8.31.2002

Wat I need the most now is more motivation...

Almost forgot about the dream I had last night..
heheh in my dream I had VRC training again..
and then Morgan was there,
and b4 training started,
I played doubles against Morgan and this person with Phyllis..
we lost very poorly, of course, but it was fun..
and then training started and there were sooo many kids there,
and I saw Stephanie there! haha it was surprising...
and then she walked over to a side and told me to bring my stuff there..
and then when I was bringing my stuff there,
I saw someone starring at my bag so I returned a smile..
yah that was it..
but a badminton dream... ah... so nice. heh

NOoo read all the hikaru they had there..
it's so good!! I wanna read on! NOOoo.....
Damn...
today was an awesome day...
but I'm feelin depressed...
seeing my friends leaving to Toronto one after another...
nooo.... I'm still not accepting the fact that I'm going to U next week...
wat the... why the hell did time pass so freakin fast???
AHHHhh... it's like I can't keep hold of myself growing old anymore..
Ai...... so unsure.. so scared of the future...
b4 we know it we're in U..
b4 we know it, we'll graduate and work
b4 we know it, we'll be married and have children
b4 we know it, our parents will pass away
b4 we know it, we'll become old
and b4 we know it, we're gonna die... /_\ ...
It's like.. right now I'm looking back and going..
wat the.. why did highschool pass so fast?
And then later I'll be like..
why did university pass so fast?
and so on... oh my god!!
Can't bear to think of it...
but u know there are times..
when you just keep thinking of these things even tho u dun wanna..
and then all these horrible thoughts just flood into your brain
and you're like 'STop! NOooo...'
and then you see the future and you're like
'I missed out on so much and wasted so much time!
I gotta treasure things a lot more from now on...'
and then the next day you forget abt it all
and when the next time you think abt stuff again
you'll be like 'Oh my god! I wasted so much time from last time..'
and then it just keeps going and going...
damnit....... damnit!!!!!
I'm so scared of getting old...
I just wanna stay young.......
stay young until I get tired of being young.....
Ai this is all going too fast! waay too fast...
I was thinking... those ppl who went to Toronto...
maybe there'll be a couple I'd keep in contact with..
but most of them I probably won't be seeing again...
and now I think that when I grow up, no matter wat I must keep in touch with them,
but by that time I'll be thinking
'I'm too busy..' 'wat if they forgot about me?' 'I'll do it later'...
damn.... the future is a scary thought..
u know... who knows if I have a future or not?
this sucks...

Today was a great day..
I woke up at 12:30 (which was surprisingly early for me)
and then I had lunch...
then I went to Richmond to have bb tea w/ Lar..
hahah it was pretty good trip..
couldn't find her place, and she was giving me the WRONG directions! heh
Went to richmond centre and shopped around for a bit...
Sooo many suede shoes! I like suede shoes.. heh
Went into this weird store and kicked a talking Austin Power.. hah
Then we went to get super large bubble tea...
And that woman.. no seriously.. where did she come from!?
haha she just suddenly started running from nowhere...
And then we thought we went the wrong way but it was right...
hehe it's all grass and fields! U live in a farm... hahahah
The super large bubble tea... hehehe
whenever u try to drink I brake.. hahahah
and you never catching planes.. heh
yes.. after that I went to meet up with katie @ Yaohan..
had to line up for 2 freakin hours to watch the Sunshine boy thing!
And then initially they wanted us to stand! Wtf!!! hehe
Rosemary joined us and we saw soo many PG ppl there..
to support Acer? hahaha....
Good thing they let us sit in the end cuz there were empty seats...
the show was actually pretty good.... heheh
I liked the imitation round... I thought the winner should've been the Edison..
Anyway... we kinda cheered for Acer... hahah
yah didn't make any banners tho.
Saw Shao there! DAmn him! He didn't have to wait at all,
and he had front row seats!!! hehehehe...
yah the third guy was funny... 'When I was born.. my parents said 'YEAH!''..
haha maybe that's why he won the sunshine boys thing..
After that we went to have dinner together with Katie's parents..
they were so nice, they treated us to dinner..
ate so much.. now I'm so full and fat! ><.. haha
damn.. katie's leaving Sunday and Frank left today!?
Oi...... this is so sad................ ><

8.30.2002

getting used to my new glasses.. hmm
damn... now I feel like I have 'sum gun see'..
but actually I only have 150 and 25.......

Hikaru no go.
soooo good! hahahaa...
reading hunterxhunter after this..
and when Joseph lends me his Rourounin kenshin...
muhahahahahaha..........

Even tho I slept till 4:30 today it felt good...
cuz I actually went out and did something...
I went to Oakridge with Katie and picked up my glasses..
we walked around and had ice-cream and took pix.. hehe
it was good.... very little chance to see her after she leave...

Buffet dinner.. mMmm..
good food.... all the food's good,
but I can't fit them all into my stomach..
plus I was wearing jeans so they're too tight after I eat..
ahhHH..... wanted more ice-cream.....

Badminton tomorrow...
hmm let's see...
I'll try to wake Lar (ur probably still jet lagging right?) haha
And then there's always Shao, Jim, Jenny, Jerry..
and call Joseph.. and Andy.. and Mike...
yah.. who else?
Damn.. almost forgot about it...
our last week? *sigh*.... less than a week!

OH yah Lar...
hehe bubble tea....

8.28.2002

突然發現....
in HK, I am so tempted to buy clothes,
because everyone cares so much abt wat ppl wear,
everyone cares so much abt how ppl look
but here, it doesn't matter at all cuz no one cares
so i lose all my 購物慾 and the eagerness to look nice...
In HK, everyone's busying around for nothing...
but here, even worse, there's nothing to be busy for.......
Vancouver is such a dead place!!!
No excitement no stimulation no nothing...
ai.......... !!!! I think HK's more suitable for me... heh
好無聊...
留係屋企又覺得無0野好做﹐
出去呢﹐諗真D 出左去咪又係一樣﹐
無意思....
前幾日﹐日日追流星花園﹐
而家睇完覺得生活完全無目標﹐
日日係屋企發"ngau dau" 等開學....
溫哥華真係好悶.......... ahhhhhhhhHHhhhh

自從睇完流星花園
又開始鍾意打中文...

