WOOHoo..
so happy when I got Steph's letter...
she sent me her pic too.. haha
but she still looks the same...
very, very sleepy right now....
but... wet hair...........
High jump...
I think I improved.. a bit..
hehe it's so fun tho...
it's just like badminton,
you can't play it everyday because there's no facilities,
so you just gotta treasure everytime u get to practice..
so tempting...
Watched the video we took on prom night today..
soo funny....
but is that all I'm gonna remember about prom!?
Beach... fun.....
frisbee... fun.....
walking in water... fun...
playing soccer... fun...
digging a hole and burying Ann.... fun...
scratching my feet... not fun...
mel stepping into a hole and got herself wet... not fun...
sharp rocks and crab poo in water... not fun...
stomach pain...
ahhhHHHHhh...
4.29.2002
Wow everyone's so nice today!!
everything is still wonderful... =)
Itz the power of summer!!
Letourneau's haircut gives me an impression of...
chubby chicken...
I'm starting to feel bad abt saying this abt her,
but Hey, wat's so bad abt Chubby chicken?
It's chubby, it's cute and it's yummy.... mmMm.. A&W...
Everything went unexpectedly well today..
english easy quiz, I wrote an okay response,
info tech we got the problem solved,
had lunch with Rosemary and Rainy and got our dance tickets,
Physics was boring but it was easy,
Calc just another pointless review period..
I didn't forget my chiropracter appointment,
and there was no band tonight and I found out like 1 min b4 I was abt to leave!
I can't say it's a lucky or happy day today,
but everything just went very smooth......
and I like it... hahah
I duno why,
but it took me a lot of courage to apologize today.
High jump tomorrow!!
No I'm not gonna give up easily this time!
There probably won't be a chance for me to jump anymore once i get into U...
Stopped myself from having Macdonalds today...
perfect skin!!
Aiming for perfect skin!!
I see it.. so, so, so far away.....
all I can blame is myself for being rebellious...
my mom told me not to eat that many potato chips like 5 years ago..
I wanted to prove her wrong so I ate a lot...
NOooo... stupid!!! Wanted to go back to grade 8 and slap myself.
there are some things that, I believe, is better to say in person...
anything said through icq or E-mail is too emotionless
afterall, computers can't do everything for us....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I KNEW IT....
I KNEW SOMEthing bad would happen....
but WHY.............. T__T
I accidentally deleted all my Kanekoken pix.....
150 of them... AHhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I never empty the recycle bin..
but WHY today!?!??! WHY!???????????????????????
everything is still wonderful... =)
Itz the power of summer!!
Letourneau's haircut gives me an impression of...
chubby chicken...
I'm starting to feel bad abt saying this abt her,
but Hey, wat's so bad abt Chubby chicken?
It's chubby, it's cute and it's yummy.... mmMm.. A&W...
Everything went unexpectedly well today..
english easy quiz, I wrote an okay response,
info tech we got the problem solved,
had lunch with Rosemary and Rainy and got our dance tickets,
Physics was boring but it was easy,
Calc just another pointless review period..
I didn't forget my chiropracter appointment,
and there was no band tonight and I found out like 1 min b4 I was abt to leave!
I can't say it's a lucky or happy day today,
but everything just went very smooth......
and I like it... hahah
I duno why,
but it took me a lot of courage to apologize today.
High jump tomorrow!!
No I'm not gonna give up easily this time!
There probably won't be a chance for me to jump anymore once i get into U...
Stopped myself from having Macdonalds today...
perfect skin!!
Aiming for perfect skin!!
I see it.. so, so, so far away.....
all I can blame is myself for being rebellious...
my mom told me not to eat that many potato chips like 5 years ago..
I wanted to prove her wrong so I ate a lot...
NOooo... stupid!!! Wanted to go back to grade 8 and slap myself.
there are some things that, I believe, is better to say in person...
anything said through icq or E-mail is too emotionless
afterall, computers can't do everything for us....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I KNEW IT....
I KNEW SOMEthing bad would happen....
but WHY.............. T__T
I accidentally deleted all my Kanekoken pix.....
150 of them... AHhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I never empty the recycle bin..
but WHY today!?!??! WHY!???????????????????????
Somehow I kept thinking Mistletoe should be Whistletoe...
haha.. weird...
Christine and Katie should've so beaten that bald girl..
well she does have her own style,
but I think she doesn't have enough diversity in her style..
The judges probably picked her cuz
out of the best 3,
she was the one that stood out the most...
Didn't do much today
but since I went to Richmond,
at least I feel like I didn't waste it...hmm..
Cast Away..
finally watched it.. hehe
it's not as touching as I thought it would be..
but it's pretty sad...
Tom Hanks.. he could've just died..
but he didn't cuz he wanted to live to see his wife..
when he finally survived and went home..
his wife's gone, his life's gone, everything's gone...
He lost his wife, his job, his point of living...
It's all that work for nothing, and that's pretty sad...
The part where Wilson gets carried away into the sea wasn't that sad...
Maybe cuz I've heard too much of it,
it's not even touching anymore.
Well I think it's a pretty good movie, except it drags on a bit...
GTO comics...
even tho it's a bit nasty in a bad way,
I think it's a good story.. haha
the story abt the 'Chik shee chuen yuen' teacher..
the old woman who lives beside him....
that's a touching story...
haha.. weird...
Christine and Katie should've so beaten that bald girl..
well she does have her own style,
but I think she doesn't have enough diversity in her style..
The judges probably picked her cuz
out of the best 3,
she was the one that stood out the most...
Didn't do much today
but since I went to Richmond,
at least I feel like I didn't waste it...hmm..
Cast Away..
finally watched it.. hehe
it's not as touching as I thought it would be..
but it's pretty sad...
Tom Hanks.. he could've just died..
but he didn't cuz he wanted to live to see his wife..
when he finally survived and went home..
his wife's gone, his life's gone, everything's gone...
He lost his wife, his job, his point of living...
It's all that work for nothing, and that's pretty sad...
The part where Wilson gets carried away into the sea wasn't that sad...
Maybe cuz I've heard too much of it,
it's not even touching anymore.
Well I think it's a pretty good movie, except it drags on a bit...
GTO comics...
even tho it's a bit nasty in a bad way,
I think it's a good story.. haha
the story abt the 'Chik shee chuen yuen' teacher..
the old woman who lives beside him....
that's a touching story...
4.28.2002
Badminton was goood... hehe..
except that my stomach was SO warm from the fat from KFC....
We did some drills... that was okay...
Phyllis and I did pretty well cuz Elicia wasn't with us today,
and Morgan let Phyllis do one bird less,
so it was really up to me whether we win or lose. hehe...
Got so tired in the end tho....
and then we did doubles.
Somehow I couldn't think straight and kept missing really stupid shots,
I think phyllis got kinda pissed off at me when we lost to Elicia and Christina...
then we just played King of the Court and didn't play doubles for the rest of the day..
hehehe... everyone got attracted to Morgan...
wherever he is, everyone moves to that court so they can play against him...
Singles suck.. but it was actually okay fun today....
Morgan just made ppl run...
and Bosco... so cocky but really funny.. hahaha
OHOH.. and my glorious moment of the day...
beating Morgan with a drop shot. hehe...
He just served, and he couldn't return my drop...
hahahaha that was the best...
but it's probably cuz he thought I wasn't that good so he wasn't really serious
but I ended up hitting a good shot.
But wat's stupid is.. he lost to ALFRED!!
OMg.... alfred... even I beat Alfred... haha
it was fun.... it's been a while since I thought singles was fun. hehe
That's the difference Morgan makes...
u never see Calvin playing king of the court with us.....
After that I went to the beach to join Jenny and them..
hehe it was so fun.. frisbee.. frisbee's always fun.
I stretched a lot at the beach...
my left leg and ass is hurting SO much...
cuz Morgan made us do the drills with our left leg...
I NEVER trained my left leg...
now it reeally hurts...
Maybe it hurts cuz I was stretching too much last night...
overstretched it!? I dun think u can overstretch it tho.. hmm
anyway, back to the beach...
Everyone of us took picture in the hole Jenny dug,
and in the end we all put our legs in and buried it..
hehe it was pretty fun... even tho our feet were cold and wet from the sand..
we took pictures and just sat there and talked...
Then we went to get food and cooked dinner @ Jenny's...
we had shake and bake chicken for dinner.. and pasta.. mmMm...
It was pretty good... very filling.....
we bought ingredients for a cake too but we were all too full for it,
so we just went up to Jenny's room and talked...
Flipping through old annuals, looking for cute guys/girls,
and just talkin abt stuff... hehe
somehow we always end up talking abt sick stuff no matter wat topic we start on...
It was good.. .haven't talked that long with any friends for a long time..
So nice.. haha none of us wanted to leave
but Ann had to go home and I was supposed to be home by 12..
Marshmellows... couldn't stop eating them. hehe...
Something's wrong with me today... or maybe i've always been like this..
haha kinda slow on things..... like slow slow......
oh well.. hehe it's weird how I've never heard of things like..
mistletoe... itsy bitsy spider song.... and other things
that they all know so well. but it's alright. hehe....
I'll make them explain to me with my 'WhY!? WHY? WHY???' hehe...
ah... didn't do much tonight, but it was actually fun...
I finally realized wat I didn't do...
haha... I really didn't think I had to...
I just dun do that when I dun think I need to...
but.. watever...... it's not like I didn't try
except that my stomach was SO warm from the fat from KFC....
We did some drills... that was okay...
Phyllis and I did pretty well cuz Elicia wasn't with us today,
and Morgan let Phyllis do one bird less,
so it was really up to me whether we win or lose. hehe...
Got so tired in the end tho....
and then we did doubles.
Somehow I couldn't think straight and kept missing really stupid shots,
I think phyllis got kinda pissed off at me when we lost to Elicia and Christina...
then we just played King of the Court and didn't play doubles for the rest of the day..
hehehe... everyone got attracted to Morgan...
wherever he is, everyone moves to that court so they can play against him...
Singles suck.. but it was actually okay fun today....
Morgan just made ppl run...
and Bosco... so cocky but really funny.. hahaha
OHOH.. and my glorious moment of the day...
beating Morgan with a drop shot. hehe...
He just served, and he couldn't return my drop...
hahahaha that was the best...
but it's probably cuz he thought I wasn't that good so he wasn't really serious
but I ended up hitting a good shot.
But wat's stupid is.. he lost to ALFRED!!
OMg.... alfred... even I beat Alfred... haha
it was fun.... it's been a while since I thought singles was fun. hehe
That's the difference Morgan makes...
u never see Calvin playing king of the court with us.....
After that I went to the beach to join Jenny and them..
hehe it was so fun.. frisbee.. frisbee's always fun.
I stretched a lot at the beach...
my left leg and ass is hurting SO much...
cuz Morgan made us do the drills with our left leg...
