The "underneath it all" song.. sooo catchy. heh...
The new beetle convertible......my next dream car. haha
my REAL AGE is 13.5 yrs old... that's back in.. grade 8? heh
i'm sitting at home amazed by the frightening silence in my house on new year's eve..
yea shouldn't I be used to it by now?
-ROZ BLOG-
I would've written some quotes,
but why bother?
It's your own life...
live it your own way.

12.31.2002
Annoying aunties playin mah-jong @ my house..
hehe @ 3:30 i coulnd't stand it no more so I went out..
Shopped for Jim's present for a while..
heh wallet picking.. so funny......
Ann and I will become wallet designers and make billions!!!
How come there's no perfect wallets.. hehehe
and the designer guy @ Gap with a flabby stomach.. hehe
then went to shop for dinner in Richmond...
curry or just pork!? hehe we settled on pork with shake n' bake..
made our own dinner for $5 with excess chicken too.. hehee that was good.. saving $
watched the suckiest ending ever.. of Seven Sisters...
stupid.... the girl died, that was cool.. but the color snow thing.. that's just dumb. hehe
and the last scene was like..... "huh????"
hehe.. then went to Jenny's room and reviewed old pix.. hehehe funny ones..
ones with ugly faces... and weird ones.. 4 legged Jenny... and Ann sitting on air...
can't remember which other ones we laughed at.. OHH.. the SUPER hyped Pin..
hehehe funniness........
then we just chatted and sat around and did nothing.. hehehe
Ann curling up in Jenny's bed.. heheh getting poked..
she got her revenge today.. hahaha she bit Jenny.. hahaha
and stop laughing at me dance!!! hahaha and the techno music.. tryin to dance robotic..
non-stop jukebox? nooo.. hehehee
and Jen saying "Bring it on, slave one.." hahahahaa
and Waxy.. hahaha waxy ears...... aw.... ehhe
It was fun.. hehe all high without even drinking.... maybe it was the sidra. heh...
hehe @ 3:30 i coulnd't stand it no more so I went out..
Shopped for Jim's present for a while..
heh wallet picking.. so funny......
Ann and I will become wallet designers and make billions!!!
How come there's no perfect wallets.. hehehe
and the designer guy @ Gap with a flabby stomach.. hehe
then went to shop for dinner in Richmond...
curry or just pork!? hehe we settled on pork with shake n' bake..
made our own dinner for $5 with excess chicken too.. hehee that was good.. saving $
watched the suckiest ending ever.. of Seven Sisters...
stupid.... the girl died, that was cool.. but the color snow thing.. that's just dumb. hehe
and the last scene was like..... "huh????"
hehe.. then went to Jenny's room and reviewed old pix.. hehehe funny ones..
ones with ugly faces... and weird ones.. 4 legged Jenny... and Ann sitting on air...
can't remember which other ones we laughed at.. OHH.. the SUPER hyped Pin..
hehehe funniness........
then we just chatted and sat around and did nothing.. hehehe
Ann curling up in Jenny's bed.. heheh getting poked..
she got her revenge today.. hahaha she bit Jenny.. hahaha
and stop laughing at me dance!!! hahaha and the techno music.. tryin to dance robotic..
non-stop jukebox? nooo.. hehehee
and Jen saying "Bring it on, slave one.." hahahahaa
and Waxy.. hahaha waxy ears...... aw.... ehhe
It was fun.. hehe all high without even drinking.... maybe it was the sidra. heh...
12.30.2002
Kinda depressed... since last night,
thought I would sleep it off
but then found out today that sleeping didn't help.
2 years and 2 months...
I've had badminton training for 2 years and 2 months!!
Why am I still so sucky.... =p.........
very struggling on whether I should join VRC training or not...
thought I would sleep it off
but then found out today that sleeping didn't help.
2 years and 2 months...
I've had badminton training for 2 years and 2 months!!
Why am I still so sucky.... =p.........
very struggling on whether I should join VRC training or not...
Best quotes:
#1 "Emily's not lazy;
she's just happy doing nothing."
#2 "the solution to the prob.... is to create more prob."
-Lar
*eventually, new problems become so overwhelming, the old ones will seem like nothing.
(now it makes sense, Lar.. heh)
#3 "the sun is just a sneeze away"
-Hen
-------------------
The Jail (Jenny mail) Express
"People from jail guarantee your mail! "
"a dollar a mail~ take it or i rip it" ... LOL....
#1 "Emily's not lazy;
she's just happy doing nothing."
#2 "the solution to the prob.... is to create more prob."
-Lar
*eventually, new problems become so overwhelming, the old ones will seem like nothing.
(now it makes sense, Lar.. heh)
#3 "the sun is just a sneeze away"
-Hen
-------------------
The Jail (Jenny mail) Express
"People from jail guarantee your mail! "
"a dollar a mail~ take it or i rip it" ... LOL....
Still my favorite song... ahhh so good.
"Baby won't you tell me why
there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
the feeling so strong,
were lasting for so long,
but I'm not the man your heart is missing
that's why you go away
I know"
-MLTR
starting to love this song:
"The selfish they're all standing in line...
Faithin' and hopin' and to buy themselves time.
Me, I figure as each breath goes by,
I only own my mind.
The north is to south what the clock is to time.
There's east and there's west and there everywhere life.
I know that I was born and I know that I'll die.
The in between is mine. I am mine.
And the feeling it gets left behind...
All the innocence, lost at one time
significant behind the eyes, there's no need to hide.
We're safe tonight.
The ocean is full cause everyone's crying,
The full moon is looking for friends at high tide.
The sorrow grows bigger when the sorrows denied.
I only know my mind. I am mine.
And the meaning gets left behind...
All the innocents, lost at one time
significant behind the eyes, there's no need to hide.
We're safe tonight.
And the feelings get left behind
Oh the innocence, broken with life
Significance between the lines.
We may need to hide.
And the meanings get left behind
All the innocents, lost at one time
We're all different behind the eyes
There's no need to hide, yeah"
-I am mine, PearlJam
"Baby won't you tell me why
there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
the feeling so strong,
were lasting for so long,
but I'm not the man your heart is missing
that's why you go away
I know"
-MLTR
starting to love this song:
"The selfish they're all standing in line...
Faithin' and hopin' and to buy themselves time.
Me, I figure as each breath goes by,
I only own my mind.
The north is to south what the clock is to time.
There's east and there's west and there everywhere life.
I know that I was born and I know that I'll die.
The in between is mine. I am mine.
And the feeling it gets left behind...
All the innocence, lost at one time
significant behind the eyes, there's no need to hide.
We're safe tonight.
The ocean is full cause everyone's crying,
The full moon is looking for friends at high tide.
The sorrow grows bigger when the sorrows denied.
I only know my mind. I am mine.
And the meaning gets left behind...
All the innocents, lost at one time
significant behind the eyes, there's no need to hide.
We're safe tonight.
And the feelings get left behind
Oh the innocence, broken with life
Significance between the lines.
We may need to hide.
And the meanings get left behind
All the innocents, lost at one time
We're all different behind the eyes
There's no need to hide, yeah"
-I am mine, PearlJam
12.29.2002
Had an extreemely weird dream....
I dreamt that I was in this place...
and somehow there're TWO me's..
and I don't really remember wat was happeneing..
and then suddenly people started accussing people for being ghosts..
and then... my memory's kinda blurred,
but I remember this ghost telling me to catch another ghost...
I had to yell some sorta chant and make this small ghost and a big ghost go in the bag...
so I did, but the big ghost wouldn't budge... so I like.. did somehting..
oh my god.. I don't really remember this dream clearly,
but it was weird.. working for a ghost!? ahhh...
I spent my whole afternoon with my lovely lovely buggie.. heh
Apologies to Lar and Joseph....
I WANTED to wake up, I did... I set my alarm clock to 10:30 too..
but the problem is I didn't turn it on..... T_T... so stupid...
That IS the worst excuse.. I'm sorry.. heh
well so I didn't go to Thompson...
so I drove down to Kingsway to pick up Joseph,
drove down to Richmond, just to find that there's no badminon there either,
then drove all the way to UBC...
OKay highlights in UBC...
saw Jason and Flora there... I knew they were gonna be there tho. heh
and.. giving out christmas cards even tho its past christmas...
mean people staring at us play and wanting to take our courts... =p...
Joseph and Jim's weird positioned arm wrestling... heh
OH jenny... LOTR Wednesday!!!!!!! hehe and skating b4 that.. hehe
And "let's play truth or dare"
"I DARE u to pull the fire alarm!!" heh...
stayed there for 2 hours, only played 2 really short games,
not even warmed up, and it's already time to drive Joseph back...
the only good thing about today is... I got to see my friends...
and.. I SAW SNOW!!! In the other side of vancouver...
why isn't it snowing here??? ahh.. this sucks.
It's getting preeetty cold...
i can't wait till the ski trip tho. hehe.... it's gonna be fun.
I dreamt that I was in this place...
and somehow there're TWO me's..
and I don't really remember wat was happeneing..
and then suddenly people started accussing people for being ghosts..
and then... my memory's kinda blurred,
but I remember this ghost telling me to catch another ghost...
I had to yell some sorta chant and make this small ghost and a big ghost go in the bag...
so I did, but the big ghost wouldn't budge... so I like.. did somehting..
oh my god.. I don't really remember this dream clearly,
but it was weird.. working for a ghost!? ahhh...
I spent my whole afternoon with my lovely lovely buggie.. heh
Apologies to Lar and Joseph....
I WANTED to wake up, I did... I set my alarm clock to 10:30 too..
but the problem is I didn't turn it on..... T_T... so stupid...
That IS the worst excuse.. I'm sorry.. heh
well so I didn't go to Thompson...
so I drove down to Kingsway to pick up Joseph,
drove down to Richmond, just to find that there's no badminon there either,
then drove all the way to UBC...
OKay highlights in UBC...
saw Jason and Flora there... I knew they were gonna be there tho. heh
and.. giving out christmas cards even tho its past christmas...
mean people staring at us play and wanting to take our courts... =p...