Went to the beach yesterday...
It was actually really fun......
barbequeing, walking out to the ocean, frisbee
all the normal beach stuff...
Ann and her new haircut.. she looks like a kid! heh
hmmm after beach we went to bubble tea...
had sesame.. my first time trying sesame...
wat should i say.. hmm at least it's better than wheat germ.
it was a tiring day...

DAmn, finally finished Meteor Shower...
I used to have a bad impression of F4...
but now I totally like them! haha
they each have a different personality ne...
道明寺 is very chlidish and kinda dumb..but he did some amazing stuff
花澤類 is very quiet, very weak, but wat can you say, he's 仔仔﹗
西門 is very 有風度... very gentlemen.. heh
美作 is very 有義氣.... treats friends very well...
damn I think I 中0左F4毒... haha
flowery foursome... hehe worst nickname ever...
父母唔爭氣﹐
搞到杉菜好慘tim!

8.27.2002

好頹廢0既生活....
I'm tired of Vancouver!

8.26.2002

Now I understand why Emily chose THAT part of 流星花園..
it's soooo sweet!
"只要你說不是﹐我就相信你。"
and the part where he said
"如果我還手﹐我就輸了"
ahhh.... me starting to like 道明寺 too.. noooo
but then I strongly dislike 杉菜...
soooo annoying! 拖拖拉拉, 又白痴...
makes me very mung jung.
IMPORTANT MESSAGE
to those of you who asked me to ask abt VRC membership,
and to those of you who wanted to join but never bothered to,
and to those of you who are still deciding whether to join or not,
the junior membership is FULL....
it's too bad isn't it....... hum.
Well Shao and Jim, u dun have to worry abt me buggin u anymore,
Jenny, you dun have to worry abt deciding whether to join or not,
and Jerry and Lar, you dun have to worry about joining at all...
cuz it's too late...

damn why isn't the 8th CD working.......

And WHY, why did my dad have to put my white pants in the dryer...
WHY??? WHY my white pants.. and why the dryer?????????
Shit....

Oh.. one more thing..
not that I'm cursing them,
but PG badminton team is going down...
and why was it that I cared so much abt it even tho I graduated?
Well I duno... I dun care anymore, since they dun even care abt it themselves


and I almost thought it was real......
I lost faith in myself and thought it was real...

8.25.2002

Bad posture, bad wrist bad everything!!
Too much arm, too little wrist!!
NOOOoooooo.........
it always looks so easy, but so hard to do...

Anyway, u can prolly guess wat I'm talkin abt... badminton..
went to play @ Richmond again today...
Played doubles with Jenny against Jerry and this other guy...
the thing is this other guy didn't know doubles strategies at all..
but we still lost.. very poorly.. T__T 5-15.. haha so sad...
well it's okay. My new serve works sometimes but not always,
and I keep forgettin wat Shum sir told me abt my wrong posture...
shoulders keep rising and neck keeps cocking and swing keeps stopping!
AhHH so bad!!!!!! BUT the good thing is I think I got my backhand back...
hahaha amazingly I got my backhand back...
Need more exercise..... seriously wanna play a lot more badminton!!!
After that we did somethin stupid...
we went on halfcourt cuz we thought it was our turn
and then these kids asked if they could play doubles w/ some other girls,
so we thought they wanted us to switch with these other ppl so we left,
and then these other ppl walked in and we're like.. WAT THE HELL!????
AH..... so stupid.. got kicked out!!!
And afterwards when we tried to REASon with them,
they were like, 'hey, it's none of our business!'...
and I got so pissed off I was like 'You kicked us out and u say its none of ur business?'
psh.. wat the hell!! Those kids!! hehe....
OH and that crazy smashing guy... wat the hell his smashes are super strong...
might be as strong as Alvin Lau smashes... crazy!!
Yah in the last 15 mins those kids gave us half court... heh psh..
they played doubles for 30 mins!! OH well.. we're nice.. hehe
Yah... after badmitnon, we went to Richmond Centre to get Toko a gift...
got her a bracelet to go with her necklace.. very good.. hehe
Aww... good luck in UT toko!!! Gonna miss u..
We had lunch (err... at 5!? hah) @ the food court,
and JENNY always laughed with NO reason!!!
hehe wat's so funny Jenny?? wat? wat?? hehehe
And also.. think of the KIDS IN AFRICA!!!
even tho I wasted my drink... haha OH well...
After that we went to drop off Toko's present and went home...
Went out to dinner with dad.. MMm.. congee.. very good.. heh
and now.. I cleaned up half my room.. actually I only cleaned up my bed. hah
and that took me almost an hour.. yah.. so... to clean up my whole room that'll take...
around a week? haha... damn.. soo messy.....
yah anyway... enough for today... in no mood to type anythin serious.. heh cya

You know wat..
I just did something reaally stupid...
I tipped over my cup,
and as it was dropping to the floor
all I did was cover my ears...
isn't that as stupid as 掩耳盜鈴???
Ah.......
good thing my cup didn't break.

*sigh*... and I THOUGHT I was her good friend....
"Heyheyhey!!"
"hihi!"
"How are you doin??"
"pretty good :-)"
"How's ur sis? Say hi to ur family for me!"
"sure :-)"
"........"
7 years of friendship and you give me this shit...
it's not like the smileys at the end of each sentence will change the fact that you're 敷衍-ing me.......
ai... 心淡....
I actually like a lot of David Tao's songs...
The "Sabishi 的我...." one...
and for now.... the David version of
你問我愛你有多深
我愛你有幾分...
soooo sweet...
a lot of his songs are directed towards girls.. hmm
let's see... Angel.Melody..Katrina.. haha any more?
David Tao.. is just as good as Jay Chou!

Today I woke up at 1:30 surprisingly... cuz of that stupid dream..
so I had a peaceful lunch...
went out at around 3:30 and picked up Nancy...
then did a lot of pointless stuff until we met with Jenny and Frank...
chatted for a bit.. and then we had curry rice for dinner...
mMm.. it was actually pretty good..
but the deep fried pork chop's givin me a sore throat.
After that we met up with Toko @ her place...
chatted even more... actually it was mostly her chatting and me listening..
heh it was still fun tho... listening to funny stuff and laughing @ Frank. hahah
Signed annuals, exchanged pictures, took pix... yah...wat else?
Ohhh... fortune telling cards... muhahahaha.....
Satoko and Frank.. future couple.. haha
Who farts the most? hehe we shall keep that a secret..
Who's the bitchiest? Wah me??? haha
From Frank's results we see that
Jenny's nicest but she'll betray him
I'm the bitchiest but I understand him the best
Satoko will lose contact with Frank but she's gonna go out with him...
hahaha... funny....
Yea.... in case I dun see you tomorrow, toko,
bye!! When u get to Toronto.. work hard, play hard.... and..
KEEP IN TOUCH!!!

