Should soooo be partying tonight.. I wish...
but no.. haha stayed home and did nothing instead.
Why am I like that?
Always do things without thinking of the consequences
hehe... ah...
well well well
we have finally reached the last day of this 2001 year...
it's been a good year afterall...
Many many good things happening
and not too many bad things....
all I hope for next year..
is that I can keep an 80% average while I slack off.
haha I'm not asking for too much...
Doing countdown myself again...
every year... dad slept mom slept bro slept
me the only one awake for the countdown...
but it's alright.
A new year,
a whole new start.
Additionals to yesterday that I forgot:
my 'what's a dildo?' question...
nobody would tell me!
Well if SOMEONE told me then I wouldn't be asking around....haha
I mean.. who would wanna take a picture with a... the 'thing'... hehehe...
and then... the black ice adventure...
it was so fun!! Hehe Jenny's car slipped on black ice and she kinda lost control...
hehe it was fun.... going not fast enough to get us kill so that's good.
And then Jim 'pk' when he got off the car...
hehe.... right.. wat else is there?
Well this is enough for now. heh...
I still remember I was saying last year:
'forget the fuckin past and get on with our lives...'
haha this year I'd say
'treasure the past, but still get on with our lives...'
-ROZ BLOG-
I would've written some quotes,
but why bother?
It's your own life...
live it your own way.
12.31.2001
Hehe today was another fun day...
been having fun too much these days..
can't imagine how much bad things I'll have to go through when school starts...
Went to badmitnon @ dunbar today..
hehe it was pretty fun except
I couldn't clear at all in the beginning..
doubles game was fun. hehee
and then King of the court...
I lost to Pin twice! Ahhhh hehehe
it's alrite. He's getting better...
we're missing someone here..
OH! We're missing Jerry that's why. ehhe
For dinner we went to Soda's..
it was a pretty cool place..
my first time there.
BBQ chicken burger was goood...
cept the wings didn't come but it's ok cuz I was full anyway
hehe.. after that we went to Shao's...
played cards, watched Simpsons
and then Jenny drove us to get ice-cream..
Mmmm.. Oreo McFlurry.. hehe that was good..
read a comic called 'Last Shot'.. it's pretty cool with really good pictures
then.. I played cards with Jim and Pin...
heheh it was sOOO funny..
we started playing cheat and we're going by order..
and then Jim went '6' so confidently...
when we're supposed to start at 1. HAhaha
that was really funny...
we had a countdown for new year's eve
even though I missed counting down I joined their cheer..
then we left and went home.
hehe... fun fun day...
I'm happy.. hehe
and when I'm happy,
I dun write any deep thinking stuff
cuz my mind is so filled up with happiness
I got no space for deep thinking. hehee
and this is nice.. ehhe
less thinking..
less trouble..
less work.
been having fun too much these days..
can't imagine how much bad things I'll have to go through when school starts...
Went to badmitnon @ dunbar today..
hehe it was pretty fun except
I couldn't clear at all in the beginning..
doubles game was fun. hehee
and then King of the court...
I lost to Pin twice! Ahhhh hehehe
it's alrite. He's getting better...
we're missing someone here..
OH! We're missing Jerry that's why. ehhe
For dinner we went to Soda's..
it was a pretty cool place..
my first time there.
BBQ chicken burger was goood...
cept the wings didn't come but it's ok cuz I was full anyway
hehe.. after that we went to Shao's...
played cards, watched Simpsons
and then Jenny drove us to get ice-cream..
Mmmm.. Oreo McFlurry.. hehe that was good..
read a comic called 'Last Shot'.. it's pretty cool with really good pictures
then.. I played cards with Jim and Pin...
heheh it was sOOO funny..
we started playing cheat and we're going by order..
and then Jim went '6' so confidently...
when we're supposed to start at 1. HAhaha
that was really funny...
we had a countdown for new year's eve
even though I missed counting down I joined their cheer..
then we left and went home.
hehe... fun fun day...
I'm happy.. hehe
and when I'm happy,
I dun write any deep thinking stuff
cuz my mind is so filled up with happiness
I got no space for deep thinking. hehee
and this is nice.. ehhe
less thinking..
less trouble..
less work.
12.29.2001
"Another head hangs lowly
child is slowly taken
and the violence caused such silence
who are we mistaken
but you see
it's not me
it's not my family
in your head in your head
they're fighting
with their tanks and their bombs
and their bombs and their guns
in your head in your head
they are crying"
-Zombie, The Cranberries
Spent a day sitting in a car...
hmm... it was such a waste of gas now that I think of it.
Badminton was full...
drove to Richmond from UBC and got Jim's present..
then went home..
we spent 2.5 hours just driving around in the car...
ah....
Spent the night watching TV
and didn't go out...
hehe it's a good choice afterall,
the Super Trio Show was really really funny...
the charity show was pretty good...
hehe had a nice, relaxing night...
that's just the thing I needed.
we're all wandering in roads of our lives,
not knowing which path we're supposed to take.
not knowing which direction we want to go to.
Despite the importance of striding through the road itself,
it is also wise that we treasure everything that has helped us succeed,
and also, the people that has accompanied us in different parts of our journey.
Uh... why am I gettin so serious!?
Hehe it's time to party!!!!
Just started to think what I'm gonna write in my grad writeup...
things I MUST include:
Edmonton (The CGS)
N.G.P. #98
Badminton & tournaments
The Puzzle Tournament Club + Nasty Rangers (nuggets attack)
uh... more to come but can't recall right now.
Listening to an old song..
"Huri han gehan malun no duri
no muna suujung heguredo ut sesooitjyo
honjaunge soloude
do o ri myo sa ayo~"
I have no idea what that means..
but all I know is this is a good song...
child is slowly taken
and the violence caused such silence
who are we mistaken
but you see
it's not me
it's not my family
in your head in your head
they're fighting
with their tanks and their bombs
and their bombs and their guns
in your head in your head
they are crying"
-Zombie, The Cranberries
Spent a day sitting in a car...
hmm... it was such a waste of gas now that I think of it.
Badminton was full...
drove to Richmond from UBC and got Jim's present..
then went home..
we spent 2.5 hours just driving around in the car...
ah....
Spent the night watching TV
and didn't go out...
hehe it's a good choice afterall,
the Super Trio Show was really really funny...
the charity show was pretty good...
hehe had a nice, relaxing night...
that's just the thing I needed.
we're all wandering in roads of our lives,
not knowing which path we're supposed to take.
not knowing which direction we want to go to.
Despite the importance of striding through the road itself,
it is also wise that we treasure everything that has helped us succeed,
and also, the people that has accompanied us in different parts of our journey.
Uh... why am I gettin so serious!?
Hehe it's time to party!!!!
Just started to think what I'm gonna write in my grad writeup...
things I MUST include:
Edmonton (The CGS)
N.G.P. #98
Badminton & tournaments
The Puzzle Tournament Club + Nasty Rangers (nuggets attack)
uh... more to come but can't recall right now.
Listening to an old song..
"Huri han gehan malun no duri
no muna suujung heguredo ut sesooitjyo
honjaunge soloude
do o ri myo sa ayo~"
I have no idea what that means..
but all I know is this is a good song...
Shopping again today...
major event of the day:
I got my grad dress!!!
hehehee.... excellent..
now I have to worry abt shoes and accessories..
and whether to wear a dress to grad pic or not
and whether to get another dress or not.....
hehehe...
hmmm picturing myself in my dress.. with hairs with curls... hmmm...
Metrotown sucks..
it's stuffy it's crowded it's noisy...
it has daylight + malllight, which makes me lose my concentration very quickly
and I get really dizzy from all the neon signs there...
it sucks so bad I dun even wanna go there again...
all that was good there was the huge variety of grad dress shops...
plus the strawbanana yogurt... mmMm that was good. hehe
Richmond Centre is the best mall I think.
Time for some stomach exercise...
major event of the day:
I got my grad dress!!!
hehehee.... excellent..
now I have to worry abt shoes and accessories..
and whether to wear a dress to grad pic or not
and whether to get another dress or not.....
hehehe...
hmmm picturing myself in my dress.. with hairs with curls... hmmm...
Metrotown sucks..
it's stuffy it's crowded it's noisy...
it has daylight + malllight, which makes me lose my concentration very quickly
and I get really dizzy from all the neon signs there...
it sucks so bad I dun even wanna go there again...
all that was good there was the huge variety of grad dress shops...
plus the strawbanana yogurt... mmMm that was good. hehe
Richmond Centre is the best mall I think.
Time for some stomach exercise...
12.28.2001
"anything I eat that doesn't kill me makes me stronger"
- me eating junk food @ 1:32AM
These few days have been fun fun all along..
hehe...
went to badminton @ UBC this afternoon..
there was like nobody there... haha
but then my eyes were swollen and I was feeling really drowsy
cuz I cried reading a book last night...
so I didn't play too well... and... was really sleepy the whole time. heh
It was still fun tho.
After badminton.. I went to Richmond with Jenny and Winnie
went to Richmond Centre again to return Jenny's sweater...
then we shopped around for a bit..
I tried on 2 grad dresses... hehe...
the first one had really nice color and cutting but there's only large size
the second one fit okay... was a bit too big on the top but it doesn't look as nice.
Well anyway I'm gonna go shop for dresses again with my mom tomorrow. hehe
3 days of continuous shopping.
After shopping we had dinner in the food court..
mMMm... KFC hot wings.. haha... so much oil and fat and stuff...
but it's alrite.
As I've said, 'anything that doens't kill me makes me stronger' heh
mmm.. and "Edo" mushrooms.. hahaha
and we saw a really really cute kid!!!
Awww he had huge round eyes and dimples when he smiled!!
And he kept looking at us too... awww he's soooo cute!!!
He seemed like he liked everybody but his parents. hehe...
After that.. we went to pick Ann up...
haha "The hat crew"... Ann and I wore toques and Jenny and Winnie wore caps
we took some sticker pictures...
then we met up with Hendra and we went for a drink...
after that we went to Jenny's house and chatted for a bit...
then.. I finally went home.. @ 12:30.
more shopping tomorrow!!! Woohoo! weehee!! hehe...
The internet ending for Doraemon:
One day, Doraemon suddenly dies down and does not move anymore.