I NEVER trained my left leg...
now it reeally hurts...
Maybe it hurts cuz I was stretching too much last night...
overstretched it!? I dun think u can overstretch it tho.. hmm
anyway, back to the beach...
Everyone of us took picture in the hole Jenny dug,
and in the end we all put our legs in and buried it..
hehe it was pretty fun... even tho our feet were cold and wet from the sand..
we took pictures and just sat there and talked...
Then we went to get food and cooked dinner @ Jenny's...
we had shake and bake chicken for dinner.. and pasta.. mmMm...
It was pretty good... very filling.....
we bought ingredients for a cake too but we were all too full for it,
so we just went up to Jenny's room and talked...
Flipping through old annuals, looking for cute guys/girls,
and just talkin abt stuff... hehe
somehow we always end up talking abt sick stuff no matter wat topic we start on...
It was good.. .haven't talked that long with any friends for a long time..
So nice.. haha none of us wanted to leave
but Ann had to go home and I was supposed to be home by 12..
Marshmellows... couldn't stop eating them. hehe...
Something's wrong with me today... or maybe i've always been like this..
haha kinda slow on things..... like slow slow......
oh well.. hehe it's weird how I've never heard of things like..
mistletoe... itsy bitsy spider song.... and other things
that they all know so well. but it's alright. hehe....
I'll make them explain to me with my 'WhY!? WHY? WHY???' hehe...
ah... didn't do much tonight, but it was actually fun...
I finally realized wat I didn't do...
haha... I really didn't think I had to...
I just dun do that when I dun think I need to...
but.. watever...... it's not like I didn't try
4.27.2002
4.26.2002
Perry Funy... hahah
Indiana or New Jersey!?!?
Badminton... fun.. haha
but I dun feel the usual relax I have after exercise...
hmmm maybe I'm too tired.
But still.. it was really fun..
drills.. we did pretty well!
Morgan let Phyllis do the drill with one less birdie...
the slowest person in our group was Elicia,
but we still got a few wins by Phyllis's lucky hand...
Her argueing with the other team and winning in Rock paper scissors.. hehe
we were the fastest team for ONCE! ha.... and we're the only girls team too.
The boys should feel ashamed... hehehe
Then we did doubles... fun...
Almost undefeatable... duno how we lost the first game to those two ppl!
They kept flicking Phyllis..
just like wat I thought... they can easily beat us if they keep hitting it to Phyllis.
The second game we lost was... crazy...
Hey but we beat Bosco and DanieL! Woohoo.. haha
We were talkin to Morgan,
and he said Calvin will be back two weeks later...damn!
I like Morgan style training more.... nooooo
He said he wants to coach us but he's really busy..
psh sure.. he just doesn't wanna coach us. heh..
Indiana or New Jersey!?!?
Badminton... fun.. haha
but I dun feel the usual relax I have after exercise...
hmmm maybe I'm too tired.
But still.. it was really fun..
drills.. we did pretty well!
Morgan let Phyllis do the drill with one less birdie...
the slowest person in our group was Elicia,
but we still got a few wins by Phyllis's lucky hand...
Her argueing with the other team and winning in Rock paper scissors.. hehe
we were the fastest team for ONCE! ha.... and we're the only girls team too.
The boys should feel ashamed... hehehe
Then we did doubles... fun...
Almost undefeatable... duno how we lost the first game to those two ppl!
They kept flicking Phyllis..
just like wat I thought... they can easily beat us if they keep hitting it to Phyllis.
The second game we lost was... crazy...
Hey but we beat Bosco and DanieL! Woohoo.. haha
We were talkin to Morgan,
and he said Calvin will be back two weeks later...damn!
I like Morgan style training more.... nooooo
He said he wants to coach us but he's really busy..
psh sure.. he just doesn't wanna coach us. heh..
Morning band tomorrow..
or technically, today, 7 hours later.
So tired today..
I was physically tired,
but mentally I was really active...
The weather was so nice today!
If I didn't have really dry eyes and really sleepy brain,
I would've so gone jogging...
Three early mornings in a row..
ahhhHh.. can't help myself from staying up late...
There're always things that tempt me into staying up..
time just flows by and b4 I know it,
I've only left myself 5.5 hours to sleep everynight.
Recapping today's events..
High jump was so fun...
Haven't jumped since wat.. grade 8!?
But it was fun........
I should've cleared the 125... but my elbow hit the thing..
so stupid...
then I couldn't clear any other ones higher than that.
haha I can do better than that! Yes I can.. and I will... (sure...)
High jump wasn't too tiring..
just a bit of sprint and then jump..
but wat's weird is my right arm feels like it's gonna cramp anytime now...
and it really sucks... because I need my right arm for badminton tomorrow.
or technically, today, 7 hours later.
So tired today..
I was physically tired,
but mentally I was really active...
The weather was so nice today!
If I didn't have really dry eyes and really sleepy brain,
I would've so gone jogging...
Three early mornings in a row..
ahhhHh.. can't help myself from staying up late...
There're always things that tempt me into staying up..
time just flows by and b4 I know it,
I've only left myself 5.5 hours to sleep everynight.
Recapping today's events..
High jump was so fun...
Haven't jumped since wat.. grade 8!?
But it was fun........
I should've cleared the 125... but my elbow hit the thing..
so stupid...
then I couldn't clear any other ones higher than that.
haha I can do better than that! Yes I can.. and I will... (sure...)
High jump wasn't too tiring..
just a bit of sprint and then jump..
but wat's weird is my right arm feels like it's gonna cramp anytime now...
and it really sucks... because I need my right arm for badminton tomorrow.
4.25.2002
4.24.2002
I never thought it was that hard to find good partners...
good partners for everthing...
because everyone is unwilling to be in a commitment these days..
we are too prone to changing our decisions last minute,
and we are too afraid to be stuck with a wrong decision...
It's not as simple as it sounds....
but occasionally I find the courage to take the chance,
and today is one of those days. heh...
It was never hard for me to find a partner...
好多時都一拍即合..
In HK athletics I had Stephanie...
actually, everyone wanted to join.
In grade 9 Track, I had Anna and Jenny,
In grade 10, 11, 12 badmitnon, I had Jenny and Shao and them,
but now.. I'm on my own!! High jump!!!!
good partners for everthing...
because everyone is unwilling to be in a commitment these days..
we are too prone to changing our decisions last minute,
and we are too afraid to be stuck with a wrong decision...
It's not as simple as it sounds....
but occasionally I find the courage to take the chance,
and today is one of those days. heh...
It was never hard for me to find a partner...
好多時都一拍即合..
In HK athletics I had Stephanie...
actually, everyone wanted to join.
In grade 9 Track, I had Anna and Jenny,
In grade 10, 11, 12 badmitnon, I had Jenny and Shao and them,
but now.. I'm on my own!! High jump!!!!
Ahhh.. I so wanna go but I so dun wanna go alone...
Haha.. stupidest thing I did today...
was plotting on Ms Johnstone
when she was actually listening.. haha
I was walking on Carnavon with Winnie.. and I said
'Ms Johnstone lives so close! I can just ring her doorbell whenever I need help for chem'
then she said
'Or you can egg her house when you get a crappy mark...'
then I said
'Yea, good idea.. or I can kidnap her son...'
and then we saw Ms Johnstone talking to her husband right behind the shrub....
hahahahaha..... funny.
Joke:
If you named your female cat 'egg',
what would you name ur male cat?
Almost 100% of the ppl's answer is... the s word...
What r u thinkin of?
I was thinking of Sausage... hahaha
Hi Jenny! Hi... jump!? hah
We should SO gather together one night
go into a dark empty room
pass a candle around telling ghost stories..
that'll be sooo freakin fun! (and scary.. muhah...)
Haha.. stupidest thing I did today...
was plotting on Ms Johnstone
when she was actually listening.. haha
I was walking on Carnavon with Winnie.. and I said
'Ms Johnstone lives so close! I can just ring her doorbell whenever I need help for chem'
then she said
'Or you can egg her house when you get a crappy mark...'
then I said
'Yea, good idea.. or I can kidnap her son...'
and then we saw Ms Johnstone talking to her husband right behind the shrub....
hahahahaha..... funny.
Joke:
If you named your female cat 'egg',
what would you name ur male cat?
Almost 100% of the ppl's answer is... the s word...
What r u thinkin of?
I was thinking of Sausage... hahaha
Hi Jenny! Hi... jump!? hah
We should SO gather together one night
go into a dark empty room
pass a candle around telling ghost stories..
that'll be sooo freakin fun! (and scary.. muhah...)
4.23.2002
I had 2 dreams last night..
been having dreams so frequently these days..
I dreamt that my brother broke his ankle bone,
and we carried him to the hospital and stuff...
it was actually pretty fun.
everyone just kinda knew he's gonna be alright,
and so we just enjoyed our trip on the way...
The second dream was so realistic...
I dreamt that Christine, me, Rosemary, Katie and Maggie were sitting together,
and we were taking pictures,
but Maggie, Katie and Christine were unwilling to take pictures with Rosemary...
SO annoying...
The weather's so nice today...
but couldn't find anyone to jog or play soccer with me...
so I'm just stayin home...wasting this beautiful day.. hah
Sometimes you gotta realize that
you may have no influence in anything at all
you may find no supporter of your idea at all
you may find life rough, boring or weary...
but all you gotta realize to make a difference is,
that your not the only one going through all this...
A better enhancer than producer?
Anyone wanna join high jump with me!??
Hmmm..........
been having dreams so frequently these days..
I dreamt that my brother broke his ankle bone,
and we carried him to the hospital and stuff...
it was actually pretty fun.
everyone just kinda knew he's gonna be alright,
and so we just enjoyed our trip on the way...
The second dream was so realistic...
I dreamt that Christine, me, Rosemary, Katie and Maggie were sitting together,
and we were taking pictures,
but Maggie, Katie and Christine were unwilling to take pictures with Rosemary...
SO annoying...
The weather's so nice today...
but couldn't find anyone to jog or play soccer with me...
so I'm just stayin home...wasting this beautiful day.. hah
Sometimes you gotta realize that
you may have no influence in anything at all
you may find no supporter of your idea at all
you may find life rough, boring or weary...
but all you gotta realize to make a difference is,
that your not the only one going through all this...
A better enhancer than producer?
Anyone wanna join high jump with me!??
Hmmm..........
Damn.. forgot to update..
I had a weird dream during my nap again..
In my dream I was having another dream...
so in the dream when I woke up,
I haven't really waken up in reality...
so weird.
Have u ever had the thought that..
maybe our life's just a dream!?
U know.. a dream that will end anytime...
Cuz when you're in a dream..
You don't actually KNOW ur in a dream..
u know know u had a dream after u woke up.