Slight stomach ache from eating too many gam git tius..
hhaah so stupid.. but they're sooo good!!
Soo easily addicted...
hmmm....... HK.......... nooooooooooo
I'm thinkin of HK again...................
but seriously... if I never met new friends in HK...
if Stephanie and Tinya and I weren't good friends anymore..
HK is just a sucky place...
you guys made it great... hehe
and same in Vancouver....
Vancouver would be a sucky place without you guys my friends...
you guys made it... better than wat it was. hahaha
and I just wanna say... THANKS......... SO much......
for your tolerance... your kindness or watever....

I was readin Angel's diary again...
haha she is so right...
don't you just hate it when someone suddenly stops talking to u,
and u just wonder and wonder wat you did wrong...
and in the end, usually i go,
psh... you're not worth my wondering time...

8.24.2002

Had the weirdest dream....
me, Katie, Anna and Jenny were suspects for murderers...
so everyone was hunting for us...
and we had to buy stuff...
and ppl recognized us...
so the whole night I was tryin to hide and run away from ppl...
Chrsitine was in the dream too, she was helping us escape...
yah.. it was a really tense and deep dream....
I woke up and I was like..
'Whoa... wat was that?'

The slightly raised EQ I got from HK is wearing off...
arrrrrgh.... becoming short tempered again
I can only provide very short-term entertainment...
dun count on me....

I did the stupidest thing yesterday... ah....

Anyway... today..
woke up at 12 to go to lunch @ this place near downtown...
sooo nice... it was near this sea and the view was great...
had seafood linguine... mmMm.. sooo good.. all the mussels and clams..
and the escargots... ah.... soooo good.. hahah
anyway, after that I went to pick up my bro's glasses with him,
then I went home and slept again till 5:30 when Jenny called me..
*phew*.. haha good thing she called and woke me up...
so we went to badmitnon @ Richmond...
I was like 'I promise promise I won't be late this time!'
this time JEnny drove, and I made her late too... ><.. ai...
my bad bad BAD habit!!!
Anyway.. badminton was okay...
didn't get to play much and when we did, we had to play with weird ppl...
lost a lot of my skills.... and energy... and... accuracy... damn...
conclusion: I played really poorly.. *sigh*!
gotta regain my skills... maybe @ Thompson on Sunday.. hah.. ><
Spot that Janice hit me 2 years ago started hurting when I played... sucks!
Why wouldn't old memories and injuries just go away...
Kinda missing VRC and HK training.... wanna join but have no $ or job... ><
and then I joined membership but there really isn't ppl to play with...
Aww nooo...
anyway.. after badmitnon we went to Jerry's house to sit for a while...
STupid abs thing!! haha it DOESN'T WORK At all!! SUe them!! hehe
And after that... swimming... heh.... swam wat... 3? 4 laps?
and then went to the jacucci... and back to swim pool...
damn my muscles near my arm pit hurts SO bad...
felt like my arm was gonna fall off.. hehe but it was fun...
and my lungs feel clean.. after swimming. hehe
damn... need to swim like... regularly..
so I'll build a good endurance and arm and leg energy.
Haha Jerry was the only guy so he was tortured by me and Jenny.. heh
Met Mike and Kent and Tomoki and Annie there.. heh kinda funny...
Yah anyway, after that we went to Fukuroku (not fuckaroku) for dinner.. hehe
irresistable temptations! Sushis... mMm... we had two plates in the end...
I had beef udon.. and shared unagi tempura roll w/ Jenny...
mMmm.. haha Jerry so nosy! hehe kept asking Jenny questions...
And... Jerry.... innocent???????? hahahahaha......
and first kiss... I thought he said pig word...
Yes... so Jenny... ah I'll pretend I duno anythin. hehe
caught sooo many planes today... I have like... 526 now.. hehee...
more than half way through already...
*yawn*... so tired today.....

Christine leaving 25th
Satoko leaving 26th
Katie leaving Sep 1st
Anna leaving Sep 2nd
Frank leaving... duno when...
aww.. why are all my friends leaving me???
You guys.. I wish you all the best.... the VERY best....
and... dun forget me! T__T...

Things I forgot from yesterday:
New abbreviations:
Probably = Prolly
Remember = reamber

8.23.2002

Damn I was lazy again yesterday...
anyway, so @ night I went to get a drink w/ Jenny, Jim, Emily and Jerry...
@ this really nice place in Richmond...
but got this kinda nasty chocolate wheat germ drink... ugh.. hehe
we played cards.. slap jack...
and... yah... card tricks!! hgehe tricks that didn't work...
can't really remember wat we did... hmmm....

Anyway, today I went out with Christine, Katie and Jenny...
got food @ Parker, took some pix, met Christine @ Yaohan, walk around,
go get ice-cream, then some MORE pix.. hehe
then dinner @ the place.... mMMm.... beef and chicken.. hehe
Then after that, one free hour of karaoke.. hehee...
Doremi... AMAZINGLY has really new songs... OMG!!
All the Miriam songs in her M vs M first half.. soooo good!!!!
And... some other songs.. hehehe OH and they have
Can't help falling in love by F4 too!! soooo good.. hehehe
yah.. after that I went to Emily's for a while...
That peeing doll.. hahaha
we played this card game called 'King'...
haha funny moments.. lemme see..
Jenny writing her name with her ass...
Me yelling 'HA HA HA! I'm a stupid pumpkin!" and being a chair
Jim going in the room saying 'Annie, I'm a pighead! Please punch me 5 times!'
Emily and her really, really evil laughs when she has evil ideas,
Jerry and his dance and his 'ahhh"s...
heh... yah....
and I think Katie was right...
we all matured (except for a few ppl which I won't name) during this summer....
at least I can feel myself changing....
that's right..a lot of views and priority changes....
hmm yah. heh

NOOOOOooooooo my gum gat tiu!!!!
They are all 'fart mo'!!!!!!!!!!!! T________T
GImme my gum gat tiu!!!!!! ><...