Joseph and Jim's weird positioned arm wrestling... heh
OH jenny... LOTR Wednesday!!!!!!! hehe and skating b4 that.. hehe
And "let's play truth or dare"
"I DARE u to pull the fire alarm!!" heh...
stayed there for 2 hours, only played 2 really short games,
not even warmed up, and it's already time to drive Joseph back...
the only good thing about today is... I got to see my friends...
and.. I SAW SNOW!!! In the other side of vancouver...
why isn't it snowing here??? ahh.. this sucks.
It's getting preeetty cold...
i can't wait till the ski trip tho. hehe.... it's gonna be fun.
Hmm it didn't hit me as much as I thought it would...
2 days...guess that's still not the right one.
Or maybe I just never ever put enough effort into it....
yes that must be it.
Watched "Revenge of the nerds" and its sequel...
hahaa the first one was waaaay better... funny brainless comedy
I liked the jap guy so much! hahaha he was so innocent and dumb. hahaha
it's really too bad he's not in the sequel.. =(
Booger was cool as well... hahahaha
and the violin guy, and the gay black guy who dances robotic really well... heh
it's alll funny.. but I gotta mention the theme song.. here's the lyrics:
"mom packed us some lunch and we're off to school,
they call us nerds cuz we're so uncool
They laugh at our clothes, they laugh at our hair,
the girls walk by with their nose in the air
so go ahead and put us down
one of these days we'll turn it around
won't be long, mark my words,
time has come for revenge of the neeerrdss...."
LOL............. SO funny and catchy......
I made the worst decision today...
I went to a family dinner.. kinda.... instead of badminton.. ><
I went for the Hikaru no Go comics,
but now I realized that it mite be better to wait....
I won't get to read new stuff till.... like.. forever.. T_T
I was so bored there.. *sigh*..... and I miss badminton...
and, I watched "The guiness records" with the kids...
The eye popping thing was NASTY!!!!!! NASTY!! ahhh..
damn I couldn't see who won iron chef.. oh wellz. unimportant..
I'm still hungry now after I'm back home and a little car sick,
and I need to take a shower... go to bed.. then wake up for badminton tomorrow.
Thats it for now. ciao.
2 days...guess that's still not the right one.
Or maybe I just never ever put enough effort into it....
yes that must be it.
Watched "Revenge of the nerds" and its sequel...
hahaa the first one was waaaay better... funny brainless comedy
I liked the jap guy so much! hahaha he was so innocent and dumb. hahaha
it's really too bad he's not in the sequel.. =(
Booger was cool as well... hahahaha
and the violin guy, and the gay black guy who dances robotic really well... heh
it's alll funny.. but I gotta mention the theme song.. here's the lyrics:
"mom packed us some lunch and we're off to school,
they call us nerds cuz we're so uncool
They laugh at our clothes, they laugh at our hair,
the girls walk by with their nose in the air
so go ahead and put us down
one of these days we'll turn it around
won't be long, mark my words,
time has come for revenge of the neeerrdss...."
LOL............. SO funny and catchy......
I made the worst decision today...
I went to a family dinner.. kinda.... instead of badminton.. ><
I went for the Hikaru no Go comics,
but now I realized that it mite be better to wait....
I won't get to read new stuff till.... like.. forever.. T_T
I was so bored there.. *sigh*..... and I miss badminton...
and, I watched "The guiness records" with the kids...
The eye popping thing was NASTY!!!!!! NASTY!! ahhh..
damn I couldn't see who won iron chef.. oh wellz. unimportant..
I'm still hungry now after I'm back home and a little car sick,
and I need to take a shower... go to bed.. then wake up for badminton tomorrow.
Thats it for now. ciao.
12.27.2002
Eating a somewhat crunchy french bread, banana with water..
wow.. since when did I go on such a healthy diet? hehe...
I finally managed to break my phone after wat.. 5 years?
I can't hear anything without the headset...
ahh... time to get a new phone!
but no.. I HAD to go fix it...
and then.. I duno how the hell I fixed it............ but i did...............
stupidest success ever....................... heh
Another funny stupid thing...
Phone call... made by Lar to Angel (supposedly)
Lar: "Wei ng goi wun Angel ah..."
Me: "Nei jo mud da lei nee dou?"
Lar: "uhh Roz and I just wanted to see wut ur up to.."
Me: ".... what? I AM Roz.."
lol......... FUNNIEST phone call EVER....
and it's cool that we settled the prob. heh...
"The way to solve the prob is... to create a new prob.." ? hehh..great quote. heh
Another weird wrong number call...
Someone: "wei ng goi wun Geung Wai Ming a..."
Me: "....."
*who the fuxk is Geung Wai Ming!? I have a Chong Hiu Ming... but no Geung Wai Ming...* heh
Okay my mood is much better today.....
even tho the main prob is not solved yet...
maybe it's time to go stir up more problems. hehe
um... no. hehe
And what's wrong wiht people... all sleeping when it's not even 11PM!????
HUH????
wow.. since when did I go on such a healthy diet? hehe...
I finally managed to break my phone after wat.. 5 years?
I can't hear anything without the headset...
ahh... time to get a new phone!
but no.. I HAD to go fix it...
and then.. I duno how the hell I fixed it............ but i did...............
stupidest success ever....................... heh
Another funny stupid thing...
Phone call... made by Lar to Angel (supposedly)
Lar: "Wei ng goi wun Angel ah..."
Me: "Nei jo mud da lei nee dou?"
Lar: "uhh Roz and I just wanted to see wut ur up to.."
Me: ".... what? I AM Roz.."
lol......... FUNNIEST phone call EVER....
and it's cool that we settled the prob. heh...
"The way to solve the prob is... to create a new prob.." ? hehh..great quote. heh
Another weird wrong number call...
Someone: "wei ng goi wun Geung Wai Ming a..."
Me: "....."
*who the fuxk is Geung Wai Ming!? I have a Chong Hiu Ming... but no Geung Wai Ming...* heh
Okay my mood is much better today.....
even tho the main prob is not solved yet...
maybe it's time to go stir up more problems. hehe
um... no. hehe
And what's wrong wiht people... all sleeping when it's not even 11PM!????
HUH????
I get SO FUCKIN pissed off when I'm playing piano,
and my dad comes in with a dog or somethin,
and starts yakking off with my mom WHILE I'm playing.....
if you're here to talk then go somewhere else.... fah........
disrespecting musicians..... even tho I'm not much of one.
Hung out with Toko, Peter, Frank, his friend Chang!?, Jenny, and her bf.. forgot his name.
Went skating... haha that was cool.. haven't skated in quite a while..
stupid Frank kept pushing people...... heh
our plan NEXT time, Toko, will be to get Frank's ass on ice. heh
then we went to bubble tea...
and I kept turning the wrong way and getting lost.. haha
it was cool talking to them again....
same old ppl.... with a few more others......
the stupidest thing was I forgot to bring Toko and Frank's present.. ahh..
and my dad comes in with a dog or somethin,
and starts yakking off with my mom WHILE I'm playing.....
if you're here to talk then go somewhere else.... fah........
disrespecting musicians..... even tho I'm not much of one.
Hung out with Toko, Peter, Frank, his friend Chang!?, Jenny, and her bf.. forgot his name.
Went skating... haha that was cool.. haven't skated in quite a while..
stupid Frank kept pushing people...... heh
our plan NEXT time, Toko, will be to get Frank's ass on ice. heh
then we went to bubble tea...
and I kept turning the wrong way and getting lost.. haha
it was cool talking to them again....
same old ppl.... with a few more others......
the stupidest thing was I forgot to bring Toko and Frank's present.. ahh..
Wwweirdest dream... ever..
So in my dream...
I was pregnant...... and so was Christine...
and we were at this place doing all these tests and stuff...
and then.. we started talking about our baby..
it was really weird.... I don't remember who the father is... hahaa
omg... and in the dream I was actually enjoying having a baby...
quite amazing..... Christine?? Me?? Pregnant?? haha......
I'm soo sorry I couldn't wake up this morning....
so so sorry.... i'll make up for it by driving u guys to Killarney... ^^
I was tellin Jenny to lie so that she can come skating...
hmm... well, a good lie is acceptable right?
Finally opened our presents....
it was nice......
not really the presents part,
but the family getting together part...
Damn I feel bad cuz my bro spent a lot of money on mine...
OH well. He doesn't have a budget, I do. =p
hmm....... christmas seem to have left b4 it was even here.....
So in my dream...
I was pregnant...... and so was Christine...
and we were at this place doing all these tests and stuff...
and then.. we started talking about our baby..
it was really weird.... I don't remember who the father is... hahaa
omg... and in the dream I was actually enjoying having a baby...
quite amazing..... Christine?? Me?? Pregnant?? haha......
I'm soo sorry I couldn't wake up this morning....
so so sorry.... i'll make up for it by driving u guys to Killarney... ^^
I was tellin Jenny to lie so that she can come skating...
hmm... well, a good lie is acceptable right?
Finally opened our presents....
it was nice......
not really the presents part,
but the family getting together part...
Damn I feel bad cuz my bro spent a lot of money on mine...
OH well. He doesn't have a budget, I do. =p
hmm....... christmas seem to have left b4 it was even here.....
ahh damnit, my moods are fluctuating again..
I just realized that I get pissed off when I shop and can't find anything I want..
I'm the kind who MUST buy something... on boxing day. heh
Ended up with 2 pairs of jeans, ski pants, ski jacket, and.. uh that's all..
I SO wanted this gray toque.. but didn't get it.. cuz it was $20... damnit
hmm in fact I'm not in a good mood today....
so I'm just gonna stop here,
after quoting Emily's
"Emily isn't lazy;
she's just happy doing nothing."
shoot, my mistake...
WORST timing to leave a conversation.....boi.
always sleep at the worst time.
I'm not in a good mood...
so wat difference does it make if I told u?
I just realized that I get pissed off when I shop and can't find anything I want..
I'm the kind who MUST buy something... on boxing day. heh
Ended up with 2 pairs of jeans, ski pants, ski jacket, and.. uh that's all..
I SO wanted this gray toque.. but didn't get it.. cuz it was $20... damnit
hmm in fact I'm not in a good mood today....
so I'm just gonna stop here,
after quoting Emily's
"Emily isn't lazy;
she's just happy doing nothing."
shoot, my mistake...
WORST timing to leave a conversation.....boi.
always sleep at the worst time.
I'm not in a good mood...
so wat difference does it make if I told u?
