The "underneath it all" song.. sooo catchy. heh...
The new beetle convertible......my next dream car. haha
my REAL AGE is 13.5 yrs old... that's back in.. grade 8? heh
i'm sitting at home amazed by the frightening silence in my house on new year's eve..
yea shouldn't I be used to it by now?
12.31.2002
Annoying aunties playin mah-jong @ my house..
hehe @ 3:30 i coulnd't stand it no more so I went out..
Shopped for Jim's present for a while..
heh wallet picking.. so funny......
Ann and I will become wallet designers and make billions!!!
How come there's no perfect wallets.. hehehe
and the designer guy @ Gap with a flabby stomach.. hehe
then went to shop for dinner in Richmond...
curry or just pork!? hehe we settled on pork with shake n' bake..
made our own dinner for $5 with excess chicken too.. hehee that was good.. saving $
watched the suckiest ending ever.. of Seven Sisters...
stupid.... the girl died, that was cool.. but the color snow thing.. that's just dumb. hehe
and the last scene was like..... "huh????"
hehe.. then went to Jenny's room and reviewed old pix.. hehehe funny ones..
ones with ugly faces... and weird ones.. 4 legged Jenny... and Ann sitting on air...
can't remember which other ones we laughed at.. OHH.. the SUPER hyped Pin..
hehehe funniness........
then we just chatted and sat around and did nothing.. hehehe
Ann curling up in Jenny's bed.. heheh getting poked..
she got her revenge today.. hahaha she bit Jenny.. hahaha
and stop laughing at me dance!!! hahaha and the techno music.. tryin to dance robotic..
non-stop jukebox? nooo.. hehehee
and Jen saying "Bring it on, slave one.." hahahahaa
and Waxy.. hahaha waxy ears...... aw.... ehhe
It was fun.. hehe all high without even drinking.... maybe it was the sidra. heh...
hehe @ 3:30 i coulnd't stand it no more so I went out..
Shopped for Jim's present for a while..
heh wallet picking.. so funny......
Ann and I will become wallet designers and make billions!!!
How come there's no perfect wallets.. hehehe
and the designer guy @ Gap with a flabby stomach.. hehe
then went to shop for dinner in Richmond...
curry or just pork!? hehe we settled on pork with shake n' bake..
made our own dinner for $5 with excess chicken too.. hehee that was good.. saving $
watched the suckiest ending ever.. of Seven Sisters...
stupid.... the girl died, that was cool.. but the color snow thing.. that's just dumb. hehe
and the last scene was like..... "huh????"
hehe.. then went to Jenny's room and reviewed old pix.. hehehe funny ones..
ones with ugly faces... and weird ones.. 4 legged Jenny... and Ann sitting on air...
can't remember which other ones we laughed at.. OHH.. the SUPER hyped Pin..
hehehe funniness........
then we just chatted and sat around and did nothing.. hehehe
Ann curling up in Jenny's bed.. heheh getting poked..
she got her revenge today.. hahaha she bit Jenny.. hahaha
and stop laughing at me dance!!! hahaha and the techno music.. tryin to dance robotic..
non-stop jukebox? nooo.. hehehee
and Jen saying "Bring it on, slave one.." hahahahaa
and Waxy.. hahaha waxy ears...... aw.... ehhe
It was fun.. hehe all high without even drinking.... maybe it was the sidra. heh...
12.30.2002
Kinda depressed... since last night,
thought I would sleep it off
but then found out today that sleeping didn't help.
2 years and 2 months...
I've had badminton training for 2 years and 2 months!!
Why am I still so sucky.... =p.........
very struggling on whether I should join VRC training or not...
thought I would sleep it off
but then found out today that sleeping didn't help.
2 years and 2 months...
I've had badminton training for 2 years and 2 months!!
Why am I still so sucky.... =p.........
very struggling on whether I should join VRC training or not...
Best quotes:
#1 "Emily's not lazy;
she's just happy doing nothing."
#2 "the solution to the prob.... is to create more prob."
-Lar
*eventually, new problems become so overwhelming, the old ones will seem like nothing.
(now it makes sense, Lar.. heh)
#3 "the sun is just a sneeze away"
-Hen
-------------------
The Jail (Jenny mail) Express
"People from jail guarantee your mail! "
"a dollar a mail~ take it or i rip it" ... LOL....
#1 "Emily's not lazy;
she's just happy doing nothing."
#2 "the solution to the prob.... is to create more prob."
-Lar
*eventually, new problems become so overwhelming, the old ones will seem like nothing.
(now it makes sense, Lar.. heh)
#3 "the sun is just a sneeze away"
-Hen
-------------------
The Jail (Jenny mail) Express
"People from jail guarantee your mail! "
"a dollar a mail~ take it or i rip it" ... LOL....
Still my favorite song... ahhh so good.
"Baby won't you tell me why
there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
the feeling so strong,
were lasting for so long,
but I'm not the man your heart is missing
that's why you go away
I know"
-MLTR
starting to love this song:
"The selfish they're all standing in line...
Faithin' and hopin' and to buy themselves time.
Me, I figure as each breath goes by,
I only own my mind.
The north is to south what the clock is to time.
There's east and there's west and there everywhere life.
I know that I was born and I know that I'll die.
The in between is mine. I am mine.
And the feeling it gets left behind...
All the innocence, lost at one time
significant behind the eyes, there's no need to hide.
We're safe tonight.
The ocean is full cause everyone's crying,
The full moon is looking for friends at high tide.
The sorrow grows bigger when the sorrows denied.
I only know my mind. I am mine.
And the meaning gets left behind...
All the innocents, lost at one time
significant behind the eyes, there's no need to hide.
We're safe tonight.
And the feelings get left behind
Oh the innocence, broken with life
Significance between the lines.
We may need to hide.
And the meanings get left behind
All the innocents, lost at one time
We're all different behind the eyes
There's no need to hide, yeah"
-I am mine, PearlJam
"Baby won't you tell me why
there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion
I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head
I won't forget the way you're kissing
the feeling so strong,
were lasting for so long,
but I'm not the man your heart is missing
that's why you go away
I know"
-MLTR
starting to love this song:
"The selfish they're all standing in line...
Faithin' and hopin' and to buy themselves time.
Me, I figure as each breath goes by,
I only own my mind.
The north is to south what the clock is to time.
There's east and there's west and there everywhere life.
I know that I was born and I know that I'll die.
The in between is mine. I am mine.
And the feeling it gets left behind...
All the innocence, lost at one time
significant behind the eyes, there's no need to hide.
We're safe tonight.
The ocean is full cause everyone's crying,
The full moon is looking for friends at high tide.
The sorrow grows bigger when the sorrows denied.
I only know my mind. I am mine.
And the meaning gets left behind...
All the innocents, lost at one time
significant behind the eyes, there's no need to hide.
We're safe tonight.
And the feelings get left behind
Oh the innocence, broken with life
Significance between the lines.
We may need to hide.
And the meanings get left behind
All the innocents, lost at one time
We're all different behind the eyes
There's no need to hide, yeah"
-I am mine, PearlJam
12.29.2002
Had an extreemely weird dream....
I dreamt that I was in this place...
and somehow there're TWO me's..
and I don't really remember wat was happeneing..
and then suddenly people started accussing people for being ghosts..
and then... my memory's kinda blurred,
but I remember this ghost telling me to catch another ghost...
I had to yell some sorta chant and make this small ghost and a big ghost go in the bag...
so I did, but the big ghost wouldn't budge... so I like.. did somehting..
oh my god.. I don't really remember this dream clearly,
but it was weird.. working for a ghost!? ahhh...
I spent my whole afternoon with my lovely lovely buggie.. heh
Apologies to Lar and Joseph....
I WANTED to wake up, I did... I set my alarm clock to 10:30 too..
but the problem is I didn't turn it on..... T_T... so stupid...
That IS the worst excuse.. I'm sorry.. heh
well so I didn't go to Thompson...
so I drove down to Kingsway to pick up Joseph,
drove down to Richmond, just to find that there's no badminon there either,
then drove all the way to UBC...
OKay highlights in UBC...
saw Jason and Flora there... I knew they were gonna be there tho. heh
and.. giving out christmas cards even tho its past christmas...
mean people staring at us play and wanting to take our courts... =p...
Joseph and Jim's weird positioned arm wrestling... heh
OH jenny... LOTR Wednesday!!!!!!! hehe and skating b4 that.. hehe
And "let's play truth or dare"
"I DARE u to pull the fire alarm!!" heh...
stayed there for 2 hours, only played 2 really short games,
not even warmed up, and it's already time to drive Joseph back...
the only good thing about today is... I got to see my friends...
and.. I SAW SNOW!!! In the other side of vancouver...
why isn't it snowing here??? ahh.. this sucks.
It's getting preeetty cold...
i can't wait till the ski trip tho. hehe.... it's gonna be fun.
I dreamt that I was in this place...
and somehow there're TWO me's..
and I don't really remember wat was happeneing..
and then suddenly people started accussing people for being ghosts..
and then... my memory's kinda blurred,
but I remember this ghost telling me to catch another ghost...
I had to yell some sorta chant and make this small ghost and a big ghost go in the bag...
so I did, but the big ghost wouldn't budge... so I like.. did somehting..
oh my god.. I don't really remember this dream clearly,
but it was weird.. working for a ghost!? ahhh...
I spent my whole afternoon with my lovely lovely buggie.. heh
Apologies to Lar and Joseph....
I WANTED to wake up, I did... I set my alarm clock to 10:30 too..
but the problem is I didn't turn it on..... T_T... so stupid...
That IS the worst excuse.. I'm sorry.. heh
well so I didn't go to Thompson...
so I drove down to Kingsway to pick up Joseph,
drove down to Richmond, just to find that there's no badminon there either,
then drove all the way to UBC...
OKay highlights in UBC...
saw Jason and Flora there... I knew they were gonna be there tho. heh
and.. giving out christmas cards even tho its past christmas...
mean people staring at us play and wanting to take our courts... =p...
Joseph and Jim's weird positioned arm wrestling... heh
OH jenny... LOTR Wednesday!!!!!!! hehe and skating b4 that.. hehe
And "let's play truth or dare"
"I DARE u to pull the fire alarm!!" heh...
stayed there for 2 hours, only played 2 really short games,
not even warmed up, and it's already time to drive Joseph back...
the only good thing about today is... I got to see my friends...
and.. I SAW SNOW!!! In the other side of vancouver...
why isn't it snowing here??? ahh.. this sucks.
It's getting preeetty cold...
i can't wait till the ski trip tho. hehe.... it's gonna be fun.
Hmm it didn't hit me as much as I thought it would...
2 days...guess that's still not the right one.
Or maybe I just never ever put enough effort into it....
yes that must be it.
Watched "Revenge of the nerds" and its sequel...
hahaa the first one was waaaay better... funny brainless comedy
I liked the jap guy so much! hahaha he was so innocent and dumb. hahaha
it's really too bad he's not in the sequel.. =(
Booger was cool as well... hahahaha
and the violin guy, and the gay black guy who dances robotic really well... heh
it's alll funny.. but I gotta mention the theme song.. here's the lyrics:
"mom packed us some lunch and we're off to school,
they call us nerds cuz we're so uncool
They laugh at our clothes, they laugh at our hair,
the girls walk by with their nose in the air
so go ahead and put us down
one of these days we'll turn it around
won't be long, mark my words,
time has come for revenge of the neeerrdss...."
LOL............. SO funny and catchy......
I made the worst decision today...
I went to a family dinner.. kinda.... instead of badminton.. ><
I went for the Hikaru no Go comics,
but now I realized that it mite be better to wait....
I won't get to read new stuff till.... like.. forever.. T_T
I was so bored there.. *sigh*..... and I miss badminton...
and, I watched "The guiness records" with the kids...
The eye popping thing was NASTY!!!!!! NASTY!! ahhh..
damn I couldn't see who won iron chef.. oh wellz. unimportant..
I'm still hungry now after I'm back home and a little car sick,
and I need to take a shower... go to bed.. then wake up for badminton tomorrow.
Thats it for now. ciao.
2 days...guess that's still not the right one.
Or maybe I just never ever put enough effort into it....
yes that must be it.
Watched "Revenge of the nerds" and its sequel...
hahaa the first one was waaaay better... funny brainless comedy
I liked the jap guy so much! hahaha he was so innocent and dumb. hahaha
it's really too bad he's not in the sequel.. =(
Booger was cool as well... hahahaha
and the violin guy, and the gay black guy who dances robotic really well... heh
it's alll funny.. but I gotta mention the theme song.. here's the lyrics:
"mom packed us some lunch and we're off to school,
they call us nerds cuz we're so uncool
They laugh at our clothes, they laugh at our hair,
the girls walk by with their nose in the air
so go ahead and put us down
one of these days we'll turn it around
won't be long, mark my words,
time has come for revenge of the neeerrdss...."
LOL............. SO funny and catchy......
I made the worst decision today...
I went to a family dinner.. kinda.... instead of badminton.. ><
I went for the Hikaru no Go comics,
but now I realized that it mite be better to wait....
I won't get to read new stuff till.... like.. forever.. T_T
I was so bored there.. *sigh*..... and I miss badminton...
and, I watched "The guiness records" with the kids...
The eye popping thing was NASTY!!!!!! NASTY!! ahhh..
damn I couldn't see who won iron chef.. oh wellz. unimportant..
I'm still hungry now after I'm back home and a little car sick,
and I need to take a shower... go to bed.. then wake up for badminton tomorrow.
Thats it for now. ciao.
12.27.2002
Eating a somewhat crunchy french bread, banana with water..
wow.. since when did I go on such a healthy diet? hehe...
I finally managed to break my phone after wat.. 5 years?
I can't hear anything without the headset...
ahh... time to get a new phone!
but no.. I HAD to go fix it...
and then.. I duno how the hell I fixed it............ but i did...............
stupidest success ever....................... heh
Another funny stupid thing...
Phone call... made by Lar to Angel (supposedly)
Lar: "Wei ng goi wun Angel ah..."
Me: "Nei jo mud da lei nee dou?"
Lar: "uhh Roz and I just wanted to see wut ur up to.."
Me: ".... what? I AM Roz.."
lol......... FUNNIEST phone call EVER....
and it's cool that we settled the prob. heh...
"The way to solve the prob is... to create a new prob.." ? hehh..great quote. heh
Another weird wrong number call...
Someone: "wei ng goi wun Geung Wai Ming a..."
Me: "....."
*who the fuxk is Geung Wai Ming!? I have a Chong Hiu Ming... but no Geung Wai Ming...* heh
Okay my mood is much better today.....
even tho the main prob is not solved yet...
maybe it's time to go stir up more problems. hehe
um... no. hehe
And what's wrong wiht people... all sleeping when it's not even 11PM!????
HUH????
wow.. since when did I go on such a healthy diet? hehe...
I finally managed to break my phone after wat.. 5 years?
I can't hear anything without the headset...
ahh... time to get a new phone!
but no.. I HAD to go fix it...
and then.. I duno how the hell I fixed it............ but i did...............
stupidest success ever....................... heh
Another funny stupid thing...
Phone call... made by Lar to Angel (supposedly)
Lar: "Wei ng goi wun Angel ah..."
Me: "Nei jo mud da lei nee dou?"
Lar: "uhh Roz and I just wanted to see wut ur up to.."
Me: ".... what? I AM Roz.."
lol......... FUNNIEST phone call EVER....
and it's cool that we settled the prob. heh...
"The way to solve the prob is... to create a new prob.." ? hehh..great quote. heh
Another weird wrong number call...
Someone: "wei ng goi wun Geung Wai Ming a..."
Me: "....."
*who the fuxk is Geung Wai Ming!? I have a Chong Hiu Ming... but no Geung Wai Ming...* heh
Okay my mood is much better today.....
even tho the main prob is not solved yet...
maybe it's time to go stir up more problems. hehe
um... no. hehe
And what's wrong wiht people... all sleeping when it's not even 11PM!????
HUH????
I get SO FUCKIN pissed off when I'm playing piano,
and my dad comes in with a dog or somethin,
and starts yakking off with my mom WHILE I'm playing.....
if you're here to talk then go somewhere else.... fah........
disrespecting musicians..... even tho I'm not much of one.
Hung out with Toko, Peter, Frank, his friend Chang!?, Jenny, and her bf.. forgot his name.
Went skating... haha that was cool.. haven't skated in quite a while..
stupid Frank kept pushing people...... heh
our plan NEXT time, Toko, will be to get Frank's ass on ice. heh
then we went to bubble tea...
and I kept turning the wrong way and getting lost.. haha
it was cool talking to them again....
same old ppl.... with a few more others......
the stupidest thing was I forgot to bring Toko and Frank's present.. ahh..
and my dad comes in with a dog or somethin,
and starts yakking off with my mom WHILE I'm playing.....
if you're here to talk then go somewhere else.... fah........
disrespecting musicians..... even tho I'm not much of one.
Hung out with Toko, Peter, Frank, his friend Chang!?, Jenny, and her bf.. forgot his name.
Went skating... haha that was cool.. haven't skated in quite a while..
stupid Frank kept pushing people...... heh
our plan NEXT time, Toko, will be to get Frank's ass on ice. heh
then we went to bubble tea...
and I kept turning the wrong way and getting lost.. haha
it was cool talking to them again....
same old ppl.... with a few more others......
the stupidest thing was I forgot to bring Toko and Frank's present.. ahh..
Wwweirdest dream... ever..
So in my dream...
I was pregnant...... and so was Christine...
and we were at this place doing all these tests and stuff...
and then.. we started talking about our baby..
it was really weird.... I don't remember who the father is... hahaa
omg... and in the dream I was actually enjoying having a baby...
quite amazing..... Christine?? Me?? Pregnant?? haha......
I'm soo sorry I couldn't wake up this morning....
so so sorry.... i'll make up for it by driving u guys to Killarney... ^^
I was tellin Jenny to lie so that she can come skating...
hmm... well, a good lie is acceptable right?
Finally opened our presents....
it was nice......
not really the presents part,
but the family getting together part...
Damn I feel bad cuz my bro spent a lot of money on mine...
OH well. He doesn't have a budget, I do. =p
hmm....... christmas seem to have left b4 it was even here.....
So in my dream...
I was pregnant...... and so was Christine...
and we were at this place doing all these tests and stuff...
and then.. we started talking about our baby..
it was really weird.... I don't remember who the father is... hahaa
omg... and in the dream I was actually enjoying having a baby...
quite amazing..... Christine?? Me?? Pregnant?? haha......
I'm soo sorry I couldn't wake up this morning....
so so sorry.... i'll make up for it by driving u guys to Killarney... ^^
I was tellin Jenny to lie so that she can come skating...
hmm... well, a good lie is acceptable right?
Finally opened our presents....
it was nice......
not really the presents part,
but the family getting together part...
Damn I feel bad cuz my bro spent a lot of money on mine...
OH well. He doesn't have a budget, I do. =p
hmm....... christmas seem to have left b4 it was even here.....
ahh damnit, my moods are fluctuating again..
I just realized that I get pissed off when I shop and can't find anything I want..
I'm the kind who MUST buy something... on boxing day. heh
Ended up with 2 pairs of jeans, ski pants, ski jacket, and.. uh that's all..
I SO wanted this gray toque.. but didn't get it.. cuz it was $20... damnit
hmm in fact I'm not in a good mood today....
so I'm just gonna stop here,
after quoting Emily's
"Emily isn't lazy;
she's just happy doing nothing."
shoot, my mistake...
WORST timing to leave a conversation.....boi.
always sleep at the worst time.
I'm not in a good mood...
so wat difference does it make if I told u?
I just realized that I get pissed off when I shop and can't find anything I want..
I'm the kind who MUST buy something... on boxing day. heh
Ended up with 2 pairs of jeans, ski pants, ski jacket, and.. uh that's all..
