cuz you need the thing to part there, and if u want me to park there u need to gimme the thing..."
ohh.. and getting startled when wutz his name..... said...
"Are you going home now? let's go home together... I mean.. walk to our cars together". hahaha that was funny...
I was thinking in my head "this is hilarious..." but I didn't have any expression... haha it suddenly became very awkward. hahaha
Hmmm.. kinda getting headaches...
but I had enough sleep last night..
maybe it's cuz I'm missing a nap... hmm
I duno if any of you read Saturday's 星期六周刊,
but I really liked the interview they had with 黃子華...
heh.. he said a lot of insightful stuff...
like wat I had in the beginning of this entry.. and also..
"以前我害怕孤獨, 所以我很孤獨;
現在我不害怕它, 我就也不覺得孤獨了"
hmm.. wonder when I can get to that stage... haha
need some mental training to make myself not to be afraid of loneliness.
Ooki... haha
I'm like gum.. haha so easily attached to ppl...
I do realize that some people might get tired of me if I get too attached to them..
hahaa that's why I have to keep switching people to attach to!?
Okay this is a weird theory... hmm
need to work it out in my head first. hehe...
I like this:
一日三餐主要都在茶餐廳; 可以天天穿同一件衫同一條褲同一對鞋, 自己也渾然不覺.
對生活質素要求不高﹖
"我覺得要求好高。 我要求的是快樂呀, 大佬﹗"
hmmm...... happiness is easy to find but hard to maintain...
======
閒人一個...
多一個唔多﹐
少一個唔少...
A tiny insignificant speck..
comp sci midtemr tomorrow..
ahh if I sleep now I'll get around 7.5 hours of sleep..
and yet I'm still here typing this.. hahaha
Badminton today was very happy..
The games weren't THAT great... but I was happy...
hahah I don't know why.
It could possibly be becuz of the funny stuff that Winnie told me b4 I started playing..
or it could be the very Satoko-like behavior of Deb..
OMG... seriously.... she's like a Satoko twin!!!!!!!!!!!
hah right.. Winnie's very sexy prof... aww... ahha I wanna see..
Me mumbling to myself while I play... ahh....
I think I'm scaring my partners away. hahaha
And me starting to act abnormal after a while... maybe I was too hungry...
I started saying things like "I'm so hungry I want to eat the birdie..."
or "I can't park there cuz you need the thing to part there, and if u want me to park there u need to gimme the thing..."
ohh.. and getting startled when wutz his name..... said...
"Are you going home now? let's go home together... I mean.. walk to our cars together". hahaha that was funny...
I was thinking in my head "this is hilarious..." but I didn't have any expression... haha it suddenly became very awkward. hahaha
Hmmm.. kinda getting headaches...
but I had enough sleep last night..
maybe it's cuz I'm missing a nap... hmm
I duno if any of you read Saturday's 星期六周刊,
but I really liked the interview they had with 黃子華...
heh.. he said a lot of insightful stuff...
like wat I had in the beginning of this entry.. and also..
"以前我害怕孤獨, 所以我很孤獨;
現在我不害怕它, 我就也不覺得孤獨了"
hmm.. wonder when I can get to that stage... haha
need some mental training to make myself not to be afraid of loneliness.
Ooki... haha
I'm like gum.. haha so easily attached to ppl...
I do realize that some people might get tired of me if I get too attached to them..
hahaa that's why I have to keep switching people to attach to!?
Okay this is a weird theory... hmm
need to work it out in my head first. hehe...
3.03.2003
Right...
A long while ago I've decided to stop talking to someone
becuz of some kinda beef that we had (yah the bba!)
After like 4 months I had a dream abt her
so I decided to see how it goes if I talk to her again...
I did and find myself very very ridiculously stupid
just stop fuckin tryin.........
Ohhh "Gai dai foon hei" is on!! hehehe
sooo funny...
I'm very looking forward to the drama... haha
super hilarious..... the town: Chi lik gung jun... heh..
A long while ago I've decided to stop talking to someone
becuz of some kinda beef that we had (yah the bba!)
After like 4 months I had a dream abt her
so I decided to see how it goes if I talk to her again...
I did and find myself very very ridiculously stupid
just stop fuckin tryin.........
Ohhh "Gai dai foon hei" is on!! hehehe
sooo funny...
I'm very looking forward to the drama... haha
super hilarious..... the town: Chi lik gung jun... heh..