8.21.2002

Was lazy yesterday and didn't update... heh
didn't do much anyway.. slept till 4PM...
OH... there's this MUST WATCH VCD...
Chin yuu chin chum... super good...... SUPER SUPER good! heh
I like the faceless ghost the best....
he was so innocent it learnt bad things from the bathing place....
In search for fame and popularity he created a lot of money...
but in the end he was still unsatisfied...
cuz even tho he had lots of ppl following him around,
even tho he could make unlimited money,
he was still lonely inside.... aw.... hehe
he's so cute tho... and the girl..I like her too.
The producer's pretty amazing...
the characters the plot, the whole story was amazing...
Yah anyway...
watched another movie at night...
'Tung gui mud yao'..
that was okay... not as good compared to the first one I watched..
not as good as 'my left eye sees ghost' either...
the only good thing is it has Leung chiu wai in it...
Somehow I managed to sleep at 4AM again... damn...

Today...
went to have lunch with dad and then I got new glasses..
hehe I spent like an hour choosing glasses...
the new style is... plastic!? But I didn't like it.. hehe
I picked a weird half framed gucci frame.. hehehe so weird...
but new glasses.. new change.. new me.. hehe
Then I went to Jenny's to get our cars washed..
yayy... now my Beetle is as good as new.. hehe
except for the towel bits that got stuck on the car but that's alright.
Hmm.. Jenny, Jim, Jason, Jerry, Joseph...
how come soo many badminton friends have names starting with J?
anyway yah that just popped into my head...
going out for drink tonight... hmmm... yes...

I was gettin used to the boring life here in Van,
until Lar sent me a msg saying they need Shum Sir's phone to book court...
NOooooooo......... and now I'm like......
I wanna go bak to HK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T___T

8.20.2002

Lalalalala...
back to good old boring days.. hehe

Have that David Tao song stuck in my head...
"Melody... blah blah blah..."
and now, the
"ye ye pao de cha, you yi zhong wei jiao zuo jia.... "

Nothing really excites me here....
HK!!! I need more flow and speed and stimulation!!
hehe... damn.... Canada makes me feel lazy....

Got most of my UBC stuff done today...
Got the scholarships done, got my parking permit,
and now I only have to pay my tuition..
thanks JEnny for driving us around campus.. hehe
IT was funny today... walking through "forests" and construction sites...
not knowing our way and getting lost... hhaa
Then there was this guy @ the information centre who was really nice,
and he kept giving us maps and coupons.. hehe
We went to the arcade and took some pics,
but I look blurry in both of the cards! T__T.. hehe
I think the machine doesn't like me.. OH well.
Then i got an ice-cream cone... and we went to Richmond w/ Winnie..
Had dinner @ Suishaya... it was okay..
hehe Hendra and his rubber soba.. hahaha
Winnie and her multi-chopsticks holder...
Not as many explosions as yesterday drinking milk tea... heh
then we went to take some sticker pics...
and then we went to Chapters....
and then to get ice-cream...
and then to Emily's house...
hehe Emily's funny....
Funny moments:
@ Bookstore:
--Me: "Look at this book, How to be a successful dog....
*thinks for a while*... hmm too bad none of us are dogs."
@ Icecream place:
All: "you didn't say UNO!"
And.. never stopping games...
@ Emilay's
--Emily: "I put the glue on like "guji guji"..."
--Emily: "(Hendra: use the paint rollers) No, that's 'guru guru'..."
--Jenny: "Put ur puzzle in a corner that won't get vaccumed"
Emily: "Then after 20 years the puzzle would turn black!"
yah I can't remember any more... gettin old... heh
So weird.. those are funny but not enough to make me tear...

8.18.2002

OKay I'm late AGAIN today...
DAMN............. always late...
stupid me always can't stop being late!!!
NOooooo I really gotta fix this soon.....

Anyway... today...
I was late to badminton...
actually I was initially only around 5 mins late..
but then I tried a new route (Oak bridge... I usually go on Granville)
and I got lost... T__T haha so stupid...
then somehow I found my way to Landsdowne Mall,
but I turned the wrong way on #3 and didn't realize it until I was @ Capstan...
so I had to turn left, and then it led me to this weird road that led to #2 Rd...
and then I like... was so screwed... hha went all the way back to Richmond Centre,
met Jim, Jenny and Joseph (wat the hell!? 3 J's!? haha) and went to badminton place...
luckily there were still spaces.... and we played for a while...
it was pretty fun except the spot that I got hit by Janice started to hurt...
and I had to get used to plastic birdies again....
and Jenny and I were playing again two hard smashers, Jim and Joseph...
they're crazy man.. especially Jim.. hahaha his smashes are SO strong but no aim...
Yah anyway... I still gotta fix my clear and smash position... so I can avoid pulling muscles..
OH yah.. saw sooo many ppl @ Thompson....
Antina... Jackie... Brenda... hmm yah that's it.. hehe
Damn I miss badminton in HK... T__T
they weren't as good as players here, but they had better courts and air-conditoning there...
Ai.. and my dangerous driving.... I'd rather go by MTR or KCR now...
but unfortunately there's only skytrain here which is a very sucky way of transportation...
I almost hit a motorcycle when I came cuz it was so far away so I thought I could cut lanes,
but it was going so fast and when I cut lanes he always hit me...
So stupid!!! It was HIS fault going so fast and he fingered me.. psh....
and then... I was left turning @ continental but I didn't see this car coming...
I didn't see it until after I started turning... yah so I got a honk... haha
damn... I dun wanna drive anymore.
Next time I should get a ride from someone so I won't be dangerous and can avoid being late!
Heh so smart, Roz! hehehe
After badminton we went to this bubble tea place...
had this nasty drink... ugh.... didn't wanna finish it... hehe
It was kinda awkward tho... like.. nobody was really talking except for me, Jenny and Jim...
and then Jerry cut his hand with this crumpled $5 bill.. hahaha
and it didn't stop bleeding for like 10 mins! hahaha...
Felt pukey after the drink... went to Yaohan and lost half my fishbone head... T__T
haha it was like my second day using it too and it broke... (*sigh*... wat can u expect.. it was $2)
Excellent... I filled up my gas, bought stuff I needed from LD and deposited the check...
very nice. Now that I've got everything set, I can lay back and not do anything.. hehehe

It feels different.. hmm after I came back...
it's a good change tho. haha....
feels better.......