I SO wanted this gray toque.. but didn't get it.. cuz it was $20... damnit
hmm in fact I'm not in a good mood today....
so I'm just gonna stop here,
after quoting Emily's
"Emily isn't lazy;
she's just happy doing nothing."
shoot, my mistake...
WORST timing to leave a conversation.....boi.
always sleep at the worst time.
I'm not in a good mood...
so wat difference does it make if I told u?
12.26.2002
Had a SUPER weird dream.. hmm
well I dreamt that I was in some sorta performance thing...
or drama class, or watever.. there was a huge group of ppl @ the auditorium,
then we were separated into groups and we're supposed to perform a piece we direct ourselves..
so I was watching other ppl perform while I wait....
then there was this huge group of HK people, and they started performing in cantonese..
surprisingly, I saw Anna in there and she was this huge fat guy...
she rolled up her shirt and something's hidden under it,
there was a scroll of word or something... it's supposed to be a comedy or somethin..
hehee it was pretty amusing... in my dream...
and then I woke up... for..
boxing day shopping! WHeee....
well I dreamt that I was in some sorta performance thing...
or drama class, or watever.. there was a huge group of ppl @ the auditorium,
then we were separated into groups and we're supposed to perform a piece we direct ourselves..
so I was watching other ppl perform while I wait....
then there was this huge group of HK people, and they started performing in cantonese..
surprisingly, I saw Anna in there and she was this huge fat guy...
she rolled up her shirt and something's hidden under it,
there was a scroll of word or something... it's supposed to be a comedy or somethin..
hehee it was pretty amusing... in my dream...
and then I woke up... for..
boxing day shopping! WHeee....
12.25.2002
Set up my christmas tree with mom today..
yea wat's the point of setting it up one day b4 christmas? u ask...
u gotta know that our family is so lazy that we don't remove our tree until around April, May maybe.. heh
It'll be worth it's while.. hahaha
It was so weird, cuz when I was vaccuuming the floor after setting it up,
half of the lights in our house went off cuz we were using too much electricity I think..
hehe siu jor fuse.... so funny.... all the computers went blank and stuff...
so lucky that it wasn't something else.. cuz we had guests over for our christmas eve dinner..
my 'kai gor' and his gf.... ahh it was the most boring christmas eve dinner I ever had...
talked a bit about UBC, then they started talking about HK economy and stuff... ahhHh...
we had to stay there and listen too... me and my bro.. -_-"'.....
Then I just watched TV.... and my friend came over to borrow my Dreamcast controllers...
in return he lent me DVDs and surprisingly brought me cookies.... mmMm... haha
that was like the highlight of my day... *sigh* the rest have been crappy..
The TV show was good... just like it's always been... I like Gallen's character. hehe
then I wrapped some presents for my mom.... and put them under the tree...
I'm finally starting to feel a bit christmashy here, and it's 1 minute into Christmas!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
yea wat's the point of setting it up one day b4 christmas? u ask...
u gotta know that our family is so lazy that we don't remove our tree until around April, May maybe.. heh
It'll be worth it's while.. hahaha
It was so weird, cuz when I was vaccuuming the floor after setting it up,
half of the lights in our house went off cuz we were using too much electricity I think..
hehe siu jor fuse.... so funny.... all the computers went blank and stuff...
so lucky that it wasn't something else.. cuz we had guests over for our christmas eve dinner..
my 'kai gor' and his gf.... ahh it was the most boring christmas eve dinner I ever had...
talked a bit about UBC, then they started talking about HK economy and stuff... ahhHh...
we had to stay there and listen too... me and my bro.. -_-"'.....
Then I just watched TV.... and my friend came over to borrow my Dreamcast controllers...
in return he lent me DVDs and surprisingly brought me cookies.... mmMm... haha
that was like the highlight of my day... *sigh* the rest have been crappy..
The TV show was good... just like it's always been... I like Gallen's character. hehe
then I wrapped some presents for my mom.... and put them under the tree...
I'm finally starting to feel a bit christmashy here, and it's 1 minute into Christmas!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
12.24.2002
Last nite I met up with Rosemary and had quite a chat with her...
I guess we're all living different lives in different places,
and sometimes it's hard to keep in touch with each other...
it all depends on how much you want to keep in touch, I guess.
We exchanged birthday presents... 2 months late.. heh well it was still cool.
We talked about Universities.. I realize that even tho UBC is a crappy university,
SFU is an even crappier one. hahahaa....
It was cool to see her again....hmmm......
meanwhile I'm thinking I'll quit trying to organize group events due to many unsuccessful past experience...
If I wanna see someone, I'll call them up and only go out with that person. Fair enough.
Or else I'm just gonna stay home and wait for people to call....
I dun wanna do organizing no more. heh
One more thing... if the person you wanna see is not me,
then quit sending me msg saying "we gotta hang out" just to get me to organize stuff....fah....
My unsuccessful event organizing history:
Dinner......... 7/13 went
DGS thing... 1/5 went
Badminton... 0/4 went
Coffee......... 1/4 went
guess I don't have enough attraction to make everyone come!? heh...
and wat's most devastating is, that people don't call until the very last minute to tell me they're not coming.... fah..............
Watched "July Rhapsody" last nite...
which is "Narm yun 40".. men 40...
it's about a teacher-student relationship...
and the teacher who's having a relationship with his student,
his wife happened to have had a relationship with her teacher...
it was weird... but it was good... hehehe
I don't see how the girl won the award... her acting isn't too impressive.
Well.... I liked Jacky Cheung.. hehee I liked the movie...
I have nothing against teacher-student relationships....dun see anything wrong
this is one very interesting movie....... hmmm.........
hard to say why, but I like it. ^^
I guess we're all living different lives in different places,
and sometimes it's hard to keep in touch with each other...
it all depends on how much you want to keep in touch, I guess.
We exchanged birthday presents... 2 months late.. heh well it was still cool.
We talked about Universities.. I realize that even tho UBC is a crappy university,
SFU is an even crappier one. hahahaa....
It was cool to see her again....hmmm......
meanwhile I'm thinking I'll quit trying to organize group events due to many unsuccessful past experience...
If I wanna see someone, I'll call them up and only go out with that person. Fair enough.
Or else I'm just gonna stay home and wait for people to call....
I dun wanna do organizing no more. heh
One more thing... if the person you wanna see is not me,
then quit sending me msg saying "we gotta hang out" just to get me to organize stuff....fah....
My unsuccessful event organizing history:
Dinner......... 7/13 went
DGS thing... 1/5 went
Badminton... 0/4 went
Coffee......... 1/4 went
guess I don't have enough attraction to make everyone come!? heh...
and wat's most devastating is, that people don't call until the very last minute to tell me they're not coming.... fah..............
Watched "July Rhapsody" last nite...
which is "Narm yun 40".. men 40...
it's about a teacher-student relationship...
and the teacher who's having a relationship with his student,
his wife happened to have had a relationship with her teacher...
it was weird... but it was good... hehehe
I don't see how the girl won the award... her acting isn't too impressive.
Well.... I liked Jacky Cheung.. hehee I liked the movie...
I have nothing against teacher-student relationships....dun see anything wrong
this is one very interesting movie....... hmmm.........
hard to say why, but I like it. ^^
12.23.2002
I was up at 9 this morning, went wth my family up to North Van to check out peke puppies..
aww they were SO cute!!! The joy of playin with 3month old puppies... ah.... heh
anyhow... went to lunch @ this Vietnamese noodle place.. it was okay.
And now I'm just thinking of how to waste the rest of my afternoon,
and wat to reply to my japanese exchange friend who occassionally sends me E-mails.
this time, she wrote "I want to live in Canada. I'm tired. "....... pretty tough to catch on to that.
Does she mean that she's tired of her life in Japan and wants to live here?
Or maybe she's just tired after writing 3 sentences of english and decided to stop.
So.... maybe I should reply "I want to live in Japan. I'm tired..."
I'm tired of guessing what people wants, unable to assert myself..
but aren't most people feelin the same.
"There are two kinds of artist...
one can produce great art whenever they want..
the other can only produce great art when they are depressed."
which one are you?
aww they were SO cute!!! The joy of playin with 3month old puppies... ah.... heh
anyhow... went to lunch @ this Vietnamese noodle place.. it was okay.
And now I'm just thinking of how to waste the rest of my afternoon,
and wat to reply to my japanese exchange friend who occassionally sends me E-mails.
this time, she wrote "I want to live in Canada. I'm tired. "....... pretty tough to catch on to that.
Does she mean that she's tired of her life in Japan and wants to live here?
Or maybe she's just tired after writing 3 sentences of english and decided to stop.
So.... maybe I should reply "I want to live in Japan. I'm tired..."
I'm tired of guessing what people wants, unable to assert myself..
but aren't most people feelin the same.
"There are two kinds of artist...
one can produce great art whenever they want..
the other can only produce great art when they are depressed."
which one are you?
12.22.2002
/_\.... my day's kinda starting off disappointingly...
I somehow managed to wake up after 8 hours of sleep.. heh
to find that neither Jerry, Joseph, Jim, Jason or Jenny ( wat the.. all J's!?) can go....
aww... it's kinda good in a way... cuz my left arm's hurting for no reason (instead of my right!?)
but... but... aww... it's badminton!!! hehe... it's okay. There's always next week.
I just feel like an idiot staying up writing their christmas cards... =p hahaha j/k...
anyhow... since I have nothing to do and I'm all changed already,
I'm gonna go persuade ppl to go watch LOTR 2 with me. hehhee
I suddenly miss PG teachers a lot... especially Oyama and Mr Taylor..
aww... good teachers impact you for life... that's true.....
I think Iqbal's one of those teachers as well... and maybe the jap teacher I'm gonna meet next term...
I think it's quite safe to say that most university profs are bad teachers...
i'm not saying they're bad researchers.. they're just not born for teaching. hahaa....
From "The Sweetest Thing":
"50% of what people say when they're joking is true..
by making some sort of joke about it,
you get to say what you really want, without being vulnerable.."
I somehow managed to wake up after 8 hours of sleep.. heh
to find that neither Jerry, Joseph, Jim, Jason or Jenny ( wat the.. all J's!?) can go....
aww... it's kinda good in a way... cuz my left arm's hurting for no reason (instead of my right!?)
but... but... aww... it's badminton!!! hehe... it's okay. There's always next week.
I just feel like an idiot staying up writing their christmas cards... =p hahaha j/k...
anyhow... since I have nothing to do and I'm all changed already,
I'm gonna go persuade ppl to go watch LOTR 2 with me. hehhee
I suddenly miss PG teachers a lot... especially Oyama and Mr Taylor..
aww... good teachers impact you for life... that's true.....
I think Iqbal's one of those teachers as well... and maybe the jap teacher I'm gonna meet next term...
I think it's quite safe to say that most university profs are bad teachers...
i'm not saying they're bad researchers.. they're just not born for teaching. hahaa....
From "The Sweetest Thing":
"50% of what people say when they're joking is true..
by making some sort of joke about it,
you get to say what you really want, without being vulnerable.."
3 hours of badminton!!
Omg... that was so fun.. hahaha
I'm slowly returning to my former self.. I hope.. hehe
I'm playing better... making better shots, but towards the end I was just dead. haha
my grip's color is coming off it and making my palms black... ugh...
Doubles w/ Jenn's, Shao and Natalie was cool.. ahhaha it was so fun...
kept rotating... very good very good... hhahaha
omg.. I have blisters on BOTH my feet now... and my shoulder injury is back....
and my muscles are sore from too much exercise....
but it's all good.. cuz it was badmitnon.. hahahahaa so freakin fun!
kinda addicted to this song:
Oh you probably won't remember
It's probably ancient history
I'm one of the chosen few
Who went ahead and fell for you
I'm out of vogue, I'm out of touch
I fell too fast, I feel too much
I thought that you might have some advice to give
on how to be
insensitive
Omg... that was so fun.. hahaha
I'm slowly returning to my former self.. I hope.. hehe
I'm playing better... making better shots, but towards the end I was just dead. haha
my grip's color is coming off it and making my palms black... ugh...
Doubles w/ Jenn's, Shao and Natalie was cool.. ahhaha it was so fun...
kept rotating... very good very good... hhahaha
omg.. I have blisters on BOTH my feet now... and my shoulder injury is back....
and my muscles are sore from too much exercise....
but it's all good.. cuz it was badmitnon.. hahahahaa so freakin fun!
kinda addicted to this song:
Oh you probably won't remember
It's probably ancient history
I'm one of the chosen few
Who went ahead and fell for you
I'm out of vogue, I'm out of touch
I fell too fast, I feel too much
I thought that you might have some advice to give
on how to be
insensitive
12.21.2002
Oki I'm stupid.. hahaha
HUGH Grant, not HUGE grant...
and I made that typo twice and didn't realize it till Lar told me. hahaha
aaanyhow... to recap last night's events...
nightshift badminton.. muhahaha.... 2.5 hours of badminton w/ Lar...
that was fun.. hehee I didn't like singles, but I think I'm getting it back.. a bit..
those doubles games we should've won......
except we both didn't play our best and we need work on our shots.. =P hehe..
can't let little kids surpass us, NO! heh....
Had a tour around Lar school... u have a pretty nice big school... 3 gyms.. wow..
and.. that guy with the gay laugh... I'm the professional laugh imitator.. hahahah
and the impressions that I made... "I hit *pretend to hit* then I ran *pretend to run*..." Lol...
and then.. talked to Lar a bit... haha all we talk about is badminton or HK...
ah... miss HK.. T_T
one last bit of laugh.... that kid's dad probably thought we were stalking him.. hahhahaa
Anyhow, today.. went to Richmond and took a card with my mom.. ^^
then went to Richmond centre to shop, cuz that stuipd ice-cream place isn't open.. psh..
walked around for like 2 hours and bought nothing.... except for a suede protector spray.. yah. heh
that was pretty pointless.. cuz we decided to leave everything on boxing day.. hehee
HUGH Grant, not HUGE grant...
and I made that typo twice and didn't realize it till Lar told me. hahaha
aaanyhow... to recap last night's events...
nightshift badminton.. muhahaha.... 2.5 hours of badminton w/ Lar...
that was fun.. hehee I didn't like singles, but I think I'm getting it back.. a bit..
those doubles games we should've won......
except we both didn't play our best and we need work on our shots.. =P hehe..
can't let little kids surpass us, NO! heh....
Had a tour around Lar school... u have a pretty nice big school... 3 gyms.. wow..
and.. that guy with the gay laugh... I'm the professional laugh imitator.. hahahah
and the impressions that I made... "I hit *pretend to hit* then I ran *pretend to run*..." Lol...
and then.. talked to Lar a bit... haha all we talk about is badminton or HK...
ah... miss HK.. T_T
one last bit of laugh.... that kid's dad probably thought we were stalking him.. hahhahaa
Anyhow, today.. went to Richmond and took a card with my mom.. ^^
then went to Richmond centre to shop, cuz that stuipd ice-cream place isn't open.. psh..
walked around for like 2 hours and bought nothing.... except for a suede protector spray.. yah. heh
that was pretty pointless.. cuz we decided to leave everything on boxing day.. hehee
12.20.2002
2 weeks notice...
Huge Grant is sooo cute!!!! His eyes! aww.... haha
Hung out with Elaine and Maya in Metro today...
wow.. haven't seen Elaine since last year and Maya since.. grade... 9? 10?
It was cool seein them again.. hehe they didn't change one bit...
Hehe it was pretty good.. except I spent 1 week's lunch money in half a day.. T_T
Damn "U-Grill".... sooo fuckin expensive!!! I didn't get that much food but it was $12!!
For that much food, I can get it for $7 in Richmond Centre... such a rip off... oH well
Then i watched 2 weeks notice... hehe I'm waiting for u Jen to watch LOTR!!!! hehe
It was pretty good pretty good.. pretty funny, and Huge Grant is soooo cute!!!!!!
yea.. I'm not sure if it's worth watching in the theatre tho... hehe maybe I'm just poor.
Then after that we walked around Metro a bit.... the stores changed,
but the whole mall is still really "caucasian"....... too caucasian.....
I have no urge to shop watsoever in Metro...... and I couldn't find a watch battery replacing store either...
Hmmm anyhow... went home with a headache cuz I only had 6 hours of sleep..
the hangout was cool, but the driving home was just... ><...
good thing I managed not to fall asleep or get lost.. hahaa
Huge Grant is sooo cute!!!! His eyes! aww.... haha
Hung out with Elaine and Maya in Metro today...
wow.. haven't seen Elaine since last year and Maya since.. grade... 9? 10?
It was cool seein them again.. hehe they didn't change one bit...
Hehe it was pretty good.. except I spent 1 week's lunch money in half a day.. T_T
Damn "U-Grill".... sooo fuckin expensive!!! I didn't get that much food but it was $12!!
For that much food, I can get it for $7 in Richmond Centre... such a rip off... oH well
Then i watched 2 weeks notice... hehe I'm waiting for u Jen to watch LOTR!!!! hehe
It was pretty good pretty good.. pretty funny, and Huge Grant is soooo cute!!!!!!
yea.. I'm not sure if it's worth watching in the theatre tho... hehe maybe I'm just poor.
Then after that we walked around Metro a bit.... the stores changed,
but the whole mall is still really "caucasian"....... too caucasian.....
I have no urge to shop watsoever in Metro...... and I couldn't find a watch battery replacing store either...
Hmmm anyhow... went home with a headache cuz I only had 6 hours of sleep..
the hangout was cool, but the driving home was just... ><...
good thing I managed not to fall asleep or get lost.. hahaa
OH shoot.. I just realized that I haven't been updating my blog for... 2, 3 days?
hehe well.. there'll be lots to talk about then..... maybe. heh
lemme recall..
On Tuesday night, I had ANOTHER bad dream..
I dreamt that everybody in my english class failed the course...
hehe but I was relieved to find the next day that I PASSED!!!
I PASSED !!! @*(#&@*$... sooooo glad... u duno how glad I am. haha
And after that day, no more nightmares for me. hahahaha
Okay yesterday... went swimming with Jenz... hahaha
it was good exercise.... my left shoulder was hurting SO bad after swimming..
shows how bad condition I'm in...... but it's all good... I did some exercise.. hehe
and I saw Koizumi sensei there! hahahaha it was weird.. in the change room.. heheh
I think i gotta get less afraid of water... hehehe yea... gotta go swimming more often.
And then I went home for dinner... ohhh "fung sun bong" ending.. hehe it was funny..
the TV show after was good too!!!! hEhehe I like watching Gallen.... hehehe
he's so cute in the show, but I dun like Se see marn... hahah
Today... was mostly christmas card writing...
and then we went to the KEG for dinner... it was pretty okay...
food not worth the price tho.... and it sucks that we were separated into 2 tables!!
No point having a group dinner really.. hehehe... OHhh wellz... at least we got x-mas cards..
the steak was pretty good... the potato was good in the beginning,
but towards the end it made me wanna puke.. =p hahahaa
kept eating bread... and Lisa talkin abt her snowboarding experience.. hahaha
and then "think of the kids in africa!!"..... and Lisa doing her nose flaring again.. heh
Lemme see.. damn I think I forgot wat we talked about.. heheh it was pretty cool tho...
never used to talk much to Dewi or Lisa.. hehehe today was good.
After that we picked up Win and went to Bean Bros for like 2 secs..
and then left.. hahahaa "my shooooessss!!!!"
Me: "IT's different!!!"
Win: "but u can't even see them..."
Me: "Yes u can... when I take off my pants..." lol...
okay that just sound sick. hahaha
and that
me: "aww soo cute!!"
Winnie: "u think everything's cute"
Me: "psh, UR cute.."
Win: "thankyou..." hahahaha
went to Blockbuster and rented Austin Powers Goldmember...
kinda pointless and sick but funny movie.. heheh the part where Austin was with Mini-me behind the curtain was funny...
and they made Seth Green BALD!! OMG!!! THEy made him bald!! T_T.. hahaha
okay... that was my day.. hmm hehe
Omg.. stupid theme hospital...