Nobita tried everything to help him but nothing worked.
He remembers Doraemon's sister, Dorami, and he seeks her help.
Dorami found the problem -- Doraemon ran out of batteries。
Usually, spare batteries are located in a robot's ears
but since Doraemon's ears were bitten off by rats,
he didn't have any.
Nobita urges her to replace his batteries.
Sadly, Dorami tells her that since he has no spare batteries
all his memory will be erased if you replace his batteries.
On the other hand, if you leave him like that, his memory will be kept.
Nobita finally decides to leave him like that.
He worked very very hard and became a brilliant student.
He got into a good university, got a good job,
and finally married Shizuka as his wife.
He learnt how to fix Doraemon, how to revive him and retain his memory.
Finally, when he pressed Doraemon's switch,
doraemon slowly said:
'NOBITA, I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAY FOR SO LONG.'
-The end-
aww.. such a sweet ending.
- me eating junk food @ 1:32AM
These few days have been fun fun all along..
hehe...
went to badminton @ UBC this afternoon..
there was like nobody there... haha
but then my eyes were swollen and I was feeling really drowsy
cuz I cried reading a book last night...
so I didn't play too well... and... was really sleepy the whole time. heh
It was still fun tho.
After badminton.. I went to Richmond with Jenny and Winnie
went to Richmond Centre again to return Jenny's sweater...
then we shopped around for a bit..
I tried on 2 grad dresses... hehe...
the first one had really nice color and cutting but there's only large size
the second one fit okay... was a bit too big on the top but it doesn't look as nice.
Well anyway I'm gonna go shop for dresses again with my mom tomorrow. hehe
3 days of continuous shopping.
After shopping we had dinner in the food court..
mMMm... KFC hot wings.. haha... so much oil and fat and stuff...
but it's alrite.
As I've said, 'anything that doens't kill me makes me stronger' heh
mmm.. and "Edo" mushrooms.. hahaha
and we saw a really really cute kid!!!
Awww he had huge round eyes and dimples when he smiled!!
And he kept looking at us too... awww he's soooo cute!!!
He seemed like he liked everybody but his parents. hehe...
After that.. we went to pick Ann up...
haha "The hat crew"... Ann and I wore toques and Jenny and Winnie wore caps
we took some sticker pictures...
then we met up with Hendra and we went for a drink...
after that we went to Jenny's house and chatted for a bit...
then.. I finally went home.. @ 12:30.
more shopping tomorrow!!! Woohoo! weehee!! hehe...
The internet ending for Doraemon:
One day, Doraemon suddenly dies down and does not move anymore.
Nobita tried everything to help him but nothing worked.
He remembers Doraemon's sister, Dorami, and he seeks her help.
Dorami found the problem -- Doraemon ran out of batteries。
Usually, spare batteries are located in a robot's ears
but since Doraemon's ears were bitten off by rats,
he didn't have any.
Nobita urges her to replace his batteries.
Sadly, Dorami tells her that since he has no spare batteries
all his memory will be erased if you replace his batteries.
On the other hand, if you leave him like that, his memory will be kept.
Nobita finally decides to leave him like that.
He worked very very hard and became a brilliant student.
He got into a good university, got a good job,
and finally married Shizuka as his wife.
He learnt how to fix Doraemon, how to revive him and retain his memory.
Finally, when he pressed Doraemon's switch,
doraemon slowly said:
'NOBITA, I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAY FOR SO LONG.'
-The end-
aww.. such a sweet ending.
12.27.2001
Wat the...
somehow...
my password automatically changed back to my old one today.
Hmmm.. something must be wrong...
anyway.. since I did not update yesterday, I'll breifly sum up wat I did the past 2 days..
On Christmas eve, it was Christine's b-day..
Maggie, Katie and I went to her house and had dinner there.
Her mom cooks sooo well! Haha.. the turkey was great.
anywho, we exchanged presents and opened them.
It feels so good to see other people liking the presents I chose them.
hehe I got a kogepan related doll myself,
but I feel that the feeling of accomplishment in getting exactly wat other people want,
is greater than the feeling of receiving. hehe....
Later that night we did Parapara dance in Chrsitine's basement..
hahah it was cool and funny..
Christine taught us the steps and Maggie and I caught on...
well it was an interesting experience since I've NEVER danced parapara b4. hehe
On Christmas day, I wasted the whole day sleeping.
I woke up sometime around three...
I did nothing till dinner,
where our family had too well-done roast beef..
hah, that was alright.
The whole day I was feeling drowsy but not able to sleep cuz I woke up too late.
It's crazy to hear that Shao almost had an identical day as me... hahah.....
must be the past life thing.
Anyway!! Finally I'm up to talking about today..
as one bad day goes, one good day always follows...
hehehe today was such a fun day!
I woke up and went shopping with Jenny (Lee) @ Richmond Centre since 10 in the morning
I got a pair of pants, a nice reversible toque, shirt, a calendar for my dad,
a present for my bro, and an early present for my friend.
hehe.. spent so much!! T__T even tho only half of the stuff I got was for myself.
But it's alrite... hehehe!!! I love shopping..
Persuaded Jenny to get a baseball cap too.. hheheh
and got her to buying stuff... hahaha...
Shopped at richmond centre for 5 hours,
then in Sports Chek for another hour looking for toques and baseball caps...
haha ah.. tiring...
then at night I went to my mom's friend's house's party..
WhoA a chain of stuff there... hehe anywho...
it was okay fun... but it was better than staying home doing nothing.
hehe.... yup. And that's all I've done today.
Hate to drive when my dad is sitting beside me...
he always makes annoying comments...
and turns the music down till I can barely hear anything...
and he doesn't appreciate the way I drive,
but that doesn't make me drive the way he does....
ah....
It's just so much pressure.
First time that I felt the important of safety
cuz I actually felt I was responsible for 2 human bodies tonight.
What i received this year for Christmas:
From mom:
Jewelries and stuff she got me from HK
From dad:
Books and pens and mittens
From bro:
Scarf
From secret santa:
a pair of pj pants and a kogepan related doll
heehee.... happy from all the presents I got and the stuff I bought today
Learnt how to spell a word today heehe
--> toque (tk) n.
A woman's small, brimless, close-fitting hat.
somehow...
my password automatically changed back to my old one today.
Hmmm.. something must be wrong...
anyway.. since I did not update yesterday, I'll breifly sum up wat I did the past 2 days..
On Christmas eve, it was Christine's b-day..
Maggie, Katie and I went to her house and had dinner there.
Her mom cooks sooo well! Haha.. the turkey was great.
anywho, we exchanged presents and opened them.
It feels so good to see other people liking the presents I chose them.
hehe I got a kogepan related doll myself,
but I feel that the feeling of accomplishment in getting exactly wat other people want,
is greater than the feeling of receiving. hehe....
Later that night we did Parapara dance in Chrsitine's basement..
hahah it was cool and funny..
Christine taught us the steps and Maggie and I caught on...
well it was an interesting experience since I've NEVER danced parapara b4. hehe
On Christmas day, I wasted the whole day sleeping.
I woke up sometime around three...
I did nothing till dinner,
where our family had too well-done roast beef..
hah, that was alright.
The whole day I was feeling drowsy but not able to sleep cuz I woke up too late.
It's crazy to hear that Shao almost had an identical day as me... hahah.....
must be the past life thing.
Anyway!! Finally I'm up to talking about today..
as one bad day goes, one good day always follows...
hehehe today was such a fun day!
I woke up and went shopping with Jenny (Lee) @ Richmond Centre since 10 in the morning
I got a pair of pants, a nice reversible toque, shirt, a calendar for my dad,
a present for my bro, and an early present for my friend.
hehe.. spent so much!! T__T even tho only half of the stuff I got was for myself.
But it's alrite... hehehe!!! I love shopping..
Persuaded Jenny to get a baseball cap too.. hheheh
and got her to buying stuff... hahaha...
Shopped at richmond centre for 5 hours,
then in Sports Chek for another hour looking for toques and baseball caps...
haha ah.. tiring...
then at night I went to my mom's friend's house's party..
WhoA a chain of stuff there... hehe anywho...
it was okay fun... but it was better than staying home doing nothing.
hehe.... yup. And that's all I've done today.
Hate to drive when my dad is sitting beside me...
he always makes annoying comments...
and turns the music down till I can barely hear anything...
and he doesn't appreciate the way I drive,
but that doesn't make me drive the way he does....
ah....
It's just so much pressure.
First time that I felt the important of safety
cuz I actually felt I was responsible for 2 human bodies tonight.
What i received this year for Christmas:
From mom:
Jewelries and stuff she got me from HK
From dad:
Books and pens and mittens
From bro:
Scarf
From secret santa:
a pair of pj pants and a kogepan related doll
heehee.... happy from all the presents I got and the stuff I bought today
Learnt how to spell a word today heehe
--> toque (tk) n.
A woman's small, brimless, close-fitting hat.
12.26.2001
12.24.2001
Heheh.. had a fun day...
first. I went shopping with mom @ Oakridge..
finally got all my presents...
actually I still have to get my bro's but..
psh... screw him.. he forgot my birthday...
uh.. no more money to spend.. haha so sad...
Then I went to badminton @ Dunbar...
I actually played pretty well.. hehehe
pretty satisfied with how I did...
beat Andy 16-15 *phew* hehe..
and lost to Shao 5-7 I think... haha
both games we went into deuce...
well it shows that I'm improving I guess...
hehe yes.. gotta work more on endurance still..
run out of energy and breath so fast....
didn't do much doubles at all..
played one game with Jim vs. Shao and this old lady
and another one with Jenny vs. Jason and Jim
but both sucked....
hehehe I'm happy when I do well. HEhehe...
Spent the night with Jenny Lee and them...
hehehe so fun.
We exchanged presents and watched half of MI2..
heheee.. I got blue plaid pj pants!! hehehe... so nice...
then we rented Charlie's Angels.. haha
it's sooo funny.... especially the NG parts. ehehe...
It was fun.. haha it's alll good.
Think I caught a cold...
had a sore throat this morning...
and now I have a running nose...
eh... not good...
but it's alrite...
since there's onyl one day to Christmas,
and these two days will just be badminton and partying...