8.17.2002

Tryin to fix jet lag...
wat am I doing up @ 3 am?? haha

Mmm.. chocolate....
damn I miss HK.......
everything I see reminds me of HK now..
even the chocolate I eat
(cuz I bought them in HK) T__T...

Black market UBC! hahahah

went to UBC for nothing tim...
haha so dumb.. forgot to bring stuff...
then I went to badminton for nothing..
haha so dumb.. I was late.. AGAIN..
ahhh didn't I say I'll never be late again?
*sigh*... damn! I should leave 15 minutes early from now on.

kinda sleepy.. hmmm..
sleeping now.....

8.16.2002

無感動0既重逢,
亦無傷心0既離別,
一切一切就好似無發生過0甘...
0甘幾好0丫...
最少唔會唔捨得...
好瀟灑0甘乾乾脆脆走0左去
感情自己感覺到﹐
自己知就得啦.

I wanna go bak to HK!!
NOooooooooo.......
felt stupid when I got on the plane,
and was still talkin abt going bak to HK..
haha the plane trip was pretty fun tho...
sooooooooo many ppl on the same plane!
Me, Jenny (both lee and law), Joseph, Karen Chan,
and we met this kid that sat next to me who lived in Edmonton..
haha he taught me so many card tricks!
Now I need more practice.. hehe
ah he was a funny kid.. hahaha Andy...
all the "ngau yuk gon" and :yau yuu see"... such a waste! heh
Jenny (law) was right... haha I dun talk to strangers often,
but I will in two conditions:
when the person starts the conversation, or
when the person is younger than me or is female...
damn.. bent the poster on the plane! ahhh...
Oh well... Jay Chou.. woooh.. hehe
okay.. I'm not really making sense here...
probably cuz I only slept 1 hour on the 12 hour flight..
and then I slept through the whole afternoon..
and now I have jet lag @ 3:30 AM and can't sleep...
and.. yah.. I duno wat I'm doing. heh

8.14.2002

DAMN YOU man Blogger...
erased my whole paragraph.. T___T... ARRGghh!!
ALWAYS, ALWAYS erase my stuff when I didn't save....

I DUn wanna leave!!! NOooo...
I dun wanna leave cuz I might not see ppl in HK again,
but then I know for sure I'm gonna see my friends in Van...
it goes the same the other way round I guess...
dim gong ne...
what we don't have, is what we'd want the most..
and, it sucks to lose something you thought you had a grasp on.

I got my racquet restrung with lightblue strings! hehe..
it's supposed to be lightblue but it's kinda purplish..Oh well..
I got a badminton bag too! hehe a black yonex one...
I wanted this lightblue one but that's a tennis bag and it's too small to fit my shoes in..
That's why, I got this which is EXACTLY like yours, LAR! haha...
Yah... damn I'm gonna miss Hong Kong...
seriously, I'm not too eager to see my friends in Van...
(okay u guys can punch me if u want when u see me.. hehe)
damn... stupid Lar, always punching me SO hard!!

I'm gonna miss my life in HK...
so free... so fun... so busy... so entertaining...
convenient MTR and KCRs that bring me anywhere I wanna go..
and those cheap Karaokes!! And comics!! And CLOTHES!!
And I'm gonna miss STEPH the most... *sigh*
and then there's Tin, Angel and them badmitnon buddies,
my mom (she's comin bak this december tho heh),
soo many ppl to miss!! T__T
If I could I wanna stay in HK for one more week.. or actually two weeks...
and wat would I do? Stay home... watch TV.. do nothing..
DAMN and that reminded me that I forgot to watch One Piece... today.. T__T
no more chance to watch it...
Yah... HK is a great place just doing nothing....
afterall it's my birthplace... hahaha
(sounds like I'm tryin to sell HK... hehe reminds me of this song:
*Kowloon... Kowloon hong Kong.. we love Hong Kong..
that's the place for you~~~~*)

8.12.2002

DAMNIT! Stupid me!!
I awoke at the best part of my dream... T__T
Okay I dreamt that I had badminton training,
and we were having our own tournament thing...
and then somehow this OTHER coach told me to go play Shum sir,
so I went and played him half a game..
I was losing by like... a half of his score...
and then something happened then we stopped playing (I forgot wat)...
and then when the thing ended,
I wanted to resume the game with Shum sir
but then I WOKE UP!! AHHhhhh stupid... STUPID!!!!
I wanna play..... ><.. at least I can play in my dreams...
why'd I wake up?????? Grrr....

At this time of the day,
many ppl I know are online...
but how many do I actually talk to???
Anyway,
here's a msg to all my badminton buds (HK)
Lar: See you in Van! I'll drive u around.. heh
Angel: remember my never drying hair ar! haha and I'll miss u la.. ><
Shum sir: Owe u so very much, but it's not like ur gonna read this so it's okay. haha
Nic: Thanks for the ice-cream... I'll remember that!!! repay you in the future. heh
Jeff: Stop inching Phyllis la... OH yea, you won't be reading this either. heheh
Phyllis: Funny in a weird way girl! Keep up ur humor!! hehe
Andy: weird guy that no one had contact with... er... cya
Calvin: Very annoying kid! haha but then I BEAT U, NANANANANA.. haha
Pui Hung: Very quiet kid... and very impressive badmtinon skills! haha damn i'm jealous...
Girl: sorry... always forget your name tim....
Ahhhhh it's been so fun!!!! Miss u all.... T__T
My right wrist hurts....
the pain's been recurring since Janice accidentally hit me with her racquet 2 years ago.. T__T
Ah this sucks... my wrist hurts whenever I bend it...
AND sometimes the pain moves on to my lower thumb... ahhhH!!!