My hospital kept getting epidemic outbreaks every 5 minutes,
and I keep getting fined and I keep losing!!! Ahhhhhh
I'm determined to win this level.. I AM!!!!!
hehe well.. there'll be lots to talk about then..... maybe. heh
lemme recall..
On Tuesday night, I had ANOTHER bad dream..
I dreamt that everybody in my english class failed the course...
hehe but I was relieved to find the next day that I PASSED!!!
I PASSED !!! @*(#&@*$... sooooo glad... u duno how glad I am. haha
And after that day, no more nightmares for me. hahahaha
Okay yesterday... went swimming with Jenz... hahaha
it was good exercise.... my left shoulder was hurting SO bad after swimming..
shows how bad condition I'm in...... but it's all good... I did some exercise.. hehe
and I saw Koizumi sensei there! hahahaha it was weird.. in the change room.. heheh
I think i gotta get less afraid of water... hehehe yea... gotta go swimming more often.
And then I went home for dinner... ohhh "fung sun bong" ending.. hehe it was funny..
the TV show after was good too!!!! hEhehe I like watching Gallen.... hehehe
he's so cute in the show, but I dun like Se see marn... hahah
Today... was mostly christmas card writing...
and then we went to the KEG for dinner... it was pretty okay...
food not worth the price tho.... and it sucks that we were separated into 2 tables!!
No point having a group dinner really.. hehehe... OHhh wellz... at least we got x-mas cards..
the steak was pretty good... the potato was good in the beginning,
but towards the end it made me wanna puke.. =p hahahaa
kept eating bread... and Lisa talkin abt her snowboarding experience.. hahaha
and then "think of the kids in africa!!"..... and Lisa doing her nose flaring again.. heh
Lemme see.. damn I think I forgot wat we talked about.. heheh it was pretty cool tho...
never used to talk much to Dewi or Lisa.. hehehe today was good.
After that we picked up Win and went to Bean Bros for like 2 secs..
and then left.. hahahaa "my shooooessss!!!!"
Me: "IT's different!!!"
Win: "but u can't even see them..."
Me: "Yes u can... when I take off my pants..." lol...
okay that just sound sick. hahaha
and that
me: "aww soo cute!!"
Winnie: "u think everything's cute"
Me: "psh, UR cute.."
Win: "thankyou..." hahahaha
went to Blockbuster and rented Austin Powers Goldmember...
kinda pointless and sick but funny movie.. heheh the part where Austin was with Mini-me behind the curtain was funny...
and they made Seth Green BALD!! OMG!!! THEy made him bald!! T_T.. hahaha
okay... that was my day.. hmm hehe
Omg.. stupid theme hospital...
My hospital kept getting epidemic outbreaks every 5 minutes,
and I keep getting fined and I keep losing!!! Ahhhhhh
I'm determined to win this level.. I AM!!!!!
12.17.2002
Okay I had another bad dream...
I dreamt that I was in North and putting stuff in my Beetle..
then I saw a guy coming, and I KNEW he wanted to steal my car...
so I locked it and ran away, but he was right in front of me..
somehow he let me go, but I was SO SURE he was gonna steal my car,
so I ran out in UBC and kept yelling to ppl for help,
but then somehow, EVERYBODY there was chinese and didn't know any freakin english!
Oh my god.... and then somehow, Gallen was there and he was gonna help me or soemthin..
HAhahaa I think I watch too much "seven sisters"
Yah it was a scary dream tho.. especially the moment when the guy was right in front of me..
I thought he was gonna take my keys or somethin....... freaky.....
Annnywho... I spent my day in Richmond Centre with my mom shoppin..
hehe so nice... I got these suede shoes.. hahaa I have a thing with suede. haha
And the sales there @ Transit! Soo fuckin cocky! Okay that guy,
I'm SURE he stares at himself in the mirror at least 10 times a day...
he thinks he's so hot.... omg. hah he looked SLIGHTLY like Keanu Reeves, but no... hah
But anyway, 50% off second pair so I ended up getting 2 pairs.. BOTH suede.. haha yea..
damn I wanted the pink pair, but it wasn't on sale! T_T.... damnit...
YAhhh and then I got the christmas cards I wanted... 40% off @ the Bay! hehe
and I got Frank's bday present.. hehe b4 it's too late,
and I also got Angel's present.... excellence....
So freakin tired...... hahaha but it was nice shopping. Wat u call this..
quality shopping. haha not just walkin around buyin nuthin. hehee
I dreamt that I was in North and putting stuff in my Beetle..
then I saw a guy coming, and I KNEW he wanted to steal my car...
so I locked it and ran away, but he was right in front of me..
somehow he let me go, but I was SO SURE he was gonna steal my car,
so I ran out in UBC and kept yelling to ppl for help,
but then somehow, EVERYBODY there was chinese and didn't know any freakin english!
Oh my god.... and then somehow, Gallen was there and he was gonna help me or soemthin..
HAhahaa I think I watch too much "seven sisters"
Yah it was a scary dream tho.. especially the moment when the guy was right in front of me..
I thought he was gonna take my keys or somethin....... freaky.....
Annnywho... I spent my day in Richmond Centre with my mom shoppin..
hehe so nice... I got these suede shoes.. hahaa I have a thing with suede. haha
And the sales there @ Transit! Soo fuckin cocky! Okay that guy,
I'm SURE he stares at himself in the mirror at least 10 times a day...
he thinks he's so hot.... omg. hah he looked SLIGHTLY like Keanu Reeves, but no... hah
But anyway, 50% off second pair so I ended up getting 2 pairs.. BOTH suede.. haha yea..
damn I wanted the pink pair, but it wasn't on sale! T_T.... damnit...
YAhhh and then I got the christmas cards I wanted... 40% off @ the Bay! hehe
and I got Frank's bday present.. hehe b4 it's too late,
and I also got Angel's present.... excellence....
So freakin tired...... hahaha but it was nice shopping. Wat u call this..
quality shopping. haha not just walkin around buyin nuthin. hehee
update for last night..
Win and I went to Jenz house, and we were watching TV in her room..
we took turns switching the channels.. there was nothing good to watch. hehe
The woman with the tattoo on her head.. ugh.. hehe
and Winnie's "wow.. her inner spirit is a lot skinner than her".. hahah
and then the parade thing.. wat u call that again!? hehe
The thing with the huge head that turned sideways.. I thought ti was gonna turn all the way around.
And then... OHh the discovery channel.. the pets.. heh
the stupid parrot who imitates a siren... and the dog that can speak.. kinda.. heh
And then... we set up Jenny's christmas tree!!! HAhahaha.. it was fun...
The bottom part of the tree.. aww Winnie can't screw.. hehehe
decorating the tree was fun... the "bald spot".. hahaa
and the "FLOWER POWER" lights.. they're not even flowers hahaa
and then the ball decoration mixing in with the lychees.. hahaha
"Can u tell the lychee from the ball!?" heehehee
Yea wat else... hmm it was crazy. hehee
OH and on the way back...
Win: "I'm gonna try all the endings"
Me: "You do that.... heh "
fun fun christmashy stuff!
Win and I went to Jenz house, and we were watching TV in her room..
we took turns switching the channels.. there was nothing good to watch. hehe
The woman with the tattoo on her head.. ugh.. hehe
and Winnie's "wow.. her inner spirit is a lot skinner than her".. hahah
and then the parade thing.. wat u call that again!? hehe
The thing with the huge head that turned sideways.. I thought ti was gonna turn all the way around.
And then... OHh the discovery channel.. the pets.. heh
the stupid parrot who imitates a siren... and the dog that can speak.. kinda.. heh
And then... we set up Jenny's christmas tree!!! HAhahaha.. it was fun...
The bottom part of the tree.. aww Winnie can't screw.. hehehe
decorating the tree was fun... the "bald spot".. hahaa
and the "FLOWER POWER" lights.. they're not even flowers hahaa
and then the ball decoration mixing in with the lychees.. hahaha
"Can u tell the lychee from the ball!?" heehehee
Yea wat else... hmm it was crazy. hehee
OH and on the way back...
Win: "I'm gonna try all the endings"
Me: "You do that.... heh "
fun fun christmashy stuff!
12.16.2002
OMg.. I had the worst dream, right b4 my final...
I dreamt that i was at UBC.. and guess wat...
I forgot to bring my cheat sheet, and my parking pass!
Shit! hehee... okay... then I called Shao... luckily he was still home
and he brought me those things.. but still.. it was scary...
it's all but a dream.... *phew*......
I dreamt that i was at UBC.. and guess wat...
I forgot to bring my cheat sheet, and my parking pass!
Shit! hehee... okay... then I called Shao... luckily he was still home
and he brought me those things.. but still.. it was scary...
it's all but a dream.... *phew*......
12.15.2002
Okkay... blogger just erased my last entry... =p
damn you... good thing I didn't type much.
OOkay it seemed like eeeeverybody else watched Mr. Deeds
exxactly the same time when I watched it!!!
This is crazy man.... soo freakin crazy..
but it's cool.. heheheh pretty sweet.
Comp sci final tomorrow...
finally... get it over with and REALLY start my holiday.. heh
I gotta get out of my fucked up sleepin routine..
spend my afternoons sleepin and be up at midnight being bored..
that's just dumb....
damn you... good thing I didn't type much.
OOkay it seemed like eeeeverybody else watched Mr. Deeds
exxactly the same time when I watched it!!!
This is crazy man.... soo freakin crazy..
but it's cool.. heheheh pretty sweet.
Comp sci final tomorrow...
finally... get it over with and REALLY start my holiday.. heh
I gotta get out of my fucked up sleepin routine..
spend my afternoons sleepin and be up at midnight being bored..
that's just dumb....
Wasted my day doin nothing.. hehe
I was initially planning to go to VRC in the afternoon,
and then go again at night..
but I ended up not going at all!!!
I must be sick. hahahaa
well.. I got distracted by this game I downloaded..
"Theme Hospital"... if u've never played it b4, GO PLAY IT...
it's sooooo fun! Omg.. hahahaa except it crashes when I pass level 5. Argh....
That's wat I spent my whole afternoon doin.. hehe should've gone shopping with mom instead.
OH wellz.... then I watched TVB toi hing.. hehe their performances SUCK!
Gallen was cool though. hahahaa
Then... I spent my night watching Mr Deeds... hehehe
reeeeally funny comedy...... really cute storyline.. haha
Aww if only there was REALLY a guy THAT nice.. haha
and the weird spanish guy... "I like feet" hahahahaha
and the Hallmark poems.... aww sounds like ones I write. hahaa
OH and that weird opera guy.. hehe he's a dumbass but he sings cool.
Yah if ur bored, I highhly recommend this movie.. heh u'll get a good laugh.
and right now I'm typing this up, thinking of how to regain control of my life b4 my comp sci final..
ahhh I'll leave that for tomorrow.. hmm but there's badminton. damn.
I was initially planning to go to VRC in the afternoon,
and then go again at night..
but I ended up not going at all!!!
I must be sick. hahahaa
well.. I got distracted by this game I downloaded..
"Theme Hospital"... if u've never played it b4, GO PLAY IT...
it's sooooo fun! Omg.. hahahaa except it crashes when I pass level 5. Argh....
That's wat I spent my whole afternoon doin.. hehe should've gone shopping with mom instead.
OH wellz.... then I watched TVB toi hing.. hehe their performances SUCK!
Gallen was cool though. hahahaa
Then... I spent my night watching Mr Deeds... hehehe
reeeeally funny comedy...... really cute storyline.. haha
Aww if only there was REALLY a guy THAT nice.. haha
and the weird spanish guy... "I like feet" hahahahaha
and the Hallmark poems.... aww sounds like ones I write. hahaa
OH and that weird opera guy.. hehe he's a dumbass but he sings cool.
Yah if ur bored, I highhly recommend this movie.. heh u'll get a good laugh.
and right now I'm typing this up, thinking of how to regain control of my life b4 my comp sci final..
ahhh I'll leave that for tomorrow.. hmm but there's badminton. damn.
12.14.2002
weird dream I had....
remembered every little detail. heh
I dreamt of my badminton friends in hK..
somehow we were separated into two groups
and I walked out the street in my pajamas...
Mel was there for some reason, and David was giving us rides,
then we were talking in cantonese and he said "why are u in ur pj's?"
then I was like "uh... this is a bad idea eh? can u gimme a ride home?"
then somehow he dropped me off at this weird place
where I met Law and a few other badminton friends,
and we wasted a lot of time shopping...
and then there's this clay shop and we started making all these animals.
There were some already made ones.. u just have to pose them....
I remember I made this HUGE snake... that was crooked and looked like poop. hahaha
but it was really real cuz it's already made... I just posed it.
After spending a lot of time there,
we called the other party (my badminton coach in HK and some other ppl)
they said they're having cake and stuff... and we said we'll be there asap...
we stopped by a cake shop.. haha and rested for a bit.
Then somehow, we got on this rollercoaster
I SO remembered the admission was $5 each!!!
and my friend pulled out this string of coupons.. hhaha
so we went on it, and we sat in the back.
There was a caucasian couple in the front, and they were screaming like hell,
but I was like "hmm this is not as exciting as last time when I went on it cuz we're sitting in the back. It's not that scary". (I actually had another dream b4 on this roller coaster.. )
and then I think I woke up.. never got to meet my badminton coach and them.
hahaha so weird
in case u were wondering Jenny,
yes I did copy and paste that from our msg history..
modified a bit. hahahaaa too lazy to type it all out again.
Aw, Jenny left for ski trip,
and Mel's going to TW...
noooo.... I'm missing my right and left arm. hahaa
remembered every little detail. heh
I dreamt of my badminton friends in hK..
somehow we were separated into two groups
and I walked out the street in my pajamas...
Mel was there for some reason, and David was giving us rides,
then we were talking in cantonese and he said "why are u in ur pj's?"
then I was like "uh... this is a bad idea eh? can u gimme a ride home?"
then somehow he dropped me off at this weird place
where I met Law and a few other badminton friends,
and we wasted a lot of time shopping...
and then there's this clay shop and we started making all these animals.
There were some already made ones.. u just have to pose them....
I remember I made this HUGE snake... that was crooked and looked like poop. hahaha
but it was really real cuz it's already made... I just posed it.
After spending a lot of time there,
we called the other party (my badminton coach in HK and some other ppl)
they said they're having cake and stuff... and we said we'll be there asap...
we stopped by a cake shop.. haha and rested for a bit.
Then somehow, we got on this rollercoaster
I SO remembered the admission was $5 each!!!
and my friend pulled out this string of coupons.. hhaha
so we went on it, and we sat in the back.
There was a caucasian couple in the front, and they were screaming like hell,
but I was like "hmm this is not as exciting as last time when I went on it cuz we're sitting in the back. It's not that scary". (I actually had another dream b4 on this roller coaster.. )
and then I think I woke up.. never got to meet my badminton coach and them.
hahaha so weird
in case u were wondering Jenny,
yes I did copy and paste that from our msg history..
modified a bit. hahahaaa too lazy to type it all out again.
Aw, Jenny left for ski trip,
and Mel's going to TW...
noooo.... I'm missing my right and left arm. hahaa
12.13.2002
something I MUST put down...
"YOUTH OF SNOW"......
HAhAHAHahHA HILARIOUS......
Jenny.... you will DIG your youth from the mountains..
hahaha or u'll find it after u roll down. hehhhh
sooo paranoid... from nothing... ahh
maybe cuz it's Friday the 13th... (suggested by Jim.. ) hmm
I'm gaining a lot...
of weight -_-"...............
interesting/new nouns haha:
1) stupidity
2) entertaintity
3) dumassity
4) hilariousity
lol..
"YOUTH OF SNOW"......
HAhAHAHahHA HILARIOUS......
Jenny.... you will DIG your youth from the mountains..
hahaha or u'll find it after u roll down. hehhhh
sooo paranoid... from nothing... ahh
maybe cuz it's Friday the 13th... (suggested by Jim.. ) hmm
I'm gaining a lot...
of weight -_-"...............
interesting/new nouns haha:
1) stupidity
2) entertaintity
3) dumassity
4) hilariousity
lol..
12.12.2002
stressed?
Spank a monkey!
There's extra if u go over 200. ^^
try breakin my record: 220 mph
then try breakin Jenny's :363 mph
have fun
Spank a monkey!
There's extra if u go over 200. ^^
try breakin my record: 220 mph
then try breakin Jenny's :363 mph
have fun
12.11.2002
First off I'm gonna have to say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPH..
in HK I'm a day late, I know
but here it's just on time! ^^
Woke up to go to brunch this morning wif Jen, Mel and Dewi...
if I stayed home and slept I knew I would waste my afternoon.. heh
anyhow... something unfortunate happened...
but I duno if they want me to mention here so I won't.
Hmm all I can say is.. "I know how it feels..." heh...ouch
And then we went to Dewi's and talked for a bit...
then we decided to go to Oakridge to shop for ski pants.
The most bizzare thing I've done today...
is to try on these XXL ski pants that costed $50 in Gap KIDS...
hahaa... I would gladly buy it and save up on lots of $ if it fit me... but.. =(
a bit too short and heavy. OH well.... damnit. Must hunt around for ski pants.
I LOVE this baby blue sweatshirt in Gap Kids!! OMg.. it's sooo cute!
Why don't they have it in Gap? Why??? ah.. cuz they suck. heh
then we sat and ate and talked for some more....
then we went home...
the biggest thing I accomplished today was finishing up the novel..
A Time to Kill.. it's pretty interesting... it's abt lawyers and lawsuits and all that..
and then there's violence, murders, rape, etc etc....
pretty good, but if u wanna read, read The Firm.. heh that one's even better.
Yup.. and now I'm just pointlessly typing this up,
cuz I'm pointlessly tryin to kill time.... while my laundry's cleaning. heh
Am I paying to listen to other ppl's conversation here?
ahh...screw it man, screw it.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPH..
in HK I'm a day late, I know
but here it's just on time! ^^
Woke up to go to brunch this morning wif Jen, Mel and Dewi...
if I stayed home and slept I knew I would waste my afternoon.. heh
anyhow... something unfortunate happened...
but I duno if they want me to mention here so I won't.
Hmm all I can say is.. "I know how it feels..." heh...ouch
And then we went to Dewi's and talked for a bit...
then we decided to go to Oakridge to shop for ski pants.
The most bizzare thing I've done today...
is to try on these XXL ski pants that costed $50 in Gap KIDS...
hahaa... I would gladly buy it and save up on lots of $ if it fit me... but.. =(
a bit too short and heavy. OH well.... damnit. Must hunt around for ski pants.
I LOVE this baby blue sweatshirt in Gap Kids!! OMg.. it's sooo cute!
Why don't they have it in Gap? Why??? ah.. cuz they suck. heh
then we sat and ate and talked for some more....
then we went home...
the biggest thing I accomplished today was finishing up the novel..
A Time to Kill.. it's pretty interesting... it's abt lawyers and lawsuits and all that..
and then there's violence, murders, rape, etc etc....
pretty good, but if u wanna read, read The Firm.. heh that one's even better.
Yup.. and now I'm just pointlessly typing this up,
cuz I'm pointlessly tryin to kill time.... while my laundry's cleaning. heh
Am I paying to listen to other ppl's conversation here?
ahh...screw it man, screw it.
12.10.2002
LOL.. I'm gonna be FAMOUS!
slowly blending in with the unfading aroma of coffee....
Went out to do some christmas card shopping w/ Mel and Jen...
they both got christmas cards, but I'll wait till my mom's here... so she can pay. ^^
Got apple chips... heh and helped this old lady pick up stuff she dropped...
I felt that I could've done more for her, but nah...
you may say I'm not nice, but I did my part and I'm okay with it.