WOOHOO! hehe.. my disease will be cured. hehee
So in the fa la la mood now..
hehehehe
deck the halls with boughts of jolly
fa la la la la... la la la la...
ever heard of the simpsons funny version!?
I think this is how it goes...
"Decorate your father's belly
fa la la la la... la la la la...
while he's sleeping by the telly,
fa la la la la... la la la la.."
HEheh!! It's CHRISTMAS!!! (in one day)...
first. I went shopping with mom @ Oakridge..
finally got all my presents...
actually I still have to get my bro's but..
psh... screw him.. he forgot my birthday...
uh.. no more money to spend.. haha so sad...
Then I went to badminton @ Dunbar...
I actually played pretty well.. hehehe
pretty satisfied with how I did...
beat Andy 16-15 *phew* hehe..
and lost to Shao 5-7 I think... haha
both games we went into deuce...
well it shows that I'm improving I guess...
hehe yes.. gotta work more on endurance still..
run out of energy and breath so fast....
didn't do much doubles at all..
played one game with Jim vs. Shao and this old lady
and another one with Jenny vs. Jason and Jim
but both sucked....
hehehe I'm happy when I do well. HEhehe...
Spent the night with Jenny Lee and them...
hehehe so fun.
We exchanged presents and watched half of MI2..
heheee.. I got blue plaid pj pants!! hehehe... so nice...
then we rented Charlie's Angels.. haha
it's sooo funny.... especially the NG parts. ehehe...
It was fun.. haha it's alll good.
Think I caught a cold...
had a sore throat this morning...
and now I have a running nose...
eh... not good...
but it's alrite...
since there's onyl one day to Christmas,
and these two days will just be badminton and partying...
WOOHOO! hehe.. my disease will be cured. hehee
So in the fa la la mood now..
hehehehe
deck the halls with boughts of jolly
fa la la la la... la la la la...
ever heard of the simpsons funny version!?
I think this is how it goes...
"Decorate your father's belly
fa la la la la... la la la la...
while he's sleeping by the telly,
fa la la la la... la la la la.."
HEheh!! It's CHRISTMAS!!! (in one day)...
12.23.2001
12.22.2001
Badminton was pretty good.. hehe
we did half court tournaments...
my first lost to Daniel was a bit disappointing..
didn't play as well as I wanted to...
second game and third game I won easily against Alfred and Andrew..
fourth game... against Jerry.. hahah noooo lost 4-7 4-7 in the big court...
got so exhausted...
then I had to immediately play the next game against Anson in the big court again...
lost so bad cuz in the end I had no energy at all.
Gotta work on my endurance.. a lot..
it deproved a lot since school started...
next thing I'll have to work on is my smash... I lost it... I smash weird now.
Next thing I'll have to work on.. is.. everythign! haha...
but it was a goood day of training.. hehe
Went shopping this afternoon @ Richmond with mom..
got another 2 presents down
so I'm down to 2 presents i need to get..
but I exceeded my budget..
somehow I spent $10 nowhere...
and my friend owes me $13...
I have $20 cash
and I only have around $20 in my bank account...
uh.... 2 more presents... then I'll be down to $0 til my friend returns the $13...
haha so sad.
"Ape shall not kill ape"
hehe I love that brand
I wanna have my own brand someday
and print patterns on sweatshirts...
it'll be... the Rochai brand. hehe
the slogan:
"Come worship Rochianity"
hahahhaha right......
we did half court tournaments...
my first lost to Daniel was a bit disappointing..
didn't play as well as I wanted to...
second game and third game I won easily against Alfred and Andrew..
fourth game... against Jerry.. hahah noooo lost 4-7 4-7 in the big court...
got so exhausted...
then I had to immediately play the next game against Anson in the big court again...
lost so bad cuz in the end I had no energy at all.
Gotta work on my endurance.. a lot..
it deproved a lot since school started...
next thing I'll have to work on is my smash... I lost it... I smash weird now.
Next thing I'll have to work on.. is.. everythign! haha...
but it was a goood day of training.. hehe
Went shopping this afternoon @ Richmond with mom..
got another 2 presents down
so I'm down to 2 presents i need to get..
but I exceeded my budget..
somehow I spent $10 nowhere...
and my friend owes me $13...
I have $20 cash
and I only have around $20 in my bank account...
uh.... 2 more presents... then I'll be down to $0 til my friend returns the $13...
haha so sad.
"Ape shall not kill ape"
hehe I love that brand
I wanna have my own brand someday
and print patterns on sweatshirts...
it'll be... the Rochai brand. hehe
the slogan:
"Come worship Rochianity"
hahahhaha right......
12.21.2001
just read it from a friend's info:
"where is everyone's uniqueness?"
haha... yah.. where is it!?
well.. it's something that you can't see, can't touch,
but will feel in time.....
Our stereotypical appearances doesn't mean that our inside isn't unique.
no, not at all.
It just takes time to slowly reveal itself...
or it might just be waiting for someone to discover it beneath the protective cover we all have.
Wow... I just found out I have around 200 entries in this blog already...
wow.... can't believe time passes so fast.
"where is everyone's uniqueness?"
haha... yah.. where is it!?
well.. it's something that you can't see, can't touch,
but will feel in time.....
Our stereotypical appearances doesn't mean that our inside isn't unique.
no, not at all.
It just takes time to slowly reveal itself...
or it might just be waiting for someone to discover it beneath the protective cover we all have.
Wow... I just found out I have around 200 entries in this blog already...
wow.... can't believe time passes so fast.
I met an old woman today in 7-11
she was old... so old that patches of her hair are already gone,
so old, that her eyes no longer gleam in the light like ours...
and all you can see is a pair of murky eyes.
She was very talkative and friendly...
she bought lottery tickets and waited for the clerk to check them,
in hope of winning something...
My dad saw her talking to me and he thought she was a drunken old woman...
I felt sad for her, though she might be living a happy life indeed...
her joy comes from the occasional lottery wins..
and she spends her time chatting with sales clerks.
that might not be all she does...
... but what else can you do when you're old and strengthless?
Keep thinking it's saturday today.. hehe
cheered up by the fact that there's badminton tomorrow...
heehe....
today was so fun...
King of the court was good,
and doubles was good too! hehe...
I thought I sucked so bad...
but it might be because I expect more from myself now.
The last game of doubles was really good...
we were winning Jerry and Daniel by 10-2...
then they caught up, we went into deuce,
and they finally won 16-14... hehe...
it was so fun...
Ah today's a goood day. hehe
Hot pot for dinner with family..
mmMm that was good.
I finished everything except for the veggies..
ahha and now I'm full.. too full... >
'Tis the season of giving and receiving!!
So far I've written around 15 christmas cards..
but only got 2... T___T.. haha
but it's alright.
Cuz it's the season of giving!!
It's good to hear the confirmation of my conditional offer...
hehe by Ms. Wright..
to anyone reading this..
she said anyone with an average above 88% will be conditional for sure.
she was old... so old that patches of her hair are already gone,
so old, that her eyes no longer gleam in the light like ours...
and all you can see is a pair of murky eyes.
She was very talkative and friendly...
she bought lottery tickets and waited for the clerk to check them,
in hope of winning something...
My dad saw her talking to me and he thought she was a drunken old woman...
I felt sad for her, though she might be living a happy life indeed...
her joy comes from the occasional lottery wins..
and she spends her time chatting with sales clerks.
that might not be all she does...
... but what else can you do when you're old and strengthless?
Keep thinking it's saturday today.. hehe
cheered up by the fact that there's badminton tomorrow...
heehe....
today was so fun...
King of the court was good,
and doubles was good too! hehe...
I thought I sucked so bad...
but it might be because I expect more from myself now.
The last game of doubles was really good...
we were winning Jerry and Daniel by 10-2...
then they caught up, we went into deuce,
and they finally won 16-14... hehe...
it was so fun...
Ah today's a goood day. hehe
Hot pot for dinner with family..
mmMm that was good.
I finished everything except for the veggies..
ahha and now I'm full.. too full... >
'Tis the season of giving and receiving!!
So far I've written around 15 christmas cards..
but only got 2... T___T.. haha
but it's alright.
Cuz it's the season of giving!!
It's good to hear the confirmation of my conditional offer...
hehe by Ms. Wright..
to anyone reading this..
she said anyone with an average above 88% will be conditional for sure.
12.20.2001
Mom's back...
with lots of new clothes,
lots of stuff...
but somehow,
I'm not feeling the excitement I should be feeling...
dun feel the happiness I should be feeling....
just feels like another normal, boring day....
Christmas cards...
somehow my alarm didn't ring this morning..
I was gonna go to school and use my spare to write cards..
well...
There are around 15 cards that I can postpone writing...
which relieved me from my 31 cards a little bit...
but tonight.. write and write more...
Jap test was pretty easy....
I just wasn't sure of a couple of the questions.
But overall I think I did better than last time.
Hopefully I did do better....
Can't believe I had to actually DO stuff in all my classes today (aside from my spare)...
well jap test.... I already expected that...
but math and chem... can't believe we still had to learn stuff today.
Get into the 'Falala mood' man!
with lots of new clothes,
lots of stuff...
but somehow,
I'm not feeling the excitement I should be feeling...
dun feel the happiness I should be feeling....
just feels like another normal, boring day....
Christmas cards...
somehow my alarm didn't ring this morning..
I was gonna go to school and use my spare to write cards..
well...
There are around 15 cards that I can postpone writing...
which relieved me from my 31 cards a little bit...
but tonight.. write and write more...
Jap test was pretty easy....
I just wasn't sure of a couple of the questions.
But overall I think I did better than last time.
Hopefully I did do better....
Can't believe I had to actually DO stuff in all my classes today (aside from my spare)...
well jap test.... I already expected that...
but math and chem... can't believe we still had to learn stuff today.
Get into the 'Falala mood' man!
12.19.2001
Finally... moment of relief...
finished 4 major tests...
only one jap test left tomorrow..
nah.. jap.. don't really need to study. hehee
Ah.. after getting rid of the tests..
I am now bound to writing Christmas cards and buying gifts...
27... T__T 27!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Uh.. latest update... 27 => 31... T__T
AhAhAhAh staying alive, staying alive
(just felt like typing that, dun ask me why)
AAhHHH Christmas cards driving me crazy...