What if everyone of us is just having a very very long dream?
Pain in my right brain.......... Ow......
I had a weird dream during my nap again..
In my dream I was having another dream...
so in the dream when I woke up,
I haven't really waken up in reality...
so weird.
Have u ever had the thought that..
maybe our life's just a dream!?
U know.. a dream that will end anytime...
Cuz when you're in a dream..
You don't actually KNOW ur in a dream..
u know know u had a dream after u woke up.
What if everyone of us is just having a very very long dream?
Pain in my right brain.......... Ow......
4.21.2002
Yo guys,
it's time to exercise like crazy!! Hahaha....
Had a really healthy weekend..
if u ignore how late I sleep every night and how late I wake up very morning..
On Friday I had badminton... and that was cool..
On saturday I had badminton again and did lots of drills,
which made my body ache like it did last summer..
and I love that feeling.... it makes me feel healthy...
plus I sweated so much and when I was done, it felt SO relaxing...
Today, I went jogging by myself down to PG bball court to meet my friends,
then I jogged all the way back home again...
that was tiring but it made me feel heaaalthy....
and then after dinner, Anna, Paul, my bro and I went to Kerrisdale
and we played bball, played with the scooter, sprinted for a bit
and we went down to the kids playground thing and played for a while...
OH and I beat my brother in two games of 21...
haha the first game he gave me 10 points advantage...
but second game I won with my skills! my skills ha....
my skills.. which I really have none... hahaha
it was soo fun... I feel like my weekend is NOT wasted,
and I haven't had such a nice sunday since... a long time ago. hehee
Got this McDonald Chicken Strips commercial stuck in my head...
I'll tell you what I want what I really really want,
So tell me what you want what you really really want
I wanna I wanna I wanna I wanna I wanna really really really wanna zigazig ha...
Oh my god I think I'm gettin old... haha
I lost my courage...
I looked down from the kids thing today...
and I thought 'holy shit this is high...'
and I didn't dare jump down the pole....
And Anna and I were playing on the swing she jumped off it
and I thought 'holy shit that was dangerous..'
and I didn't dare jump off the swing...
damn I'm afraid of everything already...
afraid of falling and hurting and everything...
Ahh I need somethin to boost my courage.
it's time to exercise like crazy!! Hahaha....
Had a really healthy weekend..
if u ignore how late I sleep every night and how late I wake up very morning..
On Friday I had badminton... and that was cool..
On saturday I had badminton again and did lots of drills,
which made my body ache like it did last summer..
and I love that feeling.... it makes me feel healthy...
plus I sweated so much and when I was done, it felt SO relaxing...
Today, I went jogging by myself down to PG bball court to meet my friends,
then I jogged all the way back home again...
that was tiring but it made me feel heaaalthy....
and then after dinner, Anna, Paul, my bro and I went to Kerrisdale
and we played bball, played with the scooter, sprinted for a bit
and we went down to the kids playground thing and played for a while...
OH and I beat my brother in two games of 21...
haha the first game he gave me 10 points advantage...
but second game I won with my skills! my skills ha....
my skills.. which I really have none... hahaha
it was soo fun... I feel like my weekend is NOT wasted,
and I haven't had such a nice sunday since... a long time ago. hehee
Got this McDonald Chicken Strips commercial stuck in my head...
I'll tell you what I want what I really really want,
So tell me what you want what you really really want
I wanna I wanna I wanna I wanna I wanna really really really wanna zigazig ha...
Oh my god I think I'm gettin old... haha
I lost my courage...
I looked down from the kids thing today...
and I thought 'holy shit this is high...'
and I didn't dare jump down the pole....
And Anna and I were playing on the swing she jumped off it
and I thought 'holy shit that was dangerous..'
and I didn't dare jump off the swing...
damn I'm afraid of everything already...
afraid of falling and hurting and everything...
Ahh I need somethin to boost my courage.
Had a really, really weird dream..
this my all sound bizzare to u...
cuz it even is to me.
I dreamt that it was prom...
but for prom there are two kinds of seats,
ordinary seats and better seats..
not too many ppl got the better seats cuz u have to go up to the balcony..
somehow my friends and I all got the better seat..
so i was hurrying there...
something happened b4 that but I can't remember wat...
I was... mending clothes or somethin.. can't remember
so I was in MTR goin to prom...
and somehow Tabitha and Stephanie were there with me..
they promised me they'd accompany me there,
but then they suddenly were in a hurry,
so I said 'U dun have to accompany me there..'
but they said 'No, we will cuz we promised'
so somehow there was this 'kiu'...
and I was sitting in the kiu
and Tab and Steph were carrying the 'kiu' with me on it..
and they ran there and very quickly put me down..
I walked up to the balcony and saw many ppl..
Jenny, Winnie, Hendra, Peter, Vanessa, and many other ppl I duno....
Somehow I thought Vanessa liked Hendra in the dream...
and then I went in the kitchen,
and I brought out this really good chip-like thing with two kinda dips..
there was a white one and an orange one.. (I have no idea wat flavor they are)
and I loved the white one..
Winnie said 'Ohhh the white one's the best'
and I was like 'I know!!'
and everyone was so nice that night...
and then I woke up
Soo weird....
Took a test on what I was in my past life...
"Don't go bananas! in your former life you were a tiny monkey named Oompa."
Wat? I was a monkey!? lol...
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My Emotional Age:
Behavior:
You seem to fall into the "adolescent" category. This means that you're probably very focused on your immediate environment. The positive qualities of being an "adolescent" are an easy-going attitude and a willingness to try many things that "older" people shy away from. Your sense of adventure and risk-taking is probably strong. This reveals your exciting and fun sides. This may mean, however, that you find a thrill in rebelling. Doing things that you "shouldn't" can lead to trouble, so be careful! Due to the egocentric nature of adolescence, it might sometimes be difficult for you to see how your actions can affect others.
Emotions:
In the realm of emotions, you seem to fall into the "adult" category. This means that you are probably in control of your emotions. You can recognize your feelings and express them clearly. You are probably rational and composed, but you make sure that you do not neglect your own emotions. This healthy balance allows you to interact well with others, while staying true to yourself.
Responsibility:
When it comes to the level of responsibility you assume, for yourself or others, you fall into the "adult" category. This means that you are probably someone who can be relied on to come through in any situation. People around you likely consider you dependable and strong. Don't let your dominant care-taking side force you to neglect your own needs. Keep a healthy balance and continue to take care of yourself too.
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hmmm... pretty accurate?
this my all sound bizzare to u...
cuz it even is to me.
I dreamt that it was prom...
but for prom there are two kinds of seats,
ordinary seats and better seats..
not too many ppl got the better seats cuz u have to go up to the balcony..
somehow my friends and I all got the better seat..
so i was hurrying there...
something happened b4 that but I can't remember wat...
I was... mending clothes or somethin.. can't remember
so I was in MTR goin to prom...
and somehow Tabitha and Stephanie were there with me..
they promised me they'd accompany me there,
but then they suddenly were in a hurry,
so I said 'U dun have to accompany me there..'
but they said 'No, we will cuz we promised'
so somehow there was this 'kiu'...
and I was sitting in the kiu
and Tab and Steph were carrying the 'kiu' with me on it..
and they ran there and very quickly put me down..
I walked up to the balcony and saw many ppl..
Jenny, Winnie, Hendra, Peter, Vanessa, and many other ppl I duno....
Somehow I thought Vanessa liked Hendra in the dream...
and then I went in the kitchen,
and I brought out this really good chip-like thing with two kinda dips..
there was a white one and an orange one.. (I have no idea wat flavor they are)
and I loved the white one..
Winnie said 'Ohhh the white one's the best'
and I was like 'I know!!'
and everyone was so nice that night...
and then I woke up
Soo weird....
Took a test on what I was in my past life...
"Don't go bananas! in your former life you were a tiny monkey named Oompa."
Wat? I was a monkey!? lol...
-----------------------------
My Emotional Age:
Behavior:
You seem to fall into the "adolescent" category. This means that you're probably very focused on your immediate environment. The positive qualities of being an "adolescent" are an easy-going attitude and a willingness to try many things that "older" people shy away from. Your sense of adventure and risk-taking is probably strong. This reveals your exciting and fun sides. This may mean, however, that you find a thrill in rebelling. Doing things that you "shouldn't" can lead to trouble, so be careful! Due to the egocentric nature of adolescence, it might sometimes be difficult for you to see how your actions can affect others.
Emotions:
In the realm of emotions, you seem to fall into the "adult" category. This means that you are probably in control of your emotions. You can recognize your feelings and express them clearly. You are probably rational and composed, but you make sure that you do not neglect your own emotions. This healthy balance allows you to interact well with others, while staying true to yourself.
Responsibility:
When it comes to the level of responsibility you assume, for yourself or others, you fall into the "adult" category. This means that you are probably someone who can be relied on to come through in any situation. People around you likely consider you dependable and strong. Don't let your dominant care-taking side force you to neglect your own needs. Keep a healthy balance and continue to take care of yourself too.
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hmmm... pretty accurate?
4.20.2002
can't help myself from reading it...
but everytime after I do,
I just despise you even more....
why do something u dun wanna when no one's forcing u to,
and make it sound like it's us that's makin u do it....
Can't think straight when I'm listening to music...
seriously...
took me like 30 minutes to type this entry while listening to music...
it'll normally only take me 5 mins the most to type this little...
Most songs in Anita's CD 'With' just sounds weird....
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04.21.02 (00:51AM)
A poem I wrote when I was bored:
"Temptation"
I hear you calling me
Your voice rings in my brain
Will I sacrifice all the work I've done,
to be with you again?
I do like you, I do miss you
my emotions I cannot refrain
I can't decide, I can't survive
this torture that's driving me insane.
Approaching you I tell myself
I gotta stop my pace
but seeing you, your attractiveness
brings a smile onto my face
Just before I join with you
I saved myself in time
from eating you, my cup noodle,
cuz being fat really is a crime.
---------------------------
^^ I'm just kiddin abt the last sentence, btw. hah
used too much brain power...
now I have a minor headache....
but everytime after I do,
I just despise you even more....
why do something u dun wanna when no one's forcing u to,
and make it sound like it's us that's makin u do it....
Can't think straight when I'm listening to music...
seriously...
took me like 30 minutes to type this entry while listening to music...
it'll normally only take me 5 mins the most to type this little...
Most songs in Anita's CD 'With' just sounds weird....
---------------------------------
04.21.02 (00:51AM)
A poem I wrote when I was bored:
"Temptation"
I hear you calling me
Your voice rings in my brain
Will I sacrifice all the work I've done,
to be with you again?
I do like you, I do miss you
my emotions I cannot refrain
I can't decide, I can't survive
this torture that's driving me insane.