Then we went for a drink in Starbucks...
talked for around an hour... there wasn't much talking though...
mainly Mel talking. hehe... it was cool.
Then I went home, watched TV,
got pissed off at my dad and started getting irritated by everything around me.
By 12, right now, I'm gonna call Stephanie and greet her on her 18th birthday...
I'm getting tired of pointless ICQ conversations...
if u dun try to make an effort to keep the conversation goin,
there's no point for me to.........
I miss the times when Steph and I had long conversations walking down 39th...
I seem to have lost faith in ppl after trusting those I shouldn't have a long time ago
at times it seemed like I'm on my own.....
oh well, a friend I know would probably say "that's life, live with it."
and damn, I miss HK so bad..........
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slowly blending in with the unfading aroma of coffee....
Went out to do some christmas card shopping w/ Mel and Jen...
they both got christmas cards, but I'll wait till my mom's here... so she can pay. ^^
Got apple chips... heh and helped this old lady pick up stuff she dropped...
I felt that I could've done more for her, but nah...
you may say I'm not nice, but I did my part and I'm okay with it.
Then we went for a drink in Starbucks...
talked for around an hour... there wasn't much talking though...
mainly Mel talking. hehe... it was cool.
Then I went home, watched TV,
got pissed off at my dad and started getting irritated by everything around me.
By 12, right now, I'm gonna call Stephanie and greet her on her 18th birthday...
I'm getting tired of pointless ICQ conversations...
if u dun try to make an effort to keep the conversation goin,
there's no point for me to.........
I miss the times when Steph and I had long conversations walking down 39th...
I seem to have lost faith in ppl after trusting those I shouldn't have a long time ago
at times it seemed like I'm on my own.....
oh well, a friend I know would probably say "that's life, live with it."
and damn, I miss HK so bad..........
sooo pointless...
out of things to do,
and out of money to do things...
well, apparently I was a "geek" in highschool,
and I'm a
find your element at mutedfaith.com.
out of things to do,
and out of money to do things...
well, apparently I was a "geek" in highschool,
and I'm a
find your element at mutedfaith.com.
12.09.2002
sooo freakin sleepy today...
Only had like 4 hours of sleep cuz I woke up at 9 to get my car to service...
Damnit... it'll cost a freakin $675 to paint my bumper!! ahhhHH
And that guy at the service department looks SOOO much like Shum sir I swear!!
he's a fatter caucasian version of Shum sir... hahah I couldn't stop smiling.
Yes... and following my dad's car cuz I didn't know how to get to North Van...
was a very, EXTREMELY nerve wrecking experience...makes me go crazy.. arggh
Had lunch, and I was so sleepy and unawake that I ordered ice coffee instead of milk tea...
ahhh I don't even drink coffee... I was like "why the hell did I order coffee?" when I got my drink..
Went home and slept... till dinner time.. ahhh
my sleepin schedule is all screwed up.
Had the weirdest dream this morning... mentioned below...
and then... I lost my sense of time. I kept thinking it's tuesday today...
well it's gonna be Steph's birthday in 2 days... and oh DAMN
I haven't mailed her letter yet... sorry.. heh
Ahh listening to Jordan's CD...
memories from HK flooding back..
I miss HK...T_T
Only had like 4 hours of sleep cuz I woke up at 9 to get my car to service...
Damnit... it'll cost a freakin $675 to paint my bumper!! ahhhHH
And that guy at the service department looks SOOO much like Shum sir I swear!!
he's a fatter caucasian version of Shum sir... hahah I couldn't stop smiling.
Yes... and following my dad's car cuz I didn't know how to get to North Van...
was a very, EXTREMELY nerve wrecking experience...makes me go crazy.. arggh
Had lunch, and I was so sleepy and unawake that I ordered ice coffee instead of milk tea...
ahhh I don't even drink coffee... I was like "why the hell did I order coffee?" when I got my drink..
Went home and slept... till dinner time.. ahhh
my sleepin schedule is all screwed up.
Had the weirdest dream this morning... mentioned below...
and then... I lost my sense of time. I kept thinking it's tuesday today...
well it's gonna be Steph's birthday in 2 days... and oh DAMN
I haven't mailed her letter yet... sorry.. heh
Ahh listening to Jordan's CD...
memories from HK flooding back..
I miss HK...T_T
weeeirdest dream last night...
I dreamt that I was joining some kinda club,
and Jason and Flora was at a booth (prolly badminton club)
and then I joined and left my wallet there,
when I looked for it I found it,
but everything is gone inside aside from my blockbuster/rogers card...
heh weird... even took my dog pix... and my cards and everything. ahhh
it's a bad sign
I dreamt that I was joining some kinda club,
and Jason and Flora was at a booth (prolly badminton club)
and then I joined and left my wallet there,
when I looked for it I found it,
but everything is gone inside aside from my blockbuster/rogers card...
heh weird... even took my dog pix... and my cards and everything. ahhh
it's a bad sign
12.08.2002
was behaving slightly negatively last night... heh
but it's all good....
Finished my physics final..
heh there were these questions that the prof had gone over with us b4 in the lectures, but I totally forgot how to do them...
I wrote a lot of bs in the explanation question,
and I made a lot of guesses and assumptions.. hehe
but, it's all over now.. so watever. hehe
Went out to bubble tea with Jenz, Ann and Dewi..
had all these weird talks for 2 hours... about faith, religion, relationships,
travelling and all that... heh it was pretty cool...
then there was badminton... kinda disappointing,
because I think I've lost my confidence after not playing for a week.
*sigh*..... why is my confidence so vulnerable???
I don't get how I can lose my "skills" after not playing for 10 days.....
it's pretty sad how I have no control over my confidence anymore,
unlike the good ol' days...... heh....
Jenny and I played against Shao and Jenn until we finally won...
took us like.. 5 games.. heh gotta start clicking.. hahah
some shots I did felt good... I had like flashes of memories of how I used to play,
but then some were just totally..... *sigh*
After badminton, stayed online and chatted with ppl till around 4:30,
when Mel woke and I chatted with her till 6....
it was cool....... I like talks like these...
long messages and no crap talk.....
I get so pissed off when people reply with a "^^...."
Haven't talked to Kwok for so long in a while either...
haha he's still my good bro even tho he's not. haha
I think of him as one....
at around 5:30 my dad and bro all woke up..
kinda ruined the atmosphere.
I like it when it's dark and quiet....
somehow meaningful conversations seem to only occur during that time.
went to bed at 6 and read "A time to kill"...
it's a good novel... I'm still at it. heh
6:30.. finally.. went to bed..
2:30 woke up... this is crazy, university makes people wake up after 8 hours of sleep
I slept 2 hours b4 the sun came up, and 2 hours b4 the sun went down...
my world is going upside down....
I'm having my... lunch...
no wait.. brunch...
no......
I'm having my linner...
or... my dunch
but it's all good....
Finished my physics final..
heh there were these questions that the prof had gone over with us b4 in the lectures, but I totally forgot how to do them...
I wrote a lot of bs in the explanation question,
and I made a lot of guesses and assumptions.. hehe
but, it's all over now.. so watever. hehe
Went out to bubble tea with Jenz, Ann and Dewi..
had all these weird talks for 2 hours... about faith, religion, relationships,
travelling and all that... heh it was pretty cool...
then there was badminton... kinda disappointing,
because I think I've lost my confidence after not playing for a week.
*sigh*..... why is my confidence so vulnerable???
I don't get how I can lose my "skills" after not playing for 10 days.....
it's pretty sad how I have no control over my confidence anymore,
unlike the good ol' days...... heh....
Jenny and I played against Shao and Jenn until we finally won...
took us like.. 5 games.. heh gotta start clicking.. hahah
some shots I did felt good... I had like flashes of memories of how I used to play,
but then some were just totally..... *sigh*
After badminton, stayed online and chatted with ppl till around 4:30,
when Mel woke and I chatted with her till 6....
it was cool....... I like talks like these...
long messages and no crap talk.....
I get so pissed off when people reply with a "^^...."
Haven't talked to Kwok for so long in a while either...
haha he's still my good bro even tho he's not. haha
I think of him as one....
at around 5:30 my dad and bro all woke up..
kinda ruined the atmosphere.
I like it when it's dark and quiet....
somehow meaningful conversations seem to only occur during that time.
went to bed at 6 and read "A time to kill"...
it's a good novel... I'm still at it. heh
6:30.. finally.. went to bed..
2:30 woke up... this is crazy, university makes people wake up after 8 hours of sleep
I slept 2 hours b4 the sun came up, and 2 hours b4 the sun went down...
my world is going upside down....
I'm having my... lunch...
no wait.. brunch...
no......
I'm having my linner...
or... my dunch
damn, my physics prof is super nice...
he sent everyone an E-mail tellin us not to worry abt our finals,
and that he'll scale it if the average is low...
ahh... I'm gonna start missing him for term 2...
If you get IQBAL for physics... you're in luck....
Feel like starting a paragraph abt Mel and my conversation last night...
hehe about the stupid limitations in our life and our blogs and friendships...
I don't get why parents have this mentality that
"Bad people hang out late at night and they go around making others bad"...
that is just non-sense.
If we say something like "I have no true friends"
people will read it and go "aw, am I not your true friend?"
but did they make an effort to understand you? to care about u?
we're all searching for a "true" friend who's like the ideal friend we have in mind,
but that is kinda impossible.... well.. it's just gonna be really, really hard.
Birthday talks.... best moments Mel came up with:
1) When Shao got the dragon model he really liked
2) When Ann got her discman
3) When Emily got the bone thing that she eventually returned...
After Mel got her book, ann got her video, winnie got her website,
jenny had the best handmade card, who's next on the list?
damn blogger...
wouldn't let me update an entry that's too long,
so now I have to enter them as two separate ones.
OH well.
he sent everyone an E-mail tellin us not to worry abt our finals,
and that he'll scale it if the average is low...
ahh... I'm gonna start missing him for term 2...
If you get IQBAL for physics... you're in luck....
Feel like starting a paragraph abt Mel and my conversation last night...
hehe about the stupid limitations in our life and our blogs and friendships...
I don't get why parents have this mentality that
"Bad people hang out late at night and they go around making others bad"...
that is just non-sense.
If we say something like "I have no true friends"
people will read it and go "aw, am I not your true friend?"
but did they make an effort to understand you? to care about u?
we're all searching for a "true" friend who's like the ideal friend we have in mind,
but that is kinda impossible.... well.. it's just gonna be really, really hard.
Birthday talks.... best moments Mel came up with:
1) When Shao got the dragon model he really liked
2) When Ann got her discman
3) When Emily got the bone thing that she eventually returned...
After Mel got her book, ann got her video, winnie got her website,
jenny had the best handmade card, who's next on the list?
damn blogger...
wouldn't let me update an entry that's too long,
so now I have to enter them as two separate ones.
OH well.
12.06.2002
Distracted....
sudden crave for curry rice...
Ahhh curry rice with deep fried pork.. mmmm..
wat do u call that!? Tonkatsu!?
Reminder 4 Win:
SURE winnie, I'll be waiting...
just like how I'll be waiting for u to show me the resemblance of snoopy and that woman with no hair. HAhahaahha
Okay, MAYBE I'll move Stephanie into the "update once in a while" list. heh
sudden crave for curry rice...
Ahhh curry rice with deep fried pork.. mmmm..
wat do u call that!? Tonkatsu!?
Reminder 4 Win:
SURE winnie, I'll be waiting...
just like how I'll be waiting for u to show me the resemblance of snoopy and that woman with no hair. HAhahaahha
Okay, MAYBE I'll move Stephanie into the "update once in a while" list. heh
12.05.2002
^^ I just realized all I've been talkin abt all week in this blog is...
school.. finals... more school..
so today, for a change, I'm gonna talk about...
studying at home. ^^ hahahaa
No more finals till saturday.. hmmm that'll be physics..
hehe but it's okay.. if I survived english, I'll survive physics.
HAhahaha sooo happy that english's done with...
No more ENGL 112!! That is.. if I pass... OH well, screw it! heh
Okay.. maybe I should go back to studying.. heh
Omg.. I think I need to go work out...
you know how arm muscles surrounds ur arm bone..
today I looked at mine, and found only a small muscle...
the rest all turned back into fat! T__T.... noooooo......
this is not happening.........
Lemme count who's started up a blog/net diary of some sort,
and then gave up on it and stopped updating
1) LAR
2) Shaopin
3) Stephanie
4) Rosemary
5) Jenny
6) Jenny (yes I'm not blind, they're two DIFFERENT jenny's)
7) Jerry
8) Kathleen
9)... can't remember anymore altho I'm sure there's more
quite a lot... heh... lemme see..
those who keep updating frequently are...
none...
those who keep updating once in a while..
Angel... Satoko...
those who keep updating once in a blue moon..
Mel...
uhhh did I miss anyone? hahaha...
no more entertaining stuff to read online these days.. haha
school.. finals... more school..
so today, for a change, I'm gonna talk about...
studying at home. ^^ hahahaa
No more finals till saturday.. hmmm that'll be physics..
hehe but it's okay.. if I survived english, I'll survive physics.
HAhahaha sooo happy that english's done with...
No more ENGL 112!! That is.. if I pass... OH well, screw it! heh
Okay.. maybe I should go back to studying.. heh
Omg.. I think I need to go work out...
you know how arm muscles surrounds ur arm bone..
today I looked at mine, and found only a small muscle...
the rest all turned back into fat! T__T.... noooooo......
this is not happening.........
Lemme count who's started up a blog/net diary of some sort,
and then gave up on it and stopped updating
1) LAR
2) Shaopin
3) Stephanie
4) Rosemary
5) Jenny
6) Jenny (yes I'm not blind, they're two DIFFERENT jenny's)
7) Jerry
8) Kathleen
9)... can't remember anymore altho I'm sure there's more
quite a lot... heh... lemme see..
those who keep updating frequently are...
none...
those who keep updating once in a while..
Angel... Satoko...
those who keep updating once in a blue moon..
Mel...
uhhh did I miss anyone? hahaha...
no more entertaining stuff to read online these days.. haha
12.04.2002
12.03.2002
EyaaaaHHHH I got my math done...
most of it.... I'm not gonna worry about it anymore.
Gonna focus on english tomorrow... eack... english...
Yea.. I'm gonna focus on
"how to improve my english in 2 days so I can pass my final"....
heh... well I'm not very ambitious... I'm not. hehe
I'm sorry,
but I'm too mentally tired right now to deal with your emotions as well
my own are frustrating enough
hum... crazy theory:
"There are only two things to worry about:
Either you are well or you are sick
If you are well, then there is nothing to worry about.
But if you are sick, there are only two things to worry about;
Whether you will get well, or whether you will die.
If you get well, then there is nothing to worry about.
But if you die, there are only two things to worry about;
Whether you go to heaven or hell.
If you go to heaven, then there is nothing to worry about.
If you go to hell, you'll be so busy shaking hands with old friends,
you won't have time to worry.
So why worry?"
well... the thing is,
there's not a lot of stuff to worry about,
but there's a lot to think about.... hmm.. hehe
most of it.... I'm not gonna worry about it anymore.
Gonna focus on english tomorrow... eack... english...
Yea.. I'm gonna focus on
"how to improve my english in 2 days so I can pass my final"....
heh... well I'm not very ambitious... I'm not. hehe
I'm sorry,
but I'm too mentally tired right now to deal with your emotions as well
my own are frustrating enough
hum... crazy theory:
"There are only two things to worry about:
Either you are well or you are sick
If you are well, then there is nothing to worry about.
But if you are sick, there are only two things to worry about;
Whether you will get well, or whether you will die.
If you get well, then there is nothing to worry about.
But if you die, there are only two things to worry about;
Whether you go to heaven or hell.
If you go to heaven, then there is nothing to worry about.
If you go to hell, you'll be so busy shaking hands with old friends,
you won't have time to worry.
So why worry?"
well... the thing is,
there's not a lot of stuff to worry about,
but there's a lot to think about.... hmm.. hehe
12.02.2002
I would like to comment on what I did today,
or maybe how I felt or some of my thoughts,
but all that is in my brain right now are these two questions:
1) how do u differentiate x^x ?
2) how do you factor x^2 - 4x + 2?
ahhHHH.......
my brain feels mushy,
after 1 hour of dense english reading,
around 3 hours of unfocused mathing,
and another 4 hours of intense mathing...
How the hell did I waste so much time!?
somehow, after Mel sang it yesterday,
this song's been stuck in my head ever since:
"Oh my god, I woke up with a snake tattoo,
Oh my god, and I think that my tongue's pierced too..
Oh my god, oh my god..
it's the sunday morning after, and baby who the hell are u?"
or maybe how I felt or some of my thoughts,
but all that is in my brain right now are these two questions:
1) how do u differentiate x^x ?
2) how do you factor x^2 - 4x + 2?
ahhHHH.......
my brain feels mushy,
after 1 hour of dense english reading,
around 3 hours of unfocused mathing,
and another 4 hours of intense mathing...
How the hell did I waste so much time!?
somehow, after Mel sang it yesterday,
this song's been stuck in my head ever since:
"Oh my god, I woke up with a snake tattoo,
Oh my god, and I think that my tongue's pierced too..
Oh my god, oh my god..
it's the sunday morning after, and baby who the hell are u?"
12.01.2002
Hmm second update for last night.. heh
went out for bubble tea w/Jen and Win and Mel..
Went to cute Pearl... heh I love their wheat germ milk tea!!
Hilarious things happening..
the dog that looked like a woman without hair.. hehehe
The "I see........." *eyes shifting sideways*
Winnie: ".......no you don't!! "
the Jenny's writing orders.. heh
Winnie's "It's hurting here" *crosses her hand and pokes her bone*
the people who looked very stressed... heh
The guy with the ugly beard!! ugh... hehe
All that craziness...
then there were the neverending loops in the conversations Win and I had..
yah.. pretty crazy night. heh
And today...
Shiseido seminar thing.. hehe it was pretty funny..
didn't know why the guys were there, cuz they weren't interested at all!
And the oily massage that made our face feel soft afterwards.. ah..
hehe and then the horrible skin magnifying machine!!
ahhh so nasty lookin.. hehehe
My skin's oily and super sun-damaged... haha
Yeaa... after the massage...
our skin glow in RADIANCE... hahaha
actually only my forehead was glowing in radiance.. which is bad. hah
After that... shopped around a bit w/ Ann and Mel..
saw these reeeally nice Sketcher shoes!!! $60!! ahhHH.. so tempting..
and all the suicidal Emily stuff... and Paul Frank stuff.. heh
the lunch... KFC chicken... heh
and that commercial is SO letourneau.. omg.. hehe
And after that, went to Yaohan to do junk food shopping..
I only bought a bit... and I finished them all in one day.. >< haha
sweet potato chips were good tho.. mMhmm...
and then.. photocopying...
we should SO open up a Japanese snack store in UBC!!
we'll become millionaires!!! Seriously!! hahaa
since we've been ripped off so much..
it's time for us to rip ppl off in return. hehe
Mel stuck in middle of intersection!? hehe
in fact I think I've been in so many near-fatal accidents myself,
I don't even feel anything... hahaha
yea.. after that.. nothing special..
whole day of dry eyes, duno why.. argh...
had to blink like once every second..
Went out to dinner with dad...mmMm.. wonton noodle.. heh
couldn't concentrate in studying..
so I decided to have a break and study in Koerner's tomorrow instead.
That's my day... uh huh,
and since I typed such a long entry (comparatively),
blogger's gonna hang up on me again. It so is.
went out for bubble tea w/Jen and Win and Mel..
Went to cute Pearl... heh I love their wheat germ milk tea!!