12.26.2002
Had a SUPER weird dream.. hmm
well I dreamt that I was in some sorta performance thing...
or drama class, or watever.. there was a huge group of ppl @ the auditorium,
then we were separated into groups and we're supposed to perform a piece we direct ourselves..
so I was watching other ppl perform while I wait....
then there was this huge group of HK people, and they started performing in cantonese..
surprisingly, I saw Anna in there and she was this huge fat guy...
she rolled up her shirt and something's hidden under it,
there was a scroll of word or something... it's supposed to be a comedy or somethin..
hehee it was pretty amusing... in my dream...
and then I woke up... for..
boxing day shopping! WHeee....
well I dreamt that I was in some sorta performance thing...
or drama class, or watever.. there was a huge group of ppl @ the auditorium,
then we were separated into groups and we're supposed to perform a piece we direct ourselves..
so I was watching other ppl perform while I wait....
then there was this huge group of HK people, and they started performing in cantonese..
surprisingly, I saw Anna in there and she was this huge fat guy...
she rolled up her shirt and something's hidden under it,
there was a scroll of word or something... it's supposed to be a comedy or somethin..
hehee it was pretty amusing... in my dream...
and then I woke up... for..
boxing day shopping! WHeee....
12.25.2002
Set up my christmas tree with mom today..
yea wat's the point of setting it up one day b4 christmas? u ask...
u gotta know that our family is so lazy that we don't remove our tree until around April, May maybe.. heh
It'll be worth it's while.. hahaha
It was so weird, cuz when I was vaccuuming the floor after setting it up,
half of the lights in our house went off cuz we were using too much electricity I think..
hehe siu jor fuse.... so funny.... all the computers went blank and stuff...
so lucky that it wasn't something else.. cuz we had guests over for our christmas eve dinner..
my 'kai gor' and his gf.... ahh it was the most boring christmas eve dinner I ever had...
talked a bit about UBC, then they started talking about HK economy and stuff... ahhHh...
we had to stay there and listen too... me and my bro.. -_-"'.....
Then I just watched TV.... and my friend came over to borrow my Dreamcast controllers...
in return he lent me DVDs and surprisingly brought me cookies.... mmMm... haha
that was like the highlight of my day... *sigh* the rest have been crappy..
The TV show was good... just like it's always been... I like Gallen's character. hehe
then I wrapped some presents for my mom.... and put them under the tree...
I'm finally starting to feel a bit christmashy here, and it's 1 minute into Christmas!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
yea wat's the point of setting it up one day b4 christmas? u ask...
u gotta know that our family is so lazy that we don't remove our tree until around April, May maybe.. heh
It'll be worth it's while.. hahaha
It was so weird, cuz when I was vaccuuming the floor after setting it up,
half of the lights in our house went off cuz we were using too much electricity I think..
hehe siu jor fuse.... so funny.... all the computers went blank and stuff...
so lucky that it wasn't something else.. cuz we had guests over for our christmas eve dinner..
my 'kai gor' and his gf.... ahh it was the most boring christmas eve dinner I ever had...
talked a bit about UBC, then they started talking about HK economy and stuff... ahhHh...
we had to stay there and listen too... me and my bro.. -_-"'.....
Then I just watched TV.... and my friend came over to borrow my Dreamcast controllers...
in return he lent me DVDs and surprisingly brought me cookies.... mmMm... haha
that was like the highlight of my day... *sigh* the rest have been crappy..
The TV show was good... just like it's always been... I like Gallen's character. hehe
then I wrapped some presents for my mom.... and put them under the tree...
I'm finally starting to feel a bit christmashy here, and it's 1 minute into Christmas!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
12.24.2002
Last nite I met up with Rosemary and had quite a chat with her...
I guess we're all living different lives in different places,
and sometimes it's hard to keep in touch with each other...
it all depends on how much you want to keep in touch, I guess.
We exchanged birthday presents... 2 months late.. heh well it was still cool.
We talked about Universities.. I realize that even tho UBC is a crappy university,
SFU is an even crappier one. hahahaa....
It was cool to see her again....hmmm......
meanwhile I'm thinking I'll quit trying to organize group events due to many unsuccessful past experience...
If I wanna see someone, I'll call them up and only go out with that person. Fair enough.
Or else I'm just gonna stay home and wait for people to call....
I dun wanna do organizing no more. heh
One more thing... if the person you wanna see is not me,
then quit sending me msg saying "we gotta hang out" just to get me to organize stuff....fah....
My unsuccessful event organizing history:
Dinner......... 7/13 went
DGS thing... 1/5 went
Badminton... 0/4 went
Coffee......... 1/4 went
guess I don't have enough attraction to make everyone come!? heh...
and wat's most devastating is, that people don't call until the very last minute to tell me they're not coming.... fah..............
Watched "July Rhapsody" last nite...
which is "Narm yun 40".. men 40...
it's about a teacher-student relationship...
and the teacher who's having a relationship with his student,
his wife happened to have had a relationship with her teacher...
it was weird... but it was good... hehehe
I don't see how the girl won the award... her acting isn't too impressive.
Well.... I liked Jacky Cheung.. hehee I liked the movie...
I have nothing against teacher-student relationships....dun see anything wrong
this is one very interesting movie....... hmmm.........
hard to say why, but I like it. ^^
I guess we're all living different lives in different places,
and sometimes it's hard to keep in touch with each other...
it all depends on how much you want to keep in touch, I guess.
We exchanged birthday presents... 2 months late.. heh well it was still cool.
We talked about Universities.. I realize that even tho UBC is a crappy university,
SFU is an even crappier one. hahahaa....
It was cool to see her again....hmmm......
meanwhile I'm thinking I'll quit trying to organize group events due to many unsuccessful past experience...
If I wanna see someone, I'll call them up and only go out with that person. Fair enough.
Or else I'm just gonna stay home and wait for people to call....
I dun wanna do organizing no more. heh
One more thing... if the person you wanna see is not me,
then quit sending me msg saying "we gotta hang out" just to get me to organize stuff....fah....
My unsuccessful event organizing history:
Dinner......... 7/13 went
DGS thing... 1/5 went
Badminton... 0/4 went
Coffee......... 1/4 went
guess I don't have enough attraction to make everyone come!? heh...
and wat's most devastating is, that people don't call until the very last minute to tell me they're not coming.... fah..............
Watched "July Rhapsody" last nite...
which is "Narm yun 40".. men 40...
it's about a teacher-student relationship...
and the teacher who's having a relationship with his student,
his wife happened to have had a relationship with her teacher...
it was weird... but it was good... hehehe
I don't see how the girl won the award... her acting isn't too impressive.
Well.... I liked Jacky Cheung.. hehee I liked the movie...
I have nothing against teacher-student relationships....dun see anything wrong
this is one very interesting movie....... hmmm.........
hard to say why, but I like it. ^^
12.23.2002
I was up at 9 this morning, went wth my family up to North Van to check out peke puppies..
aww they were SO cute!!! The joy of playin with 3month old puppies... ah.... heh
anyhow... went to lunch @ this Vietnamese noodle place.. it was okay.
And now I'm just thinking of how to waste the rest of my afternoon,
and wat to reply to my japanese exchange friend who occassionally sends me E-mails.
this time, she wrote "I want to live in Canada. I'm tired. "....... pretty tough to catch on to that.
Does she mean that she's tired of her life in Japan and wants to live here?
Or maybe she's just tired after writing 3 sentences of english and decided to stop.
So.... maybe I should reply "I want to live in Japan. I'm tired..."
I'm tired of guessing what people wants, unable to assert myself..
but aren't most people feelin the same.
"There are two kinds of artist...
one can produce great art whenever they want..
the other can only produce great art when they are depressed."
which one are you?
aww they were SO cute!!! The joy of playin with 3month old puppies... ah.... heh
anyhow... went to lunch @ this Vietnamese noodle place.. it was okay.
And now I'm just thinking of how to waste the rest of my afternoon,
and wat to reply to my japanese exchange friend who occassionally sends me E-mails.
this time, she wrote "I want to live in Canada. I'm tired. "....... pretty tough to catch on to that.
Does she mean that she's tired of her life in Japan and wants to live here?
Or maybe she's just tired after writing 3 sentences of english and decided to stop.
So.... maybe I should reply "I want to live in Japan. I'm tired..."
I'm tired of guessing what people wants, unable to assert myself..
but aren't most people feelin the same.
"There are two kinds of artist...
one can produce great art whenever they want..
the other can only produce great art when they are depressed."
which one are you?
12.22.2002
/_\.... my day's kinda starting off disappointingly...
I somehow managed to wake up after 8 hours of sleep.. heh
to find that neither Jerry, Joseph, Jim, Jason or Jenny ( wat the.. all J's!?) can go....
aww... it's kinda good in a way... cuz my left arm's hurting for no reason (instead of my right!?)
but... but... aww... it's badminton!!! hehe... it's okay. There's always next week.
I just feel like an idiot staying up writing their christmas cards... =p hahaha j/k...
anyhow... since I have nothing to do and I'm all changed already,
I'm gonna go persuade ppl to go watch LOTR 2 with me. hehhee
I suddenly miss PG teachers a lot... especially Oyama and Mr Taylor..
aww... good teachers impact you for life... that's true.....
I think Iqbal's one of those teachers as well... and maybe the jap teacher I'm gonna meet next term...
I think it's quite safe to say that most university profs are bad teachers...
i'm not saying they're bad researchers.. they're just not born for teaching. hahaa....
From "The Sweetest Thing":
"50% of what people say when they're joking is true..
by making some sort of joke about it,
you get to say what you really want, without being vulnerable.."
I somehow managed to wake up after 8 hours of sleep.. heh
to find that neither Jerry, Joseph, Jim, Jason or Jenny ( wat the.. all J's!?) can go....
aww... it's kinda good in a way... cuz my left arm's hurting for no reason (instead of my right!?)
but... but... aww... it's badminton!!! hehe... it's okay. There's always next week.
I just feel like an idiot staying up writing their christmas cards... =p hahaha j/k...
anyhow... since I have nothing to do and I'm all changed already,
I'm gonna go persuade ppl to go watch LOTR 2 with me. hehhee
I suddenly miss PG teachers a lot... especially Oyama and Mr Taylor..
aww... good teachers impact you for life... that's true.....