KURAAAZYYYYY....
finished 4 major tests...
only one jap test left tomorrow..
nah.. jap.. don't really need to study. hehee
Ah.. after getting rid of the tests..
I am now bound to writing Christmas cards and buying gifts...
27... T__T 27!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Uh.. latest update... 27 => 31... T__T
AhAhAhAh staying alive, staying alive
(just felt like typing that, dun ask me why)
AAhHHH Christmas cards driving me crazy...
KURAAAZYYYYY....
Enjoying my relaxation time @ 12 b4 another night of rough, rough studying...
Procrastinating everything...
procrastinating the time to go back to study...
ah... not good.
I'll kindly sacrifice my jap studying time and spare sleeping time
to write Christmas cards that I got for $15!!!
heeehee... cute cards of funny cards???
Fantasies are always good
they are always perfect
they always have a good ending
which is why the truth is so unbearable...
Everyone would rather live in imagination
than the real life they have set-pace themselves.
Procrastinating everything...
procrastinating the time to go back to study...
ah... not good.
I'll kindly sacrifice my jap studying time and spare sleeping time
to write Christmas cards that I got for $15!!!
heeehee... cute cards of funny cards???
Fantasies are always good
they are always perfect
they always have a good ending
which is why the truth is so unbearable...
Everyone would rather live in imagination
than the real life they have set-pace themselves.
12.18.2001
how can I face the truth
when the reality of the truth is questioned?
how do you know that what you believe to be true,
is not indeed false?
.... sunk into deep thinking
again, I love the feeling of walking into an empty house,
where I'M in control...
and who's that fuxxing xxxx who kept calling the other number while I was sleeping?
when the reality of the truth is questioned?
how do you know that what you believe to be true,
is not indeed false?
.... sunk into deep thinking
again, I love the feeling of walking into an empty house,
where I'M in control...
and who's that fuxxing xxxx who kept calling the other number while I was sleeping?
I was gonna go see the chiropracter today...
the timing was so perfect..
I'll see him right afterskool then go home and sleep cuz I'm really tired
plus I just had training over the weekend so he can massage my sore muscles for me
plus I pulled my leg muscle so he can take a look at that too
ai.. everything is perfect...
except.. I forgot to go... T___T..........
*sigh* wat's wrong with my memory?
Anyone writing christmas cards this year?
well I am. heehee....
Got some money from my dad... ^^
Finally got 3 presents down today..
one secret santa present,
and two for both my parents.
so far I'm not too over my budget of $20 per gift yet...
if I can maintain that then I will have $40 left to spare for christmas shopping for myself..
T__T kinda sad isn't it.
Before today, I kept thinking,
please, please don't let monday come
but now, I keep thinking,
please, please let me go through tomorrow and wednesday quickly...
hee then after that'll be paradise.
Somethings I SHOULD forget but I can't...
sometimes I shoudln't forget but then I do...
AISh!
Uh.. is it too late to self-report grades now?
Chi... watever...
I'll get in normal admission anyway (not that I'm bragging).
Finally finished studying chem and math
and nobody's online anymore!!!
WHY???????????
Accomplished quite a few things today...
1) I got 3 presents down
2) I studied chem and math
3) I 'sort of' cleaned up my messy messy room
4)... uh... 3 is enough. heh.
the timing was so perfect..
I'll see him right afterskool then go home and sleep cuz I'm really tired
plus I just had training over the weekend so he can massage my sore muscles for me
plus I pulled my leg muscle so he can take a look at that too
ai.. everything is perfect...
except.. I forgot to go... T___T..........
*sigh* wat's wrong with my memory?
Anyone writing christmas cards this year?
well I am. heehee....
Got some money from my dad... ^^
Finally got 3 presents down today..
one secret santa present,
and two for both my parents.
so far I'm not too over my budget of $20 per gift yet...
if I can maintain that then I will have $40 left to spare for christmas shopping for myself..
T__T kinda sad isn't it.
Before today, I kept thinking,
please, please don't let monday come
but now, I keep thinking,
please, please let me go through tomorrow and wednesday quickly...
hee then after that'll be paradise.
Somethings I SHOULD forget but I can't...
sometimes I shoudln't forget but then I do...
AISh!
Uh.. is it too late to self-report grades now?
Chi... watever...
I'll get in normal admission anyway (not that I'm bragging).
Finally finished studying chem and math
and nobody's online anymore!!!
WHY???????????
Accomplished quite a few things today...
1) I got 3 presents down
2) I studied chem and math
3) I 'sort of' cleaned up my messy messy room
4)... uh... 3 is enough. heh.
12.17.2001
Test results:
Attitude:
you are a cheerful, optimistic person.
emotionally grounded and outwardly friendly,
there isn't a soul that wouldn't trade places with you.
but there is a dark side.
as the sky opens up and unleashes its fury, so does your temper.
luckily it is tempered with a kind, loving, nurturing soul.
Relationships:
toiling with transparent glee.
revealing a person that covets her close friend or loved one.
an individual that doesn't necessarily embrace each new person she meets,
but whose trust and affection must be earned over time.
honesty, truthfulness and loyalty are high regarded.
Problems:
your problems are small bu they do exist.
you run in fear from big problems - foisting them over to your larger parents.
but not all problems can be avoided and the garbage has to go somewhere.
sometimes you overflow in extreme moments with stubborn refusal to
accept more problems than you can handle.
in the deepest corner of your being you believe,
as do your parents, that problems should not be hidden from sight
but are better handled in a transparent, translucent, and open manner.
True!? hmm... kinda ...
Attitude:
you are a cheerful, optimistic person.
emotionally grounded and outwardly friendly,
there isn't a soul that wouldn't trade places with you.
but there is a dark side.
as the sky opens up and unleashes its fury, so does your temper.
luckily it is tempered with a kind, loving, nurturing soul.
Relationships:
toiling with transparent glee.
revealing a person that covets her close friend or loved one.
an individual that doesn't necessarily embrace each new person she meets,
but whose trust and affection must be earned over time.
honesty, truthfulness and loyalty are high regarded.
Problems:
your problems are small bu they do exist.
you run in fear from big problems - foisting them over to your larger parents.
but not all problems can be avoided and the garbage has to go somewhere.
sometimes you overflow in extreme moments with stubborn refusal to
accept more problems than you can handle.
in the deepest corner of your being you believe,
as do your parents, that problems should not be hidden from sight
but are better handled in a transparent, translucent, and open manner.
True!? hmm... kinda ...
12.16.2001
The thought is still really bothering me...
Almost got into 2 car accidents...
the first one...
I was behind Jenny on Dunbar...
I thought she wouldn't turn so soon,
so I was checking the street signs to see if I've reached 39th yet
suddenly this car in front of me left turns...
Jenny probably passed it already...
I was going at 60 and it was raining and I was THAT close to hitting it...
steered away in time... oh my god
that was really scary....
second one...
I was on 39th driving around...
I didn't realize the car in front of me stopped
and I was again really close to hitting it..
not as close as the first one...
ai... something's wrong with me these days...
maybe it's the loud music.. maybe it's the thought that keeps bothering me
maybe it's the rain... maybe it's cuz of my poor concentration
or maybe it's simply because I'm a careless driver.....
Badminton was pretty good...
lost my concentration after the first couple of games...
every inch of muscles in my leg still hurts,
but hey, it's badminton. hehe
I wouldn't miss badminton cuz my leg hurts...
the only thing that I'll miss badminton for is probably.. sleep..
.... not a good thing to be engaged in....
sour sour sting sting....
wrong.. very wrong...
"Black black heart
why would you offer more
why would you make it easier for me to satisfy
i'm on fire
i'm rotting to the core
i'm eating all your kings and queens
all your sex and your diamonds"
-Black black heart, David Usher
kinda addicted to this song.....
Almost got into 2 car accidents...
the first one...
I was behind Jenny on Dunbar...
I thought she wouldn't turn so soon,
so I was checking the street signs to see if I've reached 39th yet
suddenly this car in front of me left turns...
Jenny probably passed it already...
I was going at 60 and it was raining and I was THAT close to hitting it...
steered away in time... oh my god
that was really scary....
second one...
I was on 39th driving around...
I didn't realize the car in front of me stopped
and I was again really close to hitting it..
not as close as the first one...
ai... something's wrong with me these days...
maybe it's the loud music.. maybe it's the thought that keeps bothering me
maybe it's the rain... maybe it's cuz of my poor concentration
or maybe it's simply because I'm a careless driver.....
Badminton was pretty good...
lost my concentration after the first couple of games...
every inch of muscles in my leg still hurts,
but hey, it's badminton. hehe
I wouldn't miss badminton cuz my leg hurts...
the only thing that I'll miss badminton for is probably.. sleep..
.... not a good thing to be engaged in....
sour sour sting sting....
wrong.. very wrong...
"Black black heart
why would you offer more
why would you make it easier for me to satisfy
i'm on fire
i'm rotting to the core
i'm eating all your kings and queens
all your sex and your diamonds"
-Black black heart, David Usher
kinda addicted to this song.....
12.15.2001
I found out the source of my weakness...
hehe it's probably from my naps...
I go to badminton right after I eat or take a nap
and then I do a lot of exercise...
that's wat made me feel weak...
haha!! So happy to have found a reason (or excuse.. watever)
that prooves that I'm NOT getting weaker! AHA!
Happy... hehee...
Badminton was actually pretty good...
the drills are good.. I like lunging drills
cuz I dun have to run a lot... it's just a lot of lunging...
makes my legs stronger and speed faster.
Sooo much better than running drills.
hehe it's good... it's good!!!! hah...
Jenny and I are getting the thing back...
we're starting to work well together...
getting back like how we used to be.
Aww... Morgan didn't fall for the trick.. haha
he said 'I'll go wash my hands then!".. sucks. haha
but Sid... I KNEW he would fall for it. HAhaha....
that was funny...
I think Morgan already forgot about us.. aww... hehe
but it's alrite. Had a good day of training...
ah... life is good.. heh
Both legs still very tight from yesterday...
left leg actually feels better than the right..
probably cuz I leaned on my right too much after pulling my left...
but it's all good... hehe got 5 days to recover. hehe
I want badminton!! MORE! MORE BADMINTON!!! haha..