Approaching you I tell myself
I gotta stop my pace
but seeing you, your attractiveness
brings a smile onto my face
Just before I join with you
I saved myself in time
from eating you, my cup noodle,
cuz being fat really is a crime.
---------------------------
^^ I'm just kiddin abt the last sentence, btw. hah
used too much brain power...
now I have a minor headache....
An interesting story that you might wanna read:
“事實與謊言”
從前有兩個人﹐
一個叫事實﹐
一個叫謊言。
有一日﹐
事實同謊言係條河度沖涼﹐
謊言偷0左事實D衫﹐
但係事實又0吾肯0羅謊言D衫0黎著
結果事實就無著衫﹐ 赤裸裸0甘反屋企
可笑0既係﹐
D 人淨係接受到被“事實”D衫裝飾過0既謊言﹐
接受0吾到赤裸裸0既事實...
"Truth and Lie"
Once upon a time,
there were two people named "Truth" and "Lie".
One day, while they were taking a bath in a lake,
Lie stole Truth's clothes and walked away with them.
However, Truth refused to wear Lie's clothes,
so Truth walked home naked.
What's funny is,
Humans can only accept Lie who's covered by Truth's clothes,
but not the naked Truth...
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isn't that true... haha
so impressed by people who wrote the story...
Badminton was good...
Had a good workout even tho I'm really tired right now..
I can't believe how out of shape I am,
my right leg was shaky after doing the drill... ><
We did some singles.. I did okay...
I was kinda dizzy and tired from the drill,
but I think we did pretty good overall..
Later, we got to play a bit of doubles,
and Phyllis and I LOST all our games.. haha
but it was fun tho.... we lost cuz we both screwed up a lot.
My glorious moment of the day: Smashing at Bosco and Anson right in front of the net... hah
new vocab:
Crampy (adj): when something is crampy, it means it is about to cramp
ex. After doing lots of exercise, my right leg feels crampy.
Feel like doing more sports even tho my right leg feels crampy..
hehe... but couldn't think of anything to do,
cuz there's only around an hour an a half left from dinner time,
and I dun wanna play bball with there's people at Kerrisdale..
I thought of playing soccer with my bro,
but again.. my leg was feeling crampy, so I thought maybe I shouldn't.
Drove around in the sun... ah... the sun... feel soooo comfy!!
Didn't wanna stop but I realized I was wasting money while I waste gas....
I ended up not doing anything.. going home, and update this thing. haha...
I think the radio is right...
Humans would do anything when they're desperate...
“事實與謊言”
從前有兩個人﹐
一個叫事實﹐
一個叫謊言。
有一日﹐
事實同謊言係條河度沖涼﹐
謊言偷0左事實D衫﹐
但係事實又0吾肯0羅謊言D衫0黎著
結果事實就無著衫﹐ 赤裸裸0甘反屋企
可笑0既係﹐
D 人淨係接受到被“事實”D衫裝飾過0既謊言﹐
接受0吾到赤裸裸0既事實...
"Truth and Lie"
Once upon a time,
there were two people named "Truth" and "Lie".
One day, while they were taking a bath in a lake,
Lie stole Truth's clothes and walked away with them.
However, Truth refused to wear Lie's clothes,
so Truth walked home naked.
What's funny is,
Humans can only accept Lie who's covered by Truth's clothes,
but not the naked Truth...
------------------------------------
isn't that true... haha
so impressed by people who wrote the story...
Badminton was good...
Had a good workout even tho I'm really tired right now..
I can't believe how out of shape I am,
my right leg was shaky after doing the drill... ><
We did some singles.. I did okay...
I was kinda dizzy and tired from the drill,
but I think we did pretty good overall..
Later, we got to play a bit of doubles,
and Phyllis and I LOST all our games.. haha
but it was fun tho.... we lost cuz we both screwed up a lot.
My glorious moment of the day: Smashing at Bosco and Anson right in front of the net... hah
new vocab:
Crampy (adj): when something is crampy, it means it is about to cramp
ex. After doing lots of exercise, my right leg feels crampy.
Feel like doing more sports even tho my right leg feels crampy..
hehe... but couldn't think of anything to do,
cuz there's only around an hour an a half left from dinner time,
and I dun wanna play bball with there's people at Kerrisdale..
I thought of playing soccer with my bro,
but again.. my leg was feeling crampy, so I thought maybe I shouldn't.
Drove around in the sun... ah... the sun... feel soooo comfy!!
Didn't wanna stop but I realized I was wasting money while I waste gas....
I ended up not doing anything.. going home, and update this thing. haha...
I think the radio is right...
Humans would do anything when they're desperate...
4.19.2002
SheeSh...
if u dun even bother,
why should I?
Listening to old songs...
love this song:
"長髮的公主在古堡等待救援
王子迷戀那朵玫瑰
用繩索繫住我不安全的思念
愛情像高空彈跳滋味
飄雪的天空裡旋轉木馬出現
熟悉的音樂讓人落淚
蘿拉被困在電腦世界裡探險
美麗又危險為的是誰﹖
灰的天 藍的夜 黑的街 冰的淚 全因為透明的想念
相信你 懷疑你 靠近你 離開你 我的心已快要窒息
這一夜 我想飛 面對愛的危險
因為你我變成自由落體
let me free
love is free"
- Gigi- 自由落體
the chains to human communications...
I wish I'm better at socializing...
I think too much... hahah
worry too much abt how others see me
I can never talk to a person freely until I know how their brains work...
and when two people of my kind meet...
it'll just be two person tryin to guess wat each other's thinkin,
no one's willing to make the first move,
and the situation just pauses....
if u dun even bother,
why should I?
Listening to old songs...
love this song:
"長髮的公主在古堡等待救援
王子迷戀那朵玫瑰
用繩索繫住我不安全的思念
愛情像高空彈跳滋味
飄雪的天空裡旋轉木馬出現
熟悉的音樂讓人落淚
蘿拉被困在電腦世界裡探險
美麗又危險為的是誰﹖
灰的天 藍的夜 黑的街 冰的淚 全因為透明的想念
相信你 懷疑你 靠近你 離開你 我的心已快要窒息
這一夜 我想飛 面對愛的危險
因為你我變成自由落體
let me free
love is free"
- Gigi- 自由落體
the chains to human communications...
I wish I'm better at socializing...
I think too much... hahah
worry too much abt how others see me
I can never talk to a person freely until I know how their brains work...
and when two people of my kind meet...
it'll just be two person tryin to guess wat each other's thinkin,
no one's willing to make the first move,
and the situation just pauses....
-invisibility-
Super, super tired today....
When I woke up from my nap to badminton,
I felt so tired and sick I almost didn't go....
but I still went.. and felt kinda dizzy and exhausted
and now it feels very tiring just to raise my hand...
Haven't been havin enough sleep for the whole week..
and last night, becuz of the physics test and morning band I only slept for 4.5 hours...
It's scary how I don't feel tired anymore during the daytime...
but I feel super, super tired when I get home...
suuupperr tiirreddd...........
Weird day today...
everything that seemed so unrealistic all happened today...
-In morning band, I actually played well bein the only trombone...
usually I just screw up a lot cuz I'm nervous when I play alone.
-The physics test was actually really easy,
I doubled checked it, did the bonus question and I was the first person to finish...
and THAT has never happened before...
now I'm in doubt that I did all my questions wrong... hmm
-and then incredibly, I remembered my sectional with those grade 9s,
and it actually went pretty well.
-And then when i was havin lunch,
this weird person in the cafe stood up and started yelling
'She's my girl... blah blah... if anyone touches her I'll kill him.'
and I'm just like.. '.... wat?...wat's wrong with that guy?'
-And then... the MOST IMPOSSIBLE thing happened...
Rosemary skipped Calculus!? I mean.. she NEVER skips class....
-And afterschool, I couldn't find anyone...
I walked around the school, looked around, went to Cute Pearl,
but didn't find anyone at all...
normally at least I meet one or two friends afterschool somehow....
-When I woke up after my nap for badminton,
I felt so sick and didn't even feel like goin to badminton
and u know a freak like me wouldn't miss badminton for anythin...
-Then Jenny called me to go make sushi @ her house...
aw.. it's sushi!!! so fun..........
but I'm too tired.. =( dun even wanna move
U know... sometimes.. the most incredible things happen... hmm
and very unusually, they might happen all on one strange day.
Guy names that sound cool: Oswald, Nestor, Bosco, Zack/Zac, Max, Anson, Travis
Girl names that sound cool: .. none that I can think of....
Guy names that just sound bad: Alfred, Nelson, Frankie, Wilson, Ruth, Brad, Bobby, Richard, Calvin,
Romeo/Roman
Girl names that sound bad: Susan/Susanna, Suki
maybe I'll get a variety of girl names if I ask a guy...
Super, super tired today....
When I woke up from my nap to badminton,
I felt so tired and sick I almost didn't go....
but I still went.. and felt kinda dizzy and exhausted
and now it feels very tiring just to raise my hand...
Haven't been havin enough sleep for the whole week..
and last night, becuz of the physics test and morning band I only slept for 4.5 hours...
It's scary how I don't feel tired anymore during the daytime...
but I feel super, super tired when I get home...
suuupperr tiirreddd...........
Weird day today...
everything that seemed so unrealistic all happened today...
-In morning band, I actually played well bein the only trombone...
usually I just screw up a lot cuz I'm nervous when I play alone.
-The physics test was actually really easy,
I doubled checked it, did the bonus question and I was the first person to finish...
and THAT has never happened before...
now I'm in doubt that I did all my questions wrong... hmm
-and then incredibly, I remembered my sectional with those grade 9s,
and it actually went pretty well.
-And then when i was havin lunch,
this weird person in the cafe stood up and started yelling
'She's my girl... blah blah... if anyone touches her I'll kill him.'
and I'm just like.. '.... wat?...wat's wrong with that guy?'
-And then... the MOST IMPOSSIBLE thing happened...
Rosemary skipped Calculus!? I mean.. she NEVER skips class....
-And afterschool, I couldn't find anyone...
I walked around the school, looked around, went to Cute Pearl,
but didn't find anyone at all...
normally at least I meet one or two friends afterschool somehow....
-When I woke up after my nap for badminton,
I felt so sick and didn't even feel like goin to badminton
and u know a freak like me wouldn't miss badminton for anythin...
-Then Jenny called me to go make sushi @ her house...
aw.. it's sushi!!! so fun..........
but I'm too tired.. =( dun even wanna move
U know... sometimes.. the most incredible things happen... hmm
and very unusually, they might happen all on one strange day.
Guy names that sound cool: Oswald, Nestor, Bosco, Zack/Zac, Max, Anson, Travis
Girl names that sound cool: .. none that I can think of....
Guy names that just sound bad: Alfred, Nelson, Frankie, Wilson, Ruth, Brad, Bobby, Richard, Calvin,
Romeo/Roman
Girl names that sound bad: Susan/Susanna, Suki
maybe I'll get a variety of girl names if I ask a guy...