Oh no,
I keep forgetting to ask Jenn for money,
and I'll never see Emily to ask her for money...ah... heh
and I also have to return $2 to Hendra and Kevin
I have an abundance of everything in my wallet except for money. hehe
The only remarkably funny moment of today was:
In english:
Me: Are you cantonese? Do you watch "gai see dik tung wah"?
Henry: Yea...
Me: You know who you remind me of? You remind me of...
Hendry: OMG... you're the fourth person who's said that to me already!!!
I'm NOT like "Ah Ray"!! I'm straight!!
LOL... hilarious.
me being bad at names...
"this is Justine... and that's... *pause* Kent..."
"your name... ur name starts with a K!" (no, his name's Henry..)
I was so into this article about John Nash...
he's the guy in "A Beautiful Mind"...
it's so amazing.. to see that he went through all that in his life...
He's extremely smart... but then I think he has a mental disease heritage thing..
cuz both he and his son has a "Jing sun fun lit mong seung jing"...
wow... so lengendary.. haha would be cool to see such an amazing person...
Reading Mel's entry... about her blog twin...
about how she used to have everything everybody wants,
now she has nothing that anyone wants....
it's even worse for Nash, cuz he seriously had everything...
the brains, the looks, the money, the bright future...
and he wouldn't have lost all that if he didn't have his mental illness...
hmmm wanna watch "A beautiful mind" again...
Okkay.... and I'm NOT a nerd!!!
YOU would be interested in reading this won't you?
More interesting than "the life of Michael Jackson" at least.
Okay good... I feel my blog going back on track.
A while ago it was just plain description of wat I did everyday... heh
and I thought I'd stop writing cuz it got so boring it started to bore me.
=p don't disprove everything I say before you think about it.
I keep forgetting to ask Jenn for money,
and I'll never see Emily to ask her for money...ah... heh
and I also have to return $2 to Hendra and Kevin
I have an abundance of everything in my wallet except for money. hehe
The only remarkably funny moment of today was:
In english:
Me: Are you cantonese? Do you watch "gai see dik tung wah"?
Henry: Yea...
Me: You know who you remind me of? You remind me of...
Hendry: OMG... you're the fourth person who's said that to me already!!!
I'm NOT like "Ah Ray"!! I'm straight!!
LOL... hilarious.
me being bad at names...
"this is Justine... and that's... *pause* Kent..."
"your name... ur name starts with a K!" (no, his name's Henry..)
I was so into this article about John Nash...
he's the guy in "A Beautiful Mind"...
it's so amazing.. to see that he went through all that in his life...
He's extremely smart... but then I think he has a mental disease heritage thing..
cuz both he and his son has a "Jing sun fun lit mong seung jing"...
wow... so lengendary.. haha would be cool to see such an amazing person...
Reading Mel's entry... about her blog twin...
about how she used to have everything everybody wants,
now she has nothing that anyone wants....
it's even worse for Nash, cuz he seriously had everything...
the brains, the looks, the money, the bright future...
and he wouldn't have lost all that if he didn't have his mental illness...
hmmm wanna watch "A beautiful mind" again...
Okkay.... and I'm NOT a nerd!!!
YOU would be interested in reading this won't you?
More interesting than "the life of Michael Jackson" at least.
Okay good... I feel my blog going back on track.
A while ago it was just plain description of wat I did everyday... heh
and I thought I'd stop writing cuz it got so boring it started to bore me.
=p don't disprove everything I say before you think about it.
3.02.2003
haha damn....
I hate my last-minute-ness... but...
can't do anything about it. =p
Oh yea.. badminton last night was... fun.. but really tiring..
hahaha played like 2 hours non-stop double games.. wow... hehee
got soo tired in the end, but it was really fun.. hehe
calling Shao "Mister Blister".. hehe and Jenn's the girl who can't pick up birdies...
Shao and Jenn smashing at each other... hehehe
Okay... I can't remember wat happened.. only remember playing a lot...
and me and Jenn making little Matthew cry... aww.. haha
we didn't mean to.. haha he reacted so strongly to us drawing on his picture.. ><
but in the end he was very "yao gwut hei"... heh...
his dad: if you keep acting like this, tonight you'll have no star!
matthew: no star!
others: wow.. very yao gwut hei!
heh...
anyway... I'm feeling merry today even tho I should be panicking.. heh
I recorded a new cellphone message! hehe
now you can call my cell and if I don't pick up,
you can hear my cool message and be entertained. hhaha j/k...