OKay I'm really hyper...
MIB.... D WICHA!?
hehe it's probably from my naps...
I go to badminton right after I eat or take a nap
and then I do a lot of exercise...
that's wat made me feel weak...
haha!! So happy to have found a reason (or excuse.. watever)
that prooves that I'm NOT getting weaker! AHA!
Happy... hehee...
Badminton was actually pretty good...
the drills are good.. I like lunging drills
cuz I dun have to run a lot... it's just a lot of lunging...
makes my legs stronger and speed faster.
Sooo much better than running drills.
hehe it's good... it's good!!!! hah...
Jenny and I are getting the thing back...
we're starting to work well together...
getting back like how we used to be.
Aww... Morgan didn't fall for the trick.. haha
he said 'I'll go wash my hands then!".. sucks. haha
but Sid... I KNEW he would fall for it. HAhaha....
that was funny...
I think Morgan already forgot about us.. aww... hehe
but it's alrite. Had a good day of training...
ah... life is good.. heh
Both legs still very tight from yesterday...
left leg actually feels better than the right..
probably cuz I leaned on my right too much after pulling my left...
but it's all good... hehe got 5 days to recover. hehe
I want badminton!! MORE! MORE BADMINTON!!! haha..
OKay I'm really hyper...
MIB.... D WICHA!?
12.14.2001
I felt like a change
and so here it is.
Good news and bad news;
I wouldn't have believed it,
if I hadn't pulled my muscle again today.
I'm afraid I AM getting weaker....
why... I wasn't even trying hard...
wat's happening to me???
Morgan's coaching us tomorrow!?
WooHoo! Haven't seen him for so long...
he'll probably make us do all these drills..
haha but still.. compared to Calvin and Michael,
I think he's the best of the best!!
starting to feel that this board is meaningless
there's too much to say too much i think
too many things that I can't let certain people know...
after all these deductions
all I can write about is...
very very plain... everyday life...
or very very fague... feelings...
and this sucks.
Maybe I should close this down,
and find another site,
type all my inner thoughts
and not tell anyone about it.
Everyone basically has a good heart...
why do people have to wear needles on the outside?
Badminton was okay...
was totally fooling around the first game...
dun like the feeling of being watched...
second game we won easily..
Bosco was so pissed off cuz he partnered with the sucky guy...
hah feel so sorry for him he used to be so cheerful
Third game... ah...
it was a pretty good game even though we were losing...
and then i HAD to pull my muscle..
dayum.......
Last week it was dizziness
this week it's pulling muscles
how worse can it get next week?
and so here it is.
Good news and bad news;
I wouldn't have believed it,
if I hadn't pulled my muscle again today.
I'm afraid I AM getting weaker....
why... I wasn't even trying hard...
wat's happening to me???
Morgan's coaching us tomorrow!?
WooHoo! Haven't seen him for so long...
he'll probably make us do all these drills..
haha but still.. compared to Calvin and Michael,
I think he's the best of the best!!
starting to feel that this board is meaningless
there's too much to say too much i think
too many things that I can't let certain people know...
after all these deductions
all I can write about is...
very very plain... everyday life...
or very very fague... feelings...
and this sucks.
Maybe I should close this down,
and find another site,
type all my inner thoughts
and not tell anyone about it.
Everyone basically has a good heart...
why do people have to wear needles on the outside?
Badminton was okay...
was totally fooling around the first game...
dun like the feeling of being watched...
second game we won easily..
Bosco was so pissed off cuz he partnered with the sucky guy...
hah feel so sorry for him he used to be so cheerful
Third game... ah...
it was a pretty good game even though we were losing...
and then i HAD to pull my muscle..
dayum.......
Last week it was dizziness
this week it's pulling muscles
how worse can it get next week?
"Get into the Fa La La Mood"
heh... funny ICQ ad....
Pretty satisfied with my info tech mark...
hehhee.... me... veli easily satisfied.
When I heard that not a lot of people is going to the Kelowna one..
hmm... kinda tempted to go. hehehe
English test!!!
Very sadly I already found out I made a mistake in the mc..
and I wrote 'Senate' instead of 'Senator' for one of the questions..
that's 1.5 marks off already... T__T
sucks. I would've had great hopes in my essay if my teacher wasn't Ms Inglis..
but now I can just wish myself luck...
Christmas concert..
my last christmas concert @ Point Grey ever...
hahaa... didn't realize that until just now...
It's kinda fun, it's kinda sad,
it'll all be stored with my sweet sweet memories...
All the cheesy christmas songs
all the spit and yuck in my trombone
all the music that we played from ugly to magical
I will remember....
Every once in a while
I wonder if I'm acting as how people like me
or if I'm acting as how I am...
I get no answer...
I just keep wondering... haha
heh... funny ICQ ad....
Pretty satisfied with my info tech mark...
hehhee.... me... veli easily satisfied.
When I heard that not a lot of people is going to the Kelowna one..
hmm... kinda tempted to go. hehehe
English test!!!
Very sadly I already found out I made a mistake in the mc..
and I wrote 'Senate' instead of 'Senator' for one of the questions..
that's 1.5 marks off already... T__T
sucks. I would've had great hopes in my essay if my teacher wasn't Ms Inglis..
but now I can just wish myself luck...
Christmas concert..
my last christmas concert @ Point Grey ever...
hahaa... didn't realize that until just now...
It's kinda fun, it's kinda sad,
it'll all be stored with my sweet sweet memories...
All the cheesy christmas songs
all the spit and yuck in my trombone
all the music that we played from ugly to magical
I will remember....
Every once in a while
I wonder if I'm acting as how people like me
or if I'm acting as how I am...
I get no answer...
I just keep wondering... haha
12.12.2001
It's cool to know a language that others don't know.
hehee.... kinda tempted to learn french
but the idea is gone after 2 seconds.
Too much work.... hahaha
It's the feeling of memory...
When you revisit friends or places you used to be so familiar with
do you get the feeling of memory?
It's such a weird feeling...
it's not like anger or anything that you feel everyday...
it's a feeling that has to be triggered by something...
Okay I duno how to explain this... hehe
It's like... I hear a song on the radio
and I suddenly get this feeling of going back to grade 8
when I used to listen to the song every morning on my 45 minutes car ride to Burnaby..
It's like... I see a word in some papers
and I suddenly get this feeling of going back to summer school
when we all hung out at the beach, did stuff together and stayed out late...
It's a feeling I try to grasp...
but it's something that floats further away the more I want to grab it...
It's a feeling that comes suddenly,
but when you try to treasure and remember it so hard, it leaves unexpectedly
and as I grow, these feelings update themselves
and in time I can't recall the outdated ones anymore...
Every event that happened in my life has its own special feeling...
It's cool how it makes me feel that I really did go back in time...
^^... I guess it's something they give us in return,
so our lives wouldn't pass by pointlessly....
we can't actually go back in time,
but at least we can still occasionally recall past feelings of our lives...
I'm glad I don't regret my past.
hehee.... kinda tempted to learn french
but the idea is gone after 2 seconds.
Too much work.... hahaha
It's the feeling of memory...
When you revisit friends or places you used to be so familiar with
do you get the feeling of memory?
It's such a weird feeling...
it's not like anger or anything that you feel everyday...
it's a feeling that has to be triggered by something...
Okay I duno how to explain this... hehe
It's like... I hear a song on the radio
and I suddenly get this feeling of going back to grade 8
when I used to listen to the song every morning on my 45 minutes car ride to Burnaby..
It's like... I see a word in some papers
and I suddenly get this feeling of going back to summer school
when we all hung out at the beach, did stuff together and stayed out late...
It's a feeling I try to grasp...
but it's something that floats further away the more I want to grab it...
It's a feeling that comes suddenly,
but when you try to treasure and remember it so hard, it leaves unexpectedly
and as I grow, these feelings update themselves
and in time I can't recall the outdated ones anymore...
Every event that happened in my life has its own special feeling...
It's cool how it makes me feel that I really did go back in time...
^^... I guess it's something they give us in return,
so our lives wouldn't pass by pointlessly....
we can't actually go back in time,
but at least we can still occasionally recall past feelings of our lives...
I'm glad I don't regret my past.
12.11.2001
12.10.2001
I like walking home...
like observing other pedestrians,
having peace and time to think,
while listening to my discman...
It's like the feeling of wandering,
but knowing my destination and going home when I'm done.
But when I reach my house before I'm done
where else can I go?
Time to find another destination...
Suddenly thought of this part in Titanic,
where Jack shows this picture of a woman.
She wore all her jewelry, and waited day after day,
hoping someone would marry her.
That's sad....saddening too.
Too much work, too little time.
It's always like that.
How can I manage to waste all my time without realizing it,
and how can I manage to finish all my work without handing them in late?
AH... miracles of life. hahaha.....
I'm losing it....
hope I can manage to hang on till Christmas.
Presents...
I just... try not to think about them till I'm done all my school work.
I'm sorry, Maggie
I'm sorry, Frank
and... uh... future present people...
I promise I'll get you guys your presents by Christmas the latest...
Dokodemodoa...
if only I had one.
I'd escape to the hot hot sahari desert and live with camels
or the freezing cold north pole and live with polar bears...
I'd go anywhere, anywhere but here.
like observing other pedestrians,
having peace and time to think,
while listening to my discman...
It's like the feeling of wandering,
but knowing my destination and going home when I'm done.
But when I reach my house before I'm done
where else can I go?
Time to find another destination...
Suddenly thought of this part in Titanic,
where Jack shows this picture of a woman.
She wore all her jewelry, and waited day after day,
hoping someone would marry her.
That's sad....saddening too.
Too much work, too little time.
It's always like that.
How can I manage to waste all my time without realizing it,
and how can I manage to finish all my work without handing them in late?
AH... miracles of life. hahaha.....
I'm losing it....
hope I can manage to hang on till Christmas.
Presents...
I just... try not to think about them till I'm done all my school work.
I'm sorry, Maggie
I'm sorry, Frank
and... uh... future present people...
I promise I'll get you guys your presents by Christmas the latest...
Dokodemodoa...
if only I had one.
I'd escape to the hot hot sahari desert and live with camels
or the freezing cold north pole and live with polar bears...