I think Iqbal's one of those teachers as well... and maybe the jap teacher I'm gonna meet next term...
I think it's quite safe to say that most university profs are bad teachers...
i'm not saying they're bad researchers.. they're just not born for teaching. hahaa....
From "The Sweetest Thing":
"50% of what people say when they're joking is true..
by making some sort of joke about it,
you get to say what you really want, without being vulnerable.."
3 hours of badminton!!
Omg... that was so fun.. hahaha
I'm slowly returning to my former self.. I hope.. hehe
I'm playing better... making better shots, but towards the end I was just dead. haha
my grip's color is coming off it and making my palms black... ugh...
Doubles w/ Jenn's, Shao and Natalie was cool.. ahhaha it was so fun...
kept rotating... very good very good... hhahaha
omg.. I have blisters on BOTH my feet now... and my shoulder injury is back....
and my muscles are sore from too much exercise....
but it's all good.. cuz it was badmitnon.. hahahahaa so freakin fun!
kinda addicted to this song:
Oh you probably won't remember
It's probably ancient history
I'm one of the chosen few
Who went ahead and fell for you
I'm out of vogue, I'm out of touch
I fell too fast, I feel too much
I thought that you might have some advice to give
on how to be
insensitive
Omg... that was so fun.. hahaha
I'm slowly returning to my former self.. I hope.. hehe
I'm playing better... making better shots, but towards the end I was just dead. haha
my grip's color is coming off it and making my palms black... ugh...
Doubles w/ Jenn's, Shao and Natalie was cool.. ahhaha it was so fun...
kept rotating... very good very good... hhahaha
omg.. I have blisters on BOTH my feet now... and my shoulder injury is back....
and my muscles are sore from too much exercise....
but it's all good.. cuz it was badmitnon.. hahahahaa so freakin fun!
kinda addicted to this song:
Oh you probably won't remember
It's probably ancient history
I'm one of the chosen few
Who went ahead and fell for you
I'm out of vogue, I'm out of touch
I fell too fast, I feel too much
I thought that you might have some advice to give
on how to be
insensitive
12.21.2002
Oki I'm stupid.. hahaha
HUGH Grant, not HUGE grant...
and I made that typo twice and didn't realize it till Lar told me. hahaha
aaanyhow... to recap last night's events...
nightshift badminton.. muhahaha.... 2.5 hours of badminton w/ Lar...
that was fun.. hehee I didn't like singles, but I think I'm getting it back.. a bit..
those doubles games we should've won......
except we both didn't play our best and we need work on our shots.. =P hehe..
can't let little kids surpass us, NO! heh....
Had a tour around Lar school... u have a pretty nice big school... 3 gyms.. wow..
and.. that guy with the gay laugh... I'm the professional laugh imitator.. hahahah
and the impressions that I made... "I hit *pretend to hit* then I ran *pretend to run*..." Lol...
and then.. talked to Lar a bit... haha all we talk about is badminton or HK...
ah... miss HK.. T_T
one last bit of laugh.... that kid's dad probably thought we were stalking him.. hahhahaa
Anyhow, today.. went to Richmond and took a card with my mom.. ^^
then went to Richmond centre to shop, cuz that stuipd ice-cream place isn't open.. psh..
walked around for like 2 hours and bought nothing.... except for a suede protector spray.. yah. heh
that was pretty pointless.. cuz we decided to leave everything on boxing day.. hehee
HUGH Grant, not HUGE grant...
and I made that typo twice and didn't realize it till Lar told me. hahaha
aaanyhow... to recap last night's events...
nightshift badminton.. muhahaha.... 2.5 hours of badminton w/ Lar...
that was fun.. hehee I didn't like singles, but I think I'm getting it back.. a bit..
those doubles games we should've won......
except we both didn't play our best and we need work on our shots.. =P hehe..
can't let little kids surpass us, NO! heh....
Had a tour around Lar school... u have a pretty nice big school... 3 gyms.. wow..
and.. that guy with the gay laugh... I'm the professional laugh imitator.. hahahah
and the impressions that I made... "I hit *pretend to hit* then I ran *pretend to run*..." Lol...
and then.. talked to Lar a bit... haha all we talk about is badminton or HK...
ah... miss HK.. T_T
one last bit of laugh.... that kid's dad probably thought we were stalking him.. hahhahaa
Anyhow, today.. went to Richmond and took a card with my mom.. ^^
then went to Richmond centre to shop, cuz that stuipd ice-cream place isn't open.. psh..
walked around for like 2 hours and bought nothing.... except for a suede protector spray.. yah. heh
that was pretty pointless.. cuz we decided to leave everything on boxing day.. hehee
12.20.2002
2 weeks notice...
Huge Grant is sooo cute!!!! His eyes! aww.... haha
Hung out with Elaine and Maya in Metro today...
wow.. haven't seen Elaine since last year and Maya since.. grade... 9? 10?
It was cool seein them again.. hehe they didn't change one bit...
Hehe it was pretty good.. except I spent 1 week's lunch money in half a day.. T_T
Damn "U-Grill".... sooo fuckin expensive!!! I didn't get that much food but it was $12!!
For that much food, I can get it for $7 in Richmond Centre... such a rip off... oH well
Then i watched 2 weeks notice... hehe I'm waiting for u Jen to watch LOTR!!!! hehe
It was pretty good pretty good.. pretty funny, and Huge Grant is soooo cute!!!!!!
yea.. I'm not sure if it's worth watching in the theatre tho... hehe maybe I'm just poor.
Then after that we walked around Metro a bit.... the stores changed,
but the whole mall is still really "caucasian"....... too caucasian.....
I have no urge to shop watsoever in Metro...... and I couldn't find a watch battery replacing store either...
Hmmm anyhow... went home with a headache cuz I only had 6 hours of sleep..
the hangout was cool, but the driving home was just... ><...
good thing I managed not to fall asleep or get lost.. hahaa
Huge Grant is sooo cute!!!! His eyes! aww.... haha
Hung out with Elaine and Maya in Metro today...
wow.. haven't seen Elaine since last year and Maya since.. grade... 9? 10?
It was cool seein them again.. hehe they didn't change one bit...
Hehe it was pretty good.. except I spent 1 week's lunch money in half a day.. T_T
Damn "U-Grill".... sooo fuckin expensive!!! I didn't get that much food but it was $12!!
For that much food, I can get it for $7 in Richmond Centre... such a rip off... oH well
Then i watched 2 weeks notice... hehe I'm waiting for u Jen to watch LOTR!!!! hehe
It was pretty good pretty good.. pretty funny, and Huge Grant is soooo cute!!!!!!
yea.. I'm not sure if it's worth watching in the theatre tho... hehe maybe I'm just poor.
Then after that we walked around Metro a bit.... the stores changed,
but the whole mall is still really "caucasian"....... too caucasian.....
I have no urge to shop watsoever in Metro...... and I couldn't find a watch battery replacing store either...
Hmmm anyhow... went home with a headache cuz I only had 6 hours of sleep..
the hangout was cool, but the driving home was just... ><...
good thing I managed not to fall asleep or get lost.. hahaa
OH shoot.. I just realized that I haven't been updating my blog for... 2, 3 days?
hehe well.. there'll be lots to talk about then..... maybe. heh
lemme recall..
On Tuesday night, I had ANOTHER bad dream..
I dreamt that everybody in my english class failed the course...
hehe but I was relieved to find the next day that I PASSED!!!
I PASSED !!! @*(#&@*$... sooooo glad... u duno how glad I am. haha
And after that day, no more nightmares for me. hahahaha
Okay yesterday... went swimming with Jenz... hahaha
it was good exercise.... my left shoulder was hurting SO bad after swimming..
shows how bad condition I'm in...... but it's all good... I did some exercise.. hehe
and I saw Koizumi sensei there! hahahaha it was weird.. in the change room.. heheh
I think i gotta get less afraid of water... hehehe yea... gotta go swimming more often.
And then I went home for dinner... ohhh "fung sun bong" ending.. hehe it was funny..
the TV show after was good too!!!! hEhehe I like watching Gallen.... hehehe
he's so cute in the show, but I dun like Se see marn... hahah
Today... was mostly christmas card writing...
and then we went to the KEG for dinner... it was pretty okay...
food not worth the price tho.... and it sucks that we were separated into 2 tables!!
No point having a group dinner really.. hehehe... OHhh wellz... at least we got x-mas cards..
the steak was pretty good... the potato was good in the beginning,
but towards the end it made me wanna puke.. =p hahahaa
kept eating bread... and Lisa talkin abt her snowboarding experience.. hahaha
and then "think of the kids in africa!!"..... and Lisa doing her nose flaring again.. heh
Lemme see.. damn I think I forgot wat we talked about.. heheh it was pretty cool tho...
never used to talk much to Dewi or Lisa.. hehehe today was good.
After that we picked up Win and went to Bean Bros for like 2 secs..
and then left.. hahahaa "my shooooessss!!!!"
Me: "IT's different!!!"
Win: "but u can't even see them..."
Me: "Yes u can... when I take off my pants..." lol...
okay that just sound sick. hahaha
and that
me: "aww soo cute!!"
Winnie: "u think everything's cute"
Me: "psh, UR cute.."
Win: "thankyou..." hahahaha
went to Blockbuster and rented Austin Powers Goldmember...
kinda pointless and sick but funny movie.. heheh the part where Austin was with Mini-me behind the curtain was funny...
and they made Seth Green BALD!! OMG!!! THEy made him bald!! T_T.. hahaha
okay... that was my day.. hmm hehe
Omg.. stupid theme hospital...
My hospital kept getting epidemic outbreaks every 5 minutes,
and I keep getting fined and I keep losing!!! Ahhhhhh
I'm determined to win this level.. I AM!!!!!
hehe well.. there'll be lots to talk about then..... maybe. heh
lemme recall..
On Tuesday night, I had ANOTHER bad dream..
I dreamt that everybody in my english class failed the course...
hehe but I was relieved to find the next day that I PASSED!!!
I PASSED !!! @*(#&@*$... sooooo glad... u duno how glad I am. haha
And after that day, no more nightmares for me. hahahaha
Okay yesterday... went swimming with Jenz... hahaha
it was good exercise.... my left shoulder was hurting SO bad after swimming..
shows how bad condition I'm in...... but it's all good... I did some exercise.. hehe
and I saw Koizumi sensei there! hahahaha it was weird.. in the change room.. heheh
I think i gotta get less afraid of water... hehehe yea... gotta go swimming more often.