Fun day... heh,
I woke up and went to have lunch with my mom and her friend...
it was actually pretty boring,
but the restuarant had interesting dim sum... hehe
I tried "mexican pork bun"... and "apple pork bun"..
haha they tasted pretty good...
After that, I went back to MK and got Jay Chou's poster... hehehe...
then I met up with Angel in Shatin and watched "Juet sai ho B" together...
it was pretty good.. pretty funny.... just for laughs movie. heh
OHOH, and Louis Koo... still very very cute. heh
Then I had to go to the washroom,
and I think the washroom hates me...
we were lining up for different washrooms,
and ALL the ppl that came after me has gone in already...
but I was still waiting.. T__T stupid toilet!!
After that we met up with Lar and walked around...
went to Muji, Popular, etc...
haha the bag of unwanted chips we bought from Muji.. damnit!!
How come u guys gave it to ME in the end... haha
do I look like I'm gonna finish it!?
Damn, I do.. haha cuz I dun wanna be 'jit dor'.... hahaha
remember, if u waste food you will 'jit dor'!! So dun waste food! hehe
shopped a bit and I bought a drunken dog!! hehe it's soo cute
then we met up with Nic and Jeff and Shum sir
had dinner at the ramen place that uses real displays.. heh
we all had cha-shu ramen except for Shumsir, who had beef...
it was kinda awkward in the beginning but it turned out all good.. ahha
Thanks Shum sir for treating us to dinner! haha...
damn... owe him so much now, all the rides and now a dinner...
he's really the nicest coach... ever!!
Then we took some pics... took a card...
it was really funny... haha me walkin up to that group of ppl and asking
"Um, excuse me, how many cards are you guys gonna take?"
cuz they already took two.. hehe
Yah I know, bravery man! hehe...
The card was so weird... everyone looked weird ESPECIALLY shum sir..
haha him and his weird pose.... and then Jeff's hair looked like a cap 'cup juu' his head.. heh
and Nic had a 'patpat' chin... I had a weird expression...
Lar and Angel looked the most normal... hahaha u guys should've done somethin funny!!
After that Shum sir left, and Nic treated us to Haagen DAAZ icecream!!!
haha Thanks nic....soooo rich!! hehe ice-cream was good... mMmm...
after ice-cream we went to look for posters... but couldn't find the one I'm looking for...
yah, and so we went home...
and I bet I'll never see Jeff or Nic or Shum sir again.. T__T so sad....
OH yah.. and there's those forgotten ppl.. Phyllis and Andy... and those kids..
heh bye guys.... it's been nice knowing u all....

Oh yea, Lar, I'll take u out to bubbletea w/ my beetle!
But "I'm NOT gonna let u drive my car!" heheh...

First time I felt out of place....
I bet Shum sir was feelin the same tho...
hmmmm not good at dealin w/ people.

Dun wanna go bak to Van!!
Only 2 days left.. T___T
it feels like summer's gonna end soon if I go back...
and it is... *sigh* damnit!!!
HK.. my home!!!
I actually dun feel patriotic to any particular country...
it's just.. where I am, where I've adjusted to, is my home....
HAte adjusting... aish.

8.11.2002

"What the world needs now
is love, sweet love,
it's the only thing that there's just too little of...."

Mmm... HK commercials...
I love watching HK commercials.

Watched "my left eye sees ghosts" last night...
I thought it was really good... really touching.
The storyline was good... the twists and all the surprises...
What I've learnt from the movie is...
What we're looking for is already there....
We just gotta appreciate it....
cuz if we don't, we'll regret after we lose it...
Yes.... it was touching when
the woman told Sammi that she had cancer and only 3 months left,
Sammi was crying....
and Lau Ching Wan was watching her and crying from behind the window
and it was touching when
Sammi suicide and her husband wrote in her hand 'Woot ha hui'
and it was touching when
all the dead plants grew into sunflowers the next day...
it was probably her husband's spirit... to cheer her up.
AhhhH!! It's a pretty good movie....

Today I spent my day with mom again.. hehe
I love shopping with my mom..
Spent the whole day in Causeway Bay but I didn't buy much.
We got Goldie a bone present, we took a picture together,
we had Haagen Daaz ice-cream, went to Park n' shop,
and went home and watched Ms HK Pageant...
I wish I can spend everyday like this....
just spending time with my mom doing watever.

Miss HK Pageant!!
Bao larng!!
OMG.... haha the first place was relatively ugly...
Second place was the only good choice,
Third place didn't deserve third place at all...
AND, #20 didn't even get second runner's up...
she should've gotten third...
and #2 was smart but she didn't even get into top 5...
the adjudicators are so weird.. hmmm....
Yah anyway, I dislike E-kids...
all so ugly and think they're cute... *barf*

8.10.2002

Since I went to bowling last week,
my right forearm's been hurting like crazy...
owwww..... stupid bowling!
I'll never go bowling again... for now... hah

I allowed myself to be lazy yesterday...
lunch with Jessica was surprisingly happy...
she was still like how she used to be.. hehe,
we had lots to talk...
sor yi wah le...
jo friend hai gong goh sum...
mo lun dim dou hou,
yau sum jau yat ding hor yi wai chi dou.
OKay excuse me for being lazy and not typing chinese...
Yea it was really fun.... and she was really nice.... ah.... ho gum dong.
Anyway, after lunch I went to Tinya's..
Spent the rest of the day with her, Jacky and Chantelle...
and that, was surprisingly fun too...
we turned off all the lights and told ghost stories... in the afternoon hah
we watched "ga gor yau chin yan" -> Marry a rich man...
that was quite entertaining...
then we went to take sticker pix... hehe
that was pretty fun, except Tin and her sis got into an arguement..
OH wellz.. siblings.. I totally understand. hah
then we watched this Jap VCD...
it's my second time watching it but I still love it... sooo much...
very meaningful.... very sad.... very touching... ><
After that we talked and talked until 6AM in the morning...
well half of wat we talked abt were gossips but hey...
how else can we spend that much time talking? hah...
Yes...thankyou Jessica, Tinya, Jacky and Chantelle....
really nice havin u guys as my friends.

Oh yea... back to bein lazy...
yesterday I didn't do some stuff I should've done...
and then I didn't update my blog...
I didn't change when i slept,
I didn't wash my hair when i should've,
yea.. blah blah blah.. stuff like tat..
but today...
I went shoppin with my mom again. heh...
finally bought a pair of converse... heehe...
bought 2 CDs... Jordan Chan and David Tao...
pretty good pretty good...
Dun wanna type anymore cuz right arm REALLY hurting... ciao

8.08.2002

OW damn..
I think I'm getting punished for being late today...
toothache..... T__T

I feel so so bad...
late for 2 hours....
I didn't even go out anymore cuz my friends were leaving..
AHhhh I'm sooooooo sorry!!!!!
My excuse is
"I didn't hear my watch ring cuz my mom took the alarm clock and I stayed up till 3:30 last nite"..
not very legitimate eh??
Damn I can't even forgive myself...
and there won't be anymore chance to see them b4 I leave... ><..
this really sucks.... *sigh*...