I'd go anywhere, anywhere but here.
12.09.2001
"And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love but it came too soon
And there was me and you and then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever
So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly"
-Vitamin C, Graduation
I'm not graduating YET...
but soon.. very soon..
before we know it....
awww... it just makes me sad to think of grad...
but anyway.. this is one of my most favorite songs...
Went out tonight...
went to Richmond Centre
but I didn't get anything!! Arrgh didn't know wat to get...
something that's cheap and he'll like.. hmmm
so impossible. Plus I have to get 2 b-day presents owing..
Christine's b-day present... and 2 exchange presents.. OH my god..
and I only have $80!!? Wat the hell....................
After shopping we got KFC chicken.. mMm hot wings...
after that we went to Ricco's... mMM.. only that place has chestnut drink...
it's SO good.. there's chestnut crumbs in it too.. Mmmmm I want more
anyway.. after that we went to Burger King and Mel wanted his Junior Whopper...
heh... whooper.. hehehe
after that... we went.. home.. hehe
spent the whole night looking for.. food... mMMm.. food...
listening to songs..
somehow they're all saddening!!!
AiSh... makes me mood go down...
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love but it came too soon
And there was me and you and then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever
So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly"
-Vitamin C, Graduation
I'm not graduating YET...
but soon.. very soon..
before we know it....
awww... it just makes me sad to think of grad...
but anyway.. this is one of my most favorite songs...
Went out tonight...
went to Richmond Centre
but I didn't get anything!! Arrgh didn't know wat to get...
something that's cheap and he'll like.. hmmm
so impossible. Plus I have to get 2 b-day presents owing..
Christine's b-day present... and 2 exchange presents.. OH my god..
and I only have $80!!? Wat the hell....................
After shopping we got KFC chicken.. mMm hot wings...
after that we went to Ricco's... mMM.. only that place has chestnut drink...
it's SO good.. there's chestnut crumbs in it too.. Mmmmm I want more
anyway.. after that we went to Burger King and Mel wanted his Junior Whopper...
heh... whooper.. hehehe
after that... we went.. home.. hehe
spent the whole night looking for.. food... mMMm.. food...
listening to songs..
somehow they're all saddening!!!
AiSh... makes me mood go down...
12.08.2001
Wat the hell
I felt so dizzy today at badminton...
I felt hot inside but very cold outside...
kinda like 'biu lang horn'....
and I felt like puking all my lunch out...
that was bad... really bad....
so wat does that mean!?
That I'm not physically fit.... sucks!!!
King of the court was pretty fun...
We were separated into groups..
and every single time when I thought I was gonna win
I end up losing.. but.. why!?
I always screw up....
hehe but it was funny cuz the other group had all the sucky people..
we had.. Alfred.. me..and... this other guy I forgot his name. heheee
We won but still had to do 5 pushups. Wat the hell!?
Doubles was okay too.. hehe
I partnered with Andrew...
he would've been a bad partner if we weren't playing against this other guy who's even worse...
I didn't have to do much running.. all I had to do was hit to the guy. hahaha....
that was funny... that guy got so pissed off....
I actually like being in the front now... hehe it's kinda fun.
Christmas presents... aArrgh gives me headache..
thinking of the presents I have to get one whole year
around 7 for Jenny (Law)'s group
around another 7 for Jenny (Lee)'s group
Kathleen, Nancy + 3 family birthday...
so all together around 19 b-day presents
plus Mother's day and Father's day... 21...
plus Christmas for 2 different groups... 23...
plus christmas presents for 3 family members... 26
So around 2.2 presents per month...
let's say each present costs around $20...
so $44 ,which is around 25% of my pocketmoney, goes to buying presents each month...
OH my god.. no wonder I'm going broke...
Impoliteness....
just ignore me.. psh...
bones crackin legs shakin head achin blah blah blah.
I felt so dizzy today at badminton...
I felt hot inside but very cold outside...
kinda like 'biu lang horn'....
and I felt like puking all my lunch out...
that was bad... really bad....
so wat does that mean!?
That I'm not physically fit.... sucks!!!
King of the court was pretty fun...
We were separated into groups..
and every single time when I thought I was gonna win
I end up losing.. but.. why!?
I always screw up....
hehe but it was funny cuz the other group had all the sucky people..
we had.. Alfred.. me..and... this other guy I forgot his name. heheee
We won but still had to do 5 pushups. Wat the hell!?
Doubles was okay too.. hehe
I partnered with Andrew...
he would've been a bad partner if we weren't playing against this other guy who's even worse...
I didn't have to do much running.. all I had to do was hit to the guy. hahaha....
that was funny... that guy got so pissed off....
I actually like being in the front now... hehe it's kinda fun.
Christmas presents... aArrgh gives me headache..
thinking of the presents I have to get one whole year
around 7 for Jenny (Law)'s group
around another 7 for Jenny (Lee)'s group
Kathleen, Nancy + 3 family birthday...
so all together around 19 b-day presents
plus Mother's day and Father's day... 21...
plus Christmas for 2 different groups... 23...
plus christmas presents for 3 family members... 26
So around 2.2 presents per month...
let's say each present costs around $20...
so $44 ,which is around 25% of my pocketmoney, goes to buying presents each month...
OH my god.. no wonder I'm going broke...
Impoliteness....
just ignore me.. psh...
bones crackin legs shakin head achin blah blah blah.
"An old man turned ninety-eight
He won the lottery and died the next day
It's a black fly in your chardonnay
It's a death row pardon two minutes too late
Isn't it ironic...
don't you think
It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
And who would've thought... it figures
Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly
He packed his suitcase and kissed kids good-bye
He waited his whole damn life to take that flight
And as the plane crashed down he thought
"Well, isn't this nice."
And Isn't this ironic ...
don't you think?
Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's ok and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out
when you think everything's gone wrong
and everthing blows up in your face
A traffic jam when you're already late
A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It's like 10,000 spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
and then meeting his beautiful wife
And isn't it ironic... don't you think
A little too ironic.. and yeah I really do think...
Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
And life has a funny way of helping you out
helping you out"
-Alanis Morissette, Ironic
He won the lottery and died the next day
It's a black fly in your chardonnay
It's a death row pardon two minutes too late
Isn't it ironic...
don't you think
It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
And who would've thought... it figures
Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly
He packed his suitcase and kissed kids good-bye
He waited his whole damn life to take that flight
And as the plane crashed down he thought
"Well, isn't this nice."
And Isn't this ironic ...
don't you think?
Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's ok and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out
when you think everything's gone wrong
and everthing blows up in your face
A traffic jam when you're already late
A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It's like 10,000 spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
and then meeting his beautiful wife
And isn't it ironic... don't you think
A little too ironic.. and yeah I really do think...
Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
And life has a funny way of helping you out
helping you out"
-Alanis Morissette, Ironic
12.07.2001
After around 12 hours of sleep,
HERE I AM AGAIN!!!
Yesterday was cool....
WOO-HOO!! LOng weekend!!
hehee... and last night, our team dinner...
It was pretty fun and the food was yum....
MMm... hot pot... hehehe....
Good thing Alex liked our shirt (or at least she pretended she did if she didn't really)
It's a bribe for her to come back to coach PG next year... hehe
and the 'veggie and tomato prize'...
anyway... Jim got the most creative shots award...
Jenny got the most stubborn title (cuz she kept insisting to play even when she was injured)
and the rest of us didn't get any cuz she couldn't think of any.. hehe
after team dinner we were gonna go to Jim's place,
but found his friends sitting outside his front door waiting for him...
finally saw his rabbit.. it's sooooooo cute!!!
Us girls + David Kwok went to get a bubble drink, rent a video
and they watched it at my place......
obviously, we rented 'The Wedding Planner' with Jennifer Lopez...
it was pretty good. We also rented 'A Knight's Tale' but we didn't get to watch it...
we watched a bit of Mad TV and it was pretty sick... funny in a sick way...
anyway... that was basically it for yesterday.
The Wedding Planner
is a pretty good movie...
it's really sweet and most of the main characters are really cute!
If there was an Italian guy who looked cute when he didn't open his mouth and was very sweet...
and another really really cute and perfect guy who has a fiance..
which one would you choose!? hehe
I'd have to say that both of them are good in different ways...
Feel kinda sorry for the Italian guy... didn't get to marry Mary afterall...
well it had a happy ending.... hehe very very sweet.
Anyway... today...
had 11 hours of sleep...
that made me slow...
Badminton really sucked...
my arm hurted SO bad when I did my first smash
it felt like it was coming off...
it was okay after a while but it twitches whenever I try to smash hard...
I couldn't smash anyway... compared to how I was before September...
*sigh* I dun get it... how can there be such a big difference?
Anyway... we did doubles... and of course I partnered with Jenny...
can't feel our 'muck kai' anymore...
like seriously... kinda felt like we never played together before...
that's pretty sad considering that she's been my partner for 2 years....
2 years... *sigh* anyway... all I could do was drops during the game
cuz my smashes hurts my arm and I couldn't get the feel right...
and we lost every single match.. even to Elisha and Chrstina...
that's pretty sad also... T___T
OH well... mo sum gei...
After badminton I did my physics lab with Rosemary...
I didn't know we would have to spend so much time on it...
we spent such a long time finding a flat road that's long enough with no stop signs and no cars...
we tried the road in front of the school but it wasn't long enough.
We ended up going on Mackenzie... not very flat but.. flat enough.
Kinda scared cuz I was holding my watch once and I didn't notice my car going towards the left lane..
and a car was heading towards us and I was like 'oh shit'...
every single time when we're just about to finish, a car comes or a stop sign appears.
That is just dumb... in the end we went on East Boulevard...
I skipped a 4-way and finally got the lab done... *phew*....
A whole lotta work just for a stupid lab...
and Rosemary got car sick and she was about to puke...
and I was so pissed off and not in a good mood I just wanted to get it over with...
ARrrgh... annoying....
Then I went out to dinner with my family...
the food was pretty good... it cheered me up
Haven't went out for dinner with my family for quite a while...