And then I went home for dinner... ohhh "fung sun bong" ending.. hehe it was funny..
the TV show after was good too!!!! hEhehe I like watching Gallen.... hehehe
he's so cute in the show, but I dun like Se see marn... hahah
Today... was mostly christmas card writing...
and then we went to the KEG for dinner... it was pretty okay...
food not worth the price tho.... and it sucks that we were separated into 2 tables!!
No point having a group dinner really.. hehehe... OHhh wellz... at least we got x-mas cards..
the steak was pretty good... the potato was good in the beginning,
but towards the end it made me wanna puke.. =p hahahaa
kept eating bread... and Lisa talkin abt her snowboarding experience.. hahaha
and then "think of the kids in africa!!"..... and Lisa doing her nose flaring again.. heh
Lemme see.. damn I think I forgot wat we talked about.. heheh it was pretty cool tho...
never used to talk much to Dewi or Lisa.. hehehe today was good.
After that we picked up Win and went to Bean Bros for like 2 secs..
and then left.. hahahaa "my shooooessss!!!!"
Me: "IT's different!!!"
Win: "but u can't even see them..."
Me: "Yes u can... when I take off my pants..." lol...
okay that just sound sick. hahaha
and that
me: "aww soo cute!!"
Winnie: "u think everything's cute"
Me: "psh, UR cute.."
Win: "thankyou..." hahahaha
went to Blockbuster and rented Austin Powers Goldmember...
kinda pointless and sick but funny movie.. heheh the part where Austin was with Mini-me behind the curtain was funny...
and they made Seth Green BALD!! OMG!!! THEy made him bald!! T_T.. hahaha
okay... that was my day.. hmm hehe
Omg.. stupid theme hospital...
My hospital kept getting epidemic outbreaks every 5 minutes,
and I keep getting fined and I keep losing!!! Ahhhhhh
I'm determined to win this level.. I AM!!!!!
12.17.2002
Okay I had another bad dream...
I dreamt that I was in North and putting stuff in my Beetle..
then I saw a guy coming, and I KNEW he wanted to steal my car...
so I locked it and ran away, but he was right in front of me..
somehow he let me go, but I was SO SURE he was gonna steal my car,
so I ran out in UBC and kept yelling to ppl for help,
but then somehow, EVERYBODY there was chinese and didn't know any freakin english!
Oh my god.... and then somehow, Gallen was there and he was gonna help me or soemthin..
HAhahaa I think I watch too much "seven sisters"
Yah it was a scary dream tho.. especially the moment when the guy was right in front of me..
I thought he was gonna take my keys or somethin....... freaky.....
Annnywho... I spent my day in Richmond Centre with my mom shoppin..
hehe so nice... I got these suede shoes.. hahaa I have a thing with suede. haha
And the sales there @ Transit! Soo fuckin cocky! Okay that guy,
I'm SURE he stares at himself in the mirror at least 10 times a day...
he thinks he's so hot.... omg. hah he looked SLIGHTLY like Keanu Reeves, but no... hah
But anyway, 50% off second pair so I ended up getting 2 pairs.. BOTH suede.. haha yea..
damn I wanted the pink pair, but it wasn't on sale! T_T.... damnit...
YAhhh and then I got the christmas cards I wanted... 40% off @ the Bay! hehe
and I got Frank's bday present.. hehe b4 it's too late,
and I also got Angel's present.... excellence....
So freakin tired...... hahaha but it was nice shopping. Wat u call this..
quality shopping. haha not just walkin around buyin nuthin. hehee
I dreamt that I was in North and putting stuff in my Beetle..
then I saw a guy coming, and I KNEW he wanted to steal my car...
so I locked it and ran away, but he was right in front of me..
somehow he let me go, but I was SO SURE he was gonna steal my car,
so I ran out in UBC and kept yelling to ppl for help,
but then somehow, EVERYBODY there was chinese and didn't know any freakin english!
Oh my god.... and then somehow, Gallen was there and he was gonna help me or soemthin..
HAhahaa I think I watch too much "seven sisters"
Yah it was a scary dream tho.. especially the moment when the guy was right in front of me..
I thought he was gonna take my keys or somethin....... freaky.....
Annnywho... I spent my day in Richmond Centre with my mom shoppin..
hehe so nice... I got these suede shoes.. hahaa I have a thing with suede. haha
And the sales there @ Transit! Soo fuckin cocky! Okay that guy,
I'm SURE he stares at himself in the mirror at least 10 times a day...
he thinks he's so hot.... omg. hah he looked SLIGHTLY like Keanu Reeves, but no... hah
But anyway, 50% off second pair so I ended up getting 2 pairs.. BOTH suede.. haha yea..
damn I wanted the pink pair, but it wasn't on sale! T_T.... damnit...
YAhhh and then I got the christmas cards I wanted... 40% off @ the Bay! hehe
and I got Frank's bday present.. hehe b4 it's too late,
and I also got Angel's present.... excellence....
So freakin tired...... hahaha but it was nice shopping. Wat u call this..
quality shopping. haha not just walkin around buyin nuthin. hehee
update for last night..
Win and I went to Jenz house, and we were watching TV in her room..
we took turns switching the channels.. there was nothing good to watch. hehe
The woman with the tattoo on her head.. ugh.. hehe
and Winnie's "wow.. her inner spirit is a lot skinner than her".. hahah
and then the parade thing.. wat u call that again!? hehe
The thing with the huge head that turned sideways.. I thought ti was gonna turn all the way around.
And then... OHh the discovery channel.. the pets.. heh
the stupid parrot who imitates a siren... and the dog that can speak.. kinda.. heh
And then... we set up Jenny's christmas tree!!! HAhahaha.. it was fun...
The bottom part of the tree.. aww Winnie can't screw.. hehehe
decorating the tree was fun... the "bald spot".. hahaa
and the "FLOWER POWER" lights.. they're not even flowers hahaa
and then the ball decoration mixing in with the lychees.. hahaha
"Can u tell the lychee from the ball!?" heehehee
Yea wat else... hmm it was crazy. hehee
OH and on the way back...
Win: "I'm gonna try all the endings"
Me: "You do that.... heh "
fun fun christmashy stuff!
Win and I went to Jenz house, and we were watching TV in her room..
we took turns switching the channels.. there was nothing good to watch. hehe
The woman with the tattoo on her head.. ugh.. hehe
and Winnie's "wow.. her inner spirit is a lot skinner than her".. hahah
and then the parade thing.. wat u call that again!? hehe
The thing with the huge head that turned sideways.. I thought ti was gonna turn all the way around.
And then... OHh the discovery channel.. the pets.. heh
the stupid parrot who imitates a siren... and the dog that can speak.. kinda.. heh
And then... we set up Jenny's christmas tree!!! HAhahaha.. it was fun...
The bottom part of the tree.. aww Winnie can't screw.. hehehe
decorating the tree was fun... the "bald spot".. hahaa
and the "FLOWER POWER" lights.. they're not even flowers hahaa
and then the ball decoration mixing in with the lychees.. hahaha
"Can u tell the lychee from the ball!?" heehehee
Yea wat else... hmm it was crazy. hehee
OH and on the way back...
Win: "I'm gonna try all the endings"
Me: "You do that.... heh "
fun fun christmashy stuff!
12.16.2002
OMg.. I had the worst dream, right b4 my final...
I dreamt that i was at UBC.. and guess wat...
I forgot to bring my cheat sheet, and my parking pass!
Shit! hehee... okay... then I called Shao... luckily he was still home
and he brought me those things.. but still.. it was scary...
it's all but a dream.... *phew*......
I dreamt that i was at UBC.. and guess wat...
I forgot to bring my cheat sheet, and my parking pass!
Shit! hehee... okay... then I called Shao... luckily he was still home
and he brought me those things.. but still.. it was scary...
it's all but a dream.... *phew*......
12.15.2002
Okkay... blogger just erased my last entry... =p
damn you... good thing I didn't type much.
OOkay it seemed like eeeeverybody else watched Mr. Deeds
exxactly the same time when I watched it!!!
This is crazy man.... soo freakin crazy..
but it's cool.. heheheh pretty sweet.
Comp sci final tomorrow...
finally... get it over with and REALLY start my holiday.. heh
I gotta get out of my fucked up sleepin routine..
spend my afternoons sleepin and be up at midnight being bored..
that's just dumb....
damn you... good thing I didn't type much.
OOkay it seemed like eeeeverybody else watched Mr. Deeds
exxactly the same time when I watched it!!!
This is crazy man.... soo freakin crazy..
but it's cool.. heheheh pretty sweet.
Comp sci final tomorrow...
finally... get it over with and REALLY start my holiday.. heh
I gotta get out of my fucked up sleepin routine..
spend my afternoons sleepin and be up at midnight being bored..
that's just dumb....
Wasted my day doin nothing.. hehe
I was initially planning to go to VRC in the afternoon,
and then go again at night..
but I ended up not going at all!!!
I must be sick. hahahaa
well.. I got distracted by this game I downloaded..
"Theme Hospital"... if u've never played it b4, GO PLAY IT...
it's sooooo fun! Omg.. hahahaa except it crashes when I pass level 5. Argh....
That's wat I spent my whole afternoon doin.. hehe should've gone shopping with mom instead.
OH wellz.... then I watched TVB toi hing.. hehe their performances SUCK!
Gallen was cool though. hahahaa
Then... I spent my night watching Mr Deeds... hehehe
reeeeally funny comedy...... really cute storyline.. haha
Aww if only there was REALLY a guy THAT nice.. haha
and the weird spanish guy... "I like feet" hahahahaha
and the Hallmark poems.... aww sounds like ones I write. hahaa
OH and that weird opera guy.. hehe he's a dumbass but he sings cool.
Yah if ur bored, I highhly recommend this movie.. heh u'll get a good laugh.
and right now I'm typing this up, thinking of how to regain control of my life b4 my comp sci final..
ahhh I'll leave that for tomorrow.. hmm but there's badminton. damn.
I was initially planning to go to VRC in the afternoon,
and then go again at night..
but I ended up not going at all!!!
I must be sick. hahahaa
well.. I got distracted by this game I downloaded..