I just wanted a short crisp message.... hehe and so it was.
Shoot.. 11:49.. and I have jap, cpsc hw to do,
and also math and physics notes to copy.
ahhh... procrastinate... procrastinate.. heh
mMmm.. ice-cream... chocolatechips with cookie dough..
sooooo good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate the feeling of freezing-ness when the coldness gets to my nerve,
but still.. it's ice-cream!!! ahh so gooood...
I hate my last-minute-ness... but...
can't do anything about it. =p
Oh yea.. badminton last night was... fun.. but really tiring..
hahaha played like 2 hours non-stop double games.. wow... hehee
got soo tired in the end, but it was really fun.. hehe
calling Shao "Mister Blister".. hehe and Jenn's the girl who can't pick up birdies...
Shao and Jenn smashing at each other... hehehe
Okay... I can't remember wat happened.. only remember playing a lot...
and me and Jenn making little Matthew cry... aww.. haha
we didn't mean to.. haha he reacted so strongly to us drawing on his picture.. ><
but in the end he was very "yao gwut hei"... heh...
his dad: if you keep acting like this, tonight you'll have no star!
matthew: no star!
others: wow.. very yao gwut hei!
heh...
anyway... I'm feeling merry today even tho I should be panicking.. heh
I recorded a new cellphone message! hehe
now you can call my cell and if I don't pick up,
you can hear my cool message and be entertained. hhaha j/k...
I just wanted a short crisp message.... hehe and so it was.
Shoot.. 11:49.. and I have jap, cpsc hw to do,
and also math and physics notes to copy.
ahhh... procrastinate... procrastinate.. heh
mMmm.. ice-cream... chocolatechips with cookie dough..
sooooo good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate the feeling of freezing-ness when the coldness gets to my nerve,
but still.. it's ice-cream!!! ahh so gooood...
Just spent like 30 minutes reading some unknown people's blogs..
haha how come it seems like everyone's so into hockey nowadays!?
It's like... a trend that's only started in these two years or something...
haha I would watch hockey... but why would I when I can't even see the puck? heh
me.. still supportive of NBA bball... yea! heh best sport to watch... other than badminton.
Had a sorta good dream last night... haha
I dreamt that I was in this super huge mega videogames place with my friends...
and it's SO huge... it was separated into sections.. like "fighting", "racing", etc...
and each section is HUGE... hahaa and they have all the machines imported from Japan..
omg.... that place is like paradise... haha
and then... I met up with my friends and somehow Kathleen was there.
And then in my dream, she was still mad at me.... and...
my whole bunch of friends went to this place to get some food..
and I can't really remember wat happened after......... ah....
I remember getting lost, and then walking into a really nice and elegant piano store,
with an old lady practising her piano but she's not really good at it...
I walked in with my bunch of friends, bumped into Kathleen,
and then the old lady was like "why is there suddenly so many ppl here? Get out you people!"
heh.... weird....
damn... there's olyimpics parade downtown,
but I chose to stay home and do nothing...... this sucks..
haha how come it seems like everyone's so into hockey nowadays!?
It's like... a trend that's only started in these two years or something...
haha I would watch hockey... but why would I when I can't even see the puck? heh
me.. still supportive of NBA bball... yea! heh best sport to watch... other than badminton.
Had a sorta good dream last night... haha
I dreamt that I was in this super huge mega videogames place with my friends...
and it's SO huge... it was separated into sections.. like "fighting", "racing", etc...
and each section is HUGE... hahaa and they have all the machines imported from Japan..
omg.... that place is like paradise... haha
and then... I met up with my friends and somehow Kathleen was there.
And then in my dream, she was still mad at me.... and...
my whole bunch of friends went to this place to get some food..
and I can't really remember wat happened after......... ah....
I remember getting lost, and then walking into a really nice and elegant piano store,
with an old lady practising her piano but she's not really good at it...
I walked in with my bunch of friends, bumped into Kathleen,
and then the old lady was like "why is there suddenly so many ppl here? Get out you people!"
heh.... weird....
damn... there's olyimpics parade downtown,
but I chose to stay home and do nothing...... this sucks..
3.01.2003
I know who I'm supposed to call...
but somehow I just don't feel like it...
is it worth calling anymore?