It was good we had Pekin Duck skin.. Eel... Noodles... and... some veggies and meat
I was kinda annoyed when my dad kept saying I'm driving too fast when I was only at 60..
normally I woudln't even care.... there wasn't any cars on the road at that time anyway..
well but it was alright. My bro says I drives too fast... but.. wat does he know! hehehe
Wanted to go to Island tournament so much!!
Ahhh.. been whining about it for wat... a week or so already...
*sigh* why... we would be having fun in Victoria now if u guys would go...
this sucks.
Somehow I'm not too looking forward to VRC tomorrow.
This has never happened before..
how can I not look forward to badminton!? aiSH....
In fact I'm kinda interested in working on my jap poster...
hehee I love our idea.
HERE I AM AGAIN!!!
Yesterday was cool....
WOO-HOO!! LOng weekend!!
hehee... and last night, our team dinner...
It was pretty fun and the food was yum....
MMm... hot pot... hehehe....
Good thing Alex liked our shirt (or at least she pretended she did if she didn't really)
It's a bribe for her to come back to coach PG next year... hehe
and the 'veggie and tomato prize'...
anyway... Jim got the most creative shots award...
Jenny got the most stubborn title (cuz she kept insisting to play even when she was injured)
and the rest of us didn't get any cuz she couldn't think of any.. hehe
after team dinner we were gonna go to Jim's place,
but found his friends sitting outside his front door waiting for him...
finally saw his rabbit.. it's sooooooo cute!!!
Us girls + David Kwok went to get a bubble drink, rent a video
and they watched it at my place......
obviously, we rented 'The Wedding Planner' with Jennifer Lopez...
it was pretty good. We also rented 'A Knight's Tale' but we didn't get to watch it...
we watched a bit of Mad TV and it was pretty sick... funny in a sick way...
anyway... that was basically it for yesterday.
The Wedding Planner
is a pretty good movie...
it's really sweet and most of the main characters are really cute!
If there was an Italian guy who looked cute when he didn't open his mouth and was very sweet...
and another really really cute and perfect guy who has a fiance..
which one would you choose!? hehe
I'd have to say that both of them are good in different ways...
Feel kinda sorry for the Italian guy... didn't get to marry Mary afterall...
well it had a happy ending.... hehe very very sweet.
Anyway... today...
had 11 hours of sleep...
that made me slow...
Badminton really sucked...
my arm hurted SO bad when I did my first smash
it felt like it was coming off...
it was okay after a while but it twitches whenever I try to smash hard...
I couldn't smash anyway... compared to how I was before September...
*sigh* I dun get it... how can there be such a big difference?
Anyway... we did doubles... and of course I partnered with Jenny...
can't feel our 'muck kai' anymore...
like seriously... kinda felt like we never played together before...
that's pretty sad considering that she's been my partner for 2 years....
2 years... *sigh* anyway... all I could do was drops during the game
cuz my smashes hurts my arm and I couldn't get the feel right...
and we lost every single match.. even to Elisha and Chrstina...
that's pretty sad also... T___T
OH well... mo sum gei...
After badminton I did my physics lab with Rosemary...
I didn't know we would have to spend so much time on it...
we spent such a long time finding a flat road that's long enough with no stop signs and no cars...
we tried the road in front of the school but it wasn't long enough.
We ended up going on Mackenzie... not very flat but.. flat enough.
Kinda scared cuz I was holding my watch once and I didn't notice my car going towards the left lane..
and a car was heading towards us and I was like 'oh shit'...
every single time when we're just about to finish, a car comes or a stop sign appears.
That is just dumb... in the end we went on East Boulevard...
I skipped a 4-way and finally got the lab done... *phew*....
A whole lotta work just for a stupid lab...
and Rosemary got car sick and she was about to puke...
and I was so pissed off and not in a good mood I just wanted to get it over with...
ARrrgh... annoying....
Then I went out to dinner with my family...
the food was pretty good... it cheered me up
Haven't went out for dinner with my family for quite a while...
It was good we had Pekin Duck skin.. Eel... Noodles... and... some veggies and meat
I was kinda annoyed when my dad kept saying I'm driving too fast when I was only at 60..
normally I woudln't even care.... there wasn't any cars on the road at that time anyway..
well but it was alright. My bro says I drives too fast... but.. wat does he know! hehehe
Wanted to go to Island tournament so much!!
Ahhh.. been whining about it for wat... a week or so already...
*sigh* why... we would be having fun in Victoria now if u guys would go...
this sucks.
Somehow I'm not too looking forward to VRC tomorrow.
This has never happened before..
how can I not look forward to badminton!? aiSH....
In fact I'm kinda interested in working on my jap poster...
hehee I love our idea.
Okay.. obviously, I'm getting lazier and lazier everyday..
HEY! At least this lasted continuously for wat.. 3 months!? heh
Well I can explain! hehee...
I was watching 'The Wedding Planner' with friends till 1:30...
and I was typing my mom's E-mail till now... which is 3:19 already..
and since it's so late.. I'm gonna go sleep.
You wouldn't blame me for not updating right!?
heh... fill you guys up tomorrow (which is probably, TODAY).
HEY! At least this lasted continuously for wat.. 3 months!? heh
Well I can explain! hehee...
I was watching 'The Wedding Planner' with friends till 1:30...
and I was typing my mom's E-mail till now... which is 3:19 already..
and since it's so late.. I'm gonna go sleep.
You wouldn't blame me for not updating right!?
heh... fill you guys up tomorrow (which is probably, TODAY).
12.05.2001
Left jaw hurts...
uh.... why?????
Too lazy to update these days..
I woke up at 7:10 this morning
and I was thinking 'if it's snowing I'm skipping band for sure
but IS IT snowing?'
and it turned out that it wasn't and I was late for band.
Since I was late, there were no chairs left
and I ended up sitting on my trombone case for the whole hour.
By the end of the class, my butt was numb.... T__T...
then during my spare,
I worked on my jap play with Jenny
Ms. Inglis walked by and I was like 'hey, that's Ms. Inglis!'
suddenly she came over to me and she was like
'Did I just hear u calling my name or were you harrassing me with my name?'
and I was like... 'no! I was just saying 'oh there's ms Inglis!''
thinking 'wat the hell.... who would even bother to HARRASS you.....'
three good reasons why wat she asked was impossible
1) If I were harrassing her name I would've said 'DAMN INGLIS' not 'MS. Inglis'
2) If I were harrassing her name I wouldn't have said it loud enough to let her hear it
3) If I were harrassing her name I would have been smart enough to NOT say it in english...
people these days... *sigh* so unsure of themselves.
Damn the blk F jap play is on the day I have my english test!!!
NoOooooo.... thought I could have some entertainment....
Love this song!
Live the spirit!!
--Oh the weather outside is frightful
But the fire is so delightful
And since we've no place to go
Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!
It doesn't show signs of stopping
And I've bought some corn for popping
The lights are turned way down low
Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!
When we finally kiss goodnight
How I'll hate going out in the storm!
But if you'll really hold me tight
All the way home I'll be warm
The fire is slowly dying
And, my dear, we're still goodbying
But as long as you love me so
Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!--
Christmas is coming!!!
and I can't wait... heehee
My poinsetta centrepiece!!
hehe it looks pretty good actually...
good thing I didn't get the basket...
it is totally... ugly.
went through a bit of trouble carrying those home...
but it was alll good..
livin in tha christmas spirit!! hehee...
So so mad at my brother...
so dumb...
he just lost all my E-mails and bookmarks...
and it's not the first time he's done that already...
why can he NEVER learn!?!?!
Reading another chinese novel...
'Tin lung bat bo'..
it's so good.. I love 'Duen yuu' and 'Siu Fung'
nooo me falling in love with novel characters... haha... ha...
Suddenly remembered that Bosco kid in VRC...
he's so funny... hehe
I think he's the funniest kid I've ever met...
and by the way, he looks like Daffy Duck toO!!
hah... funny kid.
Island tournament!!! T___T
I still wanted to join.
Okay maybe I'll join VRC membership...
hmmm... then i can go play anytime during Christmas holidays...
ahha..ha..ha..... (drooling with satisfaction)
uh.... why?????
Too lazy to update these days..
I woke up at 7:10 this morning
and I was thinking 'if it's snowing I'm skipping band for sure
but IS IT snowing?'
and it turned out that it wasn't and I was late for band.
Since I was late, there were no chairs left
and I ended up sitting on my trombone case for the whole hour.
By the end of the class, my butt was numb.... T__T...
then during my spare,
I worked on my jap play with Jenny
Ms. Inglis walked by and I was like 'hey, that's Ms. Inglis!'
suddenly she came over to me and she was like
'Did I just hear u calling my name or were you harrassing me with my name?'
and I was like... 'no! I was just saying 'oh there's ms Inglis!''
thinking 'wat the hell.... who would even bother to HARRASS you.....'
three good reasons why wat she asked was impossible
1) If I were harrassing her name I would've said 'DAMN INGLIS' not 'MS. Inglis'
2) If I were harrassing her name I wouldn't have said it loud enough to let her hear it
3) If I were harrassing her name I would have been smart enough to NOT say it in english...
people these days... *sigh* so unsure of themselves.
Damn the blk F jap play is on the day I have my english test!!!
NoOooooo.... thought I could have some entertainment....
Love this song!
Live the spirit!!
--Oh the weather outside is frightful
But the fire is so delightful
And since we've no place to go
Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!
It doesn't show signs of stopping
And I've bought some corn for popping
The lights are turned way down low
Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!
When we finally kiss goodnight
How I'll hate going out in the storm!
But if you'll really hold me tight
All the way home I'll be warm
The fire is slowly dying
And, my dear, we're still goodbying
But as long as you love me so
Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!--
Christmas is coming!!!
and I can't wait... heehee
My poinsetta centrepiece!!
hehe it looks pretty good actually...
good thing I didn't get the basket...
it is totally... ugly.
went through a bit of trouble carrying those home...
but it was alll good..
livin in tha christmas spirit!! hehee...
So so mad at my brother...
so dumb...
he just lost all my E-mails and bookmarks...
and it's not the first time he's done that already...
why can he NEVER learn!?!?!
Reading another chinese novel...
'Tin lung bat bo'..
it's so good.. I love 'Duen yuu' and 'Siu Fung'
nooo me falling in love with novel characters... haha... ha...