Spent half the day with Jenny (Law)...
we watched The Touch...
it was okay.. I heard that it was really boring,
but it wasn't as bad... the graphics are pretty good,
and the storyline's okay... the jit jau is pretty fast,
and it wasn't boring la... too bad it was kinda short...
would be better if they described more about the sister+brother relationship,
and their family heritage thing...
OH, and they didn't even tell us wat the Sherira was for...
they just gave it to the monks, the monks got happy, and that's it...
the girl that died should've died, and it was the bro's fault...
he should never have brought his fiance with him...
the girl can do nothing but to cause him trouble.
right... well yea anyway, it's a pretty good movie.

went to shop around with jenny after the movie...
didn't buy much... I had to buy KCR ticket bak cuz my Bat dat tung went into negatives...
sucks.. I'm totally broke now....

Just so I won't forget, I also have to get:
dad & bro's man utd shirts,
converse sneakers,
UBC books...
yea that's it for now.

8.07.2002

OKay I'm SORRY lar.. haha
forgot to include u and ur crazy stuff yesterday...
And yea.. Stuart didn't marry the bird and have deformed kids! haha...
And u misread the T-shirt.. it doesn't say wat u were thinkin of... haha
u have a nasty sick sick mind!
And u see, it's NORMAL that I didn't knwo wat those vocabs are,
cuz you were the only one who knew wat a thong was (excluding me)..
haha and Angel's just as innocent and confused as I were....
And the taxi thing... somehow I couldn't pronounce any word so I just went
"nngg!! Ngg!! NGG!!" and the taxi was THAT close to hitting Lar... haha
saved ur life man! Now u owe me one!! hehe
And Angel too.. at the KCR remember!? U owe me one too! muhahaa..
and Yea... Angel I'll miss u guys too...
It's so unfair! U guys in HK only have 2 ppl to miss...
me and Lar have 7!! haha... this sucks
OH don't forget to show off ur muscles next time... haha

I got the watch I wanted yesterday! Woohoo.. hehe
I'm soo happy..
I LUV MY WATCH! heee....

Today I went to Times Square w/ Jenny and Winnie..
went shopping there....
remember:
"yo this is the shirt I want, lemme show u,
wat the, why is it sleeveless?
*gasp* why is it a dress?????"
haha.... that was crazy.... I want my polo shirt! hehe..
and
"why do you guys laugh when I cut myself?"
hehe... yea... afterwards Winnie ditched us for her "stuff"
and Jenny and I went to Mong Kok.. heeh..
The crazy saleslady in Bonjour
(who would name a shop Bonjour anyway? hah)
... she's sooo persuasive..
now I totally believe that I need all those for my poor poor skin... haha
I'm brainwashed!! NOOoo I'm brainwashed!!!
And we were two steps away from Macdonalds.... haha if only....
Thanks Jenny for treating me to the hamburger.. hehee... I was so poor.. T__T
Then we went to Esprit... did more shopping...
actually it was only me.. Jenny didn't find anything she want...
Ohhh and there was a cute sales in Esprit!!! So cute!! hehee..
and we saw two cute guys in Causeway Bay too.. heh
Oh and not to mention the cute-from-behind guy in the MTR..
haha wow we saw a lot of cute guys today! hehe...
Got nagged by my mom when I got home for gettin the eye thing..
haha well... watever we'll see if it works. hehe
F4!!! Jaijai soooo cute!! CUteness... haha soooo cute!!!!!
and somehow, the guy doesn't seem as ugly in the show.. heh
Tried on all these stuff tonight... hahaa so much stuff!
I got brainwashed by all these commercials and crazy saleslady..
now I have 3 face washing thing, 2 moisturizers, 1 eye cream, 1 prescription medicine, 1 toner, 2 kinds of masks
yea.. I think that's it... but I'm so tempted to get more..
haha wanna try all the different brands.

I brought $20 out and I ended up spending around $800..
how can that be!?
My emergency money.. hahahaha....

Okay... I will stop spending from now on....
I will.. I will... I will try....

What I still need to get:
shoes
Badminton bag
Bag
Backpack
Cdplayer remote
Boa poster for my friend
Jay Chou poster cuz I want it
More VCDs
More CDs
More comics
CD from Prince Edward Station
Sunglasses (if I see one that I like)
birdies (if I can fit them into my suitcase)..
yea.... hmm no cellphone and no new racket... ^^

8.06.2002

Funny happenings from yesterday:
The hilarious comical move by Steph on the train...
couldn't stop laughing..
tear-me-to-death level : X_X X_X X_X X_X
Going to desert store to drink WATER
tear-me-to-death level: X_X X_X X_X
and from previous experience,
Steph asking who that is and me telling her it's a janitor
tear-me-to-death level: X_X X_X X_X X_X
umm.. yah that's all I can remember for now...
thankyou Steph... haha you're the greatest friend...
thankyou for providing me with these once in a laugh time experience... hahaha...
this is crazy... they all seem to happen in the KCR too. heh

Slept over @ Steph's last night..
okay we were stupid...
we didn't hear the alarm and didn't wake up in time
so we didn't do anything in the morning at all...
so the sleepover was really just a sleepover.. hah
and consequently I was late to meet my friends @ Festive Walk..
heh sorry guys.
We watched Stuart Little 2... hmmm
I didn't really wanna watch it,
but after watching it I guess it's good relaxation...
haha good escape from real life...
both the mouse and the bird were soooo cute...
and the story line... very predictable but still kinda cool... haha
after that we spent a long long time deciding wat to do,
and we went bowling..
Nic and Jeff.. crazy bowlers.... three strikes in a row? CRAZY!
Me... didn't even get pass 100... T__T I suck!!
After that we just went home...

hmmm....
once in a while,
I feel like my existence is so tiny,
so small that it's almost unnoticeable....
so I just lay back and blend in with the rest of the dust...
by the end,
I can't even tell myself from others anymore...
Lost my originality... my uniqueness...
lost who I am...

Why is it that everytime ppl say they'll call back,
they never do?
Hmm.. i should shut up cuz I do that too. hehe

Leaving in almost a week....
*sigh* it always seems so long b4 I leave
and then it suddenly seems so short when I get there...
Once I adapt to something I dun wanna change anymore...
ah... adapting is very tiring....
it is very tiring indeed....