4.18.2002
After goin to the beach,
there are red bitespots on my feet now..
hmmm I wonder if it was the jellyfish....
or maybe the shrimps.. not the crabs..
hehe it was so funny...
The tide was really really low,
and we went so far out we were half-way to my 'dream island'
which was actually Stanley Park.. haha
Winnie got stuck in soft sand...hehe funny...
we thought we saw a crab shell in the sand so we tried to dig it out,
I heard a crack and when we finally dug it out,
we realized it's a real crab...I cracked his shell haha
and we started screaming. hehe
We were catching shrimps in the sea,
and we saw baby jellyfishes...
Winnie touched a small one...
and later I saw a white huge crab-claw like thing,
when I picked it up I realized it's a huge jellyfish...
hahaha and then I screamed again.. nasty.. hahaa
And.. uh.. us stepping on tons of crab poo....
burying the crab shells in a homer-face like tomb..
Frisbee = exercise = fun!
and Hendra's hole that he dug under the log....
haha anyway.. the beach is always fun!
Morning band tomorrow... arrgh
but it's finally FRIDAY!!
FRIDAY... ah... I've waited so long.. haha
and then tomorrow and saturday is gonna zoom by,
and sunday's gonna be miserable
and I'll have another week wasted waiting for friday to come again... *sigh*
Physics test...
it seems easy...
but whenever it SEEMS easy, I'll do bad on it.. no good...
Silver & blue GMC...
Hopefully Ballball will be well very soon
and back home with us in a day or two.
And hopefully, his cough won't get worse
and I know, he is getting older... *sigh*
After goin to the beach,
my whole body's muscles are all tight,
and I was so tired I fell asleep during my favorite show @ 8:30...
ah....didn't know the beach made me so tired..
didn't feel it until just now...
it's 11:30 and I totally haven't even started studying for physics test tomorrow...
I guess I'm fried.... stir-fried sunny-side up.
Very rarely,
I played bball today with Jenny..
haha sucks.. all I can do is shoot,
but HEY! I beat Jenny in a game of 21 by ONE point.. haha
so proud of that..... haha
pudgy fingers after bball....
Oh and that kid we saw.. hehe whether his name was David or Dason..
he was sooo cute!!! Cute blonde kid wearing sunglasses..
aww.. just seeing him makes u wanna hug him.
I talked to him and he told me his name and that he's 4.5 yrs old..
His dad came and he played bball with us for a bit...
hehee... he couldn't dribble either! haha
he can only bounce the ball and hold it with two hands
I think I wanna play ball with him more. hahaha
he's sooooooooooo cute!!!!!
Caught so many planes today during bball and @ the beach.. heh
now I'm at 188 I think.... almost 1/5 through to 999...
So motivated!!
We should go play soccer!!!
even tho I suck at it... it's sooo fun!!!
Soccer or jogging or badminton or.. just any sports...
wanna keep fit and be in shape!
there are red bitespots on my feet now..
hmmm I wonder if it was the jellyfish....
or maybe the shrimps.. not the crabs..
hehe it was so funny...
The tide was really really low,
and we went so far out we were half-way to my 'dream island'
which was actually Stanley Park.. haha
Winnie got stuck in soft sand...hehe funny...
we thought we saw a crab shell in the sand so we tried to dig it out,
I heard a crack and when we finally dug it out,
we realized it's a real crab...I cracked his shell haha
and we started screaming. hehe
We were catching shrimps in the sea,
and we saw baby jellyfishes...
Winnie touched a small one...
and later I saw a white huge crab-claw like thing,
when I picked it up I realized it's a huge jellyfish...
hahaha and then I screamed again.. nasty.. hahaa
And.. uh.. us stepping on tons of crab poo....
burying the crab shells in a homer-face like tomb..
Frisbee = exercise = fun!
and Hendra's hole that he dug under the log....
haha anyway.. the beach is always fun!
Morning band tomorrow... arrgh
but it's finally FRIDAY!!
FRIDAY... ah... I've waited so long.. haha
and then tomorrow and saturday is gonna zoom by,
and sunday's gonna be miserable
and I'll have another week wasted waiting for friday to come again... *sigh*
Physics test...
it seems easy...
but whenever it SEEMS easy, I'll do bad on it.. no good...
Silver & blue GMC...
Hopefully Ballball will be well very soon
and back home with us in a day or two.
And hopefully, his cough won't get worse
and I know, he is getting older... *sigh*
After goin to the beach,
my whole body's muscles are all tight,
and I was so tired I fell asleep during my favorite show @ 8:30...
ah....didn't know the beach made me so tired..
didn't feel it until just now...
it's 11:30 and I totally haven't even started studying for physics test tomorrow...
I guess I'm fried.... stir-fried sunny-side up.
Very rarely,
I played bball today with Jenny..
haha sucks.. all I can do is shoot,
but HEY! I beat Jenny in a game of 21 by ONE point.. haha
so proud of that..... haha
pudgy fingers after bball....
Oh and that kid we saw.. hehe whether his name was David or Dason..
he was sooo cute!!! Cute blonde kid wearing sunglasses..
aww.. just seeing him makes u wanna hug him.
I talked to him and he told me his name and that he's 4.5 yrs old..
His dad came and he played bball with us for a bit...
hehee... he couldn't dribble either! haha
he can only bounce the ball and hold it with two hands
I think I wanna play ball with him more. hahaha
he's sooooooooooo cute!!!!!
Caught so many planes today during bball and @ the beach.. heh
now I'm at 188 I think.... almost 1/5 through to 999...
So motivated!!
We should go play soccer!!!
even tho I suck at it... it's sooo fun!!!
Soccer or jogging or badminton or.. just any sports...
wanna keep fit and be in shape!
4.17.2002
Excellent.... done my calc test...
*phew*!
Haven't been so stressed for a test since.. when!?
Damn.... Calculus is makin me work hard...
Whose Line is it Anyway...
The guy being Chucky....
and a quacking elephant... that was hilarious...
when they kicked the door they fired a shot instead and it got into the other guy's eye..
"You are my butterstick
Butterstick, you are half the man I am.."
hahahaa..... that just cracked me up.....that was just totally hilarious... hahaha....
Brand of the day: Abercrombie & Fitch
*phew*!
Haven't been so stressed for a test since.. when!?
Damn.... Calculus is makin me work hard...
Whose Line is it Anyway...
The guy being Chucky....
and a quacking elephant... that was hilarious...
when they kicked the door they fired a shot instead and it got into the other guy's eye..
"You are my butterstick
Butterstick, you are half the man I am.."
hahahaa..... that just cracked me up.....that was just totally hilarious... hahaha....
Brand of the day: Abercrombie & Fitch
WhoA... forgot to update
and almost forgot again today.. hehe
damn I'm losing my very good diary keeping habit!
Yea what's so good abt keepin a diary!? huh....
Calculus again, is killing me...
biting my brain off piece by piece..
AhhHHhh just kill me...
relief...relief....
relief from stomach pain
had too many strawberries...
ahh burning my stomach....
damn berries...
friday........ plz come.....!!
I can't believe it's ONLY tuesday today...
feels like it's wed or thurs already....
friday~~ friday~~~
Wat the hell?
It's spring and it's still freeeeeeezing cold *teeth chattering*
Canadian mail service.. so slow!!
still waiting for letter from Steph.......
Updates from last night:
Band jokes:
--Carly needs a vented chair cuz she thinks her butt's too hot...
so I said 'Maybe cuz u have too much fat in your butt' heh
she said 'I dun believe that noone else has a hot butt'
I said 'Maybe u'd wanna ask Kristine K...'
--Carly wants to learn cantonese
so I was tryin to teach her the cantonese name of 'Who Wants to be a millionaire'
she said 'Batman fyung'
and then 'Million (Egg) foo-yung'
and then 'Million housewifes (fuu yun)'
and finally 'Millionaire'...
--Carly wanted to learn more cantonese,
so I asked her wat she wants to learn and she said
'How do I say 'your thong is showing.'?'
I told her 'Nei tiu dai fu lo jor chut lai'
she practiced and she wanted to try it on someone,
so I told her to try it on Tim Ting...
After she said it.. Tim actually touched his butt to check if his underpants were showing..
lol... hilarious...
--we were seeing who has a longer tongue,
and we said that if we had a tongue as long as a frog,
we would be able to touch the 'funny lookin flute boy' in the front (the chubby one) heh..
and then we said,
We would be able to touch the student teacher's head,
he'll feel something and touch his head and go
'Why is my head wet?'
Okay.. Carly and I come up with the weirdest things. haha...
Band is so fun with Carly.. haha
she's soooo funny and weird....
and almost forgot again today.. hehe
damn I'm losing my very good diary keeping habit!
Yea what's so good abt keepin a diary!? huh....
Calculus again, is killing me...
biting my brain off piece by piece..
AhhHHhh just kill me...
relief...relief....
relief from stomach pain
had too many strawberries...
ahh burning my stomach....
damn berries...
friday........ plz come.....!!
I can't believe it's ONLY tuesday today...
feels like it's wed or thurs already....
friday~~ friday~~~
Wat the hell?
It's spring and it's still freeeeeeezing cold *teeth chattering*
Canadian mail service.. so slow!!
still waiting for letter from Steph.......
Updates from last night:
Band jokes:
--Carly needs a vented chair cuz she thinks her butt's too hot...
so I said 'Maybe cuz u have too much fat in your butt' heh
she said 'I dun believe that noone else has a hot butt'
I said 'Maybe u'd wanna ask Kristine K...'
--Carly wants to learn cantonese
so I was tryin to teach her the cantonese name of 'Who Wants to be a millionaire'
she said 'Batman fyung'
and then 'Million (Egg) foo-yung'
and then 'Million housewifes (fuu yun)'
and finally 'Millionaire'...
--Carly wanted to learn more cantonese,
so I asked her wat she wants to learn and she said
'How do I say 'your thong is showing.'?'
I told her 'Nei tiu dai fu lo jor chut lai'
she practiced and she wanted to try it on someone,
so I told her to try it on Tim Ting...
After she said it.. Tim actually touched his butt to check if his underpants were showing..
lol... hilarious...
--we were seeing who has a longer tongue,
and we said that if we had a tongue as long as a frog,
we would be able to touch the 'funny lookin flute boy' in the front (the chubby one) heh..
and then we said,
We would be able to touch the student teacher's head,
he'll feel something and touch his head and go
'Why is my head wet?'
Okay.. Carly and I come up with the weirdest things. haha...
Band is so fun with Carly.. haha
she's soooo funny and weird....
4.15.2002
To whom it may concern:
I think UBC has lowered their requirement for english this year...
u still need a 5 in LPI, but insteadof 80%
u only need 70% or higher in english provincial...
yup... double check if u want.