Suddenly remembered that Bosco kid in VRC...
he's so funny... hehe
I think he's the funniest kid I've ever met...
and by the way, he looks like Daffy Duck toO!!
hah... funny kid.
Island tournament!!! T___T
I still wanted to join.
Okay maybe I'll join VRC membership...
hmmm... then i can go play anytime during Christmas holidays...
ahha..ha..ha..... (drooling with satisfaction)
12.04.2001
After seeing the chiropracter
my shoulder got worse... ><...
now it hurts whenever I move my arm...
he cracked my neck and back though..
that felt good..
this sucks. Why am I leaving everything to the last moment!?!?
I hate your personality...
I hate it when nobody does anything to help a screwed up situation...
I guess we're both selfish...
no one wants to be the 'bad' person....
plus the situation is in your favor so you probably won't do anything about it...
and that leaves me..........
frustrated
my shoulder got worse... ><...
now it hurts whenever I move my arm...
he cracked my neck and back though..
that felt good..
this sucks. Why am I leaving everything to the last moment!?!?
I hate your personality...
I hate it when nobody does anything to help a screwed up situation...
I guess we're both selfish...
no one wants to be the 'bad' person....
plus the situation is in your favor so you probably won't do anything about it...
and that leaves me..........
frustrated
Missed a day again...
it's all because of stupid telus...
their server had some problems last night
so I got cut off after I came on for like 2 minutes...
sucked.
DAMN Ms Inglis!!
Damn her damn her!!!!
84.7... *sigh*
and she said she'll re-read our scipt after she marks all those stuff?
I say she won't ever even touch it again...
we need our marks by Dec. 7th damnit...
and that's in.. 3 fuckin days...
YA it DOES matter a lot to me
wat r u gonna do abt it huh??
Hey girl, you've got an attitude problem
no one in the world owes you anything..
Be nice to others for your own benefit.
You never know, one day you might have to rely on them.
It is your life alright
but a person with high AQ lives a life much easier.
Must not rely on others...
man...that just totally kills the point of playing doubles.
So disappointed...
even till now I am still....
Get so easily pissed off at certain people again...
what's the meaning of this?!
I end up doing everything...
*sigh* there's no choice..
even if you did it I wouldn't have trusted you anyway.
I wanted join the island tournament so much....
wanna join wanna join but it's all too late....
it's all because of stupid telus...
their server had some problems last night
so I got cut off after I came on for like 2 minutes...
sucked.
DAMN Ms Inglis!!
Damn her damn her!!!!
84.7... *sigh*
and she said she'll re-read our scipt after she marks all those stuff?
I say she won't ever even touch it again...
we need our marks by Dec. 7th damnit...
and that's in.. 3 fuckin days...
YA it DOES matter a lot to me
wat r u gonna do abt it huh??
Hey girl, you've got an attitude problem
no one in the world owes you anything..
Be nice to others for your own benefit.
You never know, one day you might have to rely on them.
It is your life alright
but a person with high AQ lives a life much easier.
Must not rely on others...
man...that just totally kills the point of playing doubles.
So disappointed...
even till now I am still....
Get so easily pissed off at certain people again...
what's the meaning of this?!
I end up doing everything...
*sigh* there's no choice..
even if you did it I wouldn't have trusted you anyway.
I wanted join the island tournament so much....
wanna join wanna join but it's all too late....
12.02.2001
Two days of no updating
and one day of very short update
I finally get around to update again... heheh
Been playin a tournament this weekend...
it was really fun, our team came in 3rd...
I got a bronze medal *smile*....
finally got some proof of achievement even though I didn't really deserve it.
Since friday night I've been playing and waiting and watching...
till sunday afternoon it finally ended...
hehe.. kinda didn't want it to end so soon...
think I improved on my doubles front...
but there's a bad side to it...
I don't work well with Jenny anymore and my singles suck...
Got to know Phoebe, Jenn Chui and Jenn Wong a bit better...
they're pretty crazy people. hehe....
cheers to Bill and Sally, our team mascot... (Jenn's toes)
got a taste of life in VRC....
I must say it's good cuz of the badminton
but bad cuz of the boring-ness...
Both Jenny and I agreed that Tyler and the guy Jenn W liked was cute.. heh
Uh yea.. wat else is there to say
the present (fries) we were gonna give to Manitoba that was never given
the pasta banquet was pretty good
the panago pizza.. mmMm.. pizza....
the cool cheer that everyone LOVES (right Jen?)
our jokes person, Jenn Chui (even tho in the end we got bored)
the experience the sweat
everything... it was fun...
My first doubles game vs. Vanessa and Kristy (BC yellow)
first game we lost 6-8.. wasn't too bad
second game and third game we lost 0-7...
we knew we would lose but at least we showed them we're better than they think.
Second game vs Saskechewan #2 + #3
we played till the 5th game and we won.. that was fun
Third game vs Manitoba
we totally had no chance... they were too good.. heh
but still.. it was fun playing against better players
we lost very badly.. all three games.
Fourth game vs Saskechewan's #1 + #2
we played till the 5th game again but this time, we lost...
the last set.. 6-8... damn!!
Feel kinda bad.. cuz I gave Jenn the wrong advise
and I hit the last shot out when I could've dropped it.
But it's alright... BC beat Sask still.. hehe
Go BC power!!!! heh
Went to that japanese place again friday night...
it was good I got curry rice.. MMmm....
and... sunday badminton after the tournament..
that was okay fun... wasn't satisfied with how I did though,
since now Jen and I dun do well in doubles and I need training for singles...
went home and fell asleep... didn't wake up for Dunbar badminton...
remembered the info tech project that was due on wednesday...
and the physics lab that's due on thursday and the jap script that's due on wednesday...
UH.......SHIT ....yea let's forget about those for now. hehe
Dispise people who give up easily...
especially when they give up something others' worked so hard for but never got it...
I can conclude that at least 50% of us are self-centred
50% of which are selfish
50% of which are mean
50% of which are total bitches.
The other 50% of us are not self-centred
50% of which are indescisive
50% of which doesn't care about anything
50% of which are inconsiderate of others' feelings
If only time could stop...
-stuck in the world of memories-
me... very unwillingly facing the fact that there's school tomorrow...
why does this happen every single time!?
I am so frustrated by the idea of SCHOOL
after a weekend of badminton tournament....
Totally poisoned......
I'd rather I never found out...
how can there be such a big difference?
理想和現實出現太大分歧...
re-estimating values...
what's worth is and what's not?
Stll hesitating...
doubles definitely won't work anymore if we don't start working on it again.
I regret that I didn't join the island tournament...
有時人地點睇﹐
又有乜所為?
I am tired of this...
tired of school and the trouble it brings
I'm in a good mood
but thinking about tomorrow totally ruins my mood...
if you don't believe me,
then dun fuckin ask me....
So easily pissed off when I'm not in a good mood
and one day of very short update
I finally get around to update again... heheh
Been playin a tournament this weekend...
it was really fun, our team came in 3rd...
I got a bronze medal *smile*....
finally got some proof of achievement even though I didn't really deserve it.
Since friday night I've been playing and waiting and watching...
till sunday afternoon it finally ended...
hehe.. kinda didn't want it to end so soon...
think I improved on my doubles front...
but there's a bad side to it...
I don't work well with Jenny anymore and my singles suck...
Got to know Phoebe, Jenn Chui and Jenn Wong a bit better...
they're pretty crazy people. hehe....
cheers to Bill and Sally, our team mascot... (Jenn's toes)
got a taste of life in VRC....
I must say it's good cuz of the badminton
but bad cuz of the boring-ness...
Both Jenny and I agreed that Tyler and the guy Jenn W liked was cute.. heh
Uh yea.. wat else is there to say
the present (fries) we were gonna give to Manitoba that was never given
the pasta banquet was pretty good
the panago pizza.. mmMm.. pizza....
the cool cheer that everyone LOVES (right Jen?)
our jokes person, Jenn Chui (even tho in the end we got bored)
the experience the sweat
everything... it was fun...
My first doubles game vs. Vanessa and Kristy (BC yellow)
first game we lost 6-8.. wasn't too bad
second game and third game we lost 0-7...
we knew we would lose but at least we showed them we're better than they think.
Second game vs Saskechewan #2 + #3
we played till the 5th game and we won.. that was fun
Third game vs Manitoba
we totally had no chance... they were too good.. heh
but still.. it was fun playing against better players
we lost very badly.. all three games.
Fourth game vs Saskechewan's #1 + #2
we played till the 5th game again but this time, we lost...
the last set.. 6-8... damn!!
Feel kinda bad.. cuz I gave Jenn the wrong advise
and I hit the last shot out when I could've dropped it.
But it's alright... BC beat Sask still.. hehe
Go BC power!!!! heh
Went to that japanese place again friday night...
it was good I got curry rice.. MMmm....
and... sunday badminton after the tournament..
that was okay fun... wasn't satisfied with how I did though,
since now Jen and I dun do well in doubles and I need training for singles...
went home and fell asleep... didn't wake up for Dunbar badminton...
remembered the info tech project that was due on wednesday...
and the physics lab that's due on thursday and the jap script that's due on wednesday...
UH.......SHIT ....yea let's forget about those for now. hehe
Dispise people who give up easily...
especially when they give up something others' worked so hard for but never got it...
I can conclude that at least 50% of us are self-centred
50% of which are selfish
50% of which are mean
50% of which are total bitches.
The other 50% of us are not self-centred
50% of which are indescisive
50% of which doesn't care about anything
50% of which are inconsiderate of others' feelings
If only time could stop...
-stuck in the world of memories-
me... very unwillingly facing the fact that there's school tomorrow...
why does this happen every single time!?
I am so frustrated by the idea of SCHOOL
after a weekend of badminton tournament....
Totally poisoned......
I'd rather I never found out...
how can there be such a big difference?
理想和現實出現太大分歧...
re-estimating values...
what's worth is and what's not?
Stll hesitating...
doubles definitely won't work anymore if we don't start working on it again.
I regret that I didn't join the island tournament...
有時人地點睇﹐
又有乜所為?
I am tired of this...
tired of school and the trouble it brings
I'm in a good mood
but thinking about tomorrow totally ruins my mood...
if you don't believe me,
then dun fuckin ask me....
So easily pissed off when I'm not in a good mood