Had the worst VRC training.. ever...
so pissed off.... actually I might just be in a bad mood..
this kid who's supposed to be my partner...
he's so inattentive... he doesn't even try hard and then he's just like "watever"..
hits the fuckin birdie everywhere and make me go pick them up...
@)*&)#@$#>.....................
and then they did doubles.. but I couldn't find any partner...
ai..... it's like a whole new bunch of people there now....
aww... where's.. Alex? Phyllis? Elicia? all those ppl I once trained with...
damn.. I'm just in a bad mood.
Maybe ice-cream will make me feel better. ciao
but somehow I just don't feel like it...
is it worth calling anymore?
Had the worst VRC training.. ever...
so pissed off.... actually I might just be in a bad mood..
this kid who's supposed to be my partner...
he's so inattentive... he doesn't even try hard and then he's just like "watever"..
hits the fuckin birdie everywhere and make me go pick them up...
@)*&)#@$#>.....................
and then they did doubles.. but I couldn't find any partner...
ai..... it's like a whole new bunch of people there now....
aww... where's.. Alex? Phyllis? Elicia? all those ppl I once trained with...
damn.. I'm just in a bad mood.
Maybe ice-cream will make me feel better. ciao
heh.. I freak out over the smallest things...
Lemme see...
today felt like 2 days cuz as usual, I don't remember going to school at all. hehe...
But now that I think of it.... damn math prof..
why the hell did he tell us that Initial value problems are in the midterm when we haven't learnt them yet????
And NOW he teaches us... psh.. wasted me so much time on my homework! omg!
Anyhow... forget about math... japanese was like usual...
except for this stupid table I kept banging my finger on.... heh...
wanted to throw the table out the window... dekitara... heh
comp sci, boring as usual except Steven was there for me and Tracy to make fun of.. heh
and lunch with Tracy... talking about the guy who plays guitar...
you know how there's always some guy in your highschool or something who plays guitar and have a bunch of girls surrounding them.. hehe
that was the kind I'm talking about.... well.... I see how the girls would be attracted, but there were a whole bunch of guys as well.... hehhe
Annyway... Physics was boring as usual...
Oh yea.. today I enjoyed taking messy notes, cuz I'll have to copy it again anyway..
hahaha it was so fun... I can just scribble..............
Got to miss english discussion cuz of the strike.. nice...... hehe
After that, I went home... and slept.. for app. 3 hours...
then went to badminton....
it was weird cuz somehow, I think Lina is very hard to approach and scary...
maybe cuz she's so much older than me. hehee
Yea anyhow... played a game with Ben against Jason and Lina..
that was impossible man... 0 -15... hahahaa worst matchup.. ever...
and then played in the other gym like 3 games in a row.. haha so fun...
Played with Jason against Lina and Ben... hehe
somehow, those two look like mother and son.. altho I'm pretty sure they're not,
and I'm sure I'll get looked at weirdly if I tell them....hehe
Okay... and then I suddenly had a cramp on my "geurk barn dai"..
haha so weird... I usually only get that during swimming... but during badmitnon!???
hahaha really weird... anyhow.. so I went to rest.. and then Winnie came!! heh...
it's like "My leg cramped like right b4 you came.... omg!! I AM psychic!!" hehee...
and then me telling her not to let the guy see her when we run thru the thing...
"Don't let him see you!"
*winnie already 1/4 way through* runs back, goes back in crouched...LOL...
I think that was a little too late... hahahaa.....
Went to Golden Bull for dinner.. hehe
picking up Ann... had some funny conversation with her...
"The dog's sad cuz he has to sit facing you.."
"That line sounds like a practiced line..."
"damn, you're not supposed to know about my plan.. " hehe
and "I saw Sagittaurius.. wait.. or is it Capricorn!? isn't Capricorn "yun ma"?"
and all that confusing.. hehe the stars were so beautiful tonight tho...
I saw Sagitarius... I think it's Sagitarius.. hehe makes me wanna take astrology again..
but they don't teach us these things... ><
anyway.. back to driving to Richmond... I turned one intersection too late and kinda went for a short journey.. hehe
Finally found the hotpot place....