Keep forgettin to pay my speedin ticket...
damnit. Why can't I just pay online.
I get the urge to jog or do situps and pushups all of a sudden,
and the next thing I know the urge is gone....
Tournament coming up...
ah... wat should I do?
I've tried my best...
I think UBC has lowered their requirement for english this year...
u still need a 5 in LPI, but insteadof 80%
u only need 70% or higher in english provincial...
yup... double check if u want.
Keep forgettin to pay my speedin ticket...
damnit. Why can't I just pay online.
I get the urge to jog or do situps and pushups all of a sudden,
and the next thing I know the urge is gone....
Tournament coming up...
ah... wat should I do?
I've tried my best...
4.14.2002
4.13.2002
Badminton was super... haha
super FUN!
We did some drills..
but it was pretty stupid cuz I was so tired
and my reflex was so slow,
so I couldn't return any of the drives when we did the drill..
my wrist was hurting again too...
maybe I should buy weights to train my wrist...
Doubles with Phyllis again...
Morgan make us do 10 pushups if we clear...
during one game Morgan was standing right beside the court
and I forgot and cleared... haha..
I looked over and luckily, I think he didn't see it
cuz he was lookin bak with a
'why-the-hell-r-u-starin-at-me' look.. haha
We won all our games
we even beat the caucasian twins we lost to last time
There was one game I thought we should've lost...
I thought our opponents had 4 but they kept saying they have 5
then after a while Phyllis and I were abt to give in but
Morgan came over and said,
'Whatever these girls say is right, because I dun trust Alfred.'
HAhaha Morgan's so nice...
of course, us girls are ALWAYS right.. hah...
There must be some meaning to that evil laugh he made after saying
'You and Phyllis work well together!'
hmmmm...
duno if Calvin or Morgan's training us next week...
Fairchild SUCKS so much...
oh my god..
cut us off in the middle of the super trio show...
Ahhh!! Damn them!!
super FUN!
We did some drills..
but it was pretty stupid cuz I was so tired
and my reflex was so slow,
so I couldn't return any of the drives when we did the drill..
my wrist was hurting again too...
maybe I should buy weights to train my wrist...
Doubles with Phyllis again...
Morgan make us do 10 pushups if we clear...
during one game Morgan was standing right beside the court
and I forgot and cleared... haha..
I looked over and luckily, I think he didn't see it
cuz he was lookin bak with a
'why-the-hell-r-u-starin-at-me' look.. haha
We won all our games
we even beat the caucasian twins we lost to last time
There was one game I thought we should've lost...
I thought our opponents had 4 but they kept saying they have 5
then after a while Phyllis and I were abt to give in but
Morgan came over and said,
'Whatever these girls say is right, because I dun trust Alfred.'
HAhaha Morgan's so nice...
of course, us girls are ALWAYS right.. hah...
There must be some meaning to that evil laugh he made after saying
'You and Phyllis work well together!'
hmmmm...
duno if Calvin or Morgan's training us next week...
Fairchild SUCKS so much...
oh my god..
cut us off in the middle of the super trio show...
Ahhh!! Damn them!!
Dreams:
First dream:
I was chased by a lot of policemen on motorcycles...
I forgot why I was chased but I ran and ran
and I escaped from them to the school...
I had to keep running so they won't catch me
and I was running all around PG...
there were weird ppl everywhere..
I went to the spot below the staircase outside Ms. Haveman's room
and I saw a bunch of weird ppl there.
Then I thought 'no, this spot is too dangerous,
they can catch me from left and right
so I ran up the stairs and saw a bunch of weird ppl who noone wants to be friends with...
I was scared of them so I hid in the side until they all left,
then I went and hid behind a pole thing...
and later I ran outside
but I can't really remember wat happened anymore.....
Second Dream: (last night)
I dreamt that me, Jenny and all the ppl that were there yesterday
had another drinking party...
Peter kept hand signalling ppl to fill his glass with cooler
and all we drank was cooler.....
that's all I remember.
Prom last night....
You wanna know how it's like?
haha u go find out urself.....
Feetache cuz I got stepped on by ppl 3 times really hard with my sandals on
and sore calf cuz of all the dancing with heels...
$85 worth of one drink and it was too sour.
I'd REALLY rather go to badminton than prom... hah...
well but.. it's prom. -
I drank one shot of.. I duno wat...
but it tasted like super bitter coconut juice..
a couple shots of cooler
and apple cidra...
Mmm... stomach almost burnt... I could feel it churning with all the air...
good thing I didn't get drunk cuz I drank so little..
I wanna be awake for badminton today. hehee...
Winnie and Hendra so high last night..
Hendra's Mary Poppins.. hahaha
Winnie and her rhymes.....
I can't improv rhyming... haha sucks
Sharing a bed with Ann and mel??
Nah... more comfortable sleeping on the floor...
Alalalala..
if I dun hear it I dun know it
hahaha...
First dream:
I was chased by a lot of policemen on motorcycles...
I forgot why I was chased but I ran and ran
and I escaped from them to the school...
I had to keep running so they won't catch me
and I was running all around PG...
there were weird ppl everywhere..
I went to the spot below the staircase outside Ms. Haveman's room
and I saw a bunch of weird ppl there.
Then I thought 'no, this spot is too dangerous,
they can catch me from left and right
so I ran up the stairs and saw a bunch of weird ppl who noone wants to be friends with...
I was scared of them so I hid in the side until they all left,
then I went and hid behind a pole thing...
and later I ran outside
but I can't really remember wat happened anymore.....
Second Dream: (last night)
I dreamt that me, Jenny and all the ppl that were there yesterday
had another drinking party...
Peter kept hand signalling ppl to fill his glass with cooler
and all we drank was cooler.....
that's all I remember.
Prom last night....
You wanna know how it's like?
haha u go find out urself.....
Feetache cuz I got stepped on by ppl 3 times really hard with my sandals on
and sore calf cuz of all the dancing with heels...
$85 worth of one drink and it was too sour.
I'd REALLY rather go to badminton than prom... hah...
well but.. it's prom. -
I drank one shot of.. I duno wat...
but it tasted like super bitter coconut juice..
a couple shots of cooler
and apple cidra...
Mmm... stomach almost burnt... I could feel it churning with all the air...
good thing I didn't get drunk cuz I drank so little..
I wanna be awake for badminton today. hehee...
Winnie and Hendra so high last night..
Hendra's Mary Poppins.. hahaha
Winnie and her rhymes.....
I can't improv rhyming... haha sucks
Sharing a bed with Ann and mel??
Nah... more comfortable sleeping on the floor...
Alalalala..
if I dun hear it I dun know it
hahaha...
4.11.2002
You know what sucks?
It sucks when you hear a plane fly by but can't catch it cuz it's covered by clouds
it sucks when you have things to say but there's no one to talk to
it sucks when the coach u like is here, but u have prom and can't go to training
it sucks when you know something's wrong, but you can't do anythin abt it.
it sucks when you do bad even tho u tried your best
it sucks when you realize you've used up your good luck, and bad luck's waiting ahead of u
You know what rocks?
the beach rocks
badminton rocks
friends rock
my dogs rock
SUMMER ROCKS!
Is it the vitamin E in the sun!?
or is it "some trasparent, smellless weed"? haha
-quoted from Jenny... haha
Very comfy walk home today...
nice weather, just enough but not too strong rain
quiet and familiar streets and houses....
I think I've talked abt my dream house so many times already... haha
today when I passed by their car,
I noticed they took away the hawaiian cloth,
and they removed the two baby seats in the back!
So much less perfect now....... hah
it would be like a dream if I can live with my husband in that house
with that car..... hahaha
tsk tsk tsk... never be too idealistic.....
Must take pictures with some teachers before I graduate...
Teacher(s) I like the BEST: Mr. Taylor & Ms. Adrian
Mr Taylor is such a great teacher, I like and repect him so much,
and Ms Adrian is the nicest and fun-nest teacher... I really really like her too
Teacher(s) I like: Oyama sensei, Mr Lavery, Mr Lloyd and maybe Dr. Hawes
Sensei's nice to u if she likes you..... haha she's been pretty nice to me
Mr Lavery's really nice once you get into gr 12... before that he was just horrible
Mr Lloyd... another teacher I respect... in my opinion, the best english teacher
(in terms of easy marking but still learning stuff)
Dr Hawes is just really friendly.. to girls especially. haha
hmmm that's abt all the teachers I like in PG...
If there's a worst teacher award, I'm sure it'll go to Ms.Inglis..
Ms Wright would've had a chance for it too if she wasn't a counselor but a teacher
Damn I'm gonna miss Point Grey....
Prom tomorrow...
Right now I'm still very numb abt the whole prom and drinking thing...
But it might turn out surprisingly fun!?
At least I can brag to my friends in HK that I went to prom. haha....
It sucks when you hear a plane fly by but can't catch it cuz it's covered by clouds
it sucks when you have things to say but there's no one to talk to
it sucks when the coach u like is here, but u have prom and can't go to training
it sucks when you know something's wrong, but you can't do anythin abt it.
it sucks when you do bad even tho u tried your best
it sucks when you realize you've used up your good luck, and bad luck's waiting ahead of u
You know what rocks?
the beach rocks
badminton rocks
friends rock
my dogs rock
SUMMER ROCKS!
Is it the vitamin E in the sun!?
or is it "some trasparent, smellless weed"? haha
-quoted from Jenny... haha
Very comfy walk home today...
nice weather, just enough but not too strong rain
quiet and familiar streets and houses....
I think I've talked abt my dream house so many times already... haha
today when I passed by their car,
I noticed they took away the hawaiian cloth,
and they removed the two baby seats in the back!
So much less perfect now....... hah
it would be like a dream if I can live with my husband in that house
with that car..... hahaha
tsk tsk tsk... never be too idealistic.....
Must take pictures with some teachers before I graduate...
Teacher(s) I like the BEST: Mr. Taylor & Ms. Adrian
Mr Taylor is such a great teacher, I like and repect him so much,
and Ms Adrian is the nicest and fun-nest teacher... I really really like her too
Teacher(s) I like: Oyama sensei, Mr Lavery, Mr Lloyd and maybe Dr. Hawes
Sensei's nice to u if she likes you..... haha she's been pretty nice to me
Mr Lavery's really nice once you get into gr 12... before that he was just horrible
Mr Lloyd... another teacher I respect... in my opinion, the best english teacher
(in terms of easy marking but still learning stuff)
Dr Hawes is just really friendly.. to girls especially. haha
hmmm that's abt all the teachers I like in PG...
If there's a worst teacher award, I'm sure it'll go to Ms.Inglis..
Ms Wright would've had a chance for it too if she wasn't a counselor but a teacher
Damn I'm gonna miss Point Grey....