Hilarious things happening..
the dog that looked like a woman without hair.. hehehe
The "I see........." *eyes shifting sideways*
Winnie: ".......no you don't!! "
the Jenny's writing orders.. heh
Winnie's "It's hurting here" *crosses her hand and pokes her bone*
the people who looked very stressed... heh
The guy with the ugly beard!! ugh... hehe
All that craziness...
then there were the neverending loops in the conversations Win and I had..
yah.. pretty crazy night. heh
And today...
Shiseido seminar thing.. hehe it was pretty funny..
didn't know why the guys were there, cuz they weren't interested at all!
And the oily massage that made our face feel soft afterwards.. ah..
hehe and then the horrible skin magnifying machine!!
ahhh so nasty lookin.. hehehe
My skin's oily and super sun-damaged... haha
Yeaa... after the massage...
our skin glow in RADIANCE... hahaha
actually only my forehead was glowing in radiance.. which is bad. hah
After that... shopped around a bit w/ Ann and Mel..
saw these reeeally nice Sketcher shoes!!! $60!! ahhHH.. so tempting..
and all the suicidal Emily stuff... and Paul Frank stuff.. heh
the lunch... KFC chicken... heh
and that commercial is SO letourneau.. omg.. hehe
And after that, went to Yaohan to do junk food shopping..
I only bought a bit... and I finished them all in one day.. >< haha
sweet potato chips were good tho.. mMhmm...
and then.. photocopying...
we should SO open up a Japanese snack store in UBC!!
we'll become millionaires!!! Seriously!! hahaa
since we've been ripped off so much..
it's time for us to rip ppl off in return. hehe
Mel stuck in middle of intersection!? hehe
in fact I think I've been in so many near-fatal accidents myself,
I don't even feel anything... hahaha
yea.. after that.. nothing special..
whole day of dry eyes, duno why.. argh...
had to blink like once every second..
Went out to dinner with dad...mmMm.. wonton noodle.. heh
couldn't concentrate in studying..
so I decided to have a break and study in Koerner's tomorrow instead.
That's my day... uh huh,
and since I typed such a long entry (comparatively),
blogger's gonna hang up on me again. It so is.
11.29.2002
refined entry for yesterday...
yes wat's with me and the word "refine" these days!?
I think my brain needs refining as well.. ehh
today was like a waste of time...
I studied for like wat.. 10 minutes in total? haha...
couldn't concentrate with a pack of hickory sticks in my bag...
NEVER eat when u wanna study..
that's my lesson for today.. hehee
aww.. physics is ending... I'll miss Iqbal!! He's such a nice prof...
he's SUPER nice!!!!!!! Too bad he doesn't teach 102...
And all these people that I'll probably lose contact with...
like Tri... and Rachel...... and Irene... and Robin..and Anna, and Vicky..
Tracy I still have classes with her.. heh
this is actually kinda sad.. all the change and adaptation next term..
but the fact that today was the last day of term 1 classes
was good enough to cover that. heh....
finals coming up.. arrrgh.... must.. study....
Last night was really cool...
had good conversations with people...
so cheung faai! hei! heh...
"I have a bluuuue soul [sole]...
cuz I took off my socks
my blluuuue soul...
cuz playing sockless rocks
but then I hurt, mah toe...
and then i rammed into a stu...pid pole..
and I hurt my wrist and my back..
agaaain...*super high pitched*"
-The Rochai soul blues musical. heh
I know, I have a talent. ahahaha
yes wat's with me and the word "refine" these days!?
I think my brain needs refining as well.. ehh
today was like a waste of time...
I studied for like wat.. 10 minutes in total? haha...
couldn't concentrate with a pack of hickory sticks in my bag...
NEVER eat when u wanna study..
that's my lesson for today.. hehee
aww.. physics is ending... I'll miss Iqbal!! He's such a nice prof...
he's SUPER nice!!!!!!! Too bad he doesn't teach 102...
And all these people that I'll probably lose contact with...
like Tri... and Rachel...... and Irene... and Robin..and Anna, and Vicky..
Tracy I still have classes with her.. heh
this is actually kinda sad.. all the change and adaptation next term..
but the fact that today was the last day of term 1 classes
was good enough to cover that. heh....
finals coming up.. arrrgh.... must.. study....
Last night was really cool...
had good conversations with people...
so cheung faai! hei! heh...
"I have a bluuuue soul [sole]...
cuz I took off my socks
my blluuuue soul...
cuz playing sockless rocks
but then I hurt, mah toe...
and then i rammed into a stu...pid pole..
and I hurt my wrist and my back..
agaaain...*super high pitched*"
-The Rochai soul blues musical. heh
I know, I have a talent. ahahaha
11.28.2002
Funny stuff happening today.. heh
last badminton open gym.. aww.. ><
playing never ending games..
that stupid break dance guy! Kept blocking our smashes,
and somehow he never dies! ahhh...
that very last game... we hogged the court..
in the end..16-17... haha.. we should've lost long time ago...
and the white ribbon!!! You guys...
sooo unsupportive of "violence towards women"... haha
then I hit my shoulder on the ramp holding up the nets,
cuz somehow I was hyper and ran thru the tiny space...
eh.. I was stupid.. and it really hurt.. hehe
I hit the spot where my injury is too.. ouch... double ouch.. hehe
and the no-sockness...
stupid sock had a hole and was hurting my toe so much..
I played the rest of my games sockless... heh
and now I have a blister on my toe.. ><
by the end of the day..."I have a blue soul"...
heh.. cuz my shoes' color comes off...
so I have a blue SOLE. hahaa
ahhh playing against break dance guy 4/5 games...
his stupid "that was why I twisted.."... made us laugh and kept losing! haha
And the squashminton.. fun as usual.. hahaha
whenever I win I say "I WIN"... hehehe
to imitate the streetfighter thing.. hahaaa
got Shao so annoyed.. hahahahaa
and stupid Jason... made me lose!!
yet ANOTHER new sport invented by Shaz..
Golf + football = goofball... hehehee
and wat's arkham? wat's arkham!? ehhe
Ohhh and... have you watched "Squirrel TNA"?? (Spirited away)..
heheee hiliarious stuff... fun...
Yah I wanted to forget about the rest of the day,
but memories kept flooding back to me today.. heh
got my essay back... ah.. I passed... hehe C-... damn.
if I get that in my final I'll pass the course...
please... let me pass.. *cross my fingers* heh..
eh... rest of the day was pretty ordinary...
studying in Koerner's, sleeping in car,
hung out a bit wiht Anna...
the search for the stupid Math auditorium.. heh
sooo haunted... and the "spare office" outside Math building.. heh
and the "We're out of resources, the washroom will be your office".. hehe
OHh and the ICQ talks about our prof...
"Hi, my name is Wise Mahon, pronounced wise man" hehe...
damn him.. hehehe
last badminton open gym.. aww.. ><
playing never ending games..
that stupid break dance guy! Kept blocking our smashes,
and somehow he never dies! ahhh...
that very last game... we hogged the court..
in the end..16-17... haha.. we should've lost long time ago...
and the white ribbon!!! You guys...
sooo unsupportive of "violence towards women"... haha
then I hit my shoulder on the ramp holding up the nets,
cuz somehow I was hyper and ran thru the tiny space...
eh.. I was stupid.. and it really hurt.. hehe
I hit the spot where my injury is too.. ouch... double ouch.. hehe
and the no-sockness...
stupid sock had a hole and was hurting my toe so much..
I played the rest of my games sockless... heh
and now I have a blister on my toe.. ><
by the end of the day..."I have a blue soul"...
heh.. cuz my shoes' color comes off...
so I have a blue SOLE. hahaa
ahhh playing against break dance guy 4/5 games...
his stupid "that was why I twisted.."... made us laugh and kept losing! haha
And the squashminton.. fun as usual.. hahaha
whenever I win I say "I WIN"... hehehe
to imitate the streetfighter thing.. hahaaa
got Shao so annoyed.. hahahahaa
and stupid Jason... made me lose!!
yet ANOTHER new sport invented by Shaz..
Golf + football = goofball... hehehee
and wat's arkham? wat's arkham!? ehhe
Ohhh and... have you watched "Squirrel TNA"?? (Spirited away)..
heheee hiliarious stuff... fun...
Yah I wanted to forget about the rest of the day,
but memories kept flooding back to me today.. heh
got my essay back... ah.. I passed... hehe C-... damn.
if I get that in my final I'll pass the course...
please... let me pass.. *cross my fingers* heh..
eh... rest of the day was pretty ordinary...
studying in Koerner's, sleeping in car,
hung out a bit wiht Anna...
the search for the stupid Math auditorium.. heh
sooo haunted... and the "spare office" outside Math building.. heh
and the "We're out of resources, the washroom will be your office".. hehe
OHh and the ICQ talks about our prof...
"Hi, my name is Wise Mahon, pronounced wise man" hehe...
damn him.. hehehe
11.27.2002
there're a LOT of things wrong with this world...
there are things we can't control...
there are things that just fuckin piss us off...
there are things that are scams....
there are things that are unfair...
there are things that are unreasonable...
there are things that people do for no reason...
and there are things that, no matter how hard we try,
we'll never succeed in..
I wanna walk up to my math prof and yell
"You are a fuckin useless prof!" in his face..
I wanna go to Lar's mandarin teacher and yell
"You fuckin give Lar that mark cuz my rhyme is PERFECT!"
I wanna go to Koya and yell
"What the fuck is this!? This is a fuckin scam!!!"
yea, but there're things that we just can't do....... we can't... heh
and what's with those math and physics final solution booklets...
$5 for 5 exams!? That's a fuckin rip off! heh..
The thing is, they give 5 exams each year, but for the older ones,
they just have to copy wat they had last year...
so all they had to do was figure out ONE year's solutions..
how hard is that!? It's $1 for the paper....
So... $4 for that tiny amount of labour!? wtf..... heh
there are things we can't control...
there are things that just fuckin piss us off...
there are things that are scams....
there are things that are unfair...
there are things that are unreasonable...
there are things that people do for no reason...
and there are things that, no matter how hard we try,
we'll never succeed in..
I wanna walk up to my math prof and yell
"You are a fuckin useless prof!" in his face..
I wanna go to Lar's mandarin teacher and yell
"You fuckin give Lar that mark cuz my rhyme is PERFECT!"
I wanna go to Koya and yell
"What the fuck is this!? This is a fuckin scam!!!"
yea, but there're things that we just can't do....... we can't... heh
and what's with those math and physics final solution booklets...
$5 for 5 exams!? That's a fuckin rip off! heh..
The thing is, they give 5 exams each year, but for the older ones,
they just have to copy wat they had last year...
so all they had to do was figure out ONE year's solutions..
how hard is that!? It's $1 for the paper....
So... $4 for that tiny amount of labour!? wtf..... heh
11.26.2002
UHh damn.. I AM letting this discontinuity continue
hahaha.. okay.. stupid stuff.
So... yesterday... stayed in UBC till like 6:30 doin math..
pretty pointless day...
then today... I met new friends I met new friends! heheh
I also bumped into Karen.. haha long time no see...
anyway... got to know these two girls in my english class better,
too bad it's the end of the year already.. hehe
Went to talk to my english prof...
at least now I have a better idea of wat I'm supposed to do..
but I still disagree with him and his assumptions..
psh.. how does he know that an extreme and stubborn person can't be a famous writer?!?
and how are we supposed to know that Curtis is famous!? ah....
unreasonable stuff... OH well. UBC is a very unreasonable school I realized...
making us take first year english..
unreasonable marking in math..
unreasonable english prof,
unreasonable rules disallowing profs to do extra marking..
so stupid! And they're ripping us off too...
so glorious outside but so corrupt inside. *sigh*. hehe
anyway.. had lunch with Anna and Vicky.. hehe
they're pretty nice people... explored Anna's dorm..
we couldn't stop bad-mouthing our prof.. hahaa
uhh after that... mathing @ Koerner's....
then.. getting ditched by people again.. heh
stupid Charles... was gonna study math with me but went home..
then Shao.. sick so can't go to badminton (this I can't blame him)..
heh... walked to badminton again... didn't have $ for parking T_T
Badminton started off pretty boring...like.. extremely boring..
played this game with all beginners.. ahhHHH...
third game was good though.. hehe soo tight... won 17-15 in the end...
soo many flukey shots and inattentiveness...
and then fourth game was okay...
basically I just stood there, served and let Jason do most of the running. heh
got a ride from Jason to North.... soo lucky.. heh
or else I would've had to walk back there.. all alone in the dark.. ><..
there's another side of the village that I've never been to!!
This store that has sushi, teriyaki, ice-cream.. everything!!!
Man.. I'm gonna buy that store when I get rich.. heh
And the weird radio in Jason's car that reminded me of tamagotchi... heh
got home, did nothing till now.. yah...
well.. my blog seems so pointless now,
just writing wat I did everyday...
I'm so dry of emotions these days. heh...
hahaha.. okay.. stupid stuff.
So... yesterday... stayed in UBC till like 6:30 doin math..
pretty pointless day...
then today... I met new friends I met new friends! heheh
I also bumped into Karen.. haha long time no see...
anyway... got to know these two girls in my english class better,
too bad it's the end of the year already.. hehe
Went to talk to my english prof...
at least now I have a better idea of wat I'm supposed to do..
but I still disagree with him and his assumptions..
psh.. how does he know that an extreme and stubborn person can't be a famous writer?!?
and how are we supposed to know that Curtis is famous!? ah....
unreasonable stuff... OH well. UBC is a very unreasonable school I realized...
making us take first year english..
unreasonable marking in math..
unreasonable english prof,
unreasonable rules disallowing profs to do extra marking..
so stupid! And they're ripping us off too...
so glorious outside but so corrupt inside. *sigh*. hehe
anyway.. had lunch with Anna and Vicky.. hehe
they're pretty nice people... explored Anna's dorm..
we couldn't stop bad-mouthing our prof.. hahaa
uhh after that... mathing @ Koerner's....
then.. getting ditched by people again.. heh
stupid Charles... was gonna study math with me but went home..
then Shao.. sick so can't go to badminton (this I can't blame him)..
heh... walked to badminton again... didn't have $ for parking T_T
Badminton started off pretty boring...like.. extremely boring..
played this game with all beginners.. ahhHHH...
third game was good though.. hehe soo tight... won 17-15 in the end...
soo many flukey shots and inattentiveness...
and then fourth game was okay...
basically I just stood there, served and let Jason do most of the running. heh
got a ride from Jason to North.... soo lucky.. heh
or else I would've had to walk back there.. all alone in the dark.. ><..
there's another side of the village that I've never been to!!
This store that has sushi, teriyaki, ice-cream.. everything!!!
Man.. I'm gonna buy that store when I get rich.. heh
And the weird radio in Jason's car that reminded me of tamagotchi... heh
got home, did nothing till now.. yah...
well.. my blog seems so pointless now,
just writing wat I did everyday...
I'm so dry of emotions these days. heh...
11.24.2002
Didn't update yesterday again!!
Ahhh I can't let this uncontinuousness continue.. hehe
anyway... updates for yesterday...
didn't do much aside from Team dinner..
that made my day.. hehehe
it was really fun.... and crazy, I thought.
It's too bad we had two separate tables...
Hung's crazy cooking...
I duno how much raw stuff I ate yesterday man.. hehe
all those chicken.. and chicken wings.. hehe
the fish was good though.. and the beef.. mMmm..
I can't specifically say wat was so funny and crazy about yesterday,
but that was mostly cuz of the continuous highness in ppl due to the smoke...
hehe it was crrazyy.... we had like 5 plates of meat at least...
and then we went to get ice-cream...
went to different places.. oH well it's all good,
I had almond roca + oreo flakes ice-cream.. mMm...
should have more team hangouts..
should go join like a tournament together.. hehe it'll be fun.
Anywho.. today...
was just badminton.. hehe
@ Thompson.. it was pretty good...
pretty fun.. everyone missed the birdie once..
I think the court is cursed.. ahhaa and bad lighting.. tsk tsk.. hehe
doubles was good... singles is fun too except I suck at it.. hehe
and then there was only 1.5 hours.... they kick us out. psh.. hehe
OH well.. badminton's good.. so it's all good.
then we went to Parker place for lunch...
stop staring at me eat u guys.. hahaha
I know noodles keep falling out of my mouth,
but I can't help it. hehe
and slicing my lips again with them stupid wooden chopsticks..
then all that crazy can hammering...
I dared Joseph to hammer the can with bare hands..
he didn't wanna do it so I did...
hehe made such a loud noise with the can flying out...
everyone was staring.. but who cares..
Joseph did it again, twice.. lol...
and everybody was staring, while we were laughing like crazy...
ouch that hurt my hand a bit.. hehe but it was fun... ny.. hehe
after that... raced Jerry to my car..
"Let's race there.. if you lose you're gonna walk home"
hahah sooo close! damn.. heheeh
and then just went home and took a nap till now...
wasted my second half of the day.. OH well.
It was oki... crazy stuff happening.. hehe
did I do somethin wrong!?
ahhh just tell me man, tell me!!!
dun just ignore me.. ><
Ahhh I can't let this uncontinuousness continue.. hehe
anyway... updates for yesterday...
didn't do much aside from Team dinner..
that made my day.. hehehe
it was really fun.... and crazy, I thought.
It's too bad we had two separate tables...
Hung's crazy cooking...
I duno how much raw stuff I ate yesterday man.. hehe
all those chicken.. and chicken wings.. hehe
the fish was good though.. and the beef.. mMmm..
I can't specifically say wat was so funny and crazy about yesterday,
but that was mostly cuz of the continuous highness in ppl due to the smoke...
hehe it was crrazyy.... we had like 5 plates of meat at least...
and then we went to get ice-cream...
went to different places.. oH well it's all good,
I had almond roca + oreo flakes ice-cream.. mMm...
should have more team hangouts..
should go join like a tournament together.. hehe it'll be fun.
Anywho.. today...
was just badminton.. hehe
@ Thompson.. it was pretty good...
pretty fun.. everyone missed the birdie once..
I think the court is cursed.. ahhaa and bad lighting.. tsk tsk.. hehe
doubles was good... singles is fun too except I suck at it.. hehe
and then there was only 1.5 hours.... they kick us out. psh.. hehe
OH well.. badminton's good.. so it's all good.
then we went to Parker place for lunch...
stop staring at me eat u guys.. hahaha
I know noodles keep falling out of my mouth,
but I can't help it. hehe
and slicing my lips again with them stupid wooden chopsticks..
then all that crazy can hammering...
I dared Joseph to hammer the can with bare hands..
he didn't wanna do it so I did...
hehe made such a loud noise with the can flying out...
everyone was staring.. but who cares..
Joseph did it again, twice.. lol...
and everybody was staring, while we were laughing like crazy...
ouch that hurt my hand a bit.. hehe but it was fun... ny.. hehe
after that... raced Jerry to my car..
"Let's race there.. if you lose you're gonna walk home"
hahah sooo close! damn.. heheeh
and then just went home and took a nap till now...
wasted my second half of the day.. OH well.
It was oki... crazy stuff happening.. hehe
did I do somethin wrong!?
ahhh just tell me man, tell me!!!
dun just ignore me.. ><
11.23.2002
Aww.. sad lyrics.. but I like it
"I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special.
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?.
I don't belong here"
- Creep, Radiohead
"I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special.
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?.
I don't belong here"
- Creep, Radiohead
Anywho.. second update for today...
ended up not going to movie or dinner..
well.... can't afford to go out too much these days,
and I have team dinner tomorrow which is a must go.
I think I made a dumb but right decision.. heh
went to cheap entertaining badminton instead..