"Theme Hospital"... if u've never played it b4, GO PLAY IT...
it's sooooo fun! Omg.. hahahaa except it crashes when I pass level 5. Argh....
That's wat I spent my whole afternoon doin.. hehe should've gone shopping with mom instead.
OH wellz.... then I watched TVB toi hing.. hehe their performances SUCK!
Gallen was cool though. hahahaa
Then... I spent my night watching Mr Deeds... hehehe
reeeeally funny comedy...... really cute storyline.. haha
Aww if only there was REALLY a guy THAT nice.. haha
and the weird spanish guy... "I like feet" hahahahaha
and the Hallmark poems.... aww sounds like ones I write. hahaa
OH and that weird opera guy.. hehe he's a dumbass but he sings cool.
Yah if ur bored, I highhly recommend this movie.. heh u'll get a good laugh.
and right now I'm typing this up, thinking of how to regain control of my life b4 my comp sci final..
ahhh I'll leave that for tomorrow.. hmm but there's badminton. damn.
12.14.2002
weird dream I had....
remembered every little detail. heh
I dreamt of my badminton friends in hK..
somehow we were separated into two groups
and I walked out the street in my pajamas...
Mel was there for some reason, and David was giving us rides,
then we were talking in cantonese and he said "why are u in ur pj's?"
then I was like "uh... this is a bad idea eh? can u gimme a ride home?"
then somehow he dropped me off at this weird place
where I met Law and a few other badminton friends,
and we wasted a lot of time shopping...
and then there's this clay shop and we started making all these animals.
There were some already made ones.. u just have to pose them....
I remember I made this HUGE snake... that was crooked and looked like poop. hahaha
but it was really real cuz it's already made... I just posed it.
After spending a lot of time there,
we called the other party (my badminton coach in HK and some other ppl)
they said they're having cake and stuff... and we said we'll be there asap...
we stopped by a cake shop.. haha and rested for a bit.
Then somehow, we got on this rollercoaster
I SO remembered the admission was $5 each!!!
and my friend pulled out this string of coupons.. hhaha
so we went on it, and we sat in the back.
There was a caucasian couple in the front, and they were screaming like hell,
but I was like "hmm this is not as exciting as last time when I went on it cuz we're sitting in the back. It's not that scary". (I actually had another dream b4 on this roller coaster.. )
and then I think I woke up.. never got to meet my badminton coach and them.
hahaha so weird
in case u were wondering Jenny,
yes I did copy and paste that from our msg history..
modified a bit. hahahaaa too lazy to type it all out again.
Aw, Jenny left for ski trip,
and Mel's going to TW...
noooo.... I'm missing my right and left arm. hahaa
remembered every little detail. heh
I dreamt of my badminton friends in hK..
somehow we were separated into two groups
and I walked out the street in my pajamas...
Mel was there for some reason, and David was giving us rides,
then we were talking in cantonese and he said "why are u in ur pj's?"
then I was like "uh... this is a bad idea eh? can u gimme a ride home?"
then somehow he dropped me off at this weird place
where I met Law and a few other badminton friends,
and we wasted a lot of time shopping...
and then there's this clay shop and we started making all these animals.
There were some already made ones.. u just have to pose them....
I remember I made this HUGE snake... that was crooked and looked like poop. hahaha
but it was really real cuz it's already made... I just posed it.
After spending a lot of time there,
we called the other party (my badminton coach in HK and some other ppl)
they said they're having cake and stuff... and we said we'll be there asap...
we stopped by a cake shop.. haha and rested for a bit.
Then somehow, we got on this rollercoaster
I SO remembered the admission was $5 each!!!
and my friend pulled out this string of coupons.. hhaha
so we went on it, and we sat in the back.
There was a caucasian couple in the front, and they were screaming like hell,
but I was like "hmm this is not as exciting as last time when I went on it cuz we're sitting in the back. It's not that scary". (I actually had another dream b4 on this roller coaster.. )
and then I think I woke up.. never got to meet my badminton coach and them.
hahaha so weird
in case u were wondering Jenny,
yes I did copy and paste that from our msg history..
modified a bit. hahahaaa too lazy to type it all out again.
Aw, Jenny left for ski trip,
and Mel's going to TW...
noooo.... I'm missing my right and left arm. hahaa
12.13.2002
something I MUST put down...
"YOUTH OF SNOW"......
HAhAHAHahHA HILARIOUS......
Jenny.... you will DIG your youth from the mountains..
hahaha or u'll find it after u roll down. hehhhh
sooo paranoid... from nothing... ahh
maybe cuz it's Friday the 13th... (suggested by Jim.. ) hmm
I'm gaining a lot...
of weight -_-"...............
interesting/new nouns haha:
1) stupidity
2) entertaintity
3) dumassity
4) hilariousity
lol..
"YOUTH OF SNOW"......
HAhAHAHahHA HILARIOUS......
Jenny.... you will DIG your youth from the mountains..
hahaha or u'll find it after u roll down. hehhhh
sooo paranoid... from nothing... ahh
maybe cuz it's Friday the 13th... (suggested by Jim.. ) hmm
I'm gaining a lot...
of weight -_-"...............
interesting/new nouns haha:
1) stupidity
2) entertaintity
3) dumassity
4) hilariousity
lol..
12.12.2002
stressed?
Spank a monkey!
There's extra if u go over 200. ^^
try breakin my record: 220 mph
then try breakin Jenny's :363 mph
have fun
Spank a monkey!
There's extra if u go over 200. ^^
try breakin my record: 220 mph
then try breakin Jenny's :363 mph
have fun
12.11.2002
First off I'm gonna have to say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPH..
in HK I'm a day late, I know
but here it's just on time! ^^
Woke up to go to brunch this morning wif Jen, Mel and Dewi...
if I stayed home and slept I knew I would waste my afternoon.. heh
anyhow... something unfortunate happened...
but I duno if they want me to mention here so I won't.
Hmm all I can say is.. "I know how it feels..." heh...ouch
And then we went to Dewi's and talked for a bit...
then we decided to go to Oakridge to shop for ski pants.
The most bizzare thing I've done today...
is to try on these XXL ski pants that costed $50 in Gap KIDS...
hahaa... I would gladly buy it and save up on lots of $ if it fit me... but.. =(
a bit too short and heavy. OH well.... damnit. Must hunt around for ski pants.
I LOVE this baby blue sweatshirt in Gap Kids!! OMg.. it's sooo cute!
Why don't they have it in Gap? Why??? ah.. cuz they suck. heh
then we sat and ate and talked for some more....
then we went home...
the biggest thing I accomplished today was finishing up the novel..
A Time to Kill.. it's pretty interesting... it's abt lawyers and lawsuits and all that..
and then there's violence, murders, rape, etc etc....
pretty good, but if u wanna read, read The Firm.. heh that one's even better.
Yup.. and now I'm just pointlessly typing this up,
cuz I'm pointlessly tryin to kill time.... while my laundry's cleaning. heh
Am I paying to listen to other ppl's conversation here?
ahh...screw it man, screw it.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPH..
in HK I'm a day late, I know
but here it's just on time! ^^
Woke up to go to brunch this morning wif Jen, Mel and Dewi...
if I stayed home and slept I knew I would waste my afternoon.. heh
anyhow... something unfortunate happened...
but I duno if they want me to mention here so I won't.
Hmm all I can say is.. "I know how it feels..." heh...ouch
And then we went to Dewi's and talked for a bit...
then we decided to go to Oakridge to shop for ski pants.
The most bizzare thing I've done today...
is to try on these XXL ski pants that costed $50 in Gap KIDS...
hahaa... I would gladly buy it and save up on lots of $ if it fit me... but.. =(
a bit too short and heavy. OH well.... damnit. Must hunt around for ski pants.
I LOVE this baby blue sweatshirt in Gap Kids!! OMg.. it's sooo cute!
Why don't they have it in Gap? Why??? ah.. cuz they suck. heh
then we sat and ate and talked for some more....
then we went home...
the biggest thing I accomplished today was finishing up the novel..
A Time to Kill.. it's pretty interesting... it's abt lawyers and lawsuits and all that..
and then there's violence, murders, rape, etc etc....
pretty good, but if u wanna read, read The Firm.. heh that one's even better.
Yup.. and now I'm just pointlessly typing this up,
cuz I'm pointlessly tryin to kill time.... while my laundry's cleaning. heh
Am I paying to listen to other ppl's conversation here?
ahh...screw it man, screw it.
12.10.2002
LOL.. I'm gonna be FAMOUS!
slowly blending in with the unfading aroma of coffee....
Went out to do some christmas card shopping w/ Mel and Jen...
they both got christmas cards, but I'll wait till my mom's here... so she can pay. ^^
Got apple chips... heh and helped this old lady pick up stuff she dropped...
I felt that I could've done more for her, but nah...
you may say I'm not nice, but I did my part and I'm okay with it.
Then we went for a drink in Starbucks...
talked for around an hour... there wasn't much talking though...
mainly Mel talking. hehe... it was cool.
Then I went home, watched TV,
got pissed off at my dad and started getting irritated by everything around me.
By 12, right now, I'm gonna call Stephanie and greet her on her 18th birthday...
I'm getting tired of pointless ICQ conversations...
if u dun try to make an effort to keep the conversation goin,
there's no point for me to.........
I miss the times when Steph and I had long conversations walking down 39th...
I seem to have lost faith in ppl after trusting those I shouldn't have a long time ago
at times it seemed like I'm on my own.....
oh well, a friend I know would probably say "that's life, live with it."
and damn, I miss HK so bad..........
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slowly blending in with the unfading aroma of coffee....
Went out to do some christmas card shopping w/ Mel and Jen...
they both got christmas cards, but I'll wait till my mom's here... so she can pay. ^^
Got apple chips... heh and helped this old lady pick up stuff she dropped...
I felt that I could've done more for her, but nah...
you may say I'm not nice, but I did my part and I'm okay with it.
Then we went for a drink in Starbucks...
talked for around an hour... there wasn't much talking though...
mainly Mel talking. hehe... it was cool.
Then I went home, watched TV,
got pissed off at my dad and started getting irritated by everything around me.
By 12, right now, I'm gonna call Stephanie and greet her on her 18th birthday...