Prom tomorrow...
Right now I'm still very numb abt the whole prom and drinking thing...
But it might turn out surprisingly fun!?
At least I can brag to my friends in HK that I went to prom. haha....
4.10.2002
First of all...
I would like to wish Stephanie good luck
on her casting today @ the model agency...
U CAN DO IT STEPH!!
Secondly...
I just wanna say something to that someone
we're NOT pitying you...
and this'll be the last time I say this.
Thirdly...
I hope my dog will live till he's 15
and die peacefully in his sleep....
not in a painful sickness....
Fourthly...
I wanna share my happiness...
on how GREAT my week was!!!!!!
GOod luck good luck and more good luck...
damn I just wish I won't spend all the good luck I built up...
I would like to wish Stephanie good luck
on her casting today @ the model agency...
U CAN DO IT STEPH!!
Secondly...
I just wanna say something to that someone
we're NOT pitying you...
and this'll be the last time I say this.
Thirdly...
I hope my dog will live till he's 15
and die peacefully in his sleep....
not in a painful sickness....
Fourthly...
I wanna share my happiness...
on how GREAT my week was!!!!!!
GOod luck good luck and more good luck...
damn I just wish I won't spend all the good luck I built up...
4.09.2002
Had a weird weird dream during my nap...
I dreamt that I was shopping with Jenny in this..weird mall...
and I met Jason and Emily shopping there..
I went into this sports store and I got a pair of pants...
somehow I tried them on, and I couldn't get them off...
My sneakers became sneakers with some weird holes...
and somehow the pants goes till my toes and u can see the pants through my sneakers
Then I went to pay for it.. I remember there was this person lining up behind me..
then later when we left... I was thinking
'My house is just two streets away! The mall is right on Carnavon and 41st'
but Jenny gave me a ride anyway... she was driving in the parking lot
and going the wrong way..
and when I told her, she suddenly U turned in the middle
and I woke up right after...
haha weird.. shopping dream...
Physics lab was fun... hahah
I got so pissed off at Rosemary again cuz I was really confused
but she kept saying stuff that's wrong which made me even more confused...
I got so frustrated with her I went to the washroom...
and then.... balla-bing!
Sudden spark of intelligence in the washroom...
I went back and finished everything right in 20 minutes.
u know wat? Maybe I should go there more often...
Seems like I think better when I'm alone....
Watching MIB 2 trailer...
DAMN I'm gonna miss it!!!!
Summer of 2002.. WHY... ??? T__T
I dreamt that I was shopping with Jenny in this..weird mall...
and I met Jason and Emily shopping there..
I went into this sports store and I got a pair of pants...
somehow I tried them on, and I couldn't get them off...
My sneakers became sneakers with some weird holes...
and somehow the pants goes till my toes and u can see the pants through my sneakers
Then I went to pay for it.. I remember there was this person lining up behind me..
then later when we left... I was thinking
'My house is just two streets away! The mall is right on Carnavon and 41st'
but Jenny gave me a ride anyway... she was driving in the parking lot
and going the wrong way..
and when I told her, she suddenly U turned in the middle
and I woke up right after...
haha weird.. shopping dream...
Physics lab was fun... hahah
I got so pissed off at Rosemary again cuz I was really confused
but she kept saying stuff that's wrong which made me even more confused...
I got so frustrated with her I went to the washroom...
and then.... balla-bing!
Sudden spark of intelligence in the washroom...
I went back and finished everything right in 20 minutes.
u know wat? Maybe I should go there more often...
Seems like I think better when I'm alone....
Watching MIB 2 trailer...
DAMN I'm gonna miss it!!!!
Summer of 2002.. WHY... ??? T__T
Trying on contacts...
I mixed up my left and right contacts,
and when I put on the wrong contact in my right eye,
all the blood veins came out in a second,
and my eye was really really red and scary...
haha... so ma farn..
contacts are so ma farn...
hope it helped....
Things I gotta remember:
See the counselor
Pay my ticket
Get info and give them to dad
Check sectional date
dentist app. wed. morning
hm wat else? Ai too many things I can't remember them all.
Math test was okay...
Chem test was.. uh... okay...
jap was okay...
haha managed to finish studying chem and finished all the worksheets in 1.5 hours..
probably didn't do too well in the test tho. Ai...
Such a sunny day!!
But I had to go to the chiropracter and band... damn..
The Chiropracter fixed my backbone,
he said I had tight muscles on both sides of my back and neck, on my arm,
and also have a very weak wrist that gets hurt very easily...
><.... so many unhealthy spots...
Oh god.. contacts.. super dry... nooOOoo
I mixed up my left and right contacts,
and when I put on the wrong contact in my right eye,
all the blood veins came out in a second,
and my eye was really really red and scary...
haha... so ma farn..
contacts are so ma farn...
hope it helped....
Things I gotta remember:
See the counselor
Pay my ticket
Get info and give them to dad
Check sectional date
dentist app. wed. morning
hm wat else? Ai too many things I can't remember them all.
Math test was okay...
Chem test was.. uh... okay...
jap was okay...
haha managed to finish studying chem and finished all the worksheets in 1.5 hours..
probably didn't do too well in the test tho. Ai...
Such a sunny day!!
But I had to go to the chiropracter and band... damn..
The Chiropracter fixed my backbone,
he said I had tight muscles on both sides of my back and neck, on my arm,
and also have a very weak wrist that gets hurt very easily...
><.... so many unhealthy spots...
Oh god.. contacts.. super dry... nooOOoo
4.07.2002
Today would be perfect if I didn't have 2 tests and jap hw tomorrow...
haha....
imagine living in a perfect world....
naw that would be too boring.
Badminton was good...
Played some doubles and singles games...
It was actually not bad... hehe but I kept screwing up...
Played a game of singles up to 7 with Shao..
lost 7-6? I think.... hahah I thought that was pretty good...
Cuz I sprained my ankle, and Shao felt a cramp coming.
so we were both handicapped. hehe
After that we went to Richmond Centre and I got Katie's b-day present (finally)...
and had Edo teriyaki beef lunch.. mMMm..
heh that was really good...
then I went home while Jason and Jim went to play ball.
After I finished my jap hw
(amazingly I was doing hw in the afternoon..)
Jenny, me, Mel, Winnie, Ann, Hendra, Emily and the Shao brothers went to the beach..
we made Winnie into a mermaid... with cracking boobs hahah
and the tide was so low we walked out to the middle of the sea...
We found our dream island... hahaha (that was Stanley Park)..
and we caught 2 crabs... hehe
we put them back after we played with them for a while... haha
it was so fun.
The water was actually freezing cold at first,
but we stayed in there so long our legs got numb... hehe
Funny or interesting events:
Mel losing her slipper in the slushy sand
Pin saying the slushy sand feels like Ann's face
Emily trying to catch the small crab but instead pulled out its intestines
Hendra, Emily and me walkin on bunches of crab poo....
Hendra digging a hole and Pin falling into the trap
Catching crabs with Pin, Emily and Hendra
Washing feet in the washroom experience with Winnie and Emily
Making Winnie into a mermaid with a whole bunch of ppl
Playin Frisbee with Jenny and the Shao brothers
Hmm.. yea that's all I can remember for now. hehehee...
Have so much energy and motivation to do things today...
nice...
haha....
imagine living in a perfect world....
naw that would be too boring.
Badminton was good...
Played some doubles and singles games...
It was actually not bad... hehe but I kept screwing up...
Played a game of singles up to 7 with Shao..
lost 7-6? I think.... hahah I thought that was pretty good...
Cuz I sprained my ankle, and Shao felt a cramp coming.
so we were both handicapped. hehe
After that we went to Richmond Centre and I got Katie's b-day present (finally)...
and had Edo teriyaki beef lunch.. mMMm..
heh that was really good...
then I went home while Jason and Jim went to play ball.
After I finished my jap hw
(amazingly I was doing hw in the afternoon..)
Jenny, me, Mel, Winnie, Ann, Hendra, Emily and the Shao brothers went to the beach..
we made Winnie into a mermaid... with cracking boobs hahah
and the tide was so low we walked out to the middle of the sea...
We found our dream island... hahaha (that was Stanley Park)..
and we caught 2 crabs... hehe
we put them back after we played with them for a while... haha
it was so fun.
The water was actually freezing cold at first,
but we stayed in there so long our legs got numb... hehe
Funny or interesting events:
Mel losing her slipper in the slushy sand
Pin saying the slushy sand feels like Ann's face
Emily trying to catch the small crab but instead pulled out its intestines
Hendra, Emily and me walkin on bunches of crab poo....
Hendra digging a hole and Pin falling into the trap
Catching crabs with Pin, Emily and Hendra
Washing feet in the washroom experience with Winnie and Emily
Making Winnie into a mermaid with a whole bunch of ppl
Playin Frisbee with Jenny and the Shao brothers
Hmm.. yea that's all I can remember for now. hehehee...
Have so much energy and motivation to do things today...
nice...
4.06.2002
REally happy today... HEhEHe.....
AHhhh hyperness......
I didn't wake up till 3:30...
which made me late for badminton!
Ahh!!! So regret that I missed the drill...
OH well. It's okay.
Morgan's here again today...
We then did a lot of drives...
and it was SO FUN!!! hahaha...
best drill ever.... so so fun! I didn't want to stop.. haha
then after that we did something even better!
DOUBLES GAMES! hehee
Sooo fun.. I was partering with Phyllis,
and out of the 6 games we won 4!!!
WoohOO... totally kicked some bozo ass... haha
showed those guys somethin they never thought...
they never thought we could beat them... by 5-0. HAH
We lost to the caucasian twins...
damn we were winning 3-1.. but they caught up and beat us 5-3..
and we lost to Daniel and Bosco..
we were winning 4-1!! ahhh... then they caught up and we went into deuce,
and in the end we lost 6-5.... hehe that was SO fun!!
I actually think I play really well together with Phyllis...
It's like.. she knows exactly where to go and stuff...
what she need is taller legs, longer arms and bigger strength,
which she will get when she grow up..
then she'll be too good for me.. hahaha..
And Morgan was surprisingly nice today!
He was the one who called those guys that lost to us bozos... hahaha
You know how guys just think they must be better than girls in sports,
we kicked their ass HA... and it was especially embarrassing, cuz PHYLLIS is only 10...
He asked if I joined any tournaments and which round did I lose...
haha so embarrassing that I lost all my tournaments in first round.
Well, I take that as an encouragement... hehe
that means he think I'm actually good enough to play tournaments!?
You know, the difference between Morgan and Calvin is,
when they both compliment you,
you feel much better when Morgan does cuz u know he means it,
but when Calvin does, u just think 'Well, he says that to everyone.'
Yea and nothing else special happened today...
u can see, the souce of my happiness comes totally from badminton.
hahaha.... FEELS SO GOOD TO WIN MAN!!!!