@ UBC w/ Mason.. heh
played a couple of good games...
beat this pair of pretty good mixed doubles..
don't recall anything especially,
but my shoulder is getting worse.. hehe damn
well that's one reason why I'm skipping badminton tomorrow morning..
sorry Lar.. I dun think I can wake up for it anyway... heh
uhh.... this sucks...
met some friends @ UBC badminton club..
wat's her name.. uhh forgot.. hehe damn
Annie or somethin? And.. Anita, Peter, Wilson..
uhh that's all the names I remember even tho there's more. heh
pretty cool, pretty cool....
wat's best to do there is to go with a partner at around the same level
and then go play.... so even if u have to play against a sucky pair,
you woudln't be stuck with a sucky partner. hehe..
and when ur lucky, u might get a few good games in too. hehe
Got so hungry in the end went to get burger w/ Mason...
then went home...
damn, I was thinking if jason was there,
I'll bug him about having a skill clinic so I can train.. heh
turned out I trained a lot today as well...
so sore now.. ahh...
it's bad, but it feels good to feel sore..
Haven't felt sore since.. VRC training. heh
ended up not going to movie or dinner..
well.... can't afford to go out too much these days,
and I have team dinner tomorrow which is a must go.
I think I made a dumb but right decision.. heh
went to cheap entertaining badminton instead..
@ UBC w/ Mason.. heh
played a couple of good games...
beat this pair of pretty good mixed doubles..
don't recall anything especially,
but my shoulder is getting worse.. hehe damn
well that's one reason why I'm skipping badminton tomorrow morning..
sorry Lar.. I dun think I can wake up for it anyway... heh
uhh.... this sucks...
met some friends @ UBC badminton club..
wat's her name.. uhh forgot.. hehe damn
Annie or somethin? And.. Anita, Peter, Wilson..
uhh that's all the names I remember even tho there's more. heh
pretty cool, pretty cool....
wat's best to do there is to go with a partner at around the same level
and then go play.... so even if u have to play against a sucky pair,
you woudln't be stuck with a sucky partner. hehe..
and when ur lucky, u might get a few good games in too. hehe
Got so hungry in the end went to get burger w/ Mason...
then went home...
damn, I was thinking if jason was there,
I'll bug him about having a skill clinic so I can train.. heh
turned out I trained a lot today as well...
so sore now.. ahh...
it's bad, but it feels good to feel sore..
Haven't felt sore since.. VRC training. heh
Ohh I didn't update again..
but u can't blame me,
cuz last night I was struggling very hard
to finish my math assignment due 10AM this morning,
while dealing with my stupid backbrain ache...
Anywho...
THERE'S SERIOUSLY SOMETHING WRONG WITH THIS FUCKIN WORLD!!!
omg... I am so pissed off...
at my math midterm prof, but mostly at the unknown math midterm marker..
fuck him/her.......... omg..... so fuckin @(*#&$*(
my 68% midterm.. I could've gotten 80%!!
WTf.. okay for this question, I did the first part wrong,
and I did all the rest based on the answer in my first part,
but he gave me NO MARKS... fuckin 8 mark quesiton and I only got like 2...
Fuck.. wat's worse.. this other question,
other ppl put EXACTLY the same answer and they get perfect,
somehow I get a mark deducted.. for no fuckin reason! omg...
and then... another question, again I screwed up in the first part,
but that doesn't matter, cuz I got the second part right even tho the first part was wrong,
but NO.. AGAIN I get 1 fuckin mark off for NO fuckin reason!!
ARGH...... fuckin marker.. if I find out who he/she is,
I'm gonna curse him/her for the rest of my schoolyear I swear...
And wat's worse... I went to see my prof to talk about it...
he saw my point, he was like "yea you're right."
but guess wat he said?
He said "Yea I'm sorry I can't do anything about it.."
Fuck!!!!!! He's so nice and stuff,
but wat does he mean he can't do anythin abt it!?
He looked at my mark, and said
"Yea that's about right.." (cuz my mark was the class average)
about HELL right..... wat the fuck....
Fuck it man... it's a whole 10% difference...
wat does he mean he can't do anything abt it!? @($*^#*(&$.....
diu...................chi lun seen!
no words can express my anger...
Ahh... yes... when bad stuff happens,
good stuff do happen as well.. heh
my badminton spirit is back!
ohh my god good friend, I've been waiting for you
(I'm NOT psycho...)
yesterday I could do almost everything I wanted to!!!
It felt SO damn good......
OH yea, except I lost my net shots... heh... oh wellz.
Played first game with Jason against this good girl and okay guy...
duno their names... but it was okay.. hehe
every single time I make a mistake Jason's like "what was that??"
arrrrrgh...... shut up.. heh
and then afterwards I played with Mason...
it was cool. hehee I played against him cuz there were these sucky ppl..
and I won!!! haha one of the games.. lost the other one..
the driving was good... feel my strength coming back...
and the stupid badmintonball game.. hehehe
OHh and the guy that came by to ask Mason for the time...
he sooooo likes him... heh.....
uhhh wat else... only ONE of the execs are nice..
this guy whose name I've forgotten.. haha
ah.. badminton so good... always cheers me up.
Weird happenings today...
Watching this teacher kiss a pig,
and the pig was making so much noise!!
HAhahaha it's this fund-raiser thingy..
Too bad our prof Iqbal didn't get enough $.. damn.
hehe... it was funny... he kissed the pig on the nose.
And one thing I must mention...
KOYA in UBC SUB is A BIG RIP OFF!!
WTF... when they started cooking the beef for Mel,
I was like "this is very little beef!"
wat's worse is...
this guy ordered a large beef,
and he split the beef in half and gave it to Mel and the guy!
I feel sorry for the guy who ordered large...
there was like 5 tiny pieces of beef
and waay too much veggies...
HEY...... wat gives them the right to rip people off!?
This is such a scam...
You see,
there IS seriously something wrong with this world...
Screwy ppl screwing up our world. Go to hell...... fucker......
but u can't blame me,
cuz last night I was struggling very hard
to finish my math assignment due 10AM this morning,
while dealing with my stupid backbrain ache...
Anywho...
THERE'S SERIOUSLY SOMETHING WRONG WITH THIS FUCKIN WORLD!!!
omg... I am so pissed off...
at my math midterm prof, but mostly at the unknown math midterm marker..
fuck him/her.......... omg..... so fuckin @(*#&$*(
my 68% midterm.. I could've gotten 80%!!
WTf.. okay for this question, I did the first part wrong,
and I did all the rest based on the answer in my first part,
but he gave me NO MARKS... fuckin 8 mark quesiton and I only got like 2...
Fuck.. wat's worse.. this other question,
other ppl put EXACTLY the same answer and they get perfect,
somehow I get a mark deducted.. for no fuckin reason! omg...
and then... another question, again I screwed up in the first part,
but that doesn't matter, cuz I got the second part right even tho the first part was wrong,
but NO.. AGAIN I get 1 fuckin mark off for NO fuckin reason!!
ARGH...... fuckin marker.. if I find out who he/she is,
I'm gonna curse him/her for the rest of my schoolyear I swear...
And wat's worse... I went to see my prof to talk about it...
he saw my point, he was like "yea you're right."
but guess wat he said?
He said "Yea I'm sorry I can't do anything about it.."
Fuck!!!!!! He's so nice and stuff,
but wat does he mean he can't do anythin abt it!?
He looked at my mark, and said
"Yea that's about right.." (cuz my mark was the class average)
about HELL right..... wat the fuck....
Fuck it man... it's a whole 10% difference...
wat does he mean he can't do anything abt it!? @($*^#*(&$.....
diu...................chi lun seen!
no words can express my anger...
Ahh... yes... when bad stuff happens,
good stuff do happen as well.. heh
my badminton spirit is back!
ohh my god good friend, I've been waiting for you
(I'm NOT psycho...)
yesterday I could do almost everything I wanted to!!!
It felt SO damn good......
OH yea, except I lost my net shots... heh... oh wellz.
Played first game with Jason against this good girl and okay guy...
duno their names... but it was okay.. hehe
every single time I make a mistake Jason's like "what was that??"
arrrrrgh...... shut up.. heh
and then afterwards I played with Mason...
it was cool. hehee I played against him cuz there were these sucky ppl..
and I won!!! haha one of the games.. lost the other one..
the driving was good... feel my strength coming back...
and the stupid badmintonball game.. hehehe
OHh and the guy that came by to ask Mason for the time...
he sooooo likes him... heh.....
uhhh wat else... only ONE of the execs are nice..
this guy whose name I've forgotten.. haha
ah.. badminton so good... always cheers me up.
Weird happenings today...
Watching this teacher kiss a pig,
and the pig was making so much noise!!
HAhahaha it's this fund-raiser thingy..
Too bad our prof Iqbal didn't get enough $.. damn.
hehe... it was funny... he kissed the pig on the nose.
And one thing I must mention...
KOYA in UBC SUB is A BIG RIP OFF!!
WTF... when they started cooking the beef for Mel,
I was like "this is very little beef!"
wat's worse is...
this guy ordered a large beef,
and he split the beef in half and gave it to Mel and the guy!
I feel sorry for the guy who ordered large...
there was like 5 tiny pieces of beef
and waay too much veggies...
HEY...... wat gives them the right to rip people off!?
This is such a scam...
You see,
there IS seriously something wrong with this world...
Screwy ppl screwing up our world. Go to hell...... fucker......
11.20.2002
WoOHOo.. hehe
done everything...
and I'm really, REALLY hyper right now.. heh
OKAY.. this is crazy..
last night stayed up till 4:30 to do the fuckin 30% essay....
okay enough abt that it's all over with now.. heh
then, slept for like 4 hours and didn't wake up in time,
cuz I had to go to school @ 9:30 AM JUST to hand in the essay..
AHHhh... so I went to comp sci early,
but spent like 4 hours there finishing up my LAST lab of the term.. sweeet..
heh.. merge sort? wat's merge sort? heh...
And then... got free lunch from.. wutz his name.. STeven!!
Soo nice!!! hehe... rich guy.....
Had this weird Subway sandwich... it tasted okay.. hehee
And then went to PG to holepunch my jap stuff.. hehehe
that was weird.. and then.. uhh wat did I do!?
went hoem and slept till 6... hehe
Then the good part starts.. hehe
I drove to badminton, and usually if I stand here the machine thing,
someone will pass by and gimme a free ticket,
but today, 10 cars passed by and NONE of them gave me one!
HEhe and then vrey unluckily, I had no money on me.. T_T haha
so I ended up not paying for the ticket at all..
and I didn't get a ticket.. so that was cool. heh
So stupid.. I went in the gym, asked Shao for money,
ran outside, realized I didn't bring my car keys,
ran back in the gym, realized I just soaked my badminton shoes in the rain and puddles..
uhhh.. hahaha it was all good tho..
Played a couple of good games...
Getting my confidence back.. I really am! hehee
Somehow when I expect myself to be really tired,
I get really hyper instead, like right now.. hahaa
and then by the end, they extended badminton for an hour,
so I got to play almost 30 mins straight,
Shao and I played against this really good guy 2-on-1,
and we were still losing! haha it was good training tho,
good footwork exercises and shots.. hehehe
and now my shoulder hurts but I dun freakin care.. lala hahaha..
OH that guy.. he's crazy... he has 10x Hung's stamina...
he NEVER gets tired!! 2-on-1 and we were tired b4 him..
hahaa craziness... gotta learn some techniques..
Got some secrets.. hehee
gotta control the game... anticipate and predict where they're gonna hit it..
watch how their racket is angled and stuff.. hehe yea..
And then crazy stuff during other games...
Squashminton was fun.. ehhee
and then during this one game,
Me: "You wanna start, u wanna start, u wanna start u wanna start..."
This guy : *smashes at me*
Me: "ahhh!!"
That was funny.. and then... the invisible birdie...
"NOW where's the birdie? It's gone!" hahaa...
made me laugh so bad...
and then...
Shao: "Our score is going up in even numbers.."
Me: "Yes, theirs is going up by integers. heheh"
and then later
Me: "Yes, no more even numbers. Next time it'll be 15. heheh"
But then the "that's it" didn't work!!! ahhh... hahaha
and then near the end...
ShAZ new creation.. badminvisible.. hahahahaa...
it's to play badminton with an invisible birdie. HEHEHehe
Oi it was funny.. and hyper.. hahaha
Conversation:
Jenn Chui : "I just came back from phil.."
Me: "OHh.. philosophy.. for a sec there I thought u meant Phillippines.."
hehe...
Showing Jenny how INVISIBLE I am.. hahahaha
We are all one big family of weirdos and freaks.. hehe
I used 105% of my mailbox space.. lol.. hahaa
addicted to this song:
"There's another world inside of me that you may never see
There's secrets in this life that I can't hide
Well somewhere in this darkness there's a light that I can't find
Well maybe it's too far away
Or maybe I'm just blind
Maybe I'm just blind
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
Love me when I'm gone"
-Love me when I'm gone - 3 Doors Down
OKay, just when I finished everything and have time to update this,
Blogger is DOWN...
don't blame me for not updating.. heh..
Okay.. recalling stuff from last weekend...
uhh major part of it was the essay which I will skip thru.. heh
OH right.. Sunday night hangout with Lar..
that was crazy... hehehe
goin to Macdonalds' and reading her diary...
Alex Mak and all those shooting stars.. and killing ur friends.. heh
and the "hark jai".. hahaha
ur weird pronounciation of "hun dan" and "cao".. haha
Sounds like "hating egg". hAhAHah
and uhh... yes.. we were both phillipinos.. haha
And I'm NOT A SPERM.. omg... HAhahaa
and that thing abt slapping the coach.. hahaha
Then walking out to Mini Richmond.. hehee
that sad old man remember... hehehe
Going into hotel asking for directions...
so stupid... hahaha it sounded fun, but it was stupid afterwards..
the guy was so serious and nice and stuff.. hahah
we should've asked somewhere further.. hehehe and spoke bad english..
yah that's our plan for next time. haha
And then... letting u drive.. yea...
Hahaa you'll pass in one try... hehe cuz u got special training from ME. hehe
okay I dun think I'm gonna let anyone drive my car anymore...no. heh
That was it.. heh... pretty fun
funny test I took..
What box do you get put in?
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done everything...
and I'm really, REALLY hyper right now.. heh
OKAY.. this is crazy..
last night stayed up till 4:30 to do the fuckin 30% essay....
okay enough abt that it's all over with now.. heh
then, slept for like 4 hours and didn't wake up in time,
cuz I had to go to school @ 9:30 AM JUST to hand in the essay..
AHHhh... so I went to comp sci early,
but spent like 4 hours there finishing up my LAST lab of the term.. sweeet..
heh.. merge sort? wat's merge sort? heh...
And then... got free lunch from.. wutz his name.. STeven!!
Soo nice!!! hehe... rich guy.....
Had this weird Subway sandwich... it tasted okay.. hehee
And then went to PG to holepunch my jap stuff.. hehehe
that was weird.. and then.. uhh wat did I do!?
went hoem and slept till 6... hehe
Then the good part starts.. hehe
I drove to badminton, and usually if I stand here the machine thing,
someone will pass by and gimme a free ticket,
but today, 10 cars passed by and NONE of them gave me one!
HEhe and then vrey unluckily, I had no money on me.. T_T haha
so I ended up not paying for the ticket at all..
and I didn't get a ticket.. so that was cool. heh
So stupid.. I went in the gym, asked Shao for money,
ran outside, realized I didn't bring my car keys,
ran back in the gym, realized I just soaked my badminton shoes in the rain and puddles..
uhhh.. hahaha it was all good tho..
Played a couple of good games...
Getting my confidence back.. I really am! hehee
Somehow when I expect myself to be really tired,
I get really hyper instead, like right now.. hahaa
and then by the end, they extended badminton for an hour,
so I got to play almost 30 mins straight,
Shao and I played against this really good guy 2-on-1,
and we were still losing! haha it was good training tho,
good footwork exercises and shots.. hehehe
and now my shoulder hurts but I dun freakin care.. lala hahaha..
OH that guy.. he's crazy... he has 10x Hung's stamina...
he NEVER gets tired!! 2-on-1 and we were tired b4 him..
hahaa craziness... gotta learn some techniques..
Got some secrets.. hehee
gotta control the game... anticipate and predict where they're gonna hit it..
watch how their racket is angled and stuff.. hehe yea..
And then crazy stuff during other games...
Squashminton was fun.. ehhee
and then during this one game,
Me: "You wanna start, u wanna start, u wanna start u wanna start..."
This guy : *smashes at me*
Me: "ahhh!!"
That was funny.. and then... the invisible birdie...
"NOW where's the birdie? It's gone!" hahaa...
made me laugh so bad...
and then...
Shao: "Our score is going up in even numbers.."
Me: "Yes, theirs is going up by integers. heheh"
and then later
Me: "Yes, no more even numbers. Next time it'll be 15. heheh"
But then the "that's it" didn't work!!! ahhh... hahaha
and then near the end...
ShAZ new creation.. badminvisible.. hahahahaa...
it's to play badminton with an invisible birdie. HEHEHehe
Oi it was funny.. and hyper.. hahaha
Conversation:
Jenn Chui : "I just came back from phil.."
Me: "OHh.. philosophy.. for a sec there I thought u meant Phillippines.."
hehe...
Showing Jenny how INVISIBLE I am.. hahahaha
We are all one big family of weirdos and freaks.. hehe
I used 105% of my mailbox space.. lol.. hahaa
addicted to this song:
"There's another world inside of me that you may never see
There's secrets in this life that I can't hide
Well somewhere in this darkness there's a light that I can't find
Well maybe it's too far away
Or maybe I'm just blind
Maybe I'm just blind
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
Love me when I'm gone"
-Love me when I'm gone - 3 Doors Down
OKay, just when I finished everything and have time to update this,
Blogger is DOWN...
don't blame me for not updating.. heh..
Okay.. recalling stuff from last weekend...
uhh major part of it was the essay which I will skip thru.. heh
OH right.. Sunday night hangout with Lar..
that was crazy... hehehe
goin to Macdonalds' and reading her diary...
Alex Mak and all those shooting stars.. and killing ur friends.. heh
and the "hark jai".. hahaha
ur weird pronounciation of "hun dan" and "cao".. haha
Sounds like "hating egg". hAhAHah
and uhh... yes.. we were both phillipinos.. haha
And I'm NOT A SPERM.. omg... HAhahaa
and that thing abt slapping the coach.. hahaha
Then walking out to Mini Richmond.. hehee
that sad old man remember... hehehe
Going into hotel asking for directions...
so stupid... hahaha it sounded fun, but it was stupid afterwards..
the guy was so serious and nice and stuff.. hahah
we should've asked somewhere further.. hehehe and spoke bad english..
yah that's our plan for next time. haha
And then... letting u drive.. yea...
Hahaa you'll pass in one try... hehe cuz u got special training from ME. hehe
okay I dun think I'm gonna let anyone drive my car anymore...no. heh
That was it.. heh... pretty fun
funny test I took..
What box do you get put in?
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11.19.2002
OH MY GOD!!
FINALLY DONE!!
English essay...
God, PLEASE let me pass... T__T
approximately 4 days of continuous labour...
it's like my child!
(never spent more than 1 night writing essay b4...)
God bless... us all!!!
Yes.. from now on I'll be updating again..
but not today.. 4AM.. wake up at 9 tomorrow..
uhh........ might as well stay up. heh cya.
FINALLY DONE!!
English essay...
God, PLEASE let me pass... T__T
approximately 4 days of continuous labour...
it's like my child!
(never spent more than 1 night writing essay b4...)
God bless... us all!!!
Yes.. from now on I'll be updating again..
but not today.. 4AM.. wake up at 9 tomorrow..
uhh........ might as well stay up. heh cya.
11.17.2002
11.14.2002
OKay....
I'm getting my bad day...
Failed my english quiz...
that was unexpected...
fuckin prof...
I gotta pass both my final and essay to pass the course...
Should I go to badminton!? ah...
I don't know anyone there... aside from Jason and Flora...
but then I'll feel excluded... but I wanna play.
Ah, wat to do, wat to do...
Anyway I have 1.5 hours to kill before badminton anyway
damn. This si so pointless...
Right when I have no more midterms to study for...
everybody else has theirs....