Mel's birthday dinner.. all u can eat hotpot! hahaa poor service ladies..
and not very fresh beef... but oh well.. as long as I don't die eating it. haha
and me worrying abt Hepatitis A.. hahah I'm serious tho... especially after my family doctor warned my family about it I'm more aware.
uhh... talking about slowness.. hehe Ann "the prof said 'homogenius'.. not that"...
me "the teacher said "sor yau tung hork jau gwong liu"... hehe
and the oysters that I always wanna leave till later.. hehe
the Yams!! Yams that give us more fart... hehee... but taste so good.. ahh...
Winnie getting really high... hahaa "babies crawling in a pig pen"....
Dewi, Ann and Jenny's very small appetite... ahahaha
Oh and tlaking about guy's "that time of the month"... hahaha
okay.. I can't really remember abt anything else anymore.. kinda sleepy.. @_@..
Lemme see...
today felt like 2 days cuz as usual, I don't remember going to school at all. hehe...
But now that I think of it.... damn math prof..
why the hell did he tell us that Initial value problems are in the midterm when we haven't learnt them yet????
And NOW he teaches us... psh.. wasted me so much time on my homework! omg!
Anyhow... forget about math... japanese was like usual...
except for this stupid table I kept banging my finger on.... heh...
wanted to throw the table out the window... dekitara... heh
comp sci, boring as usual except Steven was there for me and Tracy to make fun of.. heh
and lunch with Tracy... talking about the guy who plays guitar...
you know how there's always some guy in your highschool or something who plays guitar and have a bunch of girls surrounding them.. hehe
that was the kind I'm talking about.... well.... I see how the girls would be attracted, but there were a whole bunch of guys as well.... hehhe
Annyway... Physics was boring as usual...
Oh yea.. today I enjoyed taking messy notes, cuz I'll have to copy it again anyway..
hahaha it was so fun... I can just scribble..............
Got to miss english discussion cuz of the strike.. nice...... hehe
After that, I went home... and slept.. for app. 3 hours...
then went to badminton....
it was weird cuz somehow, I think Lina is very hard to approach and scary...
maybe cuz she's so much older than me. hehee
Yea anyhow... played a game with Ben against Jason and Lina..
that was impossible man... 0 -15... hahahaa worst matchup.. ever...
and then played in the other gym like 3 games in a row.. haha so fun...
Played with Jason against Lina and Ben... hehe
somehow, those two look like mother and son.. altho I'm pretty sure they're not,
and I'm sure I'll get looked at weirdly if I tell them....hehe
Okay... and then I suddenly had a cramp on my "geurk barn dai"..
haha so weird... I usually only get that during swimming... but during badmitnon!???
hahaha really weird... anyhow.. so I went to rest.. and then Winnie came!! heh...
it's like "My leg cramped like right b4 you came.... omg!! I AM psychic!!" hehee...
and then me telling her not to let the guy see her when we run thru the thing...
"Don't let him see you!"
*winnie already 1/4 way through* runs back, goes back in crouched...LOL...
I think that was a little too late... hahahaa.....
Went to Golden Bull for dinner.. hehe
picking up Ann... had some funny conversation with her...
"The dog's sad cuz he has to sit facing you.."
"That line sounds like a practiced line..."
"damn, you're not supposed to know about my plan.. " hehe
and "I saw Sagittaurius.. wait.. or is it Capricorn!? isn't Capricorn "yun ma"?"
and all that confusing.. hehe the stars were so beautiful tonight tho...
I saw Sagitarius... I think it's Sagitarius.. hehe makes me wanna take astrology again..
but they don't teach us these things... ><
anyway.. back to driving to Richmond... I turned one intersection too late and kinda went for a short journey.. hehe
Finally found the hotpot place....
Mel's birthday dinner.. all u can eat hotpot! hahaa poor service ladies..
and not very fresh beef... but oh well.. as long as I don't die eating it. haha
and me worrying abt Hepatitis A.. hahah I'm serious tho... especially after my family doctor warned my family about it I'm more aware.
uhh... talking about slowness.. hehe Ann "the prof said 'homogenius'.. not that"...
me "the teacher said "sor yau tung hork jau gwong liu"... hehe
and the oysters that I always wanna leave till later.. hehe
the Yams!! Yams that give us more fart... hehee... but taste so good.. ahh...
Winnie getting really high... hahaa "babies crawling in a pig pen"....
Dewi, Ann and Jenny's very small appetite... ahahaha
Oh and tlaking about guy's "that time of the month"... hahaha
okay.. I can't really remember abt anything else anymore.. kinda sleepy.. @_@..