I'm getting tired of pointless ICQ conversations...
if u dun try to make an effort to keep the conversation goin,
there's no point for me to.........
I miss the times when Steph and I had long conversations walking down 39th...
I seem to have lost faith in ppl after trusting those I shouldn't have a long time ago
at times it seemed like I'm on my own.....
oh well, a friend I know would probably say "that's life, live with it."
and damn, I miss HK so bad..........
sooo pointless...
out of things to do,
and out of money to do things...
well, apparently I was a "geek" in highschool,
and I'm a
find your element at mutedfaith.com.
out of things to do,
and out of money to do things...
well, apparently I was a "geek" in highschool,
and I'm a

find your element at mutedfaith.com.
12.09.2002
sooo freakin sleepy today...
Only had like 4 hours of sleep cuz I woke up at 9 to get my car to service...
Damnit... it'll cost a freakin $675 to paint my bumper!! ahhhHH
And that guy at the service department looks SOOO much like Shum sir I swear!!
he's a fatter caucasian version of Shum sir... hahah I couldn't stop smiling.
Yes... and following my dad's car cuz I didn't know how to get to North Van...
was a very, EXTREMELY nerve wrecking experience...makes me go crazy.. arggh
Had lunch, and I was so sleepy and unawake that I ordered ice coffee instead of milk tea...
ahhh I don't even drink coffee... I was like "why the hell did I order coffee?" when I got my drink..
Went home and slept... till dinner time.. ahhh
my sleepin schedule is all screwed up.
Had the weirdest dream this morning... mentioned below...
and then... I lost my sense of time. I kept thinking it's tuesday today...
well it's gonna be Steph's birthday in 2 days... and oh DAMN
I haven't mailed her letter yet... sorry.. heh
Ahh listening to Jordan's CD...
memories from HK flooding back..
I miss HK...T_T
Only had like 4 hours of sleep cuz I woke up at 9 to get my car to service...
Damnit... it'll cost a freakin $675 to paint my bumper!! ahhhHH
And that guy at the service department looks SOOO much like Shum sir I swear!!
he's a fatter caucasian version of Shum sir... hahah I couldn't stop smiling.
Yes... and following my dad's car cuz I didn't know how to get to North Van...
was a very, EXTREMELY nerve wrecking experience...makes me go crazy.. arggh
Had lunch, and I was so sleepy and unawake that I ordered ice coffee instead of milk tea...
ahhh I don't even drink coffee... I was like "why the hell did I order coffee?" when I got my drink..
Went home and slept... till dinner time.. ahhh
my sleepin schedule is all screwed up.
Had the weirdest dream this morning... mentioned below...
and then... I lost my sense of time. I kept thinking it's tuesday today...
well it's gonna be Steph's birthday in 2 days... and oh DAMN
I haven't mailed her letter yet... sorry.. heh
Ahh listening to Jordan's CD...
memories from HK flooding back..
I miss HK...T_T
weeeirdest dream last night...
I dreamt that I was joining some kinda club,
and Jason and Flora was at a booth (prolly badminton club)
and then I joined and left my wallet there,
when I looked for it I found it,
but everything is gone inside aside from my blockbuster/rogers card...
heh weird... even took my dog pix... and my cards and everything. ahhh
it's a bad sign
I dreamt that I was joining some kinda club,
and Jason and Flora was at a booth (prolly badminton club)
and then I joined and left my wallet there,
when I looked for it I found it,
but everything is gone inside aside from my blockbuster/rogers card...
heh weird... even took my dog pix... and my cards and everything. ahhh
it's a bad sign
12.08.2002
was behaving slightly negatively last night... heh
but it's all good....
Finished my physics final..
heh there were these questions that the prof had gone over with us b4 in the lectures, but I totally forgot how to do them...
I wrote a lot of bs in the explanation question,
and I made a lot of guesses and assumptions.. hehe
but, it's all over now.. so watever. hehe
Went out to bubble tea with Jenz, Ann and Dewi..
had all these weird talks for 2 hours... about faith, religion, relationships,
travelling and all that... heh it was pretty cool...
then there was badminton... kinda disappointing,
because I think I've lost my confidence after not playing for a week.
*sigh*..... why is my confidence so vulnerable???
I don't get how I can lose my "skills" after not playing for 10 days.....
it's pretty sad how I have no control over my confidence anymore,
unlike the good ol' days...... heh....
Jenny and I played against Shao and Jenn until we finally won...
took us like.. 5 games.. heh gotta start clicking.. hahah
some shots I did felt good... I had like flashes of memories of how I used to play,
but then some were just totally..... *sigh*
After badminton, stayed online and chatted with ppl till around 4:30,
when Mel woke and I chatted with her till 6....
it was cool....... I like talks like these...
long messages and no crap talk.....
I get so pissed off when people reply with a "^^...."
Haven't talked to Kwok for so long in a while either...
haha he's still my good bro even tho he's not. haha
I think of him as one....
at around 5:30 my dad and bro all woke up..
kinda ruined the atmosphere.
I like it when it's dark and quiet....
somehow meaningful conversations seem to only occur during that time.
went to bed at 6 and read "A time to kill"...
it's a good novel... I'm still at it. heh
6:30.. finally.. went to bed..
2:30 woke up... this is crazy, university makes people wake up after 8 hours of sleep
I slept 2 hours b4 the sun came up, and 2 hours b4 the sun went down...
my world is going upside down....
I'm having my... lunch...
no wait.. brunch...
no......
I'm having my linner...
or... my dunch
but it's all good....
Finished my physics final..
heh there were these questions that the prof had gone over with us b4 in the lectures, but I totally forgot how to do them...
I wrote a lot of bs in the explanation question,
and I made a lot of guesses and assumptions.. hehe
but, it's all over now.. so watever. hehe
Went out to bubble tea with Jenz, Ann and Dewi..
had all these weird talks for 2 hours... about faith, religion, relationships,
travelling and all that... heh it was pretty cool...
then there was badminton... kinda disappointing,
because I think I've lost my confidence after not playing for a week.
*sigh*..... why is my confidence so vulnerable???
I don't get how I can lose my "skills" after not playing for 10 days.....
it's pretty sad how I have no control over my confidence anymore,
unlike the good ol' days...... heh....
Jenny and I played against Shao and Jenn until we finally won...
took us like.. 5 games.. heh gotta start clicking.. hahah
some shots I did felt good... I had like flashes of memories of how I used to play,
but then some were just totally..... *sigh*
After badminton, stayed online and chatted with ppl till around 4:30,
when Mel woke and I chatted with her till 6....
it was cool....... I like talks like these...
long messages and no crap talk.....
I get so pissed off when people reply with a "^^...."
Haven't talked to Kwok for so long in a while either...
haha he's still my good bro even tho he's not. haha
I think of him as one....
at around 5:30 my dad and bro all woke up..
kinda ruined the atmosphere.
I like it when it's dark and quiet....
somehow meaningful conversations seem to only occur during that time.
went to bed at 6 and read "A time to kill"...
it's a good novel... I'm still at it. heh
6:30.. finally.. went to bed..
2:30 woke up... this is crazy, university makes people wake up after 8 hours of sleep
I slept 2 hours b4 the sun came up, and 2 hours b4 the sun went down...
my world is going upside down....
I'm having my... lunch...
no wait.. brunch...
no......
I'm having my linner...
or... my dunch
damn, my physics prof is super nice...
he sent everyone an E-mail tellin us not to worry abt our finals,
and that he'll scale it if the average is low...
ahh... I'm gonna start missing him for term 2...
If you get IQBAL for physics... you're in luck....
Feel like starting a paragraph abt Mel and my conversation last night...
hehe about the stupid limitations in our life and our blogs and friendships...
I don't get why parents have this mentality that
"Bad people hang out late at night and they go around making others bad"...
that is just non-sense.
If we say something like "I have no true friends"
people will read it and go "aw, am I not your true friend?"
but did they make an effort to understand you? to care about u?
we're all searching for a "true" friend who's like the ideal friend we have in mind,
but that is kinda impossible.... well.. it's just gonna be really, really hard.
Birthday talks.... best moments Mel came up with:
1) When Shao got the dragon model he really liked
2) When Ann got her discman
3) When Emily got the bone thing that she eventually returned...
After Mel got her book, ann got her video, winnie got her website,
jenny had the best handmade card, who's next on the list?
damn blogger...
wouldn't let me update an entry that's too long,
so now I have to enter them as two separate ones.
OH well.
he sent everyone an E-mail tellin us not to worry abt our finals,
and that he'll scale it if the average is low...
ahh... I'm gonna start missing him for term 2...
If you get IQBAL for physics... you're in luck....
Feel like starting a paragraph abt Mel and my conversation last night...
hehe about the stupid limitations in our life and our blogs and friendships...
I don't get why parents have this mentality that
"Bad people hang out late at night and they go around making others bad"...
that is just non-sense.
If we say something like "I have no true friends"
people will read it and go "aw, am I not your true friend?"
but did they make an effort to understand you? to care about u?
we're all searching for a "true" friend who's like the ideal friend we have in mind,
but that is kinda impossible.... well.. it's just gonna be really, really hard.
Birthday talks.... best moments Mel came up with:
1) When Shao got the dragon model he really liked
2) When Ann got her discman
3) When Emily got the bone thing that she eventually returned...
After Mel got her book, ann got her video, winnie got her website,
jenny had the best handmade card, who's next on the list?
damn blogger...
wouldn't let me update an entry that's too long,
so now I have to enter them as two separate ones.
OH well.
12.06.2002
Distracted....
sudden crave for curry rice...
Ahhh curry rice with deep fried pork.. mmmm..
wat do u call that!? Tonkatsu!?
Reminder 4 Win:
SURE winnie, I'll be waiting...
just like how I'll be waiting for u to show me the resemblance of snoopy and that woman with no hair. HAhahaahha
Okay, MAYBE I'll move Stephanie into the "update once in a while" list. heh
sudden crave for curry rice...
Ahhh curry rice with deep fried pork.. mmmm..
wat do u call that!? Tonkatsu!?
Reminder 4 Win:
SURE winnie, I'll be waiting...
just like how I'll be waiting for u to show me the resemblance of snoopy and that woman with no hair. HAhahaahha
Okay, MAYBE I'll move Stephanie into the "update once in a while" list. heh
12.05.2002
^^ I just realized all I've been talkin abt all week in this blog is...
school.. finals... more school..
so today, for a change, I'm gonna talk about...
studying at home. ^^ hahahaa
No more finals till saturday.. hmmm that'll be physics..
hehe but it's okay.. if I survived english, I'll survive physics.