Right when I decided to get pizza for lunch,
I realized i didn't bring my wallet....
Right when I found my cell phone and called up friends,
nobody was free...
ahhhhh I spent 2 hours sleeping in the car
and dreamt.....
Had a dream about Emily and Anna....
somehow emily was giving me my birthday present,
and it was a big mashimaro car cuhion! hehe
it was really cute... yah.. and somehow,
Emil was living in residence in UBC so I had to drive around...
weird....
I'm getting my bad day...
Failed my english quiz...
that was unexpected...
fuckin prof...
I gotta pass both my final and essay to pass the course...
Should I go to badminton!? ah...
I don't know anyone there... aside from Jason and Flora...
but then I'll feel excluded... but I wanna play.
Ah, wat to do, wat to do...
Anyway I have 1.5 hours to kill before badminton anyway
damn. This si so pointless...
Right when I have no more midterms to study for...
everybody else has theirs....
Right when I decided to get pizza for lunch,
I realized i didn't bring my wallet....
Right when I found my cell phone and called up friends,
nobody was free...
ahhhhh I spent 2 hours sleeping in the car
and dreamt.....
Had a dream about Emily and Anna....
somehow emily was giving me my birthday present,
and it was a big mashimaro car cuhion! hehe
it was really cute... yah.. and somehow,
Emil was living in residence in UBC so I had to drive around...
weird....
11.13.2002
Damn.. I feel so stupid without my calculator!!
How can I not know that ln(1) = 0!?!?
Hahahha.. damn....
there goes another 8 mark question.... hehe
But it's oki! Cuz I'm HAPPY... hehe yah!!
Physics... so easy!! WoohOo..
guessed a couple questions right..
and like... wave number...
I was like.. "wat the hell is wave number?"
so I did all my calculations in that question,
and one of them was the wave number.. excellence. heh
Yah... wat I studied hard for WAS in the test! WOOHOo...
oKi... had a smarties cookie now I'm kinda high.. hehe
nice... nice.... YEa... hahaa I'll see u... later. heh
me out.
How can I not know that ln(1) = 0!?!?
Hahahha.. damn....
there goes another 8 mark question.... hehe
But it's oki! Cuz I'm HAPPY... hehe yah!!
Physics... so easy!! WoohOo..
guessed a couple questions right..
and like... wave number...
I was like.. "wat the hell is wave number?"
so I did all my calculations in that question,
and one of them was the wave number.. excellence. heh
Yah... wat I studied hard for WAS in the test! WOOHOo...
oKi... had a smarties cookie now I'm kinda high.. hehe
nice... nice.... YEa... hahaa I'll see u... later. heh
me out.
11.12.2002
11.11.2002
11.09.2002
YEa way to go PG..
TO DA PLAYOFFS! woohoo..
damn VC/LFA ppl.. hehe lied to me..
but they probably didn't know....
was kinda bad to put Lilian on singles for her first game...
OH well, we HAD to sacrifice somebody. heh...
at least she had fun in the mixed game that's cool.
heh facing Gladstone next week eh...
tough, tough match................
whether we win or not rely totally on the guys..
if Kwok and Hung win ONE game.. just one...
no pressure, no pressure. heh
Dinner was cool..
14 ppl @ Tropika ordering tons of satay.. heh
kinda expensive tho... but... luxury once in a while? heh
All the food was good.. hehe.. lemme recall..
satay, clams, FRIED RADISH CAKE, laksa, eggs, PANCAKES, veggies..
what else was there.. hehe
even tho not everyone appreciated my taste for food,
it was all goood... heh...
soo full... my stomach is so stretched I can feel it...
but then I thought of African children all the way and finished the laksa! hahaa...
and then movie afterwards @ Jenny's...
Birthday Girl.. it was kinda weird.. why was it a "suspense" movie!? hehe
Had a sweet ending tho... hehe
Nicole Kidman looked old in the beginning,
but she somehow turned young in the end.
"Are you a giraffe?" "...Yes..." heh
Kinda surprising... I thought big hangouts wouldn't be as fun,
but it turned out okay actually...
The punch Hendra gave Jenn in the car.. ouch.. hahaha
and uhh.. wat was there to laugh about?
This morning.. Mel: "I want steak.."
me: "what? You wanna stink!?"
Oh and Jenn Chui's
"Baby, can you handle this" in super high pitched voice...
almost made me spat my food out. hehe...
that's it..
and good job to LAR for defending Cambies Richmond Champ!! heh..
VRC tourney today.. doubles..
ah.. damn shoulder. Hope it wouldn't hurt..
playing Phoebe and Lydia first game!? Shit...
TO DA PLAYOFFS! woohoo..
damn VC/LFA ppl.. hehe lied to me..
but they probably didn't know....
was kinda bad to put Lilian on singles for her first game...
OH well, we HAD to sacrifice somebody. heh...
at least she had fun in the mixed game that's cool.
heh facing Gladstone next week eh...
tough, tough match................
whether we win or not rely totally on the guys..
if Kwok and Hung win ONE game.. just one...
no pressure, no pressure. heh
Dinner was cool..
14 ppl @ Tropika ordering tons of satay.. heh
kinda expensive tho... but... luxury once in a while? heh
All the food was good.. hehe.. lemme recall..
satay, clams, FRIED RADISH CAKE, laksa, eggs, PANCAKES, veggies..
what else was there.. hehe
even tho not everyone appreciated my taste for food,
it was all goood... heh...
soo full... my stomach is so stretched I can feel it...
but then I thought of African children all the way and finished the laksa! hahaa...
and then movie afterwards @ Jenny's...
Birthday Girl.. it was kinda weird.. why was it a "suspense" movie!? hehe
Had a sweet ending tho... hehe
Nicole Kidman looked old in the beginning,
but she somehow turned young in the end.
"Are you a giraffe?" "...Yes..." heh
Kinda surprising... I thought big hangouts wouldn't be as fun,
but it turned out okay actually...
The punch Hendra gave Jenn in the car.. ouch.. hahaha
and uhh.. wat was there to laugh about?
This morning.. Mel: "I want steak.."
me: "what? You wanna stink!?"
Oh and Jenn Chui's
"Baby, can you handle this" in super high pitched voice...
almost made me spat my food out. hehe...
that's it..
and good job to LAR for defending Cambies Richmond Champ!! heh..
VRC tourney today.. doubles..
ah.. damn shoulder. Hope it wouldn't hurt..
playing Phoebe and Lydia first game!? Shit...
11.07.2002
Wait I correct wat I said yesterday..
it's $10 for first event,
and $8 for second.
I'm sorry for the incorrect information.. hha
It's okay, life is always gonna be the same--
even when things are good, we'll find reasons to complain...
Today was an okay day.. yea...
Pretty tiring...
Spent like 3 hours last night trying to come up with a new thesis,
did come up with one,
but realized it was too shallow this morning,
so I did the presentation with my old topic, not having done ANY research on it at all.
hehe I know, if i get a bad mark, I deserve it.
I was stammering when I talked, and one point during the presentation,
I stopped and hit my forehead and said "yes, what am I trying to say..."
Yea it was 10 in the morning, I only slept for 5 hours and I didn't know wat I was thinking.
Basically just said everything in my head, trying to take up 5 minutes...
It was really tough to present on something I don't know a lot about in front of 35 ppl... ah.
Anywho.. enough abt english...
after english I went to study physics with Tracy..
that was cool, got most of my problem sets done,
and cleared up some of the questions I had...
The pool is a good place to sleep. heh
Only had a cookie and soup for lunch... soo not enough.
Then I had my physics lab.. excellence...
only ONE more lab to go!! I'm really, REALLY glad. heh...
Yea.. that lab went well cuz I knew wat I was doing all along.
Wasn't all confused and had to ask around like the labs b4.. heh
After that.. went to try and take a nap in my car b4 badminton,
but ended up not able to sleep... was so paranoid,
kept thinking someone's staring at me from my car window.. heh
So then I went to badminton... I got a free parking ticket! woohoo.. heh
I was walking around in the rain looking for one on the floor,
couldn't find one so I was sorting out my coins in front of the machine,
this car was leaving and he came around and asked if I wanted his ticket..
so nice. hahaha... saved $3.50 man! That's a lot.. heh
Yah and then badminton... 4 games against Stoney and Mason with Shao,
won all of them but somehow I thought they weren't playing seriously..
plus Stoney was sick... it wasn't too exciting.
The last game Shao and I played against Hermes and Etchy.. heh
it was a good game... went into deuce and won 17-15. hehe...
I did a lot of bad shots tho... so slow in reacting and no strength,
possibly due to my small lunch and sleepiness.. @_@
Brought comics for Shao and VCDs for Jason...
soo freakin heavy.. the comics.. heh
Right now I'm just chillin.... yea... no studying for tonight...
need rest. Ciao.
it's $10 for first event,
and $8 for second.
I'm sorry for the incorrect information.. hha
It's okay, life is always gonna be the same--
even when things are good, we'll find reasons to complain...
Today was an okay day.. yea...
Pretty tiring...
Spent like 3 hours last night trying to come up with a new thesis,
did come up with one,
but realized it was too shallow this morning,
so I did the presentation with my old topic, not having done ANY research on it at all.
hehe I know, if i get a bad mark, I deserve it.
I was stammering when I talked, and one point during the presentation,
I stopped and hit my forehead and said "yes, what am I trying to say..."
Yea it was 10 in the morning, I only slept for 5 hours and I didn't know wat I was thinking.
Basically just said everything in my head, trying to take up 5 minutes...
It was really tough to present on something I don't know a lot about in front of 35 ppl... ah.
Anywho.. enough abt english...
after english I went to study physics with Tracy..
that was cool, got most of my problem sets done,
and cleared up some of the questions I had...
The pool is a good place to sleep. heh
Only had a cookie and soup for lunch... soo not enough.
Then I had my physics lab.. excellence...
only ONE more lab to go!! I'm really, REALLY glad. heh...
Yea.. that lab went well cuz I knew wat I was doing all along.
Wasn't all confused and had to ask around like the labs b4.. heh
After that.. went to try and take a nap in my car b4 badminton,
but ended up not able to sleep... was so paranoid,
kept thinking someone's staring at me from my car window.. heh
So then I went to badminton... I got a free parking ticket! woohoo.. heh
I was walking around in the rain looking for one on the floor,
couldn't find one so I was sorting out my coins in front of the machine,
this car was leaving and he came around and asked if I wanted his ticket..
so nice. hahaha... saved $3.50 man! That's a lot.. heh
Yah and then badminton... 4 games against Stoney and Mason with Shao,
won all of them but somehow I thought they weren't playing seriously..
plus Stoney was sick... it wasn't too exciting.
The last game Shao and I played against Hermes and Etchy.. heh
it was a good game... went into deuce and won 17-15. hehe...
I did a lot of bad shots tho... so slow in reacting and no strength,
possibly due to my small lunch and sleepiness.. @_@
Brought comics for Shao and VCDs for Jason...
soo freakin heavy.. the comics.. heh
Right now I'm just chillin.... yea... no studying for tonight...
need rest. Ciao.
11.05.2002
11.03.2002
I changed my way of writing the number '4'
may not mean anything to you,
but it's a change for me 'non-changing' person..
it's about time to stop whining and stand up and face the truth...
loads of stuff out there waiting for me,
and it's not too late to catch up yet... luckily...
luckily I walked out of the cloud in time....
and I just realized it was myself who said:
"everything that were once embarrassing or sad now just becomes amusing.."
and it was myself, again, who said:
"reading my old entries I feel so embarrassed..."
Oh well, gotta change my state of mind.
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conversation:
Killa: ^^ so how u~
Psycho: Me pretty good.. heheh was like.. extremely depressed this afternoon but somehow walked out of it at night. hehe
Killa: ohh good!!~~ hee what happend lo?~
Psycho: wat happened that made me depressed, or wat happened that made me happy? haha
Killa: haa both!
Psycho: umm.. wat made me depressed was just my moodiness... and wat made me happy was cuz I never dwell in depression for too long. ^^ hahahah
Killa: hahaha wow so simplistic yet so complicated~
Psycho: AAHAHhahaha that was a simplistic yet complicated reply too.. ahahha
Our conclusion:
Everyone is simplistic yet complicated... heh
may not mean anything to you,
but it's a change for me 'non-changing' person..
it's about time to stop whining and stand up and face the truth...
loads of stuff out there waiting for me,
and it's not too late to catch up yet... luckily...
luckily I walked out of the cloud in time....
and I just realized it was myself who said:
"everything that were once embarrassing or sad now just becomes amusing.."
and it was myself, again, who said:
"reading my old entries I feel so embarrassed..."
Oh well, gotta change my state of mind.
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conversation:
Killa: ^^ so how u~
Psycho: Me pretty good.. heheh was like.. extremely depressed this afternoon but somehow walked out of it at night. hehe
Killa: ohh good!!~~ hee what happend lo?~
Psycho: wat happened that made me depressed, or wat happened that made me happy? haha
Killa: haa both!
Psycho: umm.. wat made me depressed was just my moodiness... and wat made me happy was cuz I never dwell in depression for too long. ^^ hahahah
Killa: hahaha wow so simplistic yet so complicated~
Psycho: AAHAHhahaha that was a simplistic yet complicated reply too.. ahahha
Our conclusion:
Everyone is simplistic yet complicated... heh
Today I woke up after exactly 8 hours of sleep..
craziness.. I slept at 4:30...
did my laundry last night..
couldn't think at all... so tired...
my pink sweatshirt.. is all moldy now... T_T
Yea... again, not much to say today since it's only 2:30..
Aiy, am I nothing but a usable tool to you?
Fuck off man.....
hmm...
thinking of my conversation with someone yesterday...
I will have total trust in u Steph even though ur a potential psycho.. ^^
don't be proud when people fall for ur tricks..
they fell for it because they trusted you.....
not because they're stupid....
craziness.. I slept at 4:30...
did my laundry last night..
couldn't think at all... so tired...
my pink sweatshirt.. is all moldy now... T_T
Yea... again, not much to say today since it's only 2:30..
Aiy, am I nothing but a usable tool to you?
Fuck off man.....
hmm...
thinking of my conversation with someone yesterday...
I will have total trust in u Steph even though ur a potential psycho.. ^^
don't be proud when people fall for ur tricks..
they fell for it because they trusted you.....
not because they're stupid....
Hmmm... right. Forgot to update yesterday,
but there's not much to say anyway.
It's like wearing tear-away pants without any shorts inside..
the emptiness I tell ya, the emptiness...
(my metaphors.... heh)
Funny...
"Bugging you is easy cuz you're buggable
And bugging you is all I ever wanna do...
Bugging you is more than just my dream come true
And everything I do is all because I love to bug you.."
here's my version:
"I wanna bug you till I die
till we both get bugged and cry
I wanna bug you till ur tired of me and sigh..."
Woke up at around 3 after my 12 hours sleep...
Sharp pains in my shoulder and my whole arm was numb,
cuz I was sleeping in a weird posture that was hurting my injury...
went to visit Emily with Jenny...
Meimei's growing pretty well into a cute dog..
the puzzle.. heh so many errors from the back..
and then the plastic that doesn't fit.. aww....
the crazy seaweed drive.. hehe finished 12 pack b4 I got home.
And then... nothing much happened aside from some shocking news,
and then there was badminton...
played SO well... actually not THAT well,
but I got my smash back and from my smash comes my confidence...
not just that, my injured shoulder somehow got CURED after I played yesterday...
now it doesn't hurt at all....... miraculous...
Yea... played a couple of doubles games..
woman that gave me impression of Jenny's mom.. heh
she was actually pretty good... a lot of accuracy in her shots.
And then two singles games against Jenny...
I really suck at singles now.. glad I didn't sign up for it in the tournament...
I either clear it right to the middle, or out...
and then I lost my (used to be) really good straight drop,
and my smash somehow goes sideways now...
also, I cannot run at all when people drop it......
especially when Jenny does her speciality thing.. argh.. heh
played a neverending singles game and lost, in the end, 16-17...
that was crazy... hehe I wasn't really tired mentally by the end,
but my muscles were kinda sore...
OH well, it was a good workout.
Takes my mind off stuff.
but there's not much to say anyway.
It's like wearing tear-away pants without any shorts inside..
the emptiness I tell ya, the emptiness...
(my metaphors.... heh)
Funny...
"Bugging you is easy cuz you're buggable
And bugging you is all I ever wanna do...
Bugging you is more than just my dream come true
And everything I do is all because I love to bug you.."
here's my version:
"I wanna bug you till I die
till we both get bugged and cry
I wanna bug you till ur tired of me and sigh..."
Woke up at around 3 after my 12 hours sleep...
Sharp pains in my shoulder and my whole arm was numb,
cuz I was sleeping in a weird posture that was hurting my injury...
went to visit Emily with Jenny...
Meimei's growing pretty well into a cute dog..
the puzzle.. heh so many errors from the back..
and then the plastic that doesn't fit.. aww....
the crazy seaweed drive.. hehe finished 12 pack b4 I got home.
And then... nothing much happened aside from some shocking news,
and then there was badminton...
played SO well... actually not THAT well,
but I got my smash back and from my smash comes my confidence...
not just that, my injured shoulder somehow got CURED after I played yesterday...
now it doesn't hurt at all....... miraculous...
Yea... played a couple of doubles games..
woman that gave me impression of Jenny's mom.. heh
she was actually pretty good... a lot of accuracy in her shots.
And then two singles games against Jenny...
I really suck at singles now.. glad I didn't sign up for it in the tournament...
I either clear it right to the middle, or out...
and then I lost my (used to be) really good straight drop,
and my smash somehow goes sideways now...
also, I cannot run at all when people drop it......
especially when Jenny does her speciality thing.. argh.. heh
played a neverending singles game and lost, in the end, 16-17...
that was crazy... hehe I wasn't really tired mentally by the end,
but my muscles were kinda sore...
OH well, it was a good workout.
Takes my mind off stuff.
11.02.2002
Today... another... ordinary day...
but tiring cuz of lack of sleep thruout the week..
Wat I've been looking forward to wasn't that fun..
my shoulder's starting to hurt again and this is not a good sign.
Played really poorly... aish... like not REALLY poorly,
but the shots I made.. ah they were so bad...
Had to keep saying sorry.. haha it's like a habit already...
Played this version of mini-badminton.. haha
actually just a sit-down driving game.
Stupid road-blocks on the way back.. heh
Mason so lucky... was driving like 160...
Yah anyway.. today kinda sucked..
Only good thing was I got my comp sci midterm..
not satisfied with how I did, but satisfied with the mark I got...
hmm kinda contradictive right? hehe
Aish.. so impatient! Come on...... where's all da ppl today,
and where's all da fun!?
and what the hell am I thinking.............
but tiring cuz of lack of sleep thruout the week..
Wat I've been looking forward to wasn't that fun..
my shoulder's starting to hurt again and this is not a good sign.
Played really poorly... aish... like not REALLY poorly,
but the shots I made.. ah they were so bad...
Had to keep saying sorry.. haha it's like a habit already...
Played this version of mini-badminton.. haha
actually just a sit-down driving game.
Stupid road-blocks on the way back.. heh
Mason so lucky... was driving like 160...
Yah anyway.. today kinda sucked..
Only good thing was I got my comp sci midterm..
not satisfied with how I did, but satisfied with the mark I got...
hmm kinda contradictive right? hehe
Aish.. so impatient! Come on...... where's all da ppl today,
and where's all da fun!?
and what the hell am I thinking.............
11.01.2002
Forgot to update yesterday...
it was one of those days when nothing special happens,
but I'm still happy for no reason..
heh very nice and smooth day.
things don't change, but people sure do...
no matter wat, I'll still be there for u..
to all of u... happy halloween! hehe..
Saw this guy dressed up in cardboxes as a robot! Funny!! heh
and then... these cute kids dressed up as cows and bunnies!