8.05.2002

Record time: 6.5 hours
oh my god!!!
6.5 hours of wat?? Guess....

Spent the day with Steph...
heheee.... fun fun day..
but wat I did with her is a secret... muhaahah..
unless u guess it right, of course. heh

Typhoon #1 signal still on.. hmmm dayum!

Watched 'Not another teen movie'
it was sick, but not as sick as "scary movies 2"..
yah.... well... watch it if ur REALLY bored...
it's waaay worse than American Pie...

Right now I'm sleeping over @ Steph's...
hmmm.... yah.. aside from having dinner we didn't do much lor.. hah...
hmmm.... cya tomorrow.

8.04.2002

Larm sik sung sei luen ending...
did the guy die?? DID he??
damnit.. the bet thing kinda ruined the whole ending,
cuz by the end I was just wanting to know whether the guy died or not...
And stupid TV!! Who would have a preview with the ending in it!?!?
*sigh*.. stupid preview... there's like.. no surprise anymore... suckss!!!
But still.. it was very very sad as expected T___T

Scar on my forehead! T___T
it will go away... I hope.. haha

rain, rain, go away,
come again another day!!

Today was my 'black' day...
wat I'm looking for is exactly wat they don't have.. *sigh*
STupid watch!! I WANt my watch!!! AHhhh!!!
and very inchy hawker woman...
psh... ignore me.. I got the book from another store, cuz YOU SUCK!!! =p

anticipating...

my fear of phoning ppl......
ack!!
(or just an excuse for being lazy.. haha)

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8.03.2002

Was talking to Andy and came up with this idea...
why do they have cute girl flight attendants
but never cute guy flight attendants!?
From now on they should have both
hung jeh & hung jai...
muhahaha... *drool*.... right. hehe

Went shopping today...
and when I came back, it was POURING rain!!
shit... haha I got all wet, and I was wearing my NEW jeans.. T__T
IT's okay.,. haha kinda fun to get soaked once in a while...
Typhoon signal #1 on today and probably will get worse tomorrow...
ah.. nooo.. my plan to go shop MORE.... ><

One piece, Shaman King and Naruto got licensed!!!
@I#&(*&##&!! T___T
so sad..so sad... no more free online comics!!!
NOw I have to bUY the comics... *sigh* this really sucks!!
I only have #24 tho.. and I've read up to #19..
so... I should get 5?? This sucks..
I'm gonna want the whole set if I get those....

Finally figured out how to use mIRC properly..
muhahaha.. free comics....

meeting all the badminton ppl here on wednesday..
kinda lookin forward to it,
cuz we probably won't ever see each other again after that day....
Plus I feel so bad for taking advantage of Shum sir
so I've decided to force everyone to treat Shum sir to lunch with me. hahahaha..
excellent....

"Larm sik sung sei luen"...
getting sooo sad!! T____T...
almost couldn't control myself....

Got my headphones!! Yay.. hehe
got cheap ones... watever... haha they're just headphones..
they look good tho. haha... just as long as they look good. hehe

8.02.2002

waiting waiting...
but then I doubt that what I'm waiting for will even appear...

Went to Marn war jeen with Steph today...
it was really fun..
would be perfect,
except I really wanted this comic called 'Angel Hair'..
it's abt this old legend and fairies and stuff...
but I'm thinking maybe there's brief nudity it's rated 18...
When I was paying for the comics that girl was like..
"do u have ID?"
I was like "yea"
she was like "You're not 18"
so I argued "but I'm born in 1984!"
and she was like "but you're born in October..."
damn her!!!!
Damnit... so pissed off.. I want that comic!!!
Yea aside from that it was pretty fun...
saw this show where ppl dressed up as anime characters...
it was HILARIOUS.... hahahaha.....
but I feel proud of those competitors... haha
where the hell did they find the courage to dress up like this and go enter the competition?
It's crazy.. haha
Steph stopped me from spending money so I ended up spending.. around $80..
Then Steph and I met Karen and Jenny...
had tea and Kirstin came...
it was kinda cool seeing Karen and Jenny again,
but the atmosphere was kinda awkward..
actually it was VERY awkward..... ah....
it would probably be better if I ONLY went out with Karen...
but that's not possible cuz she's leaving on Saturday.
Oh wellz.... that's life...
ppl meet, ppl leave, ppl forget
and then b4 we know it, we'll never see each other again...*sigh*
went shopping with Steph and Eric joined us later...
Bought this really funny glow in the dark bone T-shirt..
hehe I'll wear it at night sometime... heheheee..
Eric looks totally different I thought...
well anyway... still....
I think 2 ppl is better than 3 cuz sometimes it gets a bit awkward..
but tis okay.....
itz all good......

Very very sad night...
"Larm sik sung sei luen" so sad...
The girl and guy is sad enough...
the guy's girlfriend makes me mad...
and the golfer.. *sigh* feel so sorry for him
cuz he always pretend to be the bad guy but in fact he's trying to help the girl...
Ending in 2 days....
girl's gonna die... *sigh* why??
Who wrote the script???
The author.... pay me back my tears!!!
Then I was reading another comic...
unexpectedly good and kinda touching....

Funny author name..
"Yau yuu juu" = there's pork?
haha.. interesting...

8.01.2002

damnIt... stupid blogger erased my stuff...
good thing I only typed a paragraph...

Watched "The Irresistable Piggies" last night..
two things I have to say about it...
Firstly..
the movie itself is really funny and entertaining...
second..
Fung Duck Lun is sooooooo cute!! QUUuuute!!!

Went shopping with my mom again today...
bought some clothes that I dun think I'll ever wear.. hmmm
I think I need a change... haha
but I dun have the confidence or courage to.

Very nice..
"Larm sik sung sei luen"...
the girl's gonna die!! T__T....
and stupid girlfriend of the brother... she's so selfish...
And the golfer... ah... still so cute....

Damnit... no badminton tomorrow... *sigH*
I wanna play tho...
I wanna play.... wanna play... NOW!!!!

thinkin abt it,
how come I never got a ride from Calvin!!?!?
hmmm... probably cuz I never asked...
then why'd I ask Shum sir?
Oh I know... cuz Larissa suggested it.. haha...
very smart...

Time's passing so damn fast!
We're already 1/2 through our summer...
I kinda want time to stop last week...
I can spend my whole life repeating wat I did last week.. heh
badminton, shopping, hanging out, spending $... ah...
that's life man.. haha