I've missed that feelin... since so long ago. haha..
One hour lost today...
nooooooooo
AHhhh hyperness......
I didn't wake up till 3:30...
which made me late for badminton!
Ahh!!! So regret that I missed the drill...
OH well. It's okay.
Morgan's here again today...
We then did a lot of drives...
and it was SO FUN!!! hahaha...
best drill ever.... so so fun! I didn't want to stop.. haha
then after that we did something even better!
DOUBLES GAMES! hehee
Sooo fun.. I was partering with Phyllis,
and out of the 6 games we won 4!!!
WoohOO... totally kicked some bozo ass... haha
showed those guys somethin they never thought...
they never thought we could beat them... by 5-0. HAH
We lost to the caucasian twins...
damn we were winning 3-1.. but they caught up and beat us 5-3..
and we lost to Daniel and Bosco..
we were winning 4-1!! ahhh... then they caught up and we went into deuce,
and in the end we lost 6-5.... hehe that was SO fun!!
I actually think I play really well together with Phyllis...
It's like.. she knows exactly where to go and stuff...
what she need is taller legs, longer arms and bigger strength,
which she will get when she grow up..
then she'll be too good for me.. hahaha..
And Morgan was surprisingly nice today!
He was the one who called those guys that lost to us bozos... hahaha
You know how guys just think they must be better than girls in sports,
we kicked their ass HA... and it was especially embarrassing, cuz PHYLLIS is only 10...
He asked if I joined any tournaments and which round did I lose...
haha so embarrassing that I lost all my tournaments in first round.
Well, I take that as an encouragement... hehe
that means he think I'm actually good enough to play tournaments!?
You know, the difference between Morgan and Calvin is,
when they both compliment you,
you feel much better when Morgan does cuz u know he means it,
but when Calvin does, u just think 'Well, he says that to everyone.'
Yea and nothing else special happened today...
u can see, the souce of my happiness comes totally from badminton.
hahaha.... FEELS SO GOOD TO WIN MAN!!!!
I've missed that feelin... since so long ago. haha..
One hour lost today...
nooooooooo
"why live life from dream to dream
and dread the day when dreaming ends?"
Moulin Rouge.. so sad....
Actually it wasn't too sad
but that's probably cuz I already knew the ending....
the story was great tho..
all the musical, the costumes and stuff.
And yea, I didn't like Nicole Kidman a lot,
but I agree she's really pretty in the movie.
It's a tragedy.... but it's kinda funny in some parts.
Overall I think it's a pretty entertaining 120 min movie..
comedy, tragedy, love... everythin's good..
and dread the day when dreaming ends?"
Moulin Rouge.. so sad....
Actually it wasn't too sad
but that's probably cuz I already knew the ending....
the story was great tho..
all the musical, the costumes and stuff.
And yea, I didn't like Nicole Kidman a lot,
but I agree she's really pretty in the movie.
It's a tragedy.... but it's kinda funny in some parts.
Overall I think it's a pretty entertaining 120 min movie..
comedy, tragedy, love... everythin's good..
4.05.2002
Seems like I haven't updated in a loong time..
but in fact, I updated yesterday and the day before too...
to those who are wondering,
I couldn't update cuz blogger was down...
Our plan to go to the beach was cancelled because of the weather..
I always feel that I waste all the sunny days,
and when I finally have something planned,
the sunny days are gone...
u know, someday I'll learn that nothing waits... or to put it in another way,
everything waits for nobody...
English totally sucked...
I spent too much time writing the draft,
and so in the end I just kept repeating and repeating myself
cuz there was only 3 minutes left and my second page was empty...
inglis SUCKS... I mean...
there is a suggestion on how long u should take to write that part,
but wat if I finish the MCs really quickly and spend more time writing?
So damn stubborn.....
I'm probably gonna get a even lower mark this term...
cuz Inglis hates me, I know she does.
Wanted to go out for dinner,
but my dad already cooked so I had to stay home...
well, it's okay,
it's time for me to be a better daughter.
By friday night,
friday always seems like yesterday to me...
can't get my brain to work properly...
my brain has caught the friday forgetness bug.
Fairchild is getting worse and worse..
how can they not show the Preview for next week??
Arrghh they always used to on friday nights!
Stupid Fairchild......
Badminton was okay today...
it was actually fun.
Maybe cuz Morgan was back,
he kept making us do drills
and I felt healthier....
When Calvin was here,
he doesn't make us do much
which makes me really lazy and out of shape...
After that we played some doubles games...
I was partnering with Phyllis,
and the best game was when we played against Matthew and Joseph...
ha... that game was so exciting...
During one of the matches Phyllis and I just kept smashing till they couldn't return it anymore.
hehehe... I want a re-match.......
King of the court... so stupid.
I lost my singles confidence again... hahah
When they clear it to me, I didn't know what I should do...
I feel like I'm deproving day by day.... *sigh*
If you want someone to love you,
you have to be able to love yourself first...
if you want someone to help you,
you have to be able to help yourself first...
Hah.. I have a feelin I was like that last year.
Don't you just wish you can read minds?
Well, what's the point to be able to read other people's minds
when you don't even understand your own?
Just remember... that no one, and I mean, NO ONE can read your mind...
if you want something, u have to show it.
I have somethin against ppl who wastes money....
Everyone more of less wastes some money at some point,
but... I just hate it when some of them wastes money and feel proud abt it...
I mean, what's there to be proud of?
It's just like throwing the $ ur parents earned in years into the toilet...
aIsh.. spend your $ wisely....
To pay off your debts,
there's always Visa card.
What am I gonna do when the bill comes? T__T
I think the dentist missed a cavity last time
cuz that tooth hurts so much when I drink ice water....
Aish, got so pissed off today when I talked abt seeing the dentist with Rosemary,
and she was like "What the hell? Do you ever brush your teeth?"
Dumb..... DUMB! Just THINK before you SPEAK.......
do I brush my teeth!?!?!? Of course............... oh my god......
That's why we all get pissed off at her...
cuz she doesn't THINK before she speaks.. and pisses everyone off....
but in fact, I updated yesterday and the day before too...
to those who are wondering,
I couldn't update cuz blogger was down...
Our plan to go to the beach was cancelled because of the weather..
I always feel that I waste all the sunny days,
and when I finally have something planned,
the sunny days are gone...
u know, someday I'll learn that nothing waits... or to put it in another way,
everything waits for nobody...
English totally sucked...
I spent too much time writing the draft,
and so in the end I just kept repeating and repeating myself
cuz there was only 3 minutes left and my second page was empty...
inglis SUCKS... I mean...
there is a suggestion on how long u should take to write that part,
but wat if I finish the MCs really quickly and spend more time writing?
So damn stubborn.....
I'm probably gonna get a even lower mark this term...
cuz Inglis hates me, I know she does.
Wanted to go out for dinner,
but my dad already cooked so I had to stay home...
well, it's okay,
it's time for me to be a better daughter.
By friday night,
friday always seems like yesterday to me...
can't get my brain to work properly...
my brain has caught the friday forgetness bug.
Fairchild is getting worse and worse..
how can they not show the Preview for next week??
Arrghh they always used to on friday nights!
Stupid Fairchild......
Badminton was okay today...
it was actually fun.
Maybe cuz Morgan was back,
he kept making us do drills
and I felt healthier....
When Calvin was here,
he doesn't make us do much
which makes me really lazy and out of shape...
After that we played some doubles games...
I was partnering with Phyllis,
and the best game was when we played against Matthew and Joseph...
ha... that game was so exciting...
During one of the matches Phyllis and I just kept smashing till they couldn't return it anymore.
hehehe... I want a re-match.......
King of the court... so stupid.
I lost my singles confidence again... hahah
When they clear it to me, I didn't know what I should do...
I feel like I'm deproving day by day.... *sigh*
If you want someone to love you,
you have to be able to love yourself first...
if you want someone to help you,
you have to be able to help yourself first...
Hah.. I have a feelin I was like that last year.
Don't you just wish you can read minds?
Well, what's the point to be able to read other people's minds
when you don't even understand your own?
Just remember... that no one, and I mean, NO ONE can read your mind...
if you want something, u have to show it.
I have somethin against ppl who wastes money....
Everyone more of less wastes some money at some point,
but... I just hate it when some of them wastes money and feel proud abt it...
I mean, what's there to be proud of?
It's just like throwing the $ ur parents earned in years into the toilet...
aIsh.. spend your $ wisely....
To pay off your debts,
there's always Visa card.
What am I gonna do when the bill comes? T__T
I think the dentist missed a cavity last time
cuz that tooth hurts so much when I drink ice water....
Aish, got so pissed off today when I talked abt seeing the dentist with Rosemary,
and she was like "What the hell? Do you ever brush your teeth?"
Dumb..... DUMB! Just THINK before you SPEAK.......
do I brush my teeth!?!?!? Of course............... oh my god......
That's why we all get pissed off at her...
cuz she doesn't THINK before she speaks.. and pisses everyone off....
4.04.2002
4.03.2002
Suffocating in the showers....
sometimes the water's too hot,
there's too much steam in the bathroom
but my fan's not strong enough to suck it away...
so the steam flows into my lungs,
and sometimes,
I just have a hard time breathin....
I have a feelin that I'm the only one who doesn't know anything at all...
Never felt so confident...
hopefully that's not an illusion....
Been sleepin like a pig these days...
time for... exercise..
yeeano.... sleep.. mmMm...
sometimes the water's too hot,
there's too much steam in the bathroom
but my fan's not strong enough to suck it away...
so the steam flows into my lungs,
and sometimes,
I just have a hard time breathin....
I have a feelin that I'm the only one who doesn't know anything at all...
Never felt so confident...
hopefully that's not an illusion....
Been sleepin like a pig these days...
time for... exercise..
yeeano.... sleep.. mmMm...
4.01.2002
Last night I had a dream..
I dreamt that I was with this other girl and two guys, (totally forgot who they are)
and the guys were carryin us around to places...
I was wearing those really short badminton white shorts and T-shirt...
and when we got to this place, it was really crowded..
everyone wanted to see wat's inside the glass, so we were all stacked up against the glass..
then ppl started pushing onto me, and I felt this sharp pain on my back bone
so I yelled at this kid who were pushing on my backbone....
and.. I dun really remember the rest of the dream....
I dreamt that I was with this other girl and two guys, (totally forgot who they are)
and the guys were carryin us around to places...
I was wearing those really short badminton white shorts and T-shirt...
and when we got to this place, it was really crowded..
everyone wanted to see wat's inside the glass, so we were all stacked up against the glass..
then ppl started pushing onto me, and I felt this sharp pain on my back bone
so I yelled at this kid who were pushing on my backbone....
and.. I dun really remember the rest of the dream....