Aww.. hehe soo cute..
last night we went to Lisa's for fireworks and stuff...
well we all grew out of fireworks already,
it's all but 2 seconds of "wow...".......
but still, it's the get together-ing that counts.
Kinda sucked tho... Ann and Emily just sorta came and went..
All we did was fireworks, TV and food... hmmm...
oH well. Seems like the group is getting closer inside,
but breaking up on the outside. haha....
right... I duno wat I'm talkin abt.
Oh well.. stupid CSI.. freaked me out...
Why did Zephyr kill his son!? Accident? Wat abt the woman!?
I dun get it.. damn...
it was one of those days when nothing special happens,
but I'm still happy for no reason..
heh very nice and smooth day.
things don't change, but people sure do...
no matter wat, I'll still be there for u..
to all of u... happy halloween! hehe..
Saw this guy dressed up in cardboxes as a robot! Funny!! heh
and then... these cute kids dressed up as cows and bunnies!
Aww.. hehe soo cute..
last night we went to Lisa's for fireworks and stuff...
well we all grew out of fireworks already,
it's all but 2 seconds of "wow...".......
but still, it's the get together-ing that counts.
Kinda sucked tho... Ann and Emily just sorta came and went..
All we did was fireworks, TV and food... hmmm...
oH well. Seems like the group is getting closer inside,
but breaking up on the outside. haha....
right... I duno wat I'm talkin abt.
Oh well.. stupid CSI.. freaked me out...
Why did Zephyr kill his son!? Accident? Wat abt the woman!?
I dun get it.. damn...
10.30.2002
Cheered up a bit today... that's right..
"You can screw english,
but don't let it screw you back..."
heh... so true...
Very plain day.. yah nuthin special at all,
except I left in the middle of comp sci,
and wrote a poem.. heh
not gonna post it here.
It's somewhere tho, you can try to look for it. hah
Only had a cookie for lunch today...
forgot to get cash, so I counted out all the coins I have,
and I got 2 bucks! heh.. so all I could get was a cookie.. T_T
oh well, my stomach getting used to not getting enough food,
it's all good.
Mmmm.. macadamias..
sad lyrics..
"But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special."
-weirdo, Radiohead
someday, I'll realize how pointless my life is,
and by then I will let go of everything to start a new life.
Yes...... i will.
asking too much of me....
"You can screw english,
but don't let it screw you back..."
heh... so true...
Very plain day.. yah nuthin special at all,
except I left in the middle of comp sci,
and wrote a poem.. heh
not gonna post it here.
It's somewhere tho, you can try to look for it. hah
Only had a cookie for lunch today...
forgot to get cash, so I counted out all the coins I have,
and I got 2 bucks! heh.. so all I could get was a cookie.. T_T
oh well, my stomach getting used to not getting enough food,
it's all good.
Mmmm.. macadamias..
sad lyrics..
"But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special."
-weirdo, Radiohead
someday, I'll realize how pointless my life is,
and by then I will let go of everything to start a new life.
Yes...... i will.
asking too much of me....
10.29.2002
Update for yesterday
weirdness...hehe
OKay the most amazing things happen.. hehe
last night was a good prelude to the future...
EXCEPT for the wise-woman game..
So frank was gonna send me my birthday card,
but he didn't put enough postage,
so it was labelled "return to sender",
but then the thing is,
he wrote To: on the top left corner,
and return in the middle,
so the bday card ended up here anyway...
hahahaa... smartness...
Visited Oyama sensei..
she is growing old.. hehee just talking about stuff..
food she bakes is good.. Mmm.. and tea.. hehe
B4 that... oh yah,
good to know that Jenny likes the comic too! hehe
took me a while... hehe should've colored it too... OH well..
Tons of inside jokes...
to other people, it would just be "weird".. hehe
Today I was crazily awake!
Even stayed awake for 3/4 of comp sci class...
it's crazy, cuz I only had like 5.5 hours of sleep last night..
hmm must be the coffee candies.. hehehe
Okay, something I must not forget to mention,
people driving crazily today.. EVERYONE!
This morning it was me myself.. hehe
but then, when I left UBC...
this stupid car turned when I was going right at him...
I honked for the first time.. haha stupidness!
OMG! ANd then he had to stop right away cuz of pedestrians..
heh then after that, I was driving on the right lane,
then this old lady suddenly cut in front of me when I stepped on gas..
THAT close to hitting her! Stupidness!!
I waited for 2 secs b4 I accelerated but she still should've looked..
and then... so I was following this stupid old lady,
and oh great, it's yellow light,
I ran it anyway (not like it's a red light)
then the old lady turned SUPER SLOW into a gas station,
making my car wait in the middle of the road..OMG!!
SoOOO fuckin pissed off... and RIGHT after that,
this stupid car wanted to turn but saw me coming with rage,
so she turned her wheel back... good...
or else I would SO have honked and swore crazily at her... hehe
Yah.. my crazy driving adventure today..
Something I read that's SO TRUE.. haha
I have learnt in University that...
Psychology is really biology, biology is really chemistry, chemistry is really physics and physics is really math.
Lol... hahaha
weirdness...hehe
OKay the most amazing things happen.. hehe
last night was a good prelude to the future...
EXCEPT for the wise-woman game..
So frank was gonna send me my birthday card,
but he didn't put enough postage,
so it was labelled "return to sender",
but then the thing is,
he wrote To: on the top left corner,
and return in the middle,
so the bday card ended up here anyway...
hahahaa... smartness...
Visited Oyama sensei..
she is growing old.. hehee just talking about stuff..
food she bakes is good.. Mmm.. and tea.. hehe
B4 that... oh yah,
good to know that Jenny likes the comic too! hehe
took me a while... hehe should've colored it too... OH well..
Tons of inside jokes...
to other people, it would just be "weird".. hehe
Today I was crazily awake!
Even stayed awake for 3/4 of comp sci class...
it's crazy, cuz I only had like 5.5 hours of sleep last night..
hmm must be the coffee candies.. hehehe
Okay, something I must not forget to mention,
people driving crazily today.. EVERYONE!
This morning it was me myself.. hehe
but then, when I left UBC...
this stupid car turned when I was going right at him...
I honked for the first time.. haha stupidness!
OMG! ANd then he had to stop right away cuz of pedestrians..
heh then after that, I was driving on the right lane,
then this old lady suddenly cut in front of me when I stepped on gas..
THAT close to hitting her! Stupidness!!
I waited for 2 secs b4 I accelerated but she still should've looked..
and then... so I was following this stupid old lady,
and oh great, it's yellow light,
I ran it anyway (not like it's a red light)
then the old lady turned SUPER SLOW into a gas station,
making my car wait in the middle of the road..OMG!!
SoOOO fuckin pissed off... and RIGHT after that,
this stupid car wanted to turn but saw me coming with rage,
so she turned her wheel back... good...
or else I would SO have honked and swore crazily at her... hehe
Yah.. my crazy driving adventure today..
Something I read that's SO TRUE.. haha
I have learnt in University that...
Psychology is really biology, biology is really chemistry, chemistry is really physics and physics is really math.
Lol... hahaha
helo? who's there?
I feel like an ass talking to nobody.
I'll give it 5 minutes.
Why do I always have to be the one?
Past my denial, onto my whiny stage.
Sometimes its just hard to "let go"
thinking back,
"to be happy is to be able to let go"
I wrote that?
I'm a sayer not a doer..
extremely disappointing...
everything.......
unimportance? get used to it.....
I feel like an ass talking to nobody.
I'll give it 5 minutes.
Why do I always have to be the one?
Past my denial, onto my whiny stage.
Sometimes its just hard to "let go"
thinking back,
"to be happy is to be able to let go"
I wrote that?
I'm a sayer not a doer..
extremely disappointing...
everything.......
unimportance? get used to it.....
10.28.2002
Okay, me updating this @ UBC...
blogger hasn't been working for 2 days.. sucked..
Today started off really bad...
almost crashed two times cuz of my carelessness this morning,
and then I wasn't in a good mood anyway...
Mel wasn't in math, but she has my notes,
and then I only had enough money to get a soup for lunch...
then good things started to happen,
I was having lunch in the cafe when Peter came by and had lunch with me...
even tho we didn't have much to talk about,
it was just nice sitting with a friend.
Then when he went to class and I was about to walk around alone,
I ran into Emily... heh....
good and bad things happen....
going back to what I said looong time ago...
it's all in equilibrium... heh
ouch, right there....
blogger hasn't been working for 2 days.. sucked..
Today started off really bad...
almost crashed two times cuz of my carelessness this morning,
and then I wasn't in a good mood anyway...
Mel wasn't in math, but she has my notes,
and then I only had enough money to get a soup for lunch...
then good things started to happen,
I was having lunch in the cafe when Peter came by and had lunch with me...
even tho we didn't have much to talk about,
it was just nice sitting with a friend.
Then when he went to class and I was about to walk around alone,
I ran into Emily... heh....
good and bad things happen....
going back to what I said looong time ago...
it's all in equilibrium... heh
ouch, right there....
Okay, one last thing before I leave..
gotta update this thing so I won't forget everything that happened...
heh
YOU know what time it is!?
It's daylight saving time!! hehe
one extra hour.. sweeet... heh
First thing in the morning..
badminton! Mixed doubles.. was pretty bad..
hee we were so unawake, and from Ann's pov,
we weren't just 'kinda slow', we were 'really slow'.. haha
First game against Raymond and this girl...
Raymond's really good.. he would probably win if he had a better
partner.
Oi... and second game was just bad..
somehow we won the first set really easily,
then second set we were losing by 0-10.. craziness. hah
Yah lost in the third set 11-9.. that was bad tho..
OH wellz... Shao and I were just not doing well.
Me I lost my smash.. couldn't do anything in the back...
and yah it's early in the morning. haha
Jenny and Michael lost too.. hmm weird...
probably cuz they didn't practice together b4 at all..
hehehe weird "egyption style" girl and her pharaoh partner..
And good job Lar! haha silver that's pretty good.
And thanks for wat u told me,
but no.. instead of improving, I think I deproved a lot. heh...
You improved a lot too but u still need work on ur footworks. heh
yah anyway, now both Shao and I are injured...
no badminton for a week. >< ahaha damn...
stupid... rub-a535.. looked like rub-ass. hahaha
Yea.. so Churchill B in total, got a bronze for girls singles, that's
it.
Kinda suck.. but at least I had fun and got a good work-out.. heh
Went to have lunch at cutepearl afterwards...
got kinda hyper and did weird things...
got put on the table.. that was bad.. hah
spilled congee for no reason.. hmm probably my shoulder. heh
yah damn.. forgot most of the funny stuff already.. Oh well.
After that, went to Shao's to pick up Jenny's sofa...
and then to get Jenny's new Yonex badminton shoes!
So nice! hehehe... supports ur ankle too that's good.
and then went home, napped for 3 hours straight,
woke up and went to get food with jenny, win, and mel..
all the combination words.. "barp".. hahaha after "yas"
and then.. teppanyaki @ Jenny's.. hehe mMm.. so good..
but my weekend workout went down the drain! ><..
We forgot about the cheese!! THe cheese! With Mushroom and blue
cheese.. aw...
After teppanyaki we went to sit in Jenny's couch.. heh
then after that we had fireworks! Kinda like a preview to Halloween.
heeh
then we went out to get a drink...
soo smokey.. haha semi-cute guy with beard...
sooo many police cars around..
damn can't remember wat happened.. too tired.. hehe
Good to hear Jenny liked the present.. hehe
Mel u scared me... heehhe
Jenny, just think of it as a "special" striped lobster...
I duno why it's striped.. hahaa
Then we just went home...
OHhh whenever u guys say "it's too late",
you'll think of the song...... that I sang. hahaha
and the "turn off the lights" "don't turn off the lights" "turn ON the
lights" songs..
craziness! haha
anyway me tired.. hehe must... sleep...
Oh and wat Mel said..
Ouch... right there....
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series of thoughts:
the only thing I wanted to do today was to crawl into my bed and hide...
What, it's winter..
we are all allowed to feel low and depressed and sorrowful...
sudden lost of interest in doing anything
coldness..... senses all numb and shut down
playing the piano doesn't warm my fingers at all...
... staying at home doesn't warm my heart at all either
Who am I really? Where do I belong...
Hang out with Lar...
Made me feel a bit better hehe
you getting all high on Jay Chou songs again..
telling you abt the egyptian serve..
You getting scared of my finger...
and the movement of my fingers towards u.. hahaa
somebody running like chicken and
serving squatting down like spider legs
The stupid "wise woman" game.. haha sooo not wise...
"So who's my mom?"
".... gimme ur wallet" hahaha...
and "who's my soulmate?"
"Andy Mak"
"when's my soulmate gonna appear?"
"he's already here"
"wat... I don't know any Andy Mak!?" hahah
worst game ever...
the nasty drink.. made me wanna puke...
Ur childhood stories...
talkin abt somebody and rhyming
"If somebody took like a piece of her paper away,
she would be depressed for the whole day.."
hehe... diary entry:
"Today I'm so sad. I cried and cried and cried." lol...
Bunch of ppl crossing by..
10 double dates.. except for one lonely guy. heh
OH and the 'hut yee' predictions.. hahaha...
Ur phobia of being sniped down in the car..funny..
and then on the way back, the sudden brakes..
getting you freaked out was sooo fun. hahaha...
and then telling Gigi "$100 bought her friendship.." heh
yah that was cool.. hehe thanks
gotta update this thing so I won't forget everything that happened...
heh
YOU know what time it is!?
It's daylight saving time!! hehe
one extra hour.. sweeet... heh
First thing in the morning..
badminton! Mixed doubles.. was pretty bad..
hee we were so unawake, and from Ann's pov,
we weren't just 'kinda slow', we were 'really slow'.. haha
First game against Raymond and this girl...
Raymond's really good.. he would probably win if he had a better
partner.
Oi... and second game was just bad..
somehow we won the first set really easily,
then second set we were losing by 0-10.. craziness. hah
Yah lost in the third set 11-9.. that was bad tho..
OH wellz... Shao and I were just not doing well.
Me I lost my smash.. couldn't do anything in the back...
and yah it's early in the morning. haha
Jenny and Michael lost too.. hmm weird...
probably cuz they didn't practice together b4 at all..
hehehe weird "egyption style" girl and her pharaoh partner..
And good job Lar! haha silver that's pretty good.
And thanks for wat u told me,
but no.. instead of improving, I think I deproved a lot. heh...
You improved a lot too but u still need work on ur footworks. heh
yah anyway, now both Shao and I are injured...
no badminton for a week. >< ahaha damn...
stupid... rub-a535.. looked like rub-ass. hahaha
Yea.. so Churchill B in total, got a bronze for girls singles, that's
it.
Kinda suck.. but at least I had fun and got a good work-out.. heh
Went to have lunch at cutepearl afterwards...
got kinda hyper and did weird things...
got put on the table.. that was bad.. hah
spilled congee for no reason.. hmm probably my shoulder. heh
yah damn.. forgot most of the funny stuff already.. Oh well.
After that, went to Shao's to pick up Jenny's sofa...
and then to get Jenny's new Yonex badminton shoes!
So nice! hehehe... supports ur ankle too that's good.
and then went home, napped for 3 hours straight,
woke up and went to get food with jenny, win, and mel..
all the combination words.. "barp".. hahaha after "yas"
and then.. teppanyaki @ Jenny's.. hehe mMm.. so good..
but my weekend workout went down the drain! ><..
We forgot about the cheese!! THe cheese! With Mushroom and blue
cheese.. aw...
After teppanyaki we went to sit in Jenny's couch.. heh
then after that we had fireworks! Kinda like a preview to Halloween.
heeh
then we went out to get a drink...
soo smokey.. haha semi-cute guy with beard...
sooo many police cars around..
damn can't remember wat happened.. too tired.. hehe
Good to hear Jenny liked the present.. hehe
Mel u scared me... heehhe
Jenny, just think of it as a "special" striped lobster...
I duno why it's striped.. hahaa
Then we just went home...
OHhh whenever u guys say "it's too late",
you'll think of the song...... that I sang. hahaha
and the "turn off the lights" "don't turn off the lights" "turn ON the
lights" songs..
craziness! haha
anyway me tired.. hehe must... sleep...
Oh and wat Mel said..
Ouch... right there....
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series of thoughts:
the only thing I wanted to do today was to crawl into my bed and hide...
What, it's winter..
we are all allowed to feel low and depressed and sorrowful...
sudden lost of interest in doing anything
coldness..... senses all numb and shut down
playing the piano doesn't warm my fingers at all...
... staying at home doesn't warm my heart at all either
Who am I really? Where do I belong...
Hang out with Lar...
Made me feel a bit better hehe
you getting all high on Jay Chou songs again..
telling you abt the egyptian serve..
You getting scared of my finger...
and the movement of my fingers towards u.. hahaa
somebody running like chicken and
serving squatting down like spider legs
The stupid "wise woman" game.. haha sooo not wise...
"So who's my mom?"
".... gimme ur wallet" hahaha...
and "who's my soulmate?"
"Andy Mak"
"when's my soulmate gonna appear?"
"he's already here"
"wat... I don't know any Andy Mak!?" hahah
worst game ever...
the nasty drink.. made me wanna puke...
Ur childhood stories...
talkin abt somebody and rhyming
"If somebody took like a piece of her paper away,
she would be depressed for the whole day.."
hehe... diary entry:
"Today I'm so sad. I cried and cried and cried." lol...
Bunch of ppl crossing by..
10 double dates.. except for one lonely guy. heh
OH and the 'hut yee' predictions.. hahaha...
Ur phobia of being sniped down in the car..funny..
and then on the way back, the sudden brakes..
getting you freaked out was sooo fun. hahaha...
and then telling Gigi "$100 bought her friendship.." heh
yah that was cool.. hehe thanks
10.26.2002
Got this song stuck in my head...
"Well this is not for real, afraid to feel
I just hit the floor, don't ask for more
I'm wasting my time
I'm wasting my time
You can't stop the feelin', there is no reason
Just make the call and take it all
I'm wasting my time
I'm wasting my time again
Whoa again.."
-Wasting my time, Default
damn.. am I really wasting my time!?
Doubles today was okay... hehe
Lost to Ashley and Jacqueline...
didn't play our best but it was oki...
for the amount of time we practiced and trained for,
I think we did pretty okay. hahaa
Couldn't smash at all though.. don't know why,
I suddenly lost my smash.. *sigh*.
However in return, I got my backhand and drop shots back...
damn.... is the trade worth it!?
Mixed tomorrow... we'll see. heheh...
Tiredness...
bubbletea after badminton was okay..
heh drink tasted like toilet fragrance...
and the cellphone race...
and the scary scarf that looked like a head with hair..
and the fat woman.. who looked like a penguin.. heh
yah.. hahaha quite funny, but we were all exhausted.. heh
"Well this is not for real, afraid to feel
I just hit the floor, don't ask for more
I'm wasting my time
I'm wasting my time
You can't stop the feelin', there is no reason
Just make the call and take it all
I'm wasting my time
I'm wasting my time again
Whoa again.."
-Wasting my time, Default
damn.. am I really wasting my time!?
Doubles today was okay... hehe
Lost to Ashley and Jacqueline...
didn't play our best but it was oki...
for the amount of time we practiced and trained for,
I think we did pretty okay. hahaa
Couldn't smash at all though.. don't know why,
I suddenly lost my smash.. *sigh*.
However in return, I got my backhand and drop shots back...
damn.... is the trade worth it!?
Mixed tomorrow... we'll see. heheh...
Tiredness...
bubbletea after badminton was okay..
heh drink tasted like toilet fragrance...
and the cellphone race...
and the scary scarf that looked like a head with hair..
and the fat woman.. who looked like a penguin.. heh
yah.. hahaha quite funny, but we were all exhausted.. heh