HAhahaha sooo happy that english's done with...
No more ENGL 112!! That is.. if I pass... OH well, screw it! heh
Okay.. maybe I should go back to studying.. heh
Omg.. I think I need to go work out...
you know how arm muscles surrounds ur arm bone..
today I looked at mine, and found only a small muscle...
the rest all turned back into fat! T__T.... noooooo......
this is not happening.........
Lemme count who's started up a blog/net diary of some sort,
and then gave up on it and stopped updating
1) LAR
2) Shaopin
3) Stephanie
4) Rosemary
5) Jenny
6) Jenny (yes I'm not blind, they're two DIFFERENT jenny's)
7) Jerry
8) Kathleen
9)... can't remember anymore altho I'm sure there's more
quite a lot... heh... lemme see..
those who keep updating frequently are...
none...
those who keep updating once in a while..
Angel... Satoko...
those who keep updating once in a blue moon..
Mel...
uhhh did I miss anyone? hahaha...
no more entertaining stuff to read online these days.. haha
school.. finals... more school..
so today, for a change, I'm gonna talk about...
studying at home. ^^ hahahaa
No more finals till saturday.. hmmm that'll be physics..
hehe but it's okay.. if I survived english, I'll survive physics.
HAhahaha sooo happy that english's done with...
No more ENGL 112!! That is.. if I pass... OH well, screw it! heh
Okay.. maybe I should go back to studying.. heh
Omg.. I think I need to go work out...
you know how arm muscles surrounds ur arm bone..
today I looked at mine, and found only a small muscle...
the rest all turned back into fat! T__T.... noooooo......
this is not happening.........
Lemme count who's started up a blog/net diary of some sort,
and then gave up on it and stopped updating
1) LAR
2) Shaopin
3) Stephanie
4) Rosemary
5) Jenny
6) Jenny (yes I'm not blind, they're two DIFFERENT jenny's)
7) Jerry
8) Kathleen
9)... can't remember anymore altho I'm sure there's more
quite a lot... heh... lemme see..
those who keep updating frequently are...
none...
those who keep updating once in a while..
Angel... Satoko...
those who keep updating once in a blue moon..
Mel...
uhhh did I miss anyone? hahaha...
no more entertaining stuff to read online these days.. haha
12.04.2002
12.03.2002
EyaaaaHHHH I got my math done...
most of it.... I'm not gonna worry about it anymore.
Gonna focus on english tomorrow... eack... english...
Yea.. I'm gonna focus on
"how to improve my english in 2 days so I can pass my final"....
heh... well I'm not very ambitious... I'm not. hehe
I'm sorry,
but I'm too mentally tired right now to deal with your emotions as well
my own are frustrating enough
hum... crazy theory:
"There are only two things to worry about:
Either you are well or you are sick
If you are well, then there is nothing to worry about.
But if you are sick, there are only two things to worry about;
Whether you will get well, or whether you will die.
If you get well, then there is nothing to worry about.
But if you die, there are only two things to worry about;
Whether you go to heaven or hell.
If you go to heaven, then there is nothing to worry about.
If you go to hell, you'll be so busy shaking hands with old friends,
you won't have time to worry.
So why worry?"
well... the thing is,
there's not a lot of stuff to worry about,
but there's a lot to think about.... hmm.. hehe
most of it.... I'm not gonna worry about it anymore.
Gonna focus on english tomorrow... eack... english...
Yea.. I'm gonna focus on
"how to improve my english in 2 days so I can pass my final"....
heh... well I'm not very ambitious... I'm not. hehe
I'm sorry,
but I'm too mentally tired right now to deal with your emotions as well
my own are frustrating enough
hum... crazy theory:
"There are only two things to worry about:
Either you are well or you are sick
If you are well, then there is nothing to worry about.
But if you are sick, there are only two things to worry about;
Whether you will get well, or whether you will die.
If you get well, then there is nothing to worry about.
But if you die, there are only two things to worry about;
Whether you go to heaven or hell.
If you go to heaven, then there is nothing to worry about.
If you go to hell, you'll be so busy shaking hands with old friends,
you won't have time to worry.
So why worry?"
well... the thing is,
there's not a lot of stuff to worry about,
but there's a lot to think about.... hmm.. hehe
12.02.2002
I would like to comment on what I did today,
or maybe how I felt or some of my thoughts,
but all that is in my brain right now are these two questions:
1) how do u differentiate x^x ?
2) how do you factor x^2 - 4x + 2?
ahhHHH.......
my brain feels mushy,
after 1 hour of dense english reading,
around 3 hours of unfocused mathing,
and another 4 hours of intense mathing...
How the hell did I waste so much time!?
somehow, after Mel sang it yesterday,
this song's been stuck in my head ever since:
"Oh my god, I woke up with a snake tattoo,
Oh my god, and I think that my tongue's pierced too..
Oh my god, oh my god..
it's the sunday morning after, and baby who the hell are u?"
or maybe how I felt or some of my thoughts,
but all that is in my brain right now are these two questions:
1) how do u differentiate x^x ?
2) how do you factor x^2 - 4x + 2?
ahhHHH.......
my brain feels mushy,
after 1 hour of dense english reading,
around 3 hours of unfocused mathing,
and another 4 hours of intense mathing...
How the hell did I waste so much time!?
somehow, after Mel sang it yesterday,
this song's been stuck in my head ever since:
"Oh my god, I woke up with a snake tattoo,
Oh my god, and I think that my tongue's pierced too..
Oh my god, oh my god..
it's the sunday morning after, and baby who the hell are u?"
12.01.2002
Hmm second update for last night.. heh
went out for bubble tea w/Jen and Win and Mel..
Went to cute Pearl... heh I love their wheat germ milk tea!!
Hilarious things happening..
the dog that looked like a woman without hair.. hehehe
The "I see........." *eyes shifting sideways*
Winnie: ".......no you don't!! "
the Jenny's writing orders.. heh
Winnie's "It's hurting here" *crosses her hand and pokes her bone*
the people who looked very stressed... heh
The guy with the ugly beard!! ugh... hehe
All that craziness...
then there were the neverending loops in the conversations Win and I had..
yah.. pretty crazy night. heh
And today...
Shiseido seminar thing.. hehe it was pretty funny..
didn't know why the guys were there, cuz they weren't interested at all!
And the oily massage that made our face feel soft afterwards.. ah..
hehe and then the horrible skin magnifying machine!!
ahhh so nasty lookin.. hehehe
My skin's oily and super sun-damaged... haha
Yeaa... after the massage...
our skin glow in RADIANCE... hahaha
actually only my forehead was glowing in radiance.. which is bad. hah
After that... shopped around a bit w/ Ann and Mel..
saw these reeeally nice Sketcher shoes!!! $60!! ahhHH.. so tempting..
and all the suicidal Emily stuff... and Paul Frank stuff.. heh
the lunch... KFC chicken... heh
and that commercial is SO letourneau.. omg.. hehe
And after that, went to Yaohan to do junk food shopping..
I only bought a bit... and I finished them all in one day.. >< haha
sweet potato chips were good tho.. mMhmm...
and then.. photocopying...
we should SO open up a Japanese snack store in UBC!!
we'll become millionaires!!! Seriously!! hahaa
since we've been ripped off so much..
it's time for us to rip ppl off in return. hehe
Mel stuck in middle of intersection!? hehe
in fact I think I've been in so many near-fatal accidents myself,
I don't even feel anything... hahaha
yea.. after that.. nothing special..
whole day of dry eyes, duno why.. argh...
had to blink like once every second..
Went out to dinner with dad...mmMm.. wonton noodle.. heh
couldn't concentrate in studying..
so I decided to have a break and study in Koerner's tomorrow instead.
That's my day... uh huh,
and since I typed such a long entry (comparatively),
blogger's gonna hang up on me again. It so is.
went out for bubble tea w/Jen and Win and Mel..
Went to cute Pearl... heh I love their wheat germ milk tea!!
Hilarious things happening..
the dog that looked like a woman without hair.. hehehe
The "I see........." *eyes shifting sideways*
Winnie: ".......no you don't!! "
the Jenny's writing orders.. heh
Winnie's "It's hurting here" *crosses her hand and pokes her bone*
the people who looked very stressed... heh
The guy with the ugly beard!! ugh... hehe
All that craziness...
then there were the neverending loops in the conversations Win and I had..
yah.. pretty crazy night. heh
And today...
Shiseido seminar thing.. hehe it was pretty funny..
didn't know why the guys were there, cuz they weren't interested at all!
And the oily massage that made our face feel soft afterwards.. ah..
hehe and then the horrible skin magnifying machine!!
ahhh so nasty lookin.. hehehe
My skin's oily and super sun-damaged... haha
Yeaa... after the massage...
our skin glow in RADIANCE... hahaha
actually only my forehead was glowing in radiance.. which is bad. hah
After that... shopped around a bit w/ Ann and Mel..
saw these reeeally nice Sketcher shoes!!! $60!! ahhHH.. so tempting..
and all the suicidal Emily stuff... and Paul Frank stuff.. heh
the lunch... KFC chicken... heh
and that commercial is SO letourneau.. omg.. hehe
And after that, went to Yaohan to do junk food shopping..
I only bought a bit... and I finished them all in one day.. >< haha
sweet potato chips were good tho.. mMhmm...
and then.. photocopying...
we should SO open up a Japanese snack store in UBC!!
we'll become millionaires!!! Seriously!! hahaa
since we've been ripped off so much..
it's time for us to rip ppl off in return. hehe
Mel stuck in middle of intersection!? hehe
in fact I think I've been in so many near-fatal accidents myself,
I don't even feel anything... hahaha
yea.. after that.. nothing special..
whole day of dry eyes, duno why.. argh...
had to blink like once every second..
Went out to dinner with dad...mmMm.. wonton noodle.. heh
couldn't concentrate in studying..
so I decided to have a break and study in Koerner's tomorrow instead.
That's my day... uh huh,
and since I typed such a long entry (comparatively),
blogger's gonna hang up on me again